(When writing the chapters in the last few days,Xiao Ha has already expected the reaction of the parents,Sure enough,After the curtain was abused,The parents were collectively crazy in the book review area,All kinds of complaints,Hate Xiao Ha for writing too hard,Xiao Ha doesn't even dare to bubble up now.,As soon as it appeared, it was besieged.,But it's okay.,Hold back the pressure.,Finish writing the abuse part.,Below,There will be no more abuse of the scene.,It will be the plot that the parents want to see the most.。 Some readers have questions, hate has reached the extreme, can it really become love again? If it is easy to fall in love, will the love of that scene be too cheap, here, Xiaoha just wants to say, believe in Brother Yawn, the next plot will be more exciting!! ）

The heart, as if falling into an ice hole, was smashed with a layer of ice, and the stinging cold pierced into the veins little by little. The coolness that spread from the soles of his feet was like a gust of wind sweeping through his body, and for a moment, Xiao Yanyan didn't know where he was, his brain was full of buzzing, and even thinking became extremely difficult, his cold and resolute face gradually fell apart in disbelief, his hands trembled with strong fear, and in the quiet space, there was only the strange whisper of paper rubbing -

The content of the diary - **** I am Ye Mu, I have to write this down, because I am afraid that one day, even I don't know who I am. I know that no one would believe in the idea of being born again, so I'm not going to explain it to anyone. I can't put into words how excited I am at this moment, because I have finally broken free from the devil's cage and lived in a way he would never have imagined, and I would never have to kneel and beg him for poison, nor would I ever have been fisted by him, nor would I have been poisoned by him every night, and I would never have been chained by him like a dog. I'm free, I'm finally free

I actually met the devil when I visited Ye Ya, I was so happy, he didn't recognize me, which means that I don't have to live in fear anymore, great, as long as I make enough money, I can take Ye Ya out of this city, forever and forever away from this devil

Why does Ye Quan have such a complicated identity, is it destined in the dark? I will never be able to escape the cage of that devil, fortunately, he only thinks that I am Ye Quan, just pretending to be a lover, and after it is over, I can still get 20 million, which is a good thing, but for what I have such a strong premonition of bad luck, I must have thought too much, it must be

This devil is still looking for me like crazy, for what, obviously he knows that I have fallen off the cliff, it is impossible to be alive, why is he still not giving up? I really hope that the two-month period will end soon, I can't stay with him any longer, he seems to see hallucinations from me, I'm so scared, what should I do?

The devil is really using me, I am so hateful, I killed Ye Quan's grandfather, everything that harmed him was plundered, I am sorry for him, I really want to break out, I really want to tear that devil, for what his nature should be so gloomy, for what his success will always trample on so many people's lives

I knew that I couldn't fight this devil, but I never thought that even if I changed my identity, I couldn't escape the cruelty of this devil, he calculated me, played with me, gave me away, forced me to commit suicide, and now, my life has returned to peace with the help of Brother Chen, but it is like the calm before the storm, which makes me feel very uneasy

This devil comes every night, and he comes to abuse my body, like a habit, and I can't do anything rebellious. He used me as a stand-in, as an object of desire, what to do, I didn't dare to resist, he would suppress me with his fists as hard as a stone, for anything, for anything he would do, in a brutal way

This day is still coming, in fact, I know that I have never been free, as long as this devil lives, I will always be a trapped beast in prison, I want to find him, I can't let him kill Brother Chen, whether I can come back alive or not, I will let him know that Ye Mu is still alive, and he will live strong in the place where he doesn't know the way, but he will never get it, never! I'm just going to make him miserable, and I've been looking for it so fruitlessly

Great, Qin Tian is still alive, it turns out, it turns out that he is not dead, my world is alive again, it turns out that God still favors me, and returned Qin Tian to me when I was most helpless. I'm going to leave this city with Qin Tian and leave that devil's claw

Hope and despair go back and forth, I don't know how long I can last, in the end, I didn't die in decadence, yes, I came over the devil's storm unharmed, I have long been covered in iron walls, how could a Luo Qintian crush me. The world has never taken pity on me, from now on, I will no longer hide from the thunderbolt in life, for Ye Ya, even if I don't live or die, I must live, Luo Qintian doesn't want me anymore, but how has he ever appeared in my desperate world in the past two years, he appeared when I was most helpless, but left me at the most desperate moment, he has his family business, and I, will only be a burden to him.

