Chapter 113: Ugly Face
I fell asleep on the couch in a daze, but I slept very unsteadily, and I faintly felt a murderous aura in front of the couch. When he opened his eyes, Shen Ying's condensed face came into view.
I sat up on the ground, feeling hot and embarrassed.
"Are you a thief?" Shen Ying stood in front of the couch and looked down at me, with a posture of life and death. "I heard Zijuan say that you are pregnant with the child of the Heavenly Monarch......" Shen Ying laughed to herself, "I still think this child is mine." β
Such scathing words are driving me crazy. I turned my head sideways in embarrassment. At this moment, I hope that Chu Long can suddenly appear, take me under the armpit, and then shoot back at Shen Ying: "With me here, you are not allowed to bully him again!" "But my primordial dragon is no more. As soon as his eyes tightened, tears rolled down his cheeks.
"Who do you want to show such a pitiful look? Whose sympathy is Bo? Shen Ying sneered.
My heart was gloomy. Now, do I still naively think that Shen Ying will feel sorry for me? My Shenying attendant is long dead, and the person in front of him is the crown prince, the most honorable prince in the heavenly court!
Shen Ying didn't let me go at all, and the ridiculous words smashed into my face like hail: "I have always been unable to understand a question, in the grove of Kunlun Mountain, my mother will tell her hardships and dishes, you are not fulfilling your mother's wishes, and I will fly away, but tell my mother's secret, my secret to the heavenly court, I even naively told myself, Jiangzhu is righteous, Chang'e is her friend, she can give everything to save her friend, even if it is at the expense of her lover and her lover's mother." To this day, the purple cuckoo came to me. Tell me that you are pregnant with the child of the Heavenly Monarch, and it dawned on me. You don't want to fly away with me, because what you miss is not the affection between us at all, in your heart, the Heavenly Monarch is the most important, and you have finally come out, congratulations, the quasi-queen of Heaven! β
If I could talk, I'd definitely let him go! But I couldn't say anything. At this moment I was a depressed mute. I could only let my tears roll down my face and wet my clothes.
In the blur of tears, I saw Shen Ying lean down suddenly, and he held my shoulder tightly. The eyes are torn. "Tell me. Tell me personally, whose child is in the womb? β
I was shaken by him and almost turned my back on my breath, but I couldn't make a sound. Shen Ying slid down in front of the couch in a dejected manner. Lost in despair, he muttered to himself, "I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid......"
At this moment, my heart ached. It dawned on me that beneath his fierce exterior was a messy and broken heart. I and him, I was the first to be ungrateful and righteous, how could he not vent when he lost his love and lost his mother? It's just that he's too stupid, and the way to get revenge is to take my body. How can this be? It only made me realize what a place I held in his heart. Even if he loses his mother, even if he is separated by the hatred of his mother, he can't let go of me and forget me. How deep the love, how much hate there is, how painful the entanglement is. But today, I can no longer embrace him and comfort him.
People are close at hand, but it is a barrier to the end of the world.
This resentment cannot be eliminated by gorgeous beauty.
I looked at Shen Ying with tears in my eyes, when will we be able to release our old suspicions? I'm afraid I'll never be able to, right? Love each other does not turn into resentment, and the only thing that sustains each other is harm.
I wish I never woke up in that terrible cold. Or maybe he had already regretted it so much that his intestines were blue. Now, he should have convicted himself of a flash of God: How good would it be if he hadn't spent 500 years steadfast in saving an ungrateful woman?
The chest is full of dullness, like a boulder, like a haze in the sky, to devour people.
The door opened, and Zijuan walked in with a tray containing a bowl of pottion. The snow-white porcelain bowl, the thick ink of the medicinal juice, the black and white should be harmonious, as if the relationship between me and Shen Ying, the distinct position and distance.
Seeing Zijuan come in, Shen Ying wiped her cheeks in a panic and got up from the couch, and I realized that he was crying too. The pain in his heart is worse than mine.
The tears on my cheeks were dried by the wind, and my whole cheek was tight.
Zijuan saw that Shen Ying and I both had tears on their faces, and couldn't help but be stunned: "Sister, prince, what's wrong with you?" β
Shen Ying tugged at the corners of her mouth, looked quite gentle at Zijuan, pointed to the medicine in her hand and said, "Fetal medicine? β
"No," Zijuan shook her head, "Ana said that my sister was fed dumb medicine and lost her voice, which is the antidote. β
Shen Ying was stunned for a moment and looked back at me, "Jiangzhu was given dumb medicine?" β
"I can tell with my toes who is so immoral, it must be the old witch of the Queen Mother of the West." Zijuan was indignant, seeing that Shen Ying's face was embarrassed, and she was afraid, "Queen Mother West is your grandmother now, don't tell her, she is too terrible......"
Zijuan Qi was angry, her face was afraid, but Shen Ying smiled with relief, "No, don't worry." β
Zijuan landed a stone in his heart at this time.
Seeing that Zijuan wanted to serve me to drink medicine, Shenying instructed her: "You take good care of your sister Jiangzhu, I'll go first." β
"Congratulations to the prince!" Zijuan blessed her body.
