Chapter 58: There is a kind of love called letting go
'A natural sound shocked Red Square'
--Sun Daily
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'Soul Singer - Hu Juan was born'
--Hong Kong Daily
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'A true sound of heaven'
--Star Weekly
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The last and most important one came out, that is, Huang Zhan, a talented man in Xiangjiang, who sprinkled more than 1,000 words on "Ming Pao", and explained the characteristics of Hu Juan's singing.
In Hu Juan's singing, you can find the ideal effect in almost all the singing skills. Mixed singing, air singing, smooth conversion of high and low tones, blurring of true and false voice change points, fusion of resonance and air sound...... Everything is beautiful. Its singing voice has both traditional singing techniques, and absorbs the advantages of European and American pop music singing, and sometimes also draws on bel canto skills, but its singing is complete and unified, all kinds of skills under its almost perfect control, Qingshan faintly returns to the plain, if you are careful to taste, but it is a silent place to listen to thunder.
For any successful singer, a beautiful voice is the basis for the singer to attract the audience, and it is also the basis for mastering the singing skills; Extraordinary singing skills are the means of performance of singers, and the more exquisite and sophisticated the skills, the more comfortable they can interpret songs; Musical perception is the key to whether the singer can adapt to different music genres, as well as to express the connotation of the song, the same song, different singers interpret the artistic conception and the listener's experience is different, in fact, it is related to the singer's own musical accomplishment and style.
Hu Juan's voice has been kissed by God, and her true voice also has some characteristics of a bel canto singer's voice, transparent and bright, sonorous and powerful treble, natural and soft bass, and she can sing a bright and full timbre without too much breath and resonance, which makes it innate convenience for ordinary people to sing some difficult songs with air and falsetto, because the conversion is more free. ’
Huang Dacaizi's comment can be described as a final word!
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Hu Juan became popular, and it was the kind of red that reached the sky in one step, and overnight she became a superstar in Hong Kong, close to Tan, Zhang, and Mei. With her popularity in Hong Kong, in a very short period of time, her posters can be seen everywhere in Taiwan, Southeast Asia, and the mainland, and the singing voice can be heard everywhere.
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Hu Juan is getting busier and busier, and there are endless announcements every day. Sun Ziming felt a little sorry for her, but seeing that she was radiant every day, he swallowed the words of persuasion. Some time ago, with the big sales of her film, Hu Juan had a hidden depression between her eyebrows.
Today she is finally popular, standing on the steps of the top singer, the whole person is full of confidence, with herself, she is not as careful as before, for fear that she will be unhappy. How good is this, people should not be someone's vassals in the first place, everyone should be a separate individual.
Sun Ziming enjoys Hu Juan's change very much, no matter how late it is, he will definitely wait for her to come home and deliver the beautiful soup he has worked so hard to cook. Man, what is the purpose of making money? Not for the sake of the family yet? For Sun Ziming, whose parents died, Hu Juan is all about his small family!
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Flashing lights, applause, flowers, Hu Juan is enjoying this superstar treatment more and more, and she is also used to Sun Ziming taking care of everything for him.
"Ziming, where are my shoes?"
"Here".
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"Ziming, I want to drink pork liver soup tonight."
"Row"
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"Ziming, let's go to Lantau tomorrow, shall we?"
"Good".
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Until one day, Mr. Li from Warner came to her and Sun Ziming, wanting Juanzi to stop living here and move to another place.
"What? Let me stop being with Ziming? You are sick! ”
Sun Ziming also disagreed, Hu Juan's popularity certainly has a certain factor of idol worship, but more because her singing skills have been carved by Zhang Hong, she has the characteristics of the queen surnamed Wang, and it is ethereal and ethereal to easily enter the depths of people's hearts.
"No, you misunderstood me! I mean %#*#".
Mr. Li was in a hurry, and Mr. Zhang, who accompanied him, had to explain to the two.
"Ajuan, Ziming, we know that this is difficult for some strong people, and you may not believe what we say. Aren't you good friends with Ah Mei and Rong Shao? Go and ask them! Some things are not what you think."
What else did Mr. Li want to say, so that Mr. Zhang was pulled, and the same blood and cultural background made it more convenient for him to communicate and communicate with the company's artists.
