I shook my head vigorously, biting my lip stiffly, for a long time, I felt the salty feeling in my mouth, reached out and wiped it, only to find that my lip was bitten, and then I lowered my head in my heart, took out the book, and pushed the bottles of stars to the side, "Take it away, I don't need it." ”

I raised my head, felt dizzy, looked at the many people around me curiously looked at me and Yu Xin, and grinned self-deprecatingly, I was a fool, all of this, so powerless, and then slowly bent down, held the bottles on Yu Xin's table in his arms, turned his head and walked back to the seat step by step, when I arrived at the seat, Lin Xiaofan was not in the seat, I don't know where the road went, I put those bottles on the table, and then opened them numbly one by one, There were several notes neatly placed inside the bottle, and I opened the first one, in a very beautiful font: I finally made this decision, and I ignored what others said. The second one: My heart has been trying to convince myself to believe that we will be together. The third photo: Liu Quan, I like you. Lin Xiaofan.

A few very simple words, I looked a little familiar, thought about it, the lyrics of "Courage", suddenly felt very uncomfortable, turned my head to look at the empty seats on the side, and then picked up the three notes, opened the book on Lin Xiaofan's table, sandwiched it in the middle, closed the book, held my head and thought for a while, and then took out the last piece of paper in the bottle, closed the lids of those bottles, and put them in Lin Xiaofan's table one by one.

After doing all this, my heart suddenly emptied, and I felt that something was slowly leaving me, so I shook my head vigorously, and then opened the last piece of paper on the table, and said to myself, "This should be the letter you said and wrote to me." ”

As I spoke, I slowly opened the note:

Liu Quan, when you read this letter, we are really separated. I still like you a lot.

It's like the first time I saw you a long time ago, the first time I saw you fight, the first time you sent me home, the first time I fell in love with you, and I even liked you more than I did then.

I still like you very much, I cried all night last night, you don't know what to say, you are still the best boy in my heart.

If you start to be reluctant, remember, it's not me who wants to go, it's you who let go.

For I know that we are infinitely far away.

I've always felt like there's not much I can do for you, but I'll always be there when you need it.

But I don't know if you are like me, persisting for a result.

Is there a time when you have to let go to understand if the relationship is worth it?

Maybe we're just passing by, and forgetting is the best memorial we give each other.

Never mind......

I still like you, but from now on, I just liked you.

I used to have you, it really made me sad, hehe, do you still believe in love? Don't be silly.

Separation may also be another kind of understanding, see you again, Liu Quan, see you again.

As soon as I read this letter, my head began to buzz uncomfortably, and then I hugged my head tightly, and then, my tears flowed out, I watched many people look at me, and then I stood up, holding the letter that Yu Xin gave me, and walked out of the classroom, I cried while walking, laughed while walking, didn't care about the strange eyes around me, and ran out of the school all the time, I ran to the side of the road, sat directly on the ground with my head in my hand, and the cigarettes in my hand, one after another, After a while, a box of cigarettes was finished, and my regretful intestines were blue, and I didn't know how I could do such a stupid thing, and slapped myself in both mouths.

So many people around looked at me, I stood up as if nothing had happened, I stood up, walked to the side of the shop, bought a bottle of liquor, followed the fool to hold the liquor, walked to the side of the road and squatted, and then began to drink, while drinking, while constantly scolding myself, when I was in a daze after drinking, I squatted on the side of the road and vomited, after spitting out, I felt that the world was spinning, and I drank all the liquor in the bottle in one go, and then walked back to the dormitory, and when I arrived at the dormitory, Huang Zhao was still sleeping, I didn't pay attention to him, I went straight to the bed, I felt very tired, I couldn't sleep with my eyes closed, I just giggled there.

I don't know how long it took to go to the road, the bell rang at noon, Qiao Yu and they arrived at the dormitory, they all looked at the red eyes, and then came over to comfort me, but one by one I don't know what happened to the road, Qiao Yu and Xiao Heiyi both of them were very anxious and kept asking me what's wrong, I don't want to talk, I just want to be quiet and quiet, I didn't go to class this day, I unconsciously wanted to escape in my heart, I don't know what Lu Dao wanted to escape, until the dormitory lights out at night, I lay on the bed looking at the black roof in a daze, thinking about it and Yu Xin realized that there is no little thing now, and I still keep repeating it in my mind, tears I don't know what is so worthless, and I cried again, crying heartbreakingly, suppressed in my heart for a day's discomfort, all cried out, covered my head with the quilt and tossed like this, I don't know what time the road tossed, I fell asleep deeply.

