After holding her and rubbing her gently for a long time, she didn't react, Huo Siran frowned slightly, stared at her, and read a feeling of extreme vulnerability on her pale little face. Shu Yan Badger

"What's wrong?" He couldn't help but ask.

The slender figure stood alone, staring at the kettle in the corner, smiling poignantly and shaking his head slightly.

Nothing.

She just suddenly lost all her strength, and she didn't have the slightest strength to quarrel with him anymore.

…… Nothing more.

Huo Siran frowned for a long time and picked her up and walked towards the bedroom, Lin Yitong was also obedient, gently and weakly lying on his shoulder without saying a word, until Huo Siran put her on the bed, she just slowly hugged herself a little sluggishly. When asked what she wanted to eat, the people on the bed looked very thin and thin in their winter pajamas, and said, "There are quick-frozen dumplings and dry noodles in the kitchen, and you can eat them after cooking." ”

Huo Siran subconsciously felt that something was wrong, frowned, gently rubbed her face for a while, and slowly got up to go to the kitchen.

It's just a matter of boiling noodles.

He should.

The room was still too small, and he was cooking noodles in the kitchen, and when he looked up, his forehead accidentally hit the eaves and made a faint inhalation sound, which she could hear.

Wrapping his limbs coldly, Lin Yitong's eyes looked at a certain place for a long time, listening to the movement and thinking, at least he was the head of a military region who could deign to come from such a far away and cook her a bowl of noodles without complaint, which is not bad, it is also good, isn't it?

But the sourness, coldness and desolation in her heart still lingered and could not fade away for a long time.

She has always known Huo Siran's domineering and ruthless temper, the reason why she was able to lose her temper with him was just because he loved her, even if she was not pampered and arrogant, she also knew that he could tolerate it, and he loved everything about her. So he didn't know what to say, his cold frown just now would make her feel that the heavens and the earth collapsed in an instant, and the sun and the moon were gone.

Especially. He's for Yunshang.

In fact, he was right, the humiliating heartache of her and her mother back then has passed, and maybe the forced suppression of Yun Qinghai and his wife has nothing to do with Yun Shang. But he didn't know what to do, it was the existence of Yunshang that made her always see the incomplete life that her mother should not have, and reminded her of the fact that she had no father for half her life, he could do nothing, say nothing, and it didn't matter.

But how could he, standing in front of those who had hurt her, frowning at her.

****

Late at night, frost.

Huo Siran threw the towel for wiping his hands on the board, and when he went to the bedroom to hug her, he only felt that her hands and feet were very cold, and her finger bones were cold.

Spring festival.

At most, he lasted until the New Year, and he took her out of this ghost place.

"It seems to be a little cooked...... Huo Siran glanced at her elegant and indifferent face, and hugged her to his lap, "Don't you teach me two tricks?" ”

“…… Just stir it with cold water," she resisted slightly as she held the small bowl and laughed, "Be careful with the sauce dripping onto your pants......"

Huo Siran snorted inaudibly.

Until this moment, I feel a little tired, and I have been busy in Kyoto for a few days with the New Year's inspection and military district assessment, and I came to her to rest in peace, how can I ...... Huo Siran frowned slightly, remembering how excited she was about Yunshang just now, she couldn't help it, and her fingertips gently wiped the sauce on the corner of her mouth: "Do you need me to give you any promise?" ”

The man in his arms paused, then laughed and shook his head.

She has always believed that a man has everything if he has a heart, and she never wants to tie people up by promises.

Huo Siran gently rubbed her face, frowning slightly: "But I don't want anyone to enter your room for the second time......

Lin Yitong stared at his frowning eyebrows, and the smile on the corner of his mouth gradually faded: "...... You know it's not going to happen. You've made it clear enough to him today. ”

Gu Jingsheng has never been the kind of person who is not sensible.

Huo Siran paused, frowned and thought more deeply before saying, "Today I ...... It's a bit of a rush to say that, but it's only a matter of time. Before I leave here, I'll go to Jing Sheng and talk to him personally. ”

The person in his arms let out a muffled "um" for a long time.

The atmosphere was weird, Huo Siran rested his chin on her soft hair, and said, "Do you want to know what happened to me and Yunsheng?" ”

Lin Yitong seemed to be choked, his fingers stiffened, and he said for a long time: "You say." ”

"Six years ago, I was training abroad, and Yunshang happened to be studying abroad, so it was a pure accident to meet. At that time, Yun Qinghai still had some connections in the provincial military district troops, and she lived near the special training camp, so she slowly became familiar with each other. Later, when some accidents happened, she happened to be by her side. ”

The fingers around her waist clasped lightly, "There are some ...... It may be a lifelong injury ...... for her."

"She ...... for me Fell. ”

……

In everyone's life, there are some irreplaceables.

