Hearing Shen Rong speak like this, a flash of relief flashed in Lian Daiyue's eyes.

Shen Rong decided to settle his mother and Lian Ming first and then come to take care of Shuhua with peace of mind, and Lian Daiyue had already spoken.

"Lian Ming and grandma, I will send someone to send them back, you don't have to worry, it's hard for you here."

In his busy schedule, Shen Rong was a little surprised that he had waited here for so long, even if he had promised Lian Yi to take care of their mother and daughter, he would not have to do it himself to such a point.

"Thank you, Mr. Lian."

Shen Rong felt that whether it was because she helped her or helped Shuhua, she had a position and obligation to say thank you.

"You're welcome, you should be."

After Lian Daiyue finished speaking, he glanced at Shuhua with his eyes closed and wearing an oxygen mask, turned around and left, and the doctor immediately followed, and the room was immediately quiet, and only Shen Rong's own breathing and the non-stop bubbling sound of the oxygen supply machine seemed to be left.

In the dead of night.

Shen Rong looked at Shuhua who was lying there without any movement, and couldn't help but walk over and hold his hand.

It seemed that the hippie smiling uncle from before was close in front of him, and Shen Rong couldn't help muttering:

"When I first saw you, I really hated the way you looked like a big stinky vase."

"I always feel that your appearance is a bit strange, where is there such an inexplicable like others, not to mention, you still look like this, and besides, you are not the type I like, is there something wrong with you?"

When Shen Rong said this, she couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, and because she thought of the diseases that men might have, she couldn't help but smile, what did she think, thinking that if Shuhua likes men, will he attack or suffer! This is not her usual direction of thinking.

"Six years ago, I met him, when I was most down, he saved me once, I fell in love with him at first sight, I know that reality is crueler than fairy tales, Cinderella meets the prince This kind of drama can only be found in the story, and even I know that he just used me as a shield, but I still agreed to him, at that time, he was young and frivolous, and his temperament ~ also has a little stinky beauty."

Shen Rong seemed to fall into a memory, and something bitter and unknown slowly surfaced.

"To love someone, it's not as simple as saying it, and it's not that someone else will fall in love with you just if you give you a chance!"

This is said to Shuhua and to himself.

"Every time you see someone you like, you are distressed and sad for another person, when you work hard to do a qiē, in the eyes of others so redundant, no one can be broad-minded as this is what you should do to choose this path, that kind of grievance and sadness, is uncontrollable, at that time, I really don't know how to survive, as if I put aside a qiē face, and self-esteem, just for one purpose."

"And then I was thinking, do I love him, as he asked me, love?"

"And how long can you love someone, when all your patience is exhausted, all your dignity is polished, and you find that you are in her eyes, never so important, are you willing? Sad? ”

"So Shuhua, since we can't meet a love that is pleasant to the two of us, we must learn to restrain ourselves, don't do those boring stupid things, in the eyes of others, we are not appreciative and annoying."

"Especially in the eyes of others, when you have nothing, then all your efforts are purposeful, of course, I don't deny it, I have a purpose, so, later I thought, I tried so hard to get love and a perfect marriage, which is a luxury in itself, a kind of ill-intentioned."

"If we hadn't given birth to a child, perhaps, we would have ended it a long time ago, in fact, I was smart, the child was the link, not only others, but also myself, at that time, I was really young and vigorous!"

"Still, I'm glad I have our children."

"When you have children, you have a home, you have courage and responsibility, and you have maturity and reason."

"Although, I think I've always been quite sensible, but, to be able to marry a man with a one-sided relationship, now that I think about it, I'm really a fool, it is estimated that in his eyes, I have been a fool for a long time, but he still has a little conscience, and he didn't laugh at me for being stupid!"

"So, don't be so desperate for a person for no reason, so for a long time, people will think that you are asking for trouble."

Shen Rong didn't know if she said these words to encourage Shuhua, or purely to confide and comfort herself, she never said these words to others, let alone to Lianyi, and had no chance to say to Lianyi, now, she wants to say goodbye to the past that only she understands, maybe only by saying goodbye to that past, she can better move forward and start her new life.

"In order to be with him, I had a very unpleasant quarrel with my mother, it was the first time I grew up and couldn't understand my mother's distress."

"When I entered the so-called wealthy family, I found that I was just an outsider, maybe I couldn't enter this game in my life."

"I tried to take this qiē very lightly, so lightly that I took it for granted, commonplace, and slowly, I was even proud to be fearless in front of them, and I stood up little by little like a never-say-die warrior, trying to be on an equal footing with them."

"But these are meaningless, if you don't have the support of your lover, what you do will only make you more and more indifferent and stronger."

"So, that's not what I wanted