She must go and see the appearance of Yunshang at this moment.

How miserable.

Yun Fei, judging from the past, is not a good wife, a good daughter, or even a good person. But most people are like this, and when they lose too much, they will suddenly start to cherish what they have. She has never had the opportunity to be a mother again in her life, and the person who loves her the most in this life, her mother, has also become like this.

- These, Yunshang, do you know all the Dao?

When she was still young, Yun Sheng was the boss at home, what she said, Yun Fei did what she did, the little girl who was so arrogant when she was a child, pointed and said that Yun Fei was stupid, I don't know what I want, I should grab it, you see, my father was robbed by my mother, and now we have our family, and outsiders - the mother and daughter who can only cry and cry for this and that, should be cruel to them.

When she grew up, Yun Sheng rarely scolded her anymore, and often only had a faint look, and Yun Fei was cowardly.

Look—your sister has a lot of talent, and she was guaranteed a place to study in France, and she went to the best major—but what do those people know? My sister was at school, robbed a competitor's boyfriend, broke up a loving couple, and secretly changed other people's test papers. The two have similar backgrounds and are equally excellent, but in the end, it was the sister who smiled like a peach blossom at the airport and went to study abroad. You see, that's the difference.

Yun Fei was in the rickety car, feeling that life was really muddy.

She did so many things as Yunshang said, but now, her father doesn't love her and cuts off relations with them; Her husband didn't love her and divorced her; Yang Xiaobai bit her on the spot in court, causing her to be sentenced to life imprisonment; Mom is crazy, and she has also lost her qualification to be a mother in this life.

Her life shouldn't have been like this.

………………

Yunsheng's place of imprisonment is behind the highest prison, and beyond the remote suburbs, on the desolate border where transportation is not very convenient.

The house is very old, but it is still sturdy.

When I went in, because of the depression in winter, I could still smell a little blood and musty smell in the corner. Yun Fei looked at this desolate and dilapidated place with a pale face, and asked in a dumb voice, "What kind of place is this?" ”

The closer she got here, the colder Lu Qing's gaze became, and when she asked about this, she glanced at the large scarlet blood stain on the wall of the corridor she was looking at that had dried up for many years, and said indifferently: "The madhouse." ”

Years ago, it was the site of a former madhouse, and the fees were cheap, so many patients who had been abandoned by their families were sent here.

Late one night, a patient who was about to be locked up in a real madness got a fruit knife and rushed out of the city to hack all the patients and doctors to death, which caused a sensation in the whole city of Kyoto.

"It's on the top floor, I'll take you." Lu Qing walked up the stairs.

Yun Fei saw it - there were soldiers guarding the four corners outside with guns, to prevent Yun Sheng from escaping. The further up you go, the more chilly it becomes, and you can faintly hear the terrifying sound of iron shackles and iron cuffs, and the sound of empty and lonely footsteps......

When I went to the top floor, I saw a person who looked like a doctor walking over with a cold face, and when he saw Lu Qing, he nodded and said hello, and walked down the freight elevator.

Lu Qing stretched out his hand to stop the doctor and asked, "Have you already checked it today?" ”

The doctor was stunned for a moment and nodded: "I have examined, it has deteriorated quite badly, almost all over the body, and there is an inflammation and ulceration tumor on the ankle, don't touch it." I can't eat, I've been vomiting blood, I've been in so much pain that I've been looking for death once, and my tongue is broken, so I probably can't say much to you. ”

The indifferent tone, as if discussing what the weather was like today, made Yun Fei shiver, and the cool air rushed through his spine.

She sneered and said in a dumb voice: "You don't give her a drug death sentence or shoot her, just so that you can intercept her, and watch her live rather than die, right?" ”

Lu Qing was indifferent, if she felt that this was enough for Yunshang, then she was probably wrong. She had brought it all upon herself, and if she really counted the hatred of these people, would you have guessed that she would spend her last days here so quietly before she died?

It's miserable, but it's just because the people who die of cancer on TV can't see how painful it is, in fact, if it is not treated, does not reduce inflammation, and causes multiple complications, the condition of such a patient is about so terrifying that people can't bear to look at it directly.

Yun Fei laughed.

