After Zheng Xiuyan watched her sister walk out of the room, her body fell back as if she had been drained of energy, and then slowly closed her eyes, curled up her whole body, emptied her mind, and just lay on the bed without moving. Already feeling physically and mentally exhausted, she just wanted to get a moment of peace alone in this little world of her own.

I don't know how long it took, a crisp and loud mobile phone ringtone woke up Zheng Xiuyan, who was sleeping in a daze, and when she picked it up, she saw the words "boyfriend calling" displayed on the mobile phone screen. She pursed the corners of her lips, and guessed in her heart that her ghost sister would not listen to her words so much.

"This time, we must not let go of Krystal, a dead girl, and detain her for two months... No, she won't even want to take a won from me before the end of the year! Zheng Xiuyan secretly made up her mind in her heart.

As for Zheng Xiujing, who was not present, she originally thought it was very beautiful, trying to have both fish and bear's paws, but she didn't consider that as long as the news was passed on, no matter which channel it was through, as long as it finally reached Cui Zhenlong's ears, the final result would be the same, and Zheng Xiuyan would deduct this account on her head no matter what.

Zheng Xiujing may never have dreamed that she was smart this time but was mistaken by cleverness, and made a big oolong, what she did was purely to pick up sesame seeds and lose watermelon, and exchange a few months' pocket money for two barbecues?! No matter how you calculate it, it seems to be a bit of a loss!

Although she has decided to punish her sister well to relieve her anger, a key problem for Zheng Xiuyan now is how to face her boyfriend! She looked at the still stubborn and ringing mobile phone for a long time, picked it up and put it down, and repeated the action many times, but she just didn't have the courage to press the small answer button.

Finally, the ringtone of the mobile phone stopped, and Zheng Xiuyan couldn't help but take a long breath, but the matter was not over, just two minutes later, the ringtone rang for the second time, and she was so frightened that she almost threw the phone out.

Zheng Xiuyan smiled helplessly, she could imagine that her sister's words of adding fuel and vinegar must have made the sensitive Cui Zhenlong anxious, if she didn't answer the phone again, according to her boyfriend's personality, she would definitely continue to call.

As for the direct shutdown? Jessica never thought about it, she knew Cui Zhenlong too well, if she really did this, no matter how late the time was or how far away the distance was, the other party would definitely rush directly to her house, and it would be even more inexplicable at that time.

"Yo Bosei?"

"Xiuyan, it's me! Why did it take so long to answer the phone? Cui Zhenlong's voice came from the other end of the phone, although it was just an ordinary sentence, Zheng Xiuyan could still distinguish the eagerness and uneasy anxiety that the other party deliberately suppressed.

"Well~ I fell asleep just now, and I didn't hear the phone ringing for a while."

"Oh, that's right! … Hey?? What's wrong with your voice? Sounds a little hoarse! ”

After Cui Zhenlong mentioned this, Zheng Xiuyan found that her throat was indeed a little itchy, and she secretly swallowed a mouthful of saliva, but she didn't see any improvement, "Maybe when I was sleeping just now, I forgot to cover the quilt, so I caught a little cold!" ”

"It's really~ I said Zheng Xiuyan, are you a child? Don't you know how to put on the quilt when you sleep? He also said that he wanted to become a singer, but he didn't know how to take good care of his voice?! How do you feel now? I'll take you to the hospital! ”

"Don't~" As soon as she heard the word hospital, Zheng Xiuyan jumped three feet high like a cat with her tail stepped on, "I feel okay, I should be fine if I sleep well!" If you don't have anything else to do, then I'll hang up! ”

"Wait~" Cui Zhenlong hurriedly spoke out to stop him, the main purpose of his call today has not been completed, "This... I've heard people say that you're in a bad mood when you come home today, and you haven't even eaten dinner, is something going on? ”

"Nothing"

"Just tell me, maybe I can help a little bit."

