Chapter 68: Try or Not to Try
Neither the urge to kill nor the desire to live in a corner of peace was enough to support an ensuing lover.
An Jiu had always thought that her emotional instability was due to mental problems, but it was only now that she figured out that people are social animals, in addition to their own fear of death and life, they must be supported by feelings, and if there is no trace of affection, no amount of things can fill this gap.
In the past, she was a weapon without feelings, but now that her deeply buried instincts are gradually awakened, the more she will feel empty the more she feels emotional.
This kind of thing can't be snatched, and she doesn't know how to have feelings for others, let alone how to make others feel feelings for herself.
Whether it is in the past or present life, she has always walked alone and has not changed.
It is not so much that she has lost the ability to get along with people, but that she has closed her heart and is unwilling and afraid to approach people.
A gust of wind passed, and the snow in front of Qiming Hall fell into the snow, startling the sparrows that stopped on the branches.
An Jiu raised his hand, and the door opened at this moment.
Mo Sigui's peach blossom eyes were full of surprise, and when he saw her face and did not approach, he was immediately full of interest, "Oh, fourteen, you're back!" I heard you came back early, how is it? Are you hurt? My cousin has good medicine here, and I will keep it without leaving a scar after using it. ”
"Elder Qi is here?" Yasuku automatically ignored his ramblings.
"It's cold outside, let's come in and talk about it." Mo Sigui stepped out of the way and led An Jiu into the pharmacy.
The room was filled with the thick smell of medicine, the medicine jar on the medicine stove was boiling, the lid was opened, and the medicine juice was splashed everywhere.
"Bear child! I don't know where to run and hide! Mo Sigui hurriedly found a clean rag wrapped in the medicine jar and brought it down.
"You can sit casually!" Mo Sigui wiped the medicinal juice on the ground with a rag, and said to himself, "This is Ah Jin's medicine, I heard that she was frightened, and she woke up crying!" Pity my second cousin, who died at a young age. The head of the house and the lady of the white-haired man send the black-haired man, alas! ”
"Are you sad?" An Jiu asked.
Mo Sigui was used to chattering on the side, and he didn't expect to get a response, but when he heard An Jiu talking, he couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.
"I'm in the Mei family, and among my peers, I'm better with my eldest cousin and second cousin." Mo Sigui sighed, "Although I don't usually like his serious preaching, but he is suddenly gone, I still can't believe it, I always feel." In two days, he will come to me to get medicine to honor the second old lady. If you say it's sad...... Probably because healers are used to seeing life and death, and if they want to be ruthless, I don't feel so uncomfortable. ”
Mo Sigui is a chatter, especially when he likes to chatter about things he is interested in, this time he finally caught an An Jiu and calm, so he naturally won't let go, "What about my cute little cousin?" ”
"May Fourteen?" An Jiudao.
Mo Sigui rolled his eyes, "Yes! Do you think it's you? ”
"Do you want to see her?" An Jiu was not angry," Elder Qi said. The two souls are one, the stronger the spiritual power, the more easily it is damaged, will you stifle the spiritual power? ”
Mo Sigui opened his mouth and said after a while. "You, what are you going to do?"
"Answer me." Yasuku stared at him.
Mo Sigui coughed dryly and said, "I understand." But I haven't tried, after all, it's extremely rare in the world like yours to meet one. I should be thankful. ”
"Give you a chance to try, kill me." An Jiudao.
Mo Sigui saw that her expression was calm, and he was even more curious, "I don't think you look like a cowardly person, what can't you think of?" He was looking for death. ”
An Jiu said, "Don't you want to see your cute little cousin? To achieve the goal, ask so much what to do! ”
"I'm not so stupid, whether this thing is successful or not, Elder Zhi knows that the first one can't spare me!" Mo Sigui looked at the medicine jar, "The fire is too urgent, and it damages the effectiveness of the medicine." ”
As he spoke, he didn't pour out the potion, but put it on the stove and continued to boil.
"This kind of thing is frightened, and medicine alone can't do it." Mo Sigui explained to himself, "It's good to have a little medicinal effect, is it possible that you have to rely on decoction to get through heartache?" There is no such miracle medicine in the world! ”
An Jiu stared at his face flushed by the fire, and suddenly wanted to talk to him, "What is it like for you to send someone under the fence?" ”
Mo Sigui raised his head and bared his teeth and said, "You really can't chat, how can anyone come up like you and poke people's hearts!" ”
"Or else?" An Jiu said with the mentality of not being ashamed to ask.
"It's nothing, if someone else, can have such a good temper? That's me. Mo Sigui scratched his head and pouted, "Do you think I put Mei's on my own?" Lao Tzu is alone in Bianjing, and the whole family is not hungry when he eats alone, but Mei's has to take me over. ”
He lived alone with no one caring and no one asking, and although he lived quite freely, he was also very lonely. At that time, it was Mei Zhengjing who went to pick up Mo Sigui, and the two fell in love, so Mo Sigui willingly followed Meihuali.
"It's all that unserious cousin! Coax me over and throw me to Elder Qi. Mo Si returned to An Jiu's side and said in a low voice, "Speaking of which, I have to thank you, if you hadn't made a fuss, I wouldn't be able to say it right now, just like my eldest cousin." ”
"But I have to explain." Mo Sigui hurriedly added, "I'm not small at all. ”
"You have to let the whole world know that you are not small? Or do you have thoughts about your cousin? An Jiu said disdainfully, "Beast." ”
"What's wrong with knowing Mu Shaoai?" Mo Sigui took out the fan of red apricot out of the wall to add wind to the fire, "I don't understand the style." ”
Mo Sigui suddenly remembered, "You won't come to me from the beginning, will you?" ”
"You've always been so self-aware?" An Jiu said, "When I saw you open the door just now, I suddenly remembered that there was such a person as you, and I felt that it was more convenient to find you than to find Elder Qi." ”
Mo Sigui threw the folding fan and said angrily, "Is this your attitude of begging people to do things?" ”
"Are you forgetful, you just said you don't want to do it, what else do you want me to ask for?" An Jiudao.
Mo Sigui knocked on the door of his head, "I am such a calm person who has been angered by you, which shows how unlikable you are." ”
When he saw An Jiu getting up and preparing to leave, he immediately rushed to the door to stop him, and put on a hippie smile, "You are too impatient to say, let's make a joke, you see how you turn around and leave." ”
An Jiu didn't move his emotions, he just felt that he didn't want to do this, and there was no point in staying any longer.
"I promise you to try." Mo Sigui had the expression of a strong man with a broken wrist.
But An Jiu concluded that this person was eager to try from the beginning, and just now it was just Najo, "You don't have to show in front of me, if you succeed I will disappear, no one will accept your affection, if you don't succeed, I will not accept your affection." ”
"You're really not interesting at all." Mo Sigui raised his arms and leaned against the door frame, and glanced at the porch outside, "There is a secret guard by your side, I don't solve him, how can we talk well!" ”
This explanation is relatively acceptable.
An Jiu sat down again and explained the current situation, "Mei Jiu doesn't know what the situation is now, there is no news, I can feel that she is still there, but there is no response. (To be continued......)