369: Heart-wrenching

Nalan Jinxiu looked at her coldly, she knew that the third brother had begun to suspect her. But I would never have thought that she was resurrecting her soul. Because of this kind of thing, although it often appears in the book. But if you put it in reality, it's too incredible. Especially the third brother is in charge of the criminal law, and he should only believe in the common people and not in ghosts and gods.

She knew that the two were in a tug-of-war right now. The third brother once took the lead and did not hesitate to imprison her, hoping that she could be afraid, show weakness, and explain the matter to him. In fact, she had also wavered, but when she thought that she had been another woman, he would definitely not be able to accept it, and this idea was dispelled.

This time, if he can never have the heart to ask her the truth, then you can keep her secret. So even at this time, she can't relax, otherwise she will fall short. Zhu Xin, especially the third brother with a firm mind, I am afraid that there is only this one chance.

"Did Imperial Physician Sun tell you that the reason why I have such a big reaction is because I used to have Gu in my body. Nalan Jinxiu's tone was very calm, as if he was gossiping.

Ji Hongye raised his head suddenly, he looked at her, his eyes, which were originally dark and unrecognizable, finally had a crack. He felt as if his eyes had been pierced by a strong light, a little painful, a little sore. As if something was about to collapse, a burst of rain swayed.

"After a person has raised a Gu, it will hurt the innate qi, which is the vitality in people's mouths. I once suspected that I might not be able to be a mother in my life, but fortunately, Dr. Ji's prescription had an effect.

But I know that in my body, I will have to put a lot of energy into the safe and healthy birth of this child. I've been taking care of it with all my heart, you don't know that, right? You keep saying that you will protect me, but have you done it?

I have to keep telling myself that it's good to figure it out. You won't leave me and my children alone, and you're not going to keep us imprisoned here. But if it weren't for the child's accident today, you still wouldn't show up!"

Nalan Jinxiu closed her eyes, originally to break the protection in his heart, but in the end, it was she herself who was tortured. Hatred is a double-edged sword, and when you hurt others, you will also hurt yourself.

She suddenly didn't want to say anything, she realized that she wasn't as strong as she had imagined, and now she didn't want to do anything, or rather, she couldn't do anything. She was so exhausted that she didn't seem to have the strength to move a finger now.

Ji Hongye was silent, he wanted to say something to comfort her, but he couldn't say a word. Any language is pale in the present, after all, reality is cruel. He said nothing now could erase the difficult days for her, so language became the most hypocritical thing.

The two were relatively speechless, and the atmosphere was awkward as never before. Ji Hongye stretched out his hand to hold her hand, he thought, even if he loses this time! If she doesn't want to say it, she won't say it, if one day he will never recover, he will admit it.

"Third master, the porridge for the lady has been cooked. Mo Yan's voice broke the silence of the room.

"Come in. Ji Hongye let go of Nalan Jinxiu's hand, reached out and took the porridge bowl on Mo Yan's plate, his voice was light, with a hint of hoarseness: "I'll come, you all go out!"

Mo Yan Mo Yu lowered his head and took a few steps back, and closed the door tightly. They knew it in their hearts, but they also had a lot to say to their wives, and the atmosphere was not harmonious. So not only did they go out, but they also drove all the people in the courtyard to the outer courtyard, leaving only the guards of the third master.

"Come, eat porridge. Ji Hongye scooped a spoonful of porridge with a spoon and handed it to Nalan Jinxiu's lips.

Nalan Jinxiu frowned, this porridge had a strong medicinal gas. She didn't even have to look at what's in it, just smelling it knew it wouldn't taste good. Although she didn't want to eat it, she still knew what her current situation was.

Her instantaneous reaction was completely seen by Ji Hongye. He said in a soft voice: "Doctor Sun is prescribing you a medicinal porridge, if adding sugar will affect the efficacy of the medicine, you will eat it first, and there will be candied fruit after eating." ”

Nalan Jinxiu remembered that when she took medicine before, he also coaxed her like this, bought a lot of dried fruit preserves, and every time she finished taking the medicine, he fed her one by one. She felt that she couldn't think of his good at this time, and she had to think about him as much as possible when he was indifferent.

"I'll do it myself. Nalan Jinxiu reached out and prepared to take the bowl.

"You definitely don't have the strength right now, so I'll feed you. ”

"You haven't taken care of me for a month, and Mo Yan hasn't fed me, haven't I still been alive and well. "Nalan Jinxiu's attitude is not to be refused, since things have developed in this direction, then she can't show weakness.

