Chapter 67: It's Better to Be Loveless
In the deep night, the golden lamp is full of soft light, reflecting a strong ambiguous atmosphere, and on the beige wide bed, a bronze body that looks strong and strong is prostrate on a thin man, regardless of whether the person under him can withstand this strong force, with the desire to break the embankment fiercely hit the person under him.
"Brother Ember uh" Shang Li closed his eyes in pain, the offensive in his body seemed to be about to wring his body, and he was still immersed in the pleasure of his body just now, he didn't expect that the person on the back of the body would gradually become inexplicably annoyed with the radical action, Shang Li didn't dare to stop, during the time he was by Xiao Yanyan's side, Shang Li knew very well that Xiao Yanyan didn't regard himself as a stand-in for the leaf curtain.
Xiao Yanyan's knife-like cold facial features swayed on Shang Li's head, and every time Shang Li opened his eyes, he would see Xiao Yanyan's expression, deep and terrifying, as if he had accumulated too much resentment, and seemed to be enduring great unwillingness.
I don't know how long it took for Shang Li to feel that Xiao Yanyan gradually stopped, but like a wild beast, he was still lying prone on his deep body.
Xiao Yanyan moved his thin lips to Shang Li's ear, gasping in a low voice, his voice was soft and dark, "Open your eyes and let me see." ”
Shang Li didn't know what he meant, but Xiao Yanyan's movements stopped, and the pain in his body naturally lessened, so Shang Li opened his eyes carefully, and his bright eyes looked at Xiao Yanyan with a little begging for mercy.
"What's wrong with Brother Ash," Shang Li whispered.
Xiao Yanyan stared at Shang Li's face for a long time before he said quietly, "What's your real name?" ”
After a pause, Xiao Yanyan asked such a question, undoubtedly telling him very clearly that he would never be able to become Ye Mu's stand-in.
Shang Li didn't dare to tell lies, "Shang Shang Li." ”
Xiao Yan stared at Shang Li's face, the afterglow of passion was still there, Shang Li's fair face was covered with a thin layer of sweat, revealing a little bit of red, his sad eyes were a little moving, and an unconscious look was full of temptation.
Xiao Yanyan's eyes were extremely cold when he looked at Ye Mu, and Shang Li wanted to re-arouse Xiao Yanyan's ** with his charming eyes, but he was frightened by Xiao Yanyan's terrifying and cold expression.
"I don't like self-righteous people." Xiao Yan threw out a sentence coldly, and suddenly vigorously wiped the broken hair in front of Shang Li's forehead, looking at the scar on the corner of his forehead, his eagle-like sharp eyes narrowed dangerously, "Who told you to leave a scar on your forehead?" ”
Shang Li's face changed drastically, and he didn't expect that the man who was still asking for him a moment ago would suddenly burst out with countless chills.
"It's not a scar, it's just a small piece of silicone pasted on it to simulate a scar" Shang Li trembled, doing this purely to imitate Ye Mu, in Shang Li's heart, even if he can't imitate Ye Mu's character, but as long as the body is the same, Xiao Yanyan will naturally indulge in it, and at this moment, it seems to be wrong
"Because of the leaf curtain, he hurts"
Xiao Yanyan suddenly grabbed Shang Li's neck violently, and said with a hideous face: "Are you too confident in yourself?" Believe it or not, I'm going to jump on you right now! Xiao Yanyan's voice was word-by-word, the words were like ice blades, Shang Li was out of breath, his face gradually turned red and purple, and he said with difficulty: "I'm sorry."
Xiao Yanyan's expression was awe-inspiring, the strength of his hands was still unabated, his cold but violent face was close to Shangli, and his whole face was as terrifying as a demon, "Remind you, being smart is fatal." ”
After hearing this, Shang Li nodded again and again, Xiao Yanyan let go of his hand, and Shang Li coughed violently.
Shangli's face is the same as Ye Mu, Xiao Yanyan can hallucinate because of this face when he misses the most painful time, to explore the former warmth, but after the most painful and angry time period, the restless and troubled heart is as cold and silent as stagnant water, Xiao Yanyan has also accepted the fact of Ye Mu's death, and the residual warmth left in his heart can't stir up so big waves, in this case, what Xiao Yanyan wants is no longer a memory of a skin, but the purity and beauty that was once attracted by Ye Mu.
The feeling that once made me hold on tightly, no one could give it to me except Ye Mu himself.
He loved the leaf curtain, the body, the mind, everything to the extreme
Xiao Yanyan thinks that he is not a saint, in order to reach the peak, he has done all kinds of dirty things, killed people, raised all kinds of lovers who scratched his head and gestured, all kinds of conspiracies, scheming city, no one is more experienced than him, but he has always felt that his love for Ye Mu is pure, and he has always loved because of love, which is not mixed with any filth, but Xiao Yanyan doesn't understand what love is for Lu but can't get love
If Ye Mu also loved him, he would not be so cruel to him
However, for what?
The more bitter the memories are, the more they can't stand tearing, Xiao Yanyan sat on the edge of the bed with a gloomy face and lit a cigarette, he doesn't like to smoke, before he met and fell in love with Ye Mu, Xiao Yanyan never touched a cigarette, but when love became a thorn, sharp and made all the blood dripping, tobacco became the only healing agent that could comfort himself.
Xiao Yanyan didn't know why he felt lonely and lonely tonight, as if the warmth around him had been drained all of a sudden, leaving only the cold.
Suddenly, the same thin figure as Ye Mu broke into his mind, it seemed to be one of the sources of his heart and confusion for so many days, damn it, his body and mind were rubbed by himself little by little, but he was still smiling like a weed on the side of the road, but this kind of laughter has always been aimed at others.
There seemed to be some kind of emotion in the dark, which made Xiao Yanyan slowly reverie along this Ye Quan, he was Xia Hailong's son, how could he live so happily What's more, his taste is very similar to him
Some discordant pictures flashed in his mind, Xiao Yanyan got up with a blue face, picked up the nightgown at the head of the bed and draped it on his body, the light of the table lamp was soft, and the uncovered bronze muscles looked powerful and solid, revealing a honey-colored halo under the dark shadow of the light, sexy and maddening.
In the business field, Xiao Yanyan is a man who is moody and invisible, with a magnificent momentum in conversation, a thick voice, and a gloomy face that can always make people who face him tremble and feel depressed, and the high-level officials of the imperial temple are even more silent when they face Xiao Yanyan. Such a Xiao Yanyan, anyone would think that it is better to be loveless
The smoke ring was faintly spit out, and the deep black eyes revealed deep meaning, Xiao Yan looked out the window at the night, and his expression slowly became leisurely
Ye Quan
(End of "The Devil's Cage" Volume 1)