At the most lonely moment, the devil said to me love, I couldn't believe it, he would be moved by Ye Quan's appearance of me, maybe he saw too much shadow of the deity in me, so he was pitiful enough to seek comfort in me. It's ridiculous that he set me free, but threatens to chase me, a demon like him is never fit to love and be loved! He should be sent to the eighteen layers of hell, never to be reborn, forever imprisoned in the torment of life worse than death, so that he can be qualified to say love to me

I've changed, I'm no longer so firm in my original thoughts, I don't hate the devil anymore, I thought I could be numb to him because I didn't hate, but I gradually couldn't resist his tenderness, maybe my heart was too empty and lonely, he would easily affect my thinking, it must be so, it must be! I have to keep myself busy

He came every night to have dinner with me, no matter how cold I was to him, he would smile gently at me, I resisted his kiss, he only hugged me slightly, I never thought that this unstoppable man could be so tender, for me, he really changed, not imprisoned and beaten to force me to submit, but step by step, wrapped me in a way that was completely opposite to his way of doing things, so that I could no longer be cold

I actually looked forward to it, looked forward to his appearance, and before I knew it, I actually added a menu for dinner, am I really too cheap to accept his kisses and touches? My heart was very confused, and that faint throbbing frightened me, and in his presence I began to acquiesce to all his actions, no longer resisting, no longer disgusting

I thought that what I was most shocked about now was that I was not reborn, but a soul exchange, but I didn't expect that what filled my brain was the picture of him holding Ye Quan, and the indifference when he walked past me with an expressionless face. I know that he treats Ye Quan as me, but it's still very uncomfortable, so many nights of lingering, what am I in his eyes. What kind of feelings does he have for me who looks like Ye Quan, is his "curtain" back, and the "Ye Quan" who has been with him for so many nights is nothing?

He didn't come back, I returned to my life alone, I couldn't ignore the loss in my heart, unconsciously, I was used to his existence, even if I didn't want to admit it, I couldn't prevent the birth of that terrible emotion, it turned out that as long as I didn't hate him, all emotions could be born unscrupulously in my brain. I miss him, I really want to see him, maybe it's not love, it's just the impulse that I don't want to be lonely, but maybe, my loneliness at the moment is what he gives

I flipped through the diary I wrote at random, only to find that every piece of content in it was related to him, and it is no wonder that all the original memories in my world were replaced by him, since I first saw him in my previous life, I have been forcibly instilled with hatred by him, because the hatred is too deep, so that it can exist so clearly, no matter how desperate, I can't forget him. He may be holding Ye Quan sleeping in Zhengxiang now, maybe, in his heart, I have no place

He came again, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, he has a "curtain", and he will come here to look for me, I can see his irritability, but I don't want to comfort him, his arms have hugged Ye Quan, and there is even a breath of Ye Quan's breath on his body, all of which make me feel disgusted. Actually, I was defeated, completely defeated, because I was jealous and would be jealous of Ye Quan, I thought that I could always pretend not to care and continue to face him with a numb and cold face, but whenever I saw him, my heart would hurt very much. I can't learn to be pretentious, I can't learn to be meek, in front of him, I often have spikes, but now, I suddenly want to be gentle with him, and even, want to smile at him

He's getting married, and I'm leaving X City, I don't know if it's an escape, but the thought of him smiling into the hall with someone else makes my heart tingle. He should be hugging me, spoiling me should be me, I really want to tell him my true identity, but I know very well, he won't believe it, doing so, it will only add to my own laughing stock, no one will believe in rebirth, let alone anyone believe in soul exchange, I was extremely excited about what happened to me, but at this moment, I am burdened with my heart, and I am burdened with this loneliness that no one knows. I knew that when I returned to X City, he would never spoil me as much as before, and he would never praise the ordinary dishes I made again, he would only hug that Ye Quan and gradually forget the real Ye Curtain. It's painful.,There's something in my heart that I'm biting again.,There's only his echo in my ears.,I want to hear him call me again....**** I don't know what Lu Dao is for.,Before leaving, I took out this diary and wrote a piece.,It seems that I'm really hypocritical.,But this is the last one! When I come back in half a month, I will burn this diary, there is no need to remember who I really are, Ye Quan is right, what is not recognized by others will never become the truth, the whole world refers to the deer as a horse, then it must be me who is wrong. When I leave City X, will he miss me? Do you suddenly feel like something is missing? Maybe it's too late, and I can only write this love on a piece of paper that no one knows, maybe it's when he says I'll never do anything to hurt me again, and I fall in love with him! I wanted to rush over and say to him, Xiao Yanyan, I love you...