Chapter 001: Attachment and Forgetting
Yin Manqing's curled body slowly stretched on the bed, and there seemed to be a sweet touch on her face, soft and wet, like a lover's kiss mark falling in pieces.
In the past, Shen Ye always took advantage of her to fall asleep, secretly rubbing oil on her, as if there was always an endless attachment between his lips and teeth, and he was reluctant to let go of her, Yin Manqing was not unable to detect Shen Ye's reluctance to love her.
But I always thought that this was just reluctance to my body, and her body had not completely lost its freshness to Shen Ye, so she refused to let her go again and again.
"Little Man......"
Yin Manqing's ears vaguely seemed to hear Shen Ye's familiar call, it wasn't a dream, it was him back. I tried to open my eyes to see what was going on, but I found that my eyes seemed to be locked firmly, and I couldn't break free, and even my hands and feet were as weak as the soft grass in the spring, and I couldn't reach out to touch the clear and hazy face.
"Brother Ye, you're finally back." Yin Manqing, who was asleep, let out a soft sigh of satisfaction.
"Ah Ye......"
However, when she reached out to touch it, Shen Ye, who was originally in front of her, suddenly disappeared, "Shen Ye, don't go......"
Yin Manqing in her sleep was so anxious, scared, her heavy and closed eyes tried her best to open them, but the moment she opened her eyes, deep disappointment and despair came to her face.
In fact, there was no one around, except for Shu Jing's "son" scurrying around one by one, Yin Manqing realized that the touch on his face just now was all because of his mischievousness.
It's been two years.
It has been about two years since Shen Ye disappeared on the cruise ship to this moment. In the past two years, she has had different dreams and fantasies, always looking forward to the day when Shen Ye can suddenly appear in front of her.
As long as he is safe and sound, as long as he can come back, it doesn't matter if he asks her to wait, let alone two years, even twenty years is not a problem, but in the two years of waiting, Shen Ye is still desperate in addition to giving her despair.
He never appeared again, even if sometimes Yin Manqing deliberately made herself sick and injured in order to force Shen Ye to appear, and deliberately put herself in danger, but no matter what kind of danger she was in, Shen Ye was no longer like before, playing the role of a superman, and at the most critical moment, she could always be in danger.
"Xiao Shujing." Yin Manqing inexplicably felt chills on her body, picked up Shu Jing's "son" and put it in front of her, because she couldn't think of a suitable name, so she gave the name "Xiao Shujing".
At that time, when Shu Jing heard her title, he was annoyed for a while, and then felt that it was not bad for Yin Manqing to be able to talk about him, so he acquiesced to her title.
Xiao Shujing drilled around in Yin Manqing's arms, as if to please his master, Yin Manqing gently stroked the white and lovely hair on his body, "Xiao Shujing, Ah Ye always inadvertently intrudes into my dreams, he must miss me, how much do you say he misses me?" ”
Yin Manqing's gaze met the Chihuahua's shiny round eyes, her eyes were full of anticipation, and her ears were close to the Chihuahua's lips, "I heard it, did you say that he missed me very much, but there are still some things that have not been dealt with yet, and he can't come to see me yet." ”
"So, you tell him that I'll wait for him until he shows up."
In the past two years, she has developed the habit of talking to herself, and she has begun to live more and more self-deceptively. In fact, everyone, including Yin Manqing himself, clearly understood that it was impossible for Shen Ye to come back.
In two years, if he had appeared, he would have appeared a long time ago, so why wait until now. It's just that Yin Manqing is unwilling to accept the facts, she firmly believes in it, and firmly believes that Shen Ye will definitely come back to pick her up.
The Chihuahua was hugged too tightly by Yin Manqing, and there was a protest "chirp", as if the sadness poured out by the hostess infected it, and the previous liveliness and activity suddenly turned into a well-behaved nest in Yin Manqing's arms, quietly, as if listening seriously.
Yin Manqing stared out the window, the summer morning came very early, and the early morning light was not hot at all, swaggering through the heavy curtains and shining into the bedroom.
She got out of bed and lifted the floor-to-ceiling curtains, and the weather was so beautiful, the sky was cloudless, and the sky seemed to be dyed with beautiful colors, and it was so beautiful that it was beautiful.
If Shen Ye was here, with such good weather, she would have to pester Shen Ye to go out for an outing, she knew very well that Shen Ye couldn't do anything about her, when their relationship became closer and closer, no matter how coquettish and willful he was in front of Shen Ye, he never got tired of himself.
Barefoot cautiously paced to the balcony, the balcony has been occupied by golden light in every corner, facing the early morning sun, Yin Manqing looked up slightly, looked into the distance, and whispered in a low voice, "I dream of you again, you always leave me in my dreams, you shouldn't have a girlfriend, have another woman." ”
Yin Manqing said something completely inadvertently, only to find that he was already jealous, and he pursed his lips unhappily, and also put on a strong look that he dared to have other women try, and then smirked, and in his smile was trust in Shen Ye, as if he believed that he couldn't come back now definitely not because of a woman.