As soon as Mr. Li and the others left, the anxious Hu Juan pulled Sun Ziming to find Sister Mei. Which is heavier between singing and Ziming, she knows in her heart, but she still wants to have the best of both worlds.
"Ajuan, you come with me. Rong Shao, you accompany Ziming to chat."
Sister Mei took Hu Juan upstairs, leaving two men.
The matter is really as serious as Mr. Li said, at least in the eyes of these two top singers.
"Ziming, do you know that after I got "Silence is Golden", I haven't released a new record?"
Sun Ziming has always been puzzled about this question, the man in front of him, not only did he not release a new record, but he didn't even sign a renewal contract with the record company, so he has been idle for nearly three months.
After a while, Sun Ziming asked in a low voice, "Sister Hong?" ”
Zhang Guorong nodded slightly, and a look of pain appeared on his face.
"A girl as proud as she is will not hide behind my halo. Fans are the cutest and irrational. You just have to pay attention to how many fights between my fans and Aaron in a month will understand! ”
Only then did Sun Ziming remember the crazy star-chasers in his memory, and now it was the craziest period of star-making and star-chasing in the late eighties!
"Ziming, you were wrong at the beginning, just like I was at the beginning! The road to idols is not so easy to follow, you see that Luo Dayou has a new girlfriend, which one has said strange things? Which of his fans is irrational? Since you have become an idol, you can't have any fans who don't like the news, even if it's a private matter like falling in love or starting a family! "The Wrong Car" is real, not made up by the director! ”
Sun Ziming's heart was relieved, how many people cried when the song "If the Wine Sells Dry" was sung, and how many artists sang the bitterness of the artist?
Hu Juan finally came down from upstairs, looking at her with a resolute expression, but her steps were heavy and slow, and Sun Ziming's heart was sour. Sun Ziming is most afraid of her like this, but he hopes that she will be strong and be able to live for herself for the rest of her life. Sun Ziming didn't want to see her like when she was a child, following her like a little tail.
Hu Juan didn't know how she got home, and she always recalled Sister Mei's cruel words in her mind.
'Are you happy?' What about Zhang Hong? You know, you are her most proud work, she can't sing it herself, so she uses all her energy to carve you! ’
'It's not me and Guorong who are popular with you, it's the fans who are popular with you! They are the ones who spend money to buy your records, and they are the ones who provide you with food and clothing! ’
The last words are also the cruelest words!
'Ajuan, you are my disciple and Ah Hong's disciple, and you were taught by the two of us. To be honest, I can see that you have been loved by your son to the extreme, and you are willing to give up anything for him. He also spoils you like his most precious treasure. He will do everything according to you, even the most unreasonable demands! But don't you think it's too cruel for him to say that you want to give up now? Who is he? He's a '50 million director'! Don't rely on those vulgar bridges to create a big director who has created a 50 million box office myth! He worked hard to help you write songs, worked hard to help you become famous, and now he has become your maid for you! What is he for? Not yet to fulfill your dream of being a singer? ’
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It was already early in the morning, and there was only a lone street lamp left downstairs in the apartment. Sun Ziming got out of the car, turned to the other side of the car, and pulled the door to protect Hu Juan's head.
"Juanzi, we're home."
"Oh".
Hu Juan numbly held Sun Ziming's hand and got out of the car, suddenly feeling very tired.
"Ziming, I'm tired."
Sun Ziming squatted down and carried Hu Juan on his back, just like when he was a child, he carried her to the countryside to watch a movie. Hu Juan's heart suddenly warmed and sour, and sure enough, Sister Mei was right, Brother Ziming regarded himself as a family member, and transferred all his feelings for Uncle Sun and them to himself!
Warm tears dripped on Sun Ziming's neck, Sun Ziming's heart was sour, and he comforted softly: "If you want to sing, you can sing, I'll buy all this floor and open up all the rooms, won't this solve the problem?" ”
"Well, tomorrow you will buy it, and you will buy all the apartments on this floor!"
"Okay, as long as you're happy, I'll buy all the apartments then!"