Shen Ying nodded, glanced at me, and her eyes brought a cold wind, "Now that your sister Jiangzhu is pregnant with the dragon seed of the Heavenly Monarch, whether you can be crowned the queen of heaven depends on this belly." Naturally, you have to worry. β
It's such a mean and tricky ridicule again.
I'm tired and don't love it, let's go! The sooner it disappears, the better. I couldn't help but scold this small-bellied prince in my heart.
Zijuan sat in front of the couch with a medicine bowl, and a few wisps of water vapor rose from the bowl, swirling between me and her. The death of the first dragon was almost fatal to Zijuan, and if it weren't for me, she would definitely collapse. Seeing her haggard face and thin body, my heart was full of pain. I wanted to open my mouth to talk to her, but I found that I was still losing my voice, and I couldn't say any words of comfort.
Zijuan seemed to know my intentions, and said with a slight smile: "I know Sister Dao's intentions, when you can speak after drinking the medicine, let's talk well, and we can talk at night!" Zijuan laughed, and the corners of her lips rose like a crescent moon.
She scooped up the decoction with a spoon and put it to her lips and blew it gently, and when it was cold, she brought it to my mouth. I didn't think about it, I just hoped that I could speak out loud earlier, and drank the medicine in Zijuan's hand in one go, feeling a little excited, waiting to recover my language function.
Zijuan said: "Drink the medicine and rest well, and you will be fine when you wake up." With that, Zijuan came and helped me to lie down.
Wait a minute! As soon as I grasped Zijuan's hand, my eyes widened in horror.
"What's wrong?" Zijuan was shocked.
I grabbed my stomach and said in fear, "This is not an antidote!" β
Zijuan immediately smiled: "This is the antidote, sister, you see that you can speak!" β
Yes, the medicinal effect of my mother-in-law was immediate, but I felt so much pain in my stomach, as if a piece of meat was peeling it off. After the heavy throbbing, I only felt that the bottom of my skirt was wet, and my heart was half cold.
"Sister, what's wrong with you? You're so pale! As soon as Zijuan's hand touched my body, she cried out, "Blood! β
With scarlet eyes and a bloody room, my heart fell to the bottom, but I still pushed Zijuan out without giving up: "Go and get Ana!" β
"Oh! Ana! Ana was still in the kitchen," Zijuan stumbled out the door, shouting, "Anaβ"
Ana came, as if he had already predicted everything, calmly sat down in front of the couch, shook my hand and said, "Sister, you bear with it, the pain is only temporary, and the child will not hurt if it falls clean!" "She's the most knowledgeable doctor, and she's telling me.
I looked at her calm eyes under the veil, and I gritted my teeth and said, "That's not an antidote, it's an abortion pill!" Why is it different, I will make a decision for me after consultation? "I endured the severe pain and pushed my mother-in-law to the ground.
Zijuan hurriedly went to help her mother-in-law, "Sister, Ana, what's wrong with you?" β
In the panic, Ana's veil fell, and a terrifying face appeared in my eyes, my pupils instantly widened, and Zijuan took a step back in fright, exclaiming: "Ana, your face!" β
Ana put back on his veil, got up on his knees, walked up to me, turned his face up, and cried, "Ana must make this decision for you!" Even if my sister hates me, resents me, and annoys me, this child can't stay! This is Ana's decision, and it is also the decision of the Heavenly Monarch! β
Five thunderbolts! Another sharp pain hit me, and I fainted. But I was sober and floated in the air. My body fluttered away from the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, drifting all the way, whirling with the wind and clouds, until I landed on a beautiful grassland.
A river runs through the plains, herds of elk, antelopes run, and wild cranes race in large areas. My body walked along the grassland with those spirit beasts. On the grassland, an angelic boy ran out of nowhere, round and jade, clever and lovely, and his fair skin was blown through. He ran to me cheerfully, calling me in a milky voice: "Mother-" and then laughed as crisp and pleasant as a wind chime.
My heart is so soft that it melts. I stretched out my hand to the lovely child, who ran and ran, but it shattered in the wind, like a fragile glass ball, and was blown away by the wind in an instant.
I looked at it all in horror, such a good child, and said no, it was gone, and I was going around in crazy circles. I tried to find the child, but it was gone, not again. I screamed in misery.
When I woke up, I found that my clothes had been changed, a snow-white silk dress wrapped around my body, and I did not walk on the couch, but slept on the bed. Kneeling in front of the bed was Granny Pona, her hands on her thighs, still veiled, her head bowed.
I suddenly came to my senses, and an immutable fact came to me: my child was gone.
Despair pressed against a mountain in an instant.
I didn't speak, just stared straight at the curtain on the top of the bed with my eyes open, and the hollow curtain looked like a big mouth of blood, as if it wanted to devour me alive.
Tears slipped silently from the corners of my eyes, "You're out of the woods!" I whispered three words to my mother-in-law.
Mother-in-law's body trembled, "Sister-"
"Get out of the way! I don't want to see you just yet! I raised my voice and shouted, and suddenly I felt blood rush to my head and my eyes darkened. (To be continued......)