Chapter 055: The Last Kiss
There are two brothers and sisters who are related by blood, but they have lived as husband and wife for more than two years.
Yin Manqing couldn't accept this fact at all......
In the coma, the question that she and Shen Ye were brother and sister appeared in her dreams like a shadow, and even in her dreams, she could still clearly feel the pain and condemnation like being struck by lightning.
Her conscience, coupled with Shen Ye's, suffered from unprecedented self-blame and uneasiness while denying the facts.
How reluctant she was to wake up and continue to face all this humiliating and grief-stricken everything, but all the while, she still woke up ironically.
The moment he opened his eyes, it was Shen's father, Shen's mother, and Shen Ye......
Yin Manqing's eyes fell on Shen Ye, he looked very bad, his cold face was covered with cold frost, Shen Ye projected her face with a very deep and sharp gaze, as if he had a deep reprimand for her, but the touch of discomfort under his eyes was extremely obvious, even if he tried to hide it, he couldn't hide his emotions well.
They looked at each other for a long time, and they didn't speak to each other, but they seemed to be feeling each other's thoughts, pondering, and guessing......
Yin Manqing recalled the moment she fell down the stairs, she didn't deliberately step on the empty stairs, but she hoped that after she fell, she would never wake up and not have to face everything when she woke up.
"My little man, fortunately, it's okay, otherwise, Dad and Mom will have more guilt and debt to you."
Mother Shen didn't need to restrain any emotion, hugged Yin Manqing tightly in her arms, and stroked her bruised head, gently, with such caution and pity in her demeanor.
Yin Manqing stiffly let Shen's mother hug her, and it took a long time to spit out a few words from her pale lips in a low voice, "What about the child, it's gone." ”
Very steady tone, not salty or light, as if asking, more like affirmation, the godless eyes are like stagnant water without waves, in fact, she already has the answer in her heart, this child has already made a lot of efforts to keep it, not to mention the result of falling from the upper floor, can be imagined.
It's just that in Yin Manqing's heart, that child, aside from the blood relationship between her and Shen Ye, is the child they once wanted to do their best to stay, and it is the crystallization of love.
If Shen Ye hadn't kidnapped her to the island that day in the hospital, then maybe the child would have been gone a few days ago, but now that she was forced to take away a child who had not yet formed in an accident, she was panicked in her heart, more like she was destined to be born, and her and Shen Ye's child was not allowed to be born......
"No, Xiaoman, we can't have this kid. ...... future" Shen's mother paused, between Shen Ye beside her, as if afraid of irritating him, Shen's mother deliberately lowered her voice, "You will have children in the future, with your beloved." ”
Shen Ye still heard Shen's mother's deliberately suppressed voice in his ears, and it really made people angry when he heard it, he was already very angry when he hurt Yin Manqing in this cruel way, but his mother seemed to be saying a very sparse and ordinary thing, which made Shen Ye's anger uncontrollably burst, "Mom, you all go out, I want to talk to Xiao Man alone." ”
"What are you going to talk about, you can't say it in front of me and your mother? Xiao Man is very weak and needs to rest. Father Shen didn't give Shen Ye and Yin Manqing a chance to be alone at all, "Let's go, I'll go out and let your mother and Xiaoman talk about the whispers between women." ”
Shen Ye's feet stood still as if they were rooted, "Even if it's a brother and sister, am I not even qualified to say a word to her alone?" ”
His tone was cold, and he forced Shen's father and Shen's mother to leave the room with his unique momentum, Yin Manqing could not guess what Shen Ye wanted to say to her, but now no matter how much he said, it would be useless, and it was useless.
When Shen's father and Shen's mother were forced to leave, Shen Ye couldn't bear the impulsiveness and unhappiness in his heart, and forcibly hugged her into his arms, with a completely ugly look on his face, and his eyebrows were tightly twisted together.
However, when they left, all the words were like a fish in their throats, turning into the strength between their arms and hating to rub her into the blood and bones, even if Yin Manqing was hugged painfully, she did not resist, perhaps, this was the last time she and Shen Ye could hold her like this.
"It's really a joke, you and I have become a big joke in the world." The tears in Yin Manqing's eyes were covered in her eyes, and she insisted on refusing to fall, but tried her best to tell their experience in an extremely calm tone.
But this joke was enough to make her and Shen Ye hate themselves to death, at least that's how Yin Manqing felt at this moment, painful and hateful.