Ji Hongye's attitude was also very resolute, he still maintained the posture of feeding her porridge, and said lightly: "I have never ignored you." ”

"You have. ”

"Mo Yan Mo Yu is the person I sent to you, have they ever been negligent in taking care of you? I have always wanted to properly settle you and take good care of you. ”

Nalan Jinxiu really wanted to ask him, did he take care of people like this, could he call it care by imprisoning her like a prisoner and restricting her freedom? But she didn't say it, she knew that she would never be able to catch up with the third brother in this part of the argument.

said a lot, made a lot of mistakes, and instead became the weaker side, fortunately she didn't say anything. She turned her cheeks to the side, as resolute as before, as if you fed me, she wouldn't eat.

"Okay, you can do it yourself. Ji Hongye put the bowl in her hand and went to see the candied fruit in the fruit box by herself.

Who knew that Nalan Jinxiu still didn't give up, and she said to him again: "You go out too." ”

Ji Hongye didn't move, he didn't want to go out now. Not only now, but he also plans to stay here whenever he's not working. Doctor Sun said that it would be very difficult for her to have this baby in the future, and he would not make the same mistake a second time, and he must accompany him.

Seeing that he ignored his words, Nalan Jinxiu put the porridge bowl on the table next to the bed, and she decided that if he didn't go out, she wouldn't eat it. can't blame her for being too hypocritical and making a fuss about nothing, but this time she can't let a single step.

Ji Hongye really couldn't do anything with her, he looked at her seriously for a while, put the box of dried fruits on the case in front of her, and his tone was as conniving as ever: "I'll go to stay on the other side of the screen, and call me when you're done eating." ”

Nalan Jinxiu just wanted to say something more, when he saw him raise an eyebrow and look at her for a long time. She suddenly felt a little weak, and when she reached her mouth to drive away, she swallowed it back again.

Ji Hongye looked at her appearance, sighed helplessly, and his tone was a bit like a child with a temper: "Ah Jin, I'll give you time to get angry at this meal, and we'll be reconciled after eating." ”

Nalan Jinxiu: "......"

"I wasn't really angry with you, even if I was, it was only for a while. No one is a saint or a sage, and you can't ask too much of me. ”

Nalan Jinxiu didn't speak, she lowered her head and scooped a spoonful of medicinal porridge, slowly put it in her mouth, and the tip of her tongue fainted with a trace of bitterness, just like her state of mind at this time. It's not that she doesn't know her position in her heart, but whenever a woman marries, everything must be arranged by her husband.

This is a rule that the Ning Dynasty has followed since the beginning of the dynasty, and not everyone can change it. The daughter of a powerful family is still like this, let alone a person like her who has no relatives and no reason. No matter how angry she is, she can't change anything after all.

Ji Hongye didn't expect her to react so silently, but she didn't expect it to be so difficult to coax. Because in his impression, if she made him angry, she would always be able to easily get his forgiveness.

Then you said that he should think that the little girl was too willful, and just looked at her silent appearance, he felt a little pitiful. After all, she is young, trapped alone in this deep mansion compound, with no relatives and no one to rely on. He reached out and took her porridge bowl, and regardless of whether she wanted it or not, he thoughtfully fed it to her.

Nalan Jinxiu didn't want to compromise, but she thought about it again, so she lowered her head and ate the porridge he fed. Ji Hongye immediately scooped another spoonful, still put it to her lips, and saw that she ate it obediently. The corners of his lips curved slightly, and the arc of a smile appeared, which was both safe and favored.

After a bowl of porridge was fed, a shallow porridge mark was left at the bottom of the white porcelain bowl. Nalan Jinxiu looked at the bottom of the bowl and was very hollow in his eyes. She still didn't know very well in her mind, knowing that she couldn't forgive him easily, and she felt exhausted and didn't have the energy to toss with him anymore.

Ji Hongye took a sweet preserved fruit and put it in her mouth, asked someone to put the tableware down, and waited for her to rinse her mouth before pressing her on the bed and pulling the quilt to let her sleep well.

Nalan Jinxiu obediently closed her eyes, and her breathing was gentle and slow, revealing tranquility. She has a great reaction after pregnancy these days, and often can't wake up. Maybe after some thrilling just now, this sleep is unusually sound.

When she woke up again, it was almost dusk, and Ji Hongye was sitting on a chair next to the bed, holding a book in his hand, looking at it intently. For a moment, she didn't know what day it was, because it seemed to be a long time, and when she woke up, the third brother was no longer by her side.

"Awake?" Ji Hongye put the book on the desk, leaned over and asked her softly, "Do you want to sit for a while?"

Nalan Jinxiu nodded a little confusedly, his eyes were not particularly clear, his eyes seemed to be out of focus, and the whole person looked cute and cute. Especially because her hair is scattered, and because she is pregnant, her robe is wide and wide, and she looks younger and younger.

Ji Hongye put the pillow behind her, and then moved to pull the hair loose on her forehead behind her ears, and lowered his head to peck at her forehead. She just woke up and didn't have much energy, and she definitely didn't have much strength to resist, so she just lowered her head, obviously not wanting to kiss him......