2:2 And I know that thou hast thou hast thou done thou hast thou done thou hast endured the wicked, and thou hast tried those who call themselves apostles, but are not apostles, and see that they are false.

2:3 You have endured, and you have labored for my name's sake, and you have not grown weary.

2:4 But there is one thing I will rebuke you, that you have forsaken your first love.

2:5 Remember therefore from whence that you have fallen, and repent and do what you have done in the beginning. But if you do not repent, I will come to you and take away your candlestick from its place.

2:6 But there is one more thing that is desirable for you, that you hate the ways of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.

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"Are you awake?"

"Ah, wake up...... The quality of sleep in this car is not as good as my sofa, and I feel a bit of a headache now......"

"Bear with me a little, and besides, isn't that sofa in your house usable as a bed? The one that folded. ”

"Don't mention that again, I'm serious. Then again, where are we now? ”

"Downstairs in your house."

“…… Yes? ”

I was slightly stunned, and quickly leaned on the car window to look at the scenery outside.

The apartment building was right in front of me, looking at me from above in a towering gesture, as if laughing at my ignorance. In the deep night sky, the sparkling lights overshadowed the light in the sky, turning into a new river of flames.

It's just that I haven't been back for a week, and this place has a strange feeling...... Or rather, it should have been strange. I haven't even been here for a month, have I? It's just that it feels like a lot of things have happened in the past month, and it's estimated that it will be two or three hundred thousand words when converted into a novel, right? It's normal to feel tired in this way.

But spare me, I don't want to be the main character. Blame the trouble.

"Hey, wake me up sooner if you're already here? What time is it? ”

"It's four o'clock in the morning, if you're lucky, you might be able to see the morning sun rise."

"I'm not saying your name."

"Huh?"

"Nothing ......"

I sighed deeply.

After the farce is over, it's time to embark on their own journey home.

The definition of this journey to find oneself was incorrect from the very beginning, so the result was naturally biased.

The writers' meeting is really boring, just a group of people exchanging feelings after eating and talking. As for my own problems, I realized it at the first time, but I had to go with the flow when things developed like this.

If there's anything in this that I didn't expect...... That's the matter of encountering Yang Nai under the snow halfway. And then there's the butterfly effect she triggered, the extra incident that made Kawasaki run to my house to make a big fuss. To be honest, I was so annoyed that I hadn't been in contact with anyone this week, and I had been traveling with Yang Nai.

But ah, is it okay if college students are so idle all the time? It's not a social internship.

"Are you qualified to say that? A male high school student with a sophomore illness in high school? ”

"I've said it many times, but I still have to ask - you're definitely mind-reading, aren't you?"

"Who knows? But if someone doesn't realize that they actually have an audience for talking to themselves, then maybe this kind of mind-reading that everyone can do is an eternal mystery, right? ”

“…… I'll be aware. ”

I twisted my head slightly in embarrassment.

"The lights are still on in my house, who's going to be there at this time?"

"If you go in and see, you'll find out."

"Hometown timidity, hometown timidity. And it's not because of you? If it weren't for that phone call from you, I would have fallen asleep in my bed right now. Whose fault do you think it's all about? ”

"Because it's so funny, I didn't hold back, please forgive me~"

"Ha Lu Ha, forgive you! - You think I'm going to say that? ”

"Hmm...... How about five portions of steak? The last time we went to the house. The steak is super good, and it comes with pudding. ”

"What's the deal with a steak with a pudding? But the deal was closed. By the way, bring Shizuna-sensei Hiratsuka with you, she still owes me ramen and hasn't paid it back. And this time I definitely have to knock her a stroke, knock her a big one! It's just a few minor problems, why did you get to this point? The current students are really disobedient......"

"Huh? Is that so? Wasn't it always you who had a mess over there? After thinking about it, even people like me will feel sad when they see it, right? ”

"No road race."

I glared at the woman snickering across from me, grabbed the cloak I was draping over and pulled open the car door. The icy night breeze suddenly made people feel a burst of energy. The brain, paralyzed by the warmth, spun like an electrified machine. All the confusion that was going around and around was swept away, and only some emotions similar to relief were left inside.

"Anyway, Yangnai. On the way I had a dream. ”

"Huh? What kind of dream is that? ”

"I've forgotten all the details, but I vaguely remember that everyone I knew seemed to be in the same venue. You, your sister, your sister's friends, my parents, Komachi, Shaxi, all in one venue. It was as if something particularly gratifying had happened, and everyone was smiling. But I can't remember what happened. But it was a very good dream. Well, a very warm dream. ”

“…… If you were to say that, I actually had a dream. ”

A gentle smile appeared on Yono's face.

"Everyone is smiling, everyone is in the same hall, wishing each other their futures and dreams. It was the most important scene of my life, but everyone did their own thing, and I felt a little angry at first. But when you wake up to a dream like that, the sense of loss is really distressing. ”

"Huh? Do you remember what happened in that dream? ”

"Of course I do. And because of that. I also decided that I would try to make that dream come true. After all, no matter how bad things are, they are much better than the current situation. If you don't change, there's no change, that's it. ”

"Sounds pretty good...... Then I won't look forward to it with any hope. ”

"That kind of thing, who knows?"

Under the snow, Yono smiled slyly, sat in the car and waved goodbye to me.

"Well, I'll ask for a lot of advice in the future, Hachiman."

"Please advise...... By the way, did you just have something wrong with your grammar? ”

"Don't care about that kind of trivial matter~"

Yono just sat in the car, smiled and waved away. As suddenly as she appeared, she still walked so abruptly. I was left alone to stand downstairs in my coat, staring at my home with the yellow lights flashing.

In short, it is a disaster that cannot be avoided.

I exhaled and opened the door with my ID card.

There is still a long way to go, and running away from the problem like a child will only make the matter worse. If you're already a high school student, you can't be like a junior high school student, so you break up because you don't like it, or deliberately avoid seeing others. Other people have their own ideas, and you yourself are part of the collective. No one is special, the difference is only in their added value.

So I'm not going to die here because I'm confident in my added value.

With this in mind, I stepped into the building, walked up the stairs, and opened the door to my house.

“……”

"Ah......h

I stared blankly at the girls who were wearing very little in the room, and the nerves in my head suddenly clenched together.

Five seconds later.

"Ahh It's my brother! Look at it, the sisters are in good shape, right? ”

"Small business! Why are you back at this time! Get out of here! Don't look this way! ”

"Hachiman, I'll give you three seconds to get out of here!"

"What is the emergency police number, someone trespassed into a house......

"This is my home, okay?!"

Seeing the way I pulled my sweater under the snow and took out the police call, I couldn't help but let out a roar.

Then there was an even louder roar from the next door.

"What's going on next door? Don't let people sleep?! ”

"I'm sorry ......"

In short, despite all kinds of things happening, the days are always moving forward. Sometimes it doesn't feel bad to have such a perk. As the saying goes, you have to have a heart to discover beauty, right?

Well, I think I've found the good. Just now.