(27) The original intention
He took her hand towel, stroked her broken face, and said bitterly: "Ah Yuan, why didn't you tell me?
"I'm not ......" she was still making the last struggle, dodging in panic, and shrunk back: "I'm not Ah Yuan, not that Ah Yuan!"
She cried and cried, waving her hands to break free from her embrace.
The defense line that had been built up for thousands of years was now crumbling little by little, and she could even hear the vulnerable voice in her heart.
Every time he called "Ah Yuan", a piece of hard things in his heart cracked, collapsed, and then one after another, destroying and withering, like a broken bamboo!
He hugged her tightly, kept calling her name, and asked her if she was in pain...... He's incoherent, he's upside down.
She couldn't hear what he was saying, and he didn't know what he was talking about.
She only felt that from the palm of her hand to her body, he was spraying a hot temperature, like pain, like regret, like the warmth of a thousand years late, with an incomparably firm will, an incomparably strong determination, melting the ice and snow in her heart in an instant, making her frozen heart regain its perception and throb again......
Is it real this time?
Is it really possible to put an end to the nightmare?
The precarious embankment finally collapsed, and tears of grievance flowed from her only intact eyes.
"Xuanhua, Xuanhua......" she cried in his arms, "Ah Yuan hurts so much, it's so hard......"
"Uh-huh, I know. He pressed his face against hers, crying, but he looked up and smiled: "Ah Yuan is not afraid, it's all over! I'm here, I will protect Ah Yuan in the future, and no one will dare to bully Ah Yuan again!"
His tears and hers' tears, flowing together, mingled, couldn't tell who was who.
He and her, head together, forehead to forehead, first crying, then laughing, and then crying all the time......
"Ah Yuan, don't cry, if you cry again, your eyes will cry. He said distressedly.
But she can't stop, she has so many grievances, so many sorrows, so many pains and so many lovesickness......
She is just a closed disciple under the pharmacist Rulai's door who only knows how to study pharmacology and doesn't ask about the world, and when she was transferred to the heavenly court to serve as a pharmacist, she was just a little girl, and she met the prince of the Nine Heavens when she first fell in love, the warm, free and easy, and bright boy.
But later, she was innocently framed, and even inflicted countless heinous tortures on her because she was a good person in the tenth world and could not be killed arbitrarily.
In her most beautiful years, she was disfigured, her tongue cut out, her hands and tendons broken, and she was tortured day and night......
Those people hoped that she could not survive and then die on her own, never to be troubled.
But she didn't.
As Granny Yuan, she hid lonely and almost desperately at the bottom of the West Sea for 2,800 years.
And now she finally knows why she was able to survive those cruel and desperate tortures, why she was able to endure the long and endless years instead of choosing to end her life hastily.
Not because he is particularly strong and brave, nor because of how strong his will to survive is - but because of him.
For him, for the present.
And the person she has suffered so much and looked forward to for so long has not appeared in front of her until today.
How can you tell her not to cry?
"Ah Yuan, I really can't cry anymore. ”
He really couldn't help it, he tried to kiss her lips, trying to suck away those salty tears.
She was startled, and as if she had been whipped, she immediately shrank back, and covered her face firmly.
"Ah Yuan. Xuanhua gently took her hand and moved it away a little, so that her ugly face was almost terrifying in front of her.
"It's ugly, it will freak you out. She signed and hurried to find the veil just now, and her two hands, no, the whole body was trembling.
"Ah Yuan, don't do this. "Xuanhua Road.
He gently stroked her hideous scars, and soothed her wounds with the tenderness of his fingers.
"Ah Yuan, don't be afraid to let me see this. ”
He said softly, every word full of resolute, stabilizing power, "See your face, see your legs, see you can't speak...... Seeing all of this will make me, alas......"
He sighed slightly, "It will make me very heartbroken and angry, I will think about how to compensate you, and in the days to come, I will take good care of you! I will think about how to catch the person who made you like this and break him into ten thousand pieces!"
"But the only thing that won't be disgusted is to dislike you. "I will never dislike you, no matter what you become."
Because I've never loved you with my own eyes, I've used it all here. ”
He took her hand and placed it on his chest, "It hasn't changed here, it's the same A-Yuan I used to be." ”
Miao Yuan looked at him stupidly, and there was a stick of incense. Xuanhua just looked at her like this, always smiling quietly.
Finally, Miao Yuan also smiled, held his hand, and put it on his chest, "Ah Yuan hasn't changed, Ah Yuan has been thinking about Xuanhua in his heart." ”
Xuanhua's eyes were sour, she couldn't help but wet her eyes with tears, held her hand and kissed her lips, and said happily with tears: "I know, I know! ”
Miao Yuan nodded shyly, thought about it, and hurriedly added: "My leg is indeed unable to walk anymore, but the injury on this face can be cured, and it won't be like this forever." ”
Xuanhua smiled heartily, "It's best to cure well, and it doesn't matter if you can't cure it." Ah Yuan, you know that I have never valued skins. ”
He paused, and then puzzled: "However, if you are cured, why do you keep dragging it out?"
Miao Yuan glanced at him and bowed his head without answering.
Xuanhua saw her and knew it.
She didn't treat it because she didn't feel the need to treat it.
Women are the ones who please themselves. She doesn't know when she will be able to meet her again, so there is no difference between beauty and non-beauty, treatment and incurability for her.