Later, those irreplaceable became life's and could not be changed.

***

When it was almost midnight, a figure slowly walked out of the corridor of the hospital's emergency department, Luo Tuo was thin, covering his arms.

The little nurse on duty was taken aback.

"Hey, why did you get out? You...... You're the one who got the knife wound today, right? The little nurse frowned even tighter, trying to step forward and hold him, "How can you move. What about running around? Hurry back and you don't want your arm yet! ”

Gu Jingsheng glanced at her lightly, and slowly revealed a pale smile, and then slowly dispersed, replaced by a trace of desolation and sadness.

He didn't really want to talk.

But on this day, there will always be all kinds of people whispering in his ears. If nothing else, there will be one tomorrow.

The little nurse was still talking impatiently in her ear, and Gu Jingsheng hooked the corners of her lips and interrupted softly: "I came out to tell you that the patient in the ward next to me seems to have just gone into shock......

What the?? The little nurse's eyes widened.

Then there was a rush of running wildly, and Gu Jingsheng's ears were finally clear.

Linxian is really cold, frost falls in the middle of the night, and people are frozen to the bones.

A long shadow stepped out of the road, stopping the car on the almost deserted road for nearly twenty minutes, the night covering his left arm, which was not very mobile, and he got into a late-night taxi, and for nearly an hour's drive, red and sticky blood dripped all the way.

***

The Nth time the call went out, it still didn't work.

Huo Siran drank tea in the tea house for half a morning, and he didn't know why he couldn't contact Gu Jingsheng, he thought about it for a long time with his fingers on his forehead, and finally vaguely guessed something.

By noon, Lin Yitong got off work and also walked in the direction of the tea house.

When they entered the box, they were obviously restless, and the eyes of the two of them were matched, and they both felt that something was wrong.

Huo Siran took her hand and sat down on the large sofa in the tea room, put her in front of him, smelled the faint smell of medicine on her body, and asked, "Has he been discharged from the hospital?" ”

Lin Yitong nestled into his arms, only feeling that whenever he talked about such a sensitive topic, he couldn't always be close to him without scruples, although his black coat lined with a chin that was not very clean and a little stubble in the early morning made her look a little attached, she shook his big palm, trying not to think about that.

"Hmm. The formalities were not done, and he left a card to leave by himself. She found a comfortable place in his arms.

Huo Siran lowered his eyes to look at her, and before he could say anything, a waiter came in to serve the food.

"I'll leave in the afternoon, this busy may be busy until the New Year, and I will definitely find a chance to meet him before the year." Kissed her hair, he promised.

Lin Yitong was slightly stunned and raised his head: "What is it for...... What do you want to tell me? ”

Huo Siran stared at her and didn't speak, just thinking that if Gu Jingsheng really had no weight in her heart at all, he wouldn't have to say this.

But no matter what, no matter what the reason is, he is going to find Gu Jingsheng.

Because, there are too many words between their brothers that they need to be confessed to each other.

***

And Gu Jingsheng is not unwilling to face it, but there are many things that he has not yet figured out.

When he was about to get off work in the afternoon, Lin Yitong received a call.

The three words "Gu Jingsheng" on the mobile phone were flashing quietly, even if the rating meeting was going on at that time, she still carefully held the mobile phone and put it in her pocket, and asked the head nurse to take a leave of absence.

"Jing Sheng."

She called him softly, just like before, but her hands were shaking.

Gu Jingsheng's voice sounded slightly hoarse, but he was calm and calm: "Tongtong, do you remember when you lost a cardiothoracic surgery card?" Do you remember where I left the one I gave you? ”

When something so long ago is brought up, the memory seems to be whistling back to the past.

The guilt and heartache made her almost suffocated.

"It was thrown in his car." She replied, every word was dry and difficult.

It turned out that they were really together that night.

Not his hallucinations.

Gu Jingsheng was silent for a long time, and when he spoke again, his voice became weaker and weaker: "And that time when the eldest brother had an accident in the city hall, it was you who rushed over to save him?" ”

That time, he heard from his colleague that there was a passionate scene at the scene, and when he met her, she was covered in blood and restless.

“…… It's me. She closed her eyes and dissected her ugliest side to him.

Gu Jingsheng began to breathe unsteadily, slowly recalled, and slowly evoked a shallow smile and spit out the words in a dumb voice: "So early......"

It turned out that from so early on, someone had already begun to covet his most precious things.

"Did he know the Tao at that time?" Gu Jingsheng straightened up and asked, "Does he know that we are together?" ”

"Jing Sheng ......"

"He is my eldest brother, although he is not often together, but he can still be born and die for each other, how can he not know what is my most precious thing?"

He asked lightly, piercing people's hearts.

This time, he didn't want to care about anything.