When Shen Ye was forced to be with Fu Wan at the beginning, Fu Wan was such a good woman, with a good background, good upbringing, good temper, and of course, there was no shortage of little women's tricks, but in the end, Fu Wan was close to perfection, but Shen Ye still loved her full of shortcomings.
Thinking of this, the corners of Yin Manqing's lips lifted a shallow satisfaction, and her heart was still very heavy, as long as Shen Ye didn't come back, she was thinking about him all the time, thinking about him, her mind was full of Shen Ye alone, she couldn't live a carefree life.
There was a knock on the door of the bedroom, and Aunt Fan came in, "Young grandma, Miss Fu Wan is here, waiting for you downstairs." ”
"Got it, I'll go down right away."
Hearing Fu Wan's name, Yin Manqing no longer rejected it as before, and she didn't expect that she and Fu Wan would be friends in the past two years.
After Shen Ye left, when Fu Wan confessed to her that she had died in the bar and at the beach twice in a row, she was not angry as expected, even though she knew how hostile Fu Wan was to her at that time, but Yin Manqing could clearly understand Fu Wan's mood at that moment.
Everything she did was just to let Shen Ye stay by her side, but because she blindly loved Shen Ye, she was confused for a while.
Assuming that she is in Fu Wan's position, the person who lives in Shen Ye's heart is Fu Wan, maybe she will be like Fu Wan, her behavior is uncontrollable, and she is even more ruthless than her.
Yin Manqing can forgive her, especially when she knows that Fu Wan obviously doesn't like Shen Ziqi, but in order to let the Shen family enterprise run by Shen Ye continue to develop in a good situation, she does not hesitate to bet on her marriage to make a marriage contract with Shen Ziqi, and the marriage between the Shen family and the Fu family instantly makes both families profitable.
From that moment on, Yin Manqing really understood that whether it was she, Shen Ye, or Fu Wan and Shen Ziqi, they were at best just pawns used by Grandpa Shen, and the four chess pieces were played between Grandpa Shen's palms, and they were moved around in his hands, creating the best combination of interests to strengthen the Shen family.
In the past, Yin Manqing might have thought that his grandfather really liked Fu Wan, and he liked it unusually, but in fact, it was just to pave the way for his selfish desires, and he liked the strength of the Fu family, and the financial resources of the Fu family and the Shen family.
"Fu Wan is here, do you know...... You left and hurt Ziqi and Fu Wan, they were forced to be together, and they were forced to obey their grandfather's arrangement to play affection in front of people. Can you come back sooner, only when you come back, the situation will be reversed. ”
Yin Manqing whispered, the good-looking eyebrows were raised very high, not only Fu Wan and Shen Ziqi became victims, but she, even with Shen Ting, would become a victim of a wealthy family, they were born in high society, they are not qualified to choose the person they love, only eternal interests first.
When Yin Manqing went downstairs, Fu Wan was reading the latest magazines on the sofa in a lonely manner, obviously absent-minded, and when she caught a glimpse of Yin Manqing's figure out of the corner of her eye, she put down the magazine in her hand, and stared at Yin Manqing with a little review, the cigarette between Fu Wan's fingers was snatched away by Yin Manqing, "Smoke less, didn't Ziqi talk about you?" ”
Fu Wan has not changed much from before, if she wants to change, her temper is obviously a lot more irritable than before, Yin Manqing understands Fu Wan's depressed life, so she will develop the habit of smoking in the past two years, just like Fu Wan said to her, in the past two years, only when she smoked, she realized that she had something to do, and she felt that there were such beautiful things in this world, and she was so decadent that it made her feel sorry for her.
"What does he have to say, we go our separate ways and do not interfere with each other." Fu Wan said a word, there was a cold under her eyes, and the cigarette that was snatched away by Yin Manqing was extinguished in the ashtray, it seemed that she was very addicted to cigarettes at the moment, and continued to ignite another one.
"Quit it, Fu Wan, you are not such a person, why bother to show your bad side in front of Ziqi, Ziqi is a good man."
Yin Manqing's words were very light, and when she saw Fu Wan's sunken eye sockets, she knew at a glance that she was clubbing again and staying up late again.
And although she doesn't go clubbing, she doesn't drink, but she can't sleep well every night, once she falls asleep, the dream about Shen Ye will always interfere with her sleep, how many times she woke up happily from the dream and thought that he was back, when she opened her eyes, the surroundings were empty, and when she was the only one on the big bed they used together, the loneliness and panic in her heart flooded and came all over the place.
Fu Wan didn't have any hostility towards Shen Ziqi, but she couldn't talk about the slightest love, and she didn't like the topic that Yin Manqing raised, so she changed direction, "I heard that you went to the sea area where Shen Ye had an accident again, did you find anything?" ”