Thinking of this, I feel that she has a deep affection for herself. He wiped his eyes, squeezed out a smile and said, "In that case, Ah Yuan should come with me." ”
"Where are you going?"
"Go and save Jinghua, he ...... It seems like it's about to run out of steam. ”
When Xuanhua talked about his younger brother, his heart sank again, it has been more than half a month since he came out, will he be Jinghua......
He didn't dare to think about it anymore, and forced himself to quickly dispel that terrible thought.
Miao Yuan let go of him and said vigilantly, "You didn't come to me? You just came to beg me to save your brother?"
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Qinglan said that she went to the stove room to help Ah Mo serve red bean soup, and only Jinghua and Sydney were left in the room.
Jiang Xueli stepped into the room and looked around by the way.
Xuanhua's room was very simple, with nothing but some basic daily necessities. After Jinghua moved in, he added pen and ink to the table and some freshly transcribed books.
In fact, he basically accompanied Ah Mo in their original room during the day, and only came here at night when he went to bed, so he didn't change the furnishings much. It's just that Ah Mo saw that his bedding was thin, so he brought him a thick bedding again, which made this place not so shabby.
Fortunately, Jiang Xueli is from Mobei, although she is a princess, she has been cultivating in the priest's hall since she was a child, and she can't talk about brocade clothes and jade food, so she is not too surprised that the second highness of the Heavenly Clan will live in such a place.
"Momo has gone to prepare snacks, Her Royal Highness has come from afar, let's have a cup of tea to relieve fatigue first. ”
Jinghua poured the tea himself, and his movements were calm and elegant. Although it is in a humble room, it abides by the diplomatic etiquette of the two countries and fulfills the friendship of the landlord.
Jiang Xueli had already taken off her cloak, sat directly on the bed, and said dissatisfiedly: "I told you, don't always call me Her Royal Highness the Queen, I call you Jinghua, you call me Pear Blossom, everyone remove the word His Royal Highness, how good." ”
The corners of Jinghua's lips were raised, it was the kind of smile that kept her distance, "Her Royal Highness said that the rules should not be abolished, and calling her by her name is a rude affair." ”
"You say that, you still don't treat me as a friend!" Jiang Xueli said angrily, "People are sincere, but in exchange for you rejecting people!"
"Jinghua is terrified! Jinghua has indeed put His Highness ...... There are those who regard Sydney as a friend. ”
Although he was reluctant, he saw that she seemed to be about to turn her face, so he had no choice but to change his words. Secretly smiled bitterly in his heart, this dignified lord of a country, in fact, his mind is not as good as Momo, he is a complete child.
Hearing him call herself Sydney, she became satisfied, went over to put the teapot in his hand on the table, and pulled him to sit on the bed together, and said with pity: "Jinghua, your hands are so cold, and your face is so bad, is there anything uncomfortable?"
Jinghua pulled out of her hand without a trace, and said with a smile: "Sydney, you are too worried, I am in good health and have no problems." ”
Jiang Xueli nodded as if she didn't understand, she grew up in the priest's hall since she was a child, and she hadn't seen a few outsiders, let alone a foreigner like Yinlong, and it was unknown if the men of the Yinlong clan were so delicate and weak.
Her brothers are all handsome and rugged, dragon and tiger, roaring and surprised, she has seen too much since she was a child, and she has long been aesthetically fatigued.
Therefore, the last time Jinghua took the opportunity of sealing Kuafu, she sneaked into Mobei, and when she asked to see her in the priest's hall, she was immediately fascinated.
She has lived so long, and she has never seen such a gentle and humble man, elegant as jade.
He spoke softly as heaven;
He writes like water;
He smiled like spring breeze and rain, dripping and lingering,
Blowing a pool of spring water in her heart made her girl's heart ripple in circles.
He was also seriously injured at that time, although he was unwilling to show weakness in front of Yanlong and forcibly supported him, his pale face could not deceive people.
But what she never expected was that after Jiang Xueli was used to seeing Kong Wu and strong men, she suddenly saw such a weak willow and gentle His Royal Highness of the Heavenly Clan, and suddenly fell in love, and agreed to cooperate with him without thinking about it.
Jinghua is wise and transparent, how can she not know Sydney's careful thoughts?
It's just that when it comes to the overall situation, he has to put his personal feelings aside, although he doesn't like the other party to establish an alliance with him because of this, but fortunately, Sydney has not put forward any additional conditions such as marrying the two parties.
Second, he is extremely self-controlled, secretly thinking that even if Sydney unilaterally shows goodwill in the future, he will be able to fully grasp the balance and handle the matter well, so as not to bring the relations between the two countries to a deadlock.
Now, he seems to be elegant and calm, showing hospitality, and even saying that he has regarded the other party as a friend, but in fact, in front of this uninvited Royal Highness the Queen, he has already entered a state of combat readiness.
He showed the instinct of the commander of the Heavenly Clan's military department, and reflexively showed the highest and fullest spirit, even if the other party was just a woman who loved him, in his opinion, it was no different from a-for-tat confrontation between the two countries, and she must not be allowed to see that she was seriously ill.
He was actually too worried, Jiang Xueli never thought of coming to explore the reality of him, the handsome of the Heavenly Clan, in her eyes, Jinghua was just the dream lover who made her fall in love at first sight and think about it day and night.