"Ah~~ You're so annoying!! I'm a girl! There are a few days of the month when you're in a bad mood! I'm going back to sleep now! That's it! Good bye! As soon as she finished speaking, Zheng Xiuyan hung up the phone without waiting for the other party to respond.

Cui Zhenlong, who was on the other end of the phone, was yelled at by his girlfriend a little inexplicably, and he was still thinking about what the last words meant, "Every month? Get up on the wrong side of the bed? … Could it be that the eldest aunt came to see her? Uh~~ But the time doesn't seem right! I think I should come in the middle of every month, right?! Could it be that it was postponed for 'reason'? ”

Well, Cui Zhenlong, who completely understood the wrong meaning, went to the supermarket the next day to buy jujubes, longan, brown sugar and other foods to replenish qi and blood, and then deliberately took a long trip to the small shop where Liu Renna took him last time, bought two large portions of ginseng chicken soup, and then took the car directly to S.M company.

"Xiuyan~~ I'll be downstairs in your company in fifteen minutes, you can come out! I bought some things for you, the amount is a bit much, but it's not convenient for me to enter your company now, and then I'm going to participate in an extracurricular tutoring class, the time is a little rushed, you'd better find someone to come down with and help share some, well~~ I think it's okay! Don't look at this girl's thin arms and legs, her strength is not small! Well, no more ado! We'll see you soon! After Cui Zhenlong crackled, he hung up the phone directly, and then urged the taxi driver to speed up a little more.

Different from Cui Zhenlong's bright mood, Zheng Xiuyan was obviously in a state of "low pressure" at this time, with a deep locked brow, a cold face, and a few words, so that her fellow trainees around her quickly realized that this "big iceberg" was in an unhappy mood at the moment, and it was better to provoke less.

To tell the truth, since she came out of Song Qitai's office that day, Zheng Xiuyan's heart has indeed not calmed down, and Song Qitai's words often appear in her mind, over and over again, over and over again, as if she was constantly pestering her like a nightmare, and she couldn't get relief.

Originally, in Zheng Xiuyan's short life journey of more than ten years, she basically never was bothered by this or that trivial matter. Since she was a child, she has lived a wealthy life and her parents are also enlightened, even if she became the most inconspicuous trainee because of impulsiveness, thus delaying her own learning, she finally got the understanding and support of her family. It can be said that compared to her peers whose families are unhappy, she lives like a princess.

But even if she is a real princess, she will grow up one day, and the price of growing up is that all kinds of troubles will come one after another. And at this moment, what is in front of Zheng Xiuyan is a heavy and difficult choice question: give up love for the sake of dreams, or stranded dreams for the sake of love?

This question is not only stumped for her, but also for many people around the world who have been in similar situations. Some of them choose to obey their dreams, some choose to accept love, and some lucky people have both, and some unfortunate people have lost their dreams and missed love, so they can only continue to rise and fall on the road of life in confusion.

But no matter whether the end result is good or bad, everyone has the right to make their own choices at first, whether active or passive, no one can escape it!

For Zheng Xiuyan, this is also the first time since she was born that she has begun to think independently about how she should go in the future!

If you simply choose love, this path seems to be the most direct and clear! She gave up her dream of debuting and becoming a star, and she can go back to school to continue her studies, and when she reaches the age in the future, she and Cui Zhenlong will enter the marriage hall step by step, have children, husbands and children.

This kind of life may be a dream for many girls who grew up in South Korea, but this is not what Zheng Xiuyan really wants in her heart.

On the contrary, if you choose your dream, this road is the most difficult, and the road ahead is uncertain.

For trainees like Zheng Xiuyan and others, "debut" is only the first step to start their dreams, and it is still unknown whether they can become big stars in the future. Even a well-known entertainment company like S.M does not dare to pat its chest and guarantee that the artists it promotes will definitely be successful. It's like the three-person girl group "Shenfei" that S.M once had high hopes for, who remembers it now?