The next day, I didn't go to class, I held back in the dormitory for a day, the head teacher came to see me once, I said that I had a cold, uncomfortable, I cried all night, and my spirit was poor, and the head teacher didn't suspect it, and I didn't eat one day, just kept smoking.

On the morning of the third day, I got up very early, got off the bed, went to wash my face, felt much better, and kept persuading myself that I couldn't go on like this, I was almost done, and it was time to go back to class.

In the past few days, the injury on Huang Zhao's eyes has not improved, and the swelling has gradually subsided, but there is still some black and blue, basically it does not affect the sight, I went to the classroom with Qiao Yu and them in the dormitory, and along the way, I suddenly felt that I was in a much better mood, and life had to go on, right?

After arriving at the classroom, I suddenly found that I hadn't come to class for two days, everyone in the classroom looked very cute, and then walked to the seat and looked, stunned for a moment, Lin Xiaofan's desk didn't know when it had moved to the opposite side, so that I was the only one left in the window seat on my side, and I thought that Lin Xiaofan was also hurt by me deeply, and then I smiled helplessly and shook my head, this is also good, at least I can deceive myself in my heart.

The next few days, passed very fast, a few days, the school's final exam came, I still looked at the questions on the exam paper as soon as I went to the examination room, each felt quite unfamiliar, and then tried my best to copy a lot, and after the exam, the school called the announcement of the holiday, on the day of the holiday, it snowed heavily, I went back to the dormitory with Qiaoyu, packed up my things, and then rolled up the quilt mats in the dormitory, followed by a large group of people who talked and laughed from the dormitory, just out of the dormitory, I saw a large group of people standing in the corridor, and after a closer look, the brute was carrying a schoolbag, and he was talking and laughing with these people, I smiled, and then waited for the brute to come, made a gesture at him, and shouted: "Are you back?" ”

The brute looked at me, then nodded, and walked over, "Fortunately, I caught up with the final exam, and I have an explanation when I go back, you guys go home now?" ”

I nodded, and then looked at the mangan, and the mangan recovered well, but there was a big chunk of hair missing, but it was not very obvious, and followed a large group of us out of the school, and then I went to the passenger station with Qiao Yu Xiaohei and a few of them along the way, and then got on the bus and went home.

After I got home, my mother was very happy to see me come back, I stayed at home for two days, and then found that my father and my mother opened a shop selling clothes in our county, but it was a children's clothing store, I was very bored every day, so I went to help watch the store, so it was not until the twenty-seventh day of the lunar month, I and my mother went to buy me clothes, bought a casual clothes, after buying clothes, I thought about it, and then said hello to my mother, stopped a motorcycle on the side of the road and killed Sister Li's barber shop, I haven't seen Sister Li for some days, so it's the New Year, so I went in advance to see when Sister Li and Dong Hu plan to get married recently.

After arriving at Sister Li's barbershop, I took a look, the door was open, and then I was relieved, when I slipped to the door, I saw Dong Hu's BMW car parked not far away, followed me to open the door and go in, I saw a lot of people in the barbershop, it was close to the New Year, and there were a lot of haircuts, and then I walked in, and saw Sister Li there to help people with haircuts, and then I was trying to find a place to sit down first, and at a glance I saw Dong Hu actually washing the hair of the guests there, and I couldn't help but laugh and walked over, patted Dong Hu on the shoulder, "Brother, why did you get started?" ”

Dong Hu was still smiling and chatting with the customer who washed his hair, but when he saw me passing, his face immediately darkened, and he whispered helplessly, "You think I'm willing, it's not your sister who forced me, otherwise you think I'm willing to do this kind of hard work." After Dong Hu finished speaking, he looked aggrieved.

Then I smiled, and then Dong Hu stretched out his finger with shampoo foam, "There's a cigarette over there, go to the back and watch TV by yourself, and I'll take you to dinner when I'm not busy for a while." ”

I nodded, and then walked in the direction pointed by Dong Hu, looked at a few boxes of Chinese cigarettes on the table, followed me to look at Dong Hu with some satisfaction, and happily took a box and walked to the back of Sister Li's barbershop.