Chapter 30: Unknown Space
In an inexplicable chaotic space, there is a figure lying quietly. I don't know what this space is, the surrounding area is all wrapped in a gray chaos, I can't tell the direction and distance, as if everything in the world is here, and as if this place is just a grain of sand, everything is an illusion and nothing.
This space seems to be boundless and endless, and it seems like there is only one point that you can't get out of anyway, because no matter how far you go, the surroundings will always be gray, and you will never be able to see any changes.
In this space, a figure lay there quietly. I don't know if I'm really lying there, because there is no direction in this space, so I don't know if the current position of this figure is a lying position or a standing position, but it is inferred from his posture that he does not have any force points, just floating quietly in the air like weightlessness, with his limbs open and his whole body relaxed.
The man's hair was unkempt and his beard was flowing, and the hair on his whole body looked as long as the man's height as if it hadn't been trimmed for years. The clothes on his body have also been tattered, like a pile of discarded rags on his body, barefoot can see that the skin of the body is still very clean, not dirty, but the nails of his hands and feet are long, this person looks like a sloppy homeless man, but the body is not dirty.
This person is none other than Gu Yue. He had now lost all hope that he would end his life like this, and he had just scratched his wrist with his fingernails, quietly waiting for the moment of death to come. Although his body had been cultivated to be extremely hard, Gu Yue could still end his life by using the strength of his whole body.
When Gu Yue woke up from his coma, he found himself in such an inexplicable place, and everything around him disappeared. Gu Yue stood up in a daze and looked around, he was still a little confused. After Gu Yue cleared his mind, he began to look for Xu Qing and them in a hurry, he remembered that Xu Qing fought against the female devil, and he didn't know what the result was. Now he doesn't know where they are, and he is most worried about Xu Qing.
But Gu Yue walked far away in this space and shouted for a long time, without any movement to respond to him, and not even an echo appeared. Slowly, Gu Yue's heart became more and more anxious and irritable, and he began to run desperately, wanting to run to the end of the world.
Gu Yue ran in rags for a long time, he felt that he had been running for many years, the strange thing was that there seemed to be no direction here, and he didn't know what direction he was running, he found that he could not only run around, but even up and down could run normally. What's even more weird is that although his body is still growing, his normal metabolism seems to be fine, but he has never eaten or drunk a drop of water. It's like you never needed those things.
Later, Gu Yue stopped meditating and practicing by himself when he got tired of running, but this cultivation lasted for a long time, and Gu Yue felt that although he could cultivate, his cultivation did not increase at all, as if all his cultivation would be swallowed up by the surrounding chaos.
In this way, Gu Yue is in this space, except for the chaos around him, there is no foreign object, there is no person to communicate with, there is no way, this is like a huge cage, trapping Gu Yue here forever.
Finally, after being mentally tense for a long time, Gu Yue's emotions collapsed. He yelled hysterically, cried uncontrollably, and rolled sadly in the air. Gu Yue burst out all the depression that had been suppressed in his heart.
In fact, from the very beginning, life has brought Gu Yue a lot of pressure, which is not something that a normal child should be able to bear, but he has been suppressing the pain in his heart. This repression began when he was a child.
When he was a child, he saw his relatives kill a boatload of innocent people, Gu Yue's heart suppressed grief and pain, and at that time he could still willfully ask Xu Qing to take him away and escape from this place that made him sad and aggrieved.
But later, after living in the world of ordinary people and studying with them for a period of time, Gu Yue gradually grew up, and became a lot more sensible in his heart, and understood that some things could not be seen on the surface. He also tried to comfort himself and understand his parents. But there has always been an unsolvable knot in his heart, and the grief and grievances in the past have later turned into a kind of inner stubbornness, which makes him unable to face his heart and has no courage to go back and make peace with his parents.
It wasn't until that time that he was hit by Chen Wei's incident that he thought about it a lot. You can't be deceived by appearances, and you have to take the initiative to find his true image. Gu Yue understood that there were some things that he had to take that step by himself, otherwise he would only be able to hide in that sad shell for the rest of his life, and never dare to come out to look at the sky outside.
So Gu Yue asked Xu Qing to take him back and explain it to his parents, he wanted to find out what was going on in the first place. But who knew that this time the next series of things happened, these things happened continuously, and Gu Yue, who was so fast that he was pressing, was a little out of breath, so he had to rely on super cultivation to numb himself over and over again, so that he no longer had time to think, think, and grieve.
When he returned to the island, he saw that all the people he had lived with and taught him, and who were also teachers and friends with him, had all died, and he didn't even have a chance to say hello to them at the end. Then there was the disappearance of his parents, originally he had a lot of courage to come back to his parents to relieve the knots in his heart, but this time he couldn't even see his parents, Gu Yue's heart didn't have any taste at that time, and even he felt a little lucky, because he didn't have to face the entanglement in his heart.
It wasn't until later that Xu Qing fought alone with those two powerful mages in order to protect himself, and Gu Yue felt a complete sadness in his heart, because he had never thought that such a thing would happen, and he never knew how to deal with it when his invincible power appeared in front of him, and Xu Qing's injury had always been a thorn in Gu Yue's heart.
Later, when she woke up at Sister Yaxuan's house, Gu Yue kept blaming herself in her heart, blaming herself for not having any ability to help Xu Qing, blaming herself for being a burden to him, and blaming herself for being willful and ignorant in the past. At that time, Gu Yue's heart had been suppressing the emotions of self-blame, until after listening to Xu Qing tell all the secrets, he felt even more small and helpless, knowing that Xu Qing only had ten years to live in order to protect himself from serious injuries, and the person he wanted to die at that time was himself.
Later, Gu Yue practiced desperately, but he actually suppressed the bitterness and self-blame in his heart, he wanted to become strong quickly, so that he didn't have to be a burden to anyone, on the other hand, because he had to keep himself busy through non-stop cultivation, so that he didn't have to think about the disappearance of his parents and Xu Qing's injury often in his heart, and his guilt, self-blame and depression would not be so heavy, so that he would not be in pain.
Later, Gu Yue's cultivation did progress very quickly, and he also felt this progress, he secretly rejoiced in his heart, feeling that he had finally achieved results in his cultivation, and he could finally stop being a burden to Xu Qing, and he could protect everything he cherished in the future.
But then something happened that knocked him out of the air and into the mud underground.