The word "dream" sounds very beautiful and seductive, but the reason why it has a "dream" is because for most people, even if it takes a lifetime to achieve it, it may only be possible to achieve it in a dream!

Moreover, for Zheng Xiuyan herself, on the road to her dream, she still has to use her love as a sacrifice in advance, which is what she really hesitates in her heart.

If someone asks Jessica, "Do you love Choi Jin-ryong?" The answer you get will definitely not hesitate, and that is "love"! Maybe in the eyes of many adults, this kind of young people's love is a little naïve, but for Zheng Xiuyan personally, it is of great significance, this is her first love!

For the meaning of first love, in fact, there is no need to say much, for every normal man and woman, it is an inevitable process, whether it is sweet, bitter, or bitter from it, these are worth cherishing and reminiscing for the rest of their lives. To use such precious emotions to "mourn" this illusory dream, speaking of which is indeed a bit of a big price!

Speaking of which, in addition to the above two options, there is actually another third, that is, the perfect road of neither dream nor love!

This may be difficult for others, but for Jung so-yeon, it is so simple that as long as she decides to quit S.M, joining C.P.C will solve this problem perfectly!

From the day she first met Cui Zhenlong, Jessica knew that her boyfriend's family was very rich, and she didn't have much idea of how rich she was, but at least she knew that C.P Film and Television and C.P.C Entertainment Agency were one of their industries, and after just a few years of development, these two companies are now no different from her S.M, and even surpassed.

If this is a female artist who has been in the entertainment industry for a long time in the same position as Zheng Xiuyan, I wish I had such a boyfriend as a backer, with such a background, I dare not say that I can walk sideways everywhere in the entertainment industry in the future, but at least there is no blind person who dares to bully her.

Similarly, Zheng Xiuyan also knows very well in her heart that as long as she is willing to put down her son and lie coquettish to her boyfriend, I believe that with Cui Zhenlong's identity as the "prince", it is not difficult to pour company resources into arranging Zheng Xiuyan's solo debut, or with her as the core, to create a new girl group.

But will Zheng Xiuyan be such a snobbish girl? Apparently not!

She is proud of herself in her heart, or she has absolute confidence in her singing and dancing skills that she has worked hard for four years! She has always believed that with her own excellent strength, she can carve out her own world in the entertainment industry, just like her predecessor BoA, who went to Japan alone and achieved brilliant success in a completely unfamiliar land.

I have to say that Zheng Xiuyan, who is only sixteen years old this year, is still a little naïve in her ideas, which is inseparable from the education she received on weekdays, you must know that S.M company has set up BoA as its own company's signboard, not only externally, but also internally, they instilled a clear concept in all its trainees, that is, "as long as you practice hard, you can achieve success like BoA!" ”

So for a period of time, many trainees of S.M Company, including artists who had just debuted, opened and closed their mouths to talk about BoA and regarded her as their idol, which is not unreasonable.

Zheng Xiuyan, who is not on the market, still doesn't know how difficult the road to fame in the entertainment industry is, and she still has some kind of beautiful fantasy, and she disdains to realize her dreams through her boyfriend's relationship, on the contrary, she deliberately ignores this most beneficial choice for her...

Zheng Xiuyan, who finished answering the phone alone in the corridor, leaned against the wall with her whole body, she lowered her head slightly, silently playing with her mobile phone, and her long hair naturally fell down from the shoulders on both sides, covering most of her face, so that others could not see the expression on her face at the moment.

After a while, the mobile phone that was constantly spinning back and forth in her hand suddenly stopped, as if she had finally made some kind of decision, Zheng Xiuyan clenched her fists and straightened up, and a trace of firmness flashed in her eyes! She walked straight to the professional practice room for male trainees, and without saying a word, she opened the door and walked in.

"Huh? Sika, why are you here? Jin Xiche saw Zheng Xiuyan come in, and asked curiously.

Jessica didn't answer his question directly, just bowed apologetically in his direction, and then walked straight to a handsome boy in the practice room. ”