16. Say one less goodbye (below)
(The second update ~ then again, I also want to recommend a book "Gensokyo's Notepad" this time.) The reason why I recommend it is because of the variety of déjà vu? Is it a delusion? Probably not a delusion, right? Young man, you write directly about the same people of the big spring thing, I raise my hands and feet to welcome.,There aren't a few spring things at the starting point.,Okay? I can't find a few good people who can't find it! By the way, the hanging man on the Buka comics is simply ** blown up, it's just weird. I have to say that I took it...... Ah, by the way, I forgot to say it. Ask for votes! Ask for more tickets! Ask for more and more referral tickets! Above! )
“……”
If I owe anyone in this matter and don't give anyone an answer, it must be Yui Yuihama.
Other people, such as Yukino under the snow, for example, Chiba Feng, for example, Yono under the snow, or Shizuka-sensei Hiratsuka, I gave corresponding answers and responses to these people. Although they are all rejections, the reply is still a reply. Only Yui Yuhihama was there, and I didn't give a response to any degree or sense. Not even a word was spoken.
After that crossroads, I don't know exactly how far Yui Hihama has been doing. But with the rumors, you can tell how hard that guy really worked. Even rarely, it is said that there was even a quarrel between them. I didn't answer those calls at all, and I didn't even read the text messages, let alone reply to them. If the only one I'm sorry for is probably this girl who rushed in and didn't care about anything.
Obviously gave hope, but he abandoned it regardless of it. From a bystander's point of view, people like me should be the most cruel and deserving scumbag. And it's the kind that stabs you hundreds of times.
After all, sometimes even I can't believe it, giving up such an opportunity for girls to communicate, am I stupid? Who would ignore beautiful girls' calls and texts? And they're super beautiful, huh? Super gentle, oh? Give you the illusion that you might be able to date and have a crush on you, and then you will be dumped immediately? Thinking about it this way, I did the right thing......
"Yes, I do owe an answer. But how did you know about it? Rubbing my brows with a little headache, I glanced at Jin Mingchong in front of me: "I remember that I didn't make a big deal about it, right?" And the two of them are not fast-talkers. ”
"It's Shizuna-sensei Hiratsuka......"
Ye Shan scratched his scalp a little embarrassedly, and honestly confessed the main culprit who was not very accidental.
"At first, Hiratsuka-sensei just wanted to recruit a new member of the ministry department. But Yubihama-san, she said that she wouldn't do anything, and she hoped that someone else would pull you back or something. So Mr. Hiratsuka told all the reasons. ”
"And then? How do you judge that I owe Yubihama an apology? ”
"Because you don't look like such a person."
The blonde said with some embarrassment.
"Actually, I've also observed Biqigu-san for quite some time, and you're not the kind of person who likes to owe favors to others, are you? Meritorious service must be rewarded and punished, and the principle of Biqigu should be like this, right? The equality of the exchange, but I did not get it here with Yubihama-san. So I judged that you still owe a Dao Lu apology, and that's it. ”
…… Regardless of the messy theories in the back, what's in front of you?
Have you been observing me for a long time? WHY? WTF? Are you a? It's really disgusting to observe a man for a long time or something, right? What are you trying to do? And where do you get the confidence that you can judge a person's personality just by looking at it? Some people may change directly after a big change, and you have to take such factors into account. So what are these people thinking? Do you understand each other?
“…… Ah, huh? Then I can only say that you misjudged. I don't really care about anything. The time under the snow was nothing more than an outburst of emotion. It doesn't matter to me what other people's business is. You're really looking for the wrong person. ”
"Probably, but I don't think so. Because I'm not the only one who observes you. ”
"What do you mean? I mean, what the hell are you talking about? ”
"It's not interesting, you're overthinking. Yubihama's words have been eating in class lately. Please come on. At least say what you want to say. Smiling gently at me, Hayama patted me on the shoulder and left the rooftop. I'm left alone in the wind where Brother Cheng fought.
So what are these people doing mysteriously? An expression that I should understand? What should I know? What exactly did they want me to understand? Mutual understanding, fucking isn't telepathy, what do you make me understand? I understand that you are a who has been watching me for a long time, can't you? What the hell is this?
Whether it's under the snow, whether it's under the snow, whether it's under the snow, whether it's Hiratsuka, or Chiba, it's anyone, it seems that they are all vaguely expressing an opinion to me, saying these things to me. But how do I know the Tao without saying it? How can I possibly understand without saying it directly? Even if it's the so-called mutual understanding, why don't you give a fucking hint? How do you play this kind of guessing game with no decryption hints at all? Can I ask the GM to see if there is a bug in this game?
"All in all, it's a break with Yubihama at school, right, I know, I know, I'm going to sit down. Anyway, isn't it better that I, the person who is not needed, does not exist anywhere? Wouldn't it be nice to have any grievances to speak out? ”
Letting go of this pointless thinking, I sighed, opened the door to the rooftop, and began to walk towards Class J.
There can be no hesitation, no soft-heartedness. Crisply, resolutely, directly said everything clearly, and then turned around and left in a chic manner, hiding his merit and fame. All in all, it is for the beautiful girl to take her eyes off my scum and turn to the sweet side of the lollipop. That's all it takes. That's it. Just cut everything off without any hesitation.
Because without me, things would have gone for the better, and sacrificing me was the right choice. It's not self-destruction or self-sacrifice, it's just a judgment based on reason, so don't hesitate to rush straight ahead. Directly cut off everything that is behind the closest.
Looking at the door of Class J, I took a breath and pulled the door open.
"Yubihama, I have something I want to tell you."
Looking at the pink-haired girl sitting by the window with a complicated face, I said calmly.