The servant was full of exquisite meals on the dining table, after Xiao Yanyan came out of the room, he walked outside the villa and smoked a cigarette before sitting at the table, he didn't eat for a day, but Xiao Yanyan poured himself a glass of liquor, the hot liquid entered the stomach, burning the internal organs, Xiao Yanyan was still expressionless, sat quietly with indifferent eyes, and poured a glass of wine for himself for a long time.

I don't know how many cups I drank, Ye Mu came down from upstairs, it seemed that he had just taken a shower, his hair was still wet, and water droplets flowed down his white neck into his clothes. Ye Mu held on to the handle of the stairs, his expression was as cold as frost, and his cold face was extremely unfamiliar in Xiao Yanyan's eyes.

He used to be submissive, trembling in fear in front of him, and then, after he gave him away, forced him to commit suicide, beat him, humiliated him, and told him that he wanted to take Ye Chenjun's life, he began to become tenacious, and even made up his mind to break the net with a fish to death, no longer weak, but he couldn't withstand his own strength. And at this moment, he is like a walking meat who has completely lost his soul, no matter how big the external blow or coercion is, he will not have any reaction, not like a child who matures overnight, but an old man who is dying in his old age and sees through everything.

If that kind of Ye Mu is just strong and tenacious in Xiao Yanyan's eyes, then at this moment, in Xiao Yanyan's opinion, Ye Mu's heart has completely lost the perception of fear, and his world is shielded from the surroundings, gray and black, which is not numb and decadent, but even if he forcibly imprisons him by his side, he will not obey himself. So the pain, he will be deeper than this man.

From the very beginning, his purpose was very simple, to alleviate his thoughts about Ye Mu in this man, and to find that pure and beautiful feeling, but at this moment, he was cold, Xiao Yanyan couldn't feel anything, and he imprisoned Ye Mu back then because he loved Ye Mu's deep bone marrow, so no matter what Ye Mu's wishes, he would not let him go. But this "Ye Quan" is different, Xiao Yanyan knows very well that he is just a stand-in for Ye Mu, and now, a Luo Qintian who abandoned him has made him no longer look like Ye Mu, so he is no longer able to perceive the warmth that belongs to Ye Mu from him.

Kill him!? Because he is Xia Hailong's son? Because he fooled himself to save Ye Chenjun? In fact, he was reluctant, although he didn't want to admit it.

Xiao Yanyan raised his head and looked at Ye Mu, Ye Mu's expression was indifferent, as if he didn't see anyone, he walked to the table and sat down, did not speak, but picked up chopsticks and prepared to start, he didn't want to think about anything, because he was very hungry, so he just wanted to eat enough.

If you can't die, then live, and how you live, it doesn't matter anymore

"After eating, you can go." Xiao Yanyan lowered his head and poured wine, as if he was careless, "You can continue to live like before." ”

Ye Mu stopped his chopsticks, raised his head, didn't know whether it was mockery or disdain, slightly bent the corners of his mouth, and showed a smile, "Xie Lu Xie, Mr. Xiao." ”

The wine glass clenched suddenly, Xiao Yan closed his eyes tightly, trying to suppress his emotions, Ye Mu's tone seemed to show his fearlessness, it didn't matter.

Indeed, Ye Mu was now holding the attitude of going to death at any time, and even wished that Xiao Yanyan would immediately pull out his gun and jump on him.

"Ye Quan, give me a serious answer." Xiao Yanyan suddenly said sternly, his body involuntarily sat up straight, looked at Ye Mu with sharp eyes, and said solemnly: "How do you know about the matter between me and Ye Mu." ”

Ye Mu's movements froze obviously, although he quickly returned to his original state, it still gave Xiao Yanyan too many doubts, at least let him be sure that this man did have an ulterior secret.

"Does this matter? Even if I say it, your leaf curtain won't come back. Ye Mu's voice was very calm, he lowered his head and drank the soup with a spoon, and his slender eyelashes covered the emotions under his eyes. This is a secret destined to be stillborn by him, and he will never tell Xiao Yanyan, never.

He told Luo Qintian this secret, thinking that he could become the only person who understood himself, he needed someone to really understand him, so he would say it desperately on the night Luo Qintian appeared. But the result is ridiculous.

In this world, no one knows who he is? He used Ye Quan's skin to deceive the world, so he was destined to be forgotten in the world, no matter how beautiful he was, no one would know that his heart was sour and not inferior to the loneliness of this body.

One body, another soul, mixed with the memories of the original owner of the body, this kind of torment like a split personality, Ye Mu has been suffering from since he occupied this body, but no one knows the way.

"Really?" Xiao Yanyan shook the wine in his hand, his face was gloomy, as if he was talking to himself.

In fact, he had long accepted the fact that Ye Mu was dead, but there was a strong and inexplicable impulse in his heart, forcing him to always feel that Ye Mu was by his side when he dreamed back at midnight, close to his fingertips. It is precisely because of this that when he wakes up from his dream, he desperately wants a stand-in.

So he did invest a little bit of true love in "Ye Quan".

"Then I'll change the question." Xiao Yanyan continued to say in a dark voice: "You desperately wanted to die last night, was it because of Luo Qintian or because of me. He asked this question last night, and he wanted to know the answer, and the reason for it was not even clear to him.

