Chapter 175: Bereavement
Qingmei can only comfort her brother, calm her anger, and mourn! She understands her brother's pain, there is no way to say that kind of pain, others can't experience that heart-rending feeling, just now, when she learned of her mother's death, Qingmei almost fainted, and it was like the end of the world in an instant, dim, blurred everywhere, like real and illusory, I didn't want to believe that it was the truth, but I had to face the reality, at that moment, Qingmei was paralyzed, and the pain was so painful that she didn't have the strength to breathe, let alone the strength to cry......
However, seeing her brother's fierce eyes, she still had to comfort her brother, "Brother, you love your mother, and I love it too, but fighting hard with Lin Handong must be hitting a stone with an egg, what we can do is to ...... my mother She was buried ......"
Qingmei looked at her father who was in pain behind her brother, struggled to get up, prepared to come down, hurriedly stopped, and persuaded her father, "Dad, mom is gone, you can't let us live without dad anymore, right?" ”
"I'm going to accompany your mother, I'm going to accompany her......" Dad cried excitedly, shouting hoarsely, being held down by Qingbai, crying and shouting, "Dad, please, our hearts are broken, can you understand us!" Mother she has hurt me all my life, and I have come, but I haven't had time to fulfill my filial piety for a day, she ...... And she was gone...... Mom...... You can't live up to your son! My son swore that he would love you for the rest of his life, but you would never hear Bo'er's vows again...... I will always be your own son, and Qingbai's mother has only one, and that is you! ”
When Xia Guizhong heard his son's words, he was stunned for a moment, and the expression on his face throbbing with grief turned into a more complex change, turned sideways inward, curled up in a ball, and stopped talking......
Qingmei's heart suddenly turned upside down, there was the pain of losing her mother, and she didn't want to open her eyes, talk, or breathe; There is pity for his father, a person, whether young or old, doing something that is sorry for his conscience, is always a debt, this debt has to be borne by himself, and when his relatives are painfully lost, he still has a cross to carry, that is, how to see his mother......
Qingmei's complex emotions also have pity and resentment for her brother, her brother has no mother since he was a child, and his mother's selflessness, tolerance, and love raised him, which is enough for him to experience what is called a woman's broad mind, but in order to be promoted and rich, he is willing to dedicate his own sister, the biological daughter of his mother who raised him and loves him, so he looks so fragile now, like a child who has caused a big disaster, and when he can't remedy it, he is frightened, remorseful, blamed and resented the demons who led him to the wrong path......
"Brother, stop crying! Dad is old and confused, are you confused too? ”
A word woke up the dreamer, Qingbai raised her red and swollen eyes, and looked at her sister who was a head lower than herself, "Qingmei, how did you come back?" ”
"I ...... Alas! Brother, none of this matters now, the important thing is that we have to send a letter to our relatives and friends on both sides, and we must hold a memorial service for our mother......"
"I, I'm heartbroken, Qingmei...... Whining...... I'm going to crash......"
Qingmei gritted her teeth and thought to herself, I'm going to collapse too, but now, I have to be strong......
Thinking of this, Qingmei stood up from her father's bedside and looked at her squatting brother, "Brother, let go of Dad!" ”
Qingbai realized that his father was no longer struggling to get out of bed......
"Dad, you can't do this, we're physically and mentally exhausted enough, if you don't understand it, our family will simply leave together......"
Dad leaned silently on the pillow, tears flowing, silent......
"Dad, you can say something, Mom is gone, I suddenly feel that my backbone is gone......"
Dad woke up with a snot, his injured leg trembled slightly, and he turned around with a frown, "Hi...... People die like lights go out, people die and die, Qingbai, Qingmei, you go and prepare for your mother......"
"Okay, Dad, let's go and inform relatives and friends, go home to arrange incense and candles in the mourning hall, and buy a cemetery, so there are a lot of things, you must want to open it!"
Dad thought about it, and shed a few tears by himself, thinking, Wang Qinying is unwilling to accompany me, it is me who is guilty, and she blames herself! Himself too, what is that Lin Jingdong doing? Even if she changes her name and nationality, she will always be ......
Looking at the innocent son, Xia Guizhong has a trace of remorse, but, from the bottom of his bones, he looks down on the Lin family, the Lin family relies on Lao Tzu's prestige, and he is powerful, he now looks down on these high-ranking officials and prodigal sons from the second generation of red......
Xia Guizhong sighed, the world is changing, the scenery of his rebel leader back then is long gone, at that time he was also a well-known academic elite in the university, a hero in the student pile, and now he has become a bear that everyone scolds, but we are a generation of delays, the madness of smashing the public procuratorate and law, the clamor that the chaos in the world is a good thing, and the ignorance of all feudal capital repairs is overthrown, who in the local area has a front and back eye?
She has been hiding well over the years, Qin Ying has never thought that she is not a big hero, in her eyes, she will always be radiant, even if she confesses historical issues and is taken down from the leadership position, Qin Ying feels that the organization is unfair to him, and she is as good to him as ever...... What a kind woman Qin Ying is! It's a pity that I have a shallow life and no blessings......
"Dad, we're going back to my mother's funeral now, call me if you have anything!"
Qingbai suddenly thought of Qingyang, she held Qingmei's mobile phone, "Qingmei, you go and re-apply for a number, that number is canceled!" ”
"Well, okay, brother, I'll go right away! You call your grandmother and uncle and ask them to come back! ”
"Well, Qingmei, I ......"
"I don't want to cry now, brother, don't cry either, because I can't stand your crying......"
"I know the way, I ...... Gone ......."
Qingbai turned around and walked out of the ward, while Qingmei walked to her father's side and persuaded softly, "Dad, you also know that people die like lights going out, you, me, brother, none of us feel good, but, Dad, as long as you are healthy...... Alive...... I...... When I get married, someone will look at me lovingly, and I will have children in the future, and he will ...... If my grandfather loves me, my mother must want to ...... You are strong to live...... Promise me, think ...... it."
After Qingmei finished speaking, she couldn't cry, Xia Guizhong couldn't control it anymore, hugged her daughter, and cried loudly......