"I don't care what blood relationship I have, and I don't care what others think or think, I want you, I want you, no one can take you away from me, it's a big deal that we don't want children, as long as the two of us can be together. When you are well-healed, I will go abroad with you, and we will live abroad in the future, and no one will know us. ”
Shen Ye said very seriously, gently wiped away the tears in her eyes, felt sorry for the suffering she had endured for herself, and couldn't help but blame herself for not protecting her well, how could he let her go at the staircase......
He never thought to let go of her, but in such a chaotic situation, he accidentally failed to catch her.
Will one day, he will also have to let go of Yin Manqing in the end when he can't help himself.
She is still snuggled in Shen Ye's arms, but it doesn't mean that she will agree with Shen Ye's thoughts, "After going abroad, we can erase the fact that we are brothers and sisters with peace of mind, can we really live together as if nothing happened?" ”
She also wanted, really wanted, to be as unscrupulous as Shen Ye, desperate, regardless of worldly opinions, and other people's fingers......
But thinking about it, she can't do it, and I believe Shen Ye can't do it either.
"Yes, we can." Shen Ye stroked her head and kissed his jaw affectionately, and the doting on her in his words and deeds was even deeper and stronger than before.
Because of the fear of losing and the sudden disappearance of Yin Manqing, Shen Ye's feelings for her were sublimated to the maximum limit.
His words listened to Yin Manqing's ears, more like convincing himself.
The tears that were wiped away from the corners of Yin Manqing's eyes poured out uncontrollably, "Let's all admit it, surrender, you and I can't do it." Even if we try to convince ourselves that we can be together, and tell ourselves that we can do without anything, we can leave everything alone, parents, family members, and even future children, all of them, but we already have resistance to each other in our hearts. ”
"As long as we are together, as long as there is any little contact, there will inevitably be a strong sense of guilt, so how can we continue to be together? Shen Ye, I can't do it, I really can't do it......"
Yin Manqing was extremely conflicted at this moment, and her expression of struggle made Shen Ye hate to immediately open her heart and forcefully sweep away these so-called, damn guilt for her.
"I can, so can you, don't deny yourself. Next week we fly to Paris, don't you want to go to Paris the most? From now on, no matter what happens to the Shen family, we will not come back. ”
At this point, even Shen Ye himself was not difficult to feel his humility.
Yes, Shen Ye at this time was unprecedentedly humble, such a big joke made him and Yin Manqing easily embarrassed, cold, and guilty.
With nothing to do, he could only naively choose to escape from reality, escape from here, and leave this place that made them 100,000 unbearable with Yin Manqing.
Yin Manqing shook her head mechanically, how could she leave as soon as she left, even if she left, it would be impossible to solve their current situation.
Moreover, she still has so many relatives here, including her father and mother, and she just found them. When Yin Manqing was thinking about these things, her face contained monstrous grief, thinking of Shen's father and Shen's mother's care and love for her, it was ...... She has never experienced the family affection in the Yin family.
She can't make them sad, it's hard to do.
From the expressions of Shen's father and Shen's mother, Yin Manqing didn't fail to see their embarrassment, and they didn't want such a scandal to happen.
So, "I'm not going anywhere, and I don't have the face to go out." ”
Although only a few of them know the news at present, Yin Manqing seems to be able to guess that it will soon be unearthed by the media, and this must be the biggest scandal of the year, and then the Yin family and the Shen family will be implicated accordingly.
Yin Manqing shook her head as if resisting, the last thing she wanted to see such a thing happen.
Her words made Shen Ye angry, "You are not a sinner, you don't need to be afraid of anything......"
"We are sinners when Mom and Dad told us that we were brother and sister before I married you from the beginning of the acquaintance...... All the feelings make me feel so unbearable. ”
Yin Manqing didn't allow Shen Ye to escape and interrupted him.
In fact, it's not just unbearable, it's just dirty.
"You mean you don't have to follow me, do you, because of this vague blood relationship, you have to separate from me?" Even if Shen Ye had an answer, he had to ask the bottom of it clearly, he was so unwilling, unwilling, and reluctant.
"We're not going to separate, we're family, aren't we? You're your brother and I'm your sister......"
She really wanted to be calm in front of Shen Ye, and calmly finished the words, but the more she spoke, the more stiff she became, and she swallowed her throat with difficulty, and when she tried to finish the words, Shen Ye couldn't care about the panic and anger in her heart, and grabbed her bloodless lips fiercely, ravaged her heavily, and touched her lips, as if to tell Yin Manqing that he would never agree with her thoughts, what brother, sister, while going to ......