What grievances and grievances, what merits and demerits are offset, even if he Gu Jingsheng had great scruples in the past, he didn't want to think about it at the moment, he only had one thought in his head, an idea, a grievance, and a hate.

In this matter, it was he Huo Siran who deserved to die.

Lin Yitong's voice was still ringing on the phone, but Gu Jingsheng slowly moved away, hung up, his thin lips were pale, and he was silent for a moment.

After a few moments, he got up.

The assistant, who knocked on the door twice but didn't hear the movement, frowned slightly, opened the door with his own hands but saw Gu Jingsheng walking out of the door, and was stunned for a while: "Deputy Director Gu ......"

Gu Jingsheng ignored him and opened the door to get out.

"Hey, Deputy Bureau!" The assistant was a little anxious, "Where are you going?" Just now, Director Yun said that there was a meeting at four o'clock, and representatives of the Provincial Public Security Department came down to attend the meeting, I don't know what it was for, but it was very important, and I asked you to attend by name......

Gu Jingsheng slowly stood firm, his hand on the doorknob: "I don't know what is the matter with Lu Dao?" ”

The assistant was dazed: "Ah, it's a secret, I don't know what to do." ”

Very good.

Gu Jingsheng's eyes flashed with a glimmer of dead light, and he smiled in despair and indifference. He thought, he knew the truth.

"I have something to do and I want to go out immediately, you tell him, when I come back, I will go to him myself."

………………

Holding the steering wheel with one hand, galloping on the cold and windy highway for more than two hours, Gu Jingsheng kept replaying in his mind before arriving in Kyoto, replaying the once chaotic bits and pieces.

The guards of the Central Military District were so strict that no one was allowed to enter.

Gu Jingsheng's identity was revealed, but he still had to go through layers of investigations, and the guns on his body were also searched, his face was weak and pale, and it was a little difficult to hold his left hand, and when he entered the military commission building of the military region, the sky was already completely dark. Huo Siran looked at the year-end large-scale assessment plan of the entire military region, and when he heard the movement at the door, the deep and cold lines of his face tightened, and his indifferent eyes swept away, and through the gap between the bodies of several staff officers, he saw the person who appeared at the door.

The eyebrows can't help but jump heavily!

"Report to the chief!" The soldier saluted, "This person wants to see you by name, saying that he is from the City C City Public Security Bureau, and his documents and weapons are here!" ”

How could it be......

Huo Siran lowered his cold eyes, and before he could think deeply, his heart was turned upside down.

Gu Jingsheng's appearance here at this moment has already explained something, whether it is good or bad, it has to be endured, this point, Huo Siran understands.

With a wave of his hand, he asked the warrior to walk away, and the warrior hesitated for a moment with a wary expression, but walked to the side. Huo Siran stood up and walked slowly in front of him.

"Jing Sheng......" he was about to speak.

"It's not easy to see you." Gu Jing evoked a pale smile and said lightly.

Huo Siran's eyebrows furrowed slightly.

"I want to know those things...... It's really not easy......" A wisp of scarlet blood flashed in Gu Jingsheng's eyes, and after he finished speaking lightly, his right hand had already clenched into an iron-like fist, and he suddenly raised "Bang!" It slammed into Huo Siran's face.

All around, there was chaos.

In the midst of the shock, the sound of "bang, bang, bang" was accompanied by "Chief! The low roar sounded instantly, and the muzzles of the black hole were aimed at Gu Jingsheng, but Gu Jingsheng's expression was not panicked at all, his eyes were cold on his pale handsome face, he looked at the man in front of him, and only felt that he was an out-and-out bastard. No matter how much he respected and admired him, no matter how willing he was to die for him.

The sweet blood was accompanied by a sharp pain like a bone crack, and this punch was hard enough.

"Chief, you're fine, are you?" Staff Officer Yang's eyebrows were furrowed, "Where did this person come out, take me down and close the interrogation room first!" ”

"Alright."

A hoarse voice came, Huo Siran relieved the sharp pain, opened his mouth lightly, raised his deep eyes and glanced at Gu Jingsheng with complicated eyes, raised his fingers to make them put away the gun, and he spoke with painful nerves, which was indeed what he deserved.

"Don't meddle in private matters, go."

The people around looked at Staff Officer Yang's face and hesitated, and only after a while did they put away their guns and walked out, and there were only two people left in the office.

"Is one punch enough?" Huo Siran looked at him and asked lightly, "It's not enough to continue." ”

Gu Jingsheng's eyes turned red fiercely because of this.

The finger bone hit the bone and it was also a sharp pain, he stretched a little, and his voice was hoarse as mist: "You like her?" When was it? ”

For the first time, his tone was as cold as frost, he didn't call him "big brother", and he didn't contain any cordiality and respect.