Ye Mu didn't seem to hear Xiao Yanyan's question, put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth with the napkin in hand, and said lightly: "I'm full." ”

In fact, Ye Mu didn't eat much, but he really couldn't stay, he forced himself not to think about last night's events, but Xiao Yanyan was always emphasizing repetition. He only thought that Luo Qintian was the man he fell in love with at first sight, but he didn't know that he had loved Luo Qintian for seven years.

Coming back from the dead, just to abandon himself, this kind of blow, he still carried it, maybe he has to thank Xiao Yanyan, by his side, he is dead and alive, not dead and alive.

Ye Mu stood up from his seat and said lightly: "Xie Lu, thank you for your hospitality!" ”

Xiao Yanyan watched Ye Mu turn to leave, his clean and neat steps seemed to step on his heart every time, he never felt that his emotions were so weak, when did he start to feel the sadness of the violence, and even when he should be angry, he only felt the pain in his heart.

Sure enough, he still couldn't give up this man, because he was unwilling, because he was reluctant.

When Ye Mu walked to the door of the restaurant, Xiao Yanyan suddenly spoke, and his voice was deep: "I will be gentle with you like Ye Chenjun, so don't resist, I will suddenly appear in front of you." In other words, I won't beat you again, I won't humiliate you, and I won't make you despair, just to be able to go to you.

It seems to be a statement, but the words reveal Xiao Yanyan's first grovel in his life, he has been a cold-blooded and ruthless executioner for so many years, but at this moment he does not hesitate to let go of the majesty of a king in order to get a man. In fact, he could imprison Ye Quan like he imprisoned Ye Mu back then, because he had this ability, but after losing Ye Mu, he slowly regretted it, if he didn't torture Ye Mu because of anger back then, if he gently indulged everything about him, perhaps, even if he didn't love himself, he would get used to his existence. Blinded by anger at the beginning, he did too many cruel things to Ye Mu, after all, he was just a thin body of flesh and blood, and he was so cruel to what he wanted

Ye Mu stopped, but did not look back, and said coldly: "You can do whatever you want!" I'm in X City, you want my life, I'll stand in front of you, if you want to me, I'll take the initiative to strip naked and spread my legs, so you don't need to go to great lengths to use means against me. ”

Xiao Yanyan's image in Ye Mu's heart was too deep, so he couldn't understand the tenderness in Xiao Yanyan's words, so he could only fight back numbly without any cover-up.

In fact, Ye Mu no longer hates Xiao Yanyan, for Xiao Yanyan, he really has a heart like stagnant water, he thought that he would hate him so much if he killed Luo Qintian, and he would be so afraid of him when he saw his scheming methods of harming people without blinking, now, Luo Qintian is not dead, and he does not have any fatal injuries pinched in the palm of his hand, but the memories of being tortured by him to cripple and imprisoned into a drug-addicted living dead make it difficult for Ye Mu to convince himself to accept Xiao Yanyan.

When Ye Mu walked out of the villa, he glanced back again, and when he found that no one had followed, he was sure that Xiao Yanyan had really let himself go.

The sky is dark, the cool breeze is blowing, the leaf curtain is not played, walking quietly on the side of the road, looking up at the sky, it often rains in X city, and there is not a single star in the sky at this moment, the leaf curtain looked up at the dark sky in a daze.

In fact, his life has not changed, Xiao Yanyan has let him go, there is no Luo Qintian in his world as always, he is still alone, it's just that his heart is too tired, and he doesn't have the strength to imagine the future anymore, at least, it is difficult to return to the optimism and positivity he was as optimistic and positive as before, and he even feels that his facial muscles are sore even when he laughs.

Ye Mu returned to the apartment building where he lived before, because he thought he would leave, so everything inside was cleaned spotlessly by Ye Mu.

After a night of tossing and turning, it turned out to be back again.

Ye Mu fell asleep directly on the sofa, he just wanted to sleep, so that he didn't have to think about anything!

In this way, two days and three days passed, and Ye Mu had been decadent in the apartment, hungry for bubble noodles, and continued to lie on the sofa after eating, just like that, the table next to the sofa was full of boxes of instant noodles.

In order to prevent being disturbed, Ye Mu deducted the mobile phone board and really lived an isolated life. Many days later, the doorbell was repeatedly ringed, and Ye Mu yawned impatiently and went to open the door with a chicken coop.

As soon as the door opened, Li Jiu was frightened by Ye Mu, whose hair was unkempt and his mouth was full of green scum, he screamed strangely, and then pushed Ye Mu's shoulder hard, as if he wanted to make sure that Ye Mu was awake.

Li Jiu was directly choked by the strong smell of instant noodles in the apartment, and while scolding Ye Mu, he opened all the windows of the apartment, and turned around to find that Ye Mu was wrapped in a blanket again, nestled on the sofa and fell asleep.

"Damn! What the is wrong with you?! Li Jiu roared and lifted the leaf curtain from the sofa, eager to slap the leaf curtain twice.

"What's the noise!" Ye Mu stared worriedly, slapped Li Jiu's hand away in annoyance, and scolded: "Sleepy!" Get lost! ”

"! You cheer me up! Li Jiu roared angrily and slapped Ye Mu with his backhand.

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