Lu Qing only felt a chill down his spine, because of this laughter, people's hairs stood on end, and Yun Fei cried after laughing wildly, probably knowing that he was useless here, except for watching it, it was useless. Then her eyes showed extremely complex emotions, sad, desolate, and cold, and said hoarsely: "That...... Is it the painkiller you brought with you? ”

The doctor nodded, looking at her with cold eyes, his gaze fixed on her cold handcuffs: "This is forbidden for patients." ”

Yun Fei stretched out her chapped and shiny hand, and said in a trance: "Give me two pieces of ......"

Lu Qing's murderous figure turned around, frowning and looking at Yun Fei coldly.

"Give me two pieces of ......," Yun Fei Ne repeated, her face pale as a crazy person, "even if I give it to her, it won't change anything...... Didn't you promise to wait for me to come to her...... You give me two pills...... I have something to say to her...... She couldn't have spoken better, and this time it wasn't her turn to lecture me...... I'm going to let her hear it...... Whose fault is it all this......"

Although she didn't know what she wanted to do, Lu Qing frowned and thought about it, but nodded reluctantly.

The two walked slowly towards the room.

The closer you go, the more you can smell a strange smell, like rot, foul smell, *** gas...... That was the most unbearable for Yunshang, who had some mild cleanliness habits in the past.

The light in the room was dim.

As soon as it was pushed away, a few clangs spread and disappeared in the air, but what couldn't disappear was the groan as thin as a gnat. The moaning sound, like a kitten, but not so elegantly and beautifully, but like a trembling ghost in the wind whispering, intermittent, very terrifying, Yun Fei thought it was an auditory hallucination at first, but then the closer she looked, she realized that it was not, it was actually a human voice.

Because of the repeated search for death for several months, no one was willing to clean up and control such a dying patient, so she simply put her hands and feet on the head of the bed.

So a few days ago, she chose to bite off her tongue.

People like Yunshang will not want to die no matter what, biting their tongues, but because the pain is unbearable, the sound is that when people are in extreme pain, they can't resist, they can only suffer bitterly, and they feel that every bone is trembling and enduring. For 24 hours, even if she occasionally fainted in pain in her dreams, she was constantly trembling violently.

If you look at it, you will see that her ankles and wrists are worn out by the struggle.

The gauze was wrapped in a wrap, but the blood still oozed out, and the doctor would not be cruel enough to tell her that in one night, the weak flesh of her wrist had been rubbed to the point that it was deep to the bone.

That night, the doctor called Lu Qing. Saying that she almost bit off her tongue, Lu Qing also asked worriedly, will she die like this? The doctor smiled and said You young people, you have watched too many TV series, how can you die so easily by biting your tongue? Some patients with advanced liver cancer are so painful that they don't want their family members to endure it by themselves, so they keep their mouths closed and don't speak, put their tongues in their mouths, and chew them a little bit to relieve the pain. She had seen such a patient before, and the family broke his mouth open, only to see the black, black, red and red minced flesh inside, and the family cried bitterly.

The doctor put a stent between Yunsheng's two occlusal teeth to prevent it from closing completely, so she could no longer bite it, and the pain was endured alive.

Then they heard the intermittent, semi-fainting groans of pain that were tense and painful, as if they were tormenting in purgatory.

Yun Fei stood by the door with a pale face, almost afraid to walk in.

On the stand in front of the bed, there is also a bottle of half-infused glucose, which is sustaining life.

"Don't you want to see it?" Lu Qing asked, "You can go in, but I don't guarantee that she can hear you clearly in this state." ”

Yun Fei was holding the two pills in his hand and was about to lose his grip, and the tears of Dou Da were brewing in his eyes, and his whole body trembled like withered leaves: "You guys...... What to do with her? ”

If she is still suffering in hell, then Yunshang has long been deprived of her dignity and personality as a "person".

"It's just a piece of rotten meat that can still move, maybe," Lu Qing said lightly, her cold eyes sprinkled on the blurry tossing and turning black shadow like clear light, "She has never looked down on human life and does not respect anyone's right to live, so who has the obligation to ensure that she should be damn beautiful when she dies?" ”

As for this person's thoughts, he didn't care much about them early on, and as a person who was still real, there was nothing to talk to her about. And the reason why Huo Siran didn't even see her before she died was probably because he felt that Yunsheng, who sacrificed himself to block rocks when he was abroad more than ten years ago, was dead.

He didn't have much to say about the current one.

Letting Yun Fei come over to see her and give her a little feeling of being a person in this life is the extra kindness he has after the most reluctance.