In 1987, the housing prices in Hong Kong were not expensive, and the next morning, Sun Ziming took out his private savings and spent 4.8 million yuan to buy all the other six apartments on his floor, and compensated the tenants with a sum of money to let them move out as soon as possible.
Everything seems to be the same as before, Hu Juan finished the announcement, and when she returned home, she relied on Sun Ziming, completely ignoring Zhang Hong's eyes. It didn't take long for Zhang Hong to get used to the loving performance of the two, and he was happy to enjoy Sun Ziming's joint service.
"Sun Ziming, what are I going to drink at night?"
"Barley porridge?"
"yes, that's it!"
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"Sun Ziming, remember to go to Aunt Jiang's to help me get clothes in the afternoon!"
"Okay, my Miss Zhang Hong!"
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It wasn't until Uncle Zeng called for the third or fourth time that he urged Sun Ziming to discuss the preparation for the filming of "Ah Lang's Story", and Sun Ziming left this warm home.
When he came back from the company, Sun Ziming found that Hu Juan's things were all gone, and everything was in the apartment next door, but their things were missing, but they left a letter for him in the study.
'Brother Ziming, I thought about it for a long time, and I still moved out of Lu with Sister Hong. I love the stage, I like the feeling of standing on the stage, but I always have the illusion that you gave me all this, I just have a good voice. I want to try it myself, without you, can I still be that Hu Juan? If I can do it without you, I will also be Hu Juan in the center of the stage, I will come back by myself! ’
Sun Ziming looked at the letterhead on the table, his heart was sour and happy, like a father who saw his daughter get married, he was not only happy for his daughter to grow up, but also sad for her to no longer rely on himself. Putting down the letterhead, Sun Ziming let out a sigh of relief, and the last pair of chains in his heart was also opened silently.
In the distance of the apartment, in a car parked on the side of the road, there were two beautiful figures, watching the lights in the study. Seeing that the lights were on and off, Hu Juan let out a sigh of relief.
"Sister Hong, let's go."
"Juanzi, you've figured it out! A man like Ziming is really hard to find! ”
Hu Juan's tears that she couldn't stop could not be stopped, crossed her face again, and said in a low voice: "I know the way, Sister Hong." Brother Ziming is a genius, without my drag, he will really get what he wants! ”
Brother Ziming's ideal is a movie, when he went to the countryside to watch movies on his back when he was a child, he said that when he grew up, he wanted to make the best movies in the world!
Now, he makes the best movies in Hong Kong, but for his own sake, he cooks every day, cooks, and waits for himself to come back after the announcement. It was he who imprisoned his dreams, and it was he who locked his wings!
Only when he leaves him, will he go all out to fight and make the best movie in the world!
"Aren't you afraid that he'll fall in love with someone else? The most important thing in the entertainment industry is beauty, and the most is temptation".
Fear! But Brother Ziming is confused at most, but he will never be lost, as long as he comes to his senses, he is still his most precious treasure. That kind of flesh-and-blood relationship is definitely not something that can be replaced by a beautiful appearance and a few words of vows!
Brother Wei Guo said that love cannot replace family affection, and family affection is the ultimate of love and affection. He and Brother Ziming have surpassed the crazy love and affection, and have become a family relationship.
"Juanzi, you really have to think about it! What would you do if Ziming really had another woman one day? I'm sure he'll eventually come back to you, but what about people? ”
What to do? Cold! I am married to Brother Ziming, and I have visited the church in front of the tablet of my grandfather and mother (father-in-law and mother-in-law), and my name has been recorded on the genealogy of the old grandson family! If those women are willing to be small, they don't care about sleeping more people in the ancestral grave in the future, and if they don't want to, they can only blame themselves! What do you want to do with yourself when you do this? If you are not satisfied, then you can't complain that you can't tolerate people!
Zhang Hong no longer persuaded him, he had not experienced this kind of feeling, but he knew that this was a very beautiful feeling. Suddenly, she also remembered the guy who cooked Lu dishes for her by herself, although his dishes were not authentic at all.
No, didn't he finish recording "Silence is Golden", why didn't he release a new record?
The intelligent Zhang Hong realized that the man who was more beautiful than himself was giving up his ideals, and he was giving up his own ideals for his own sake.
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After Hu Juan finished saying all the words in her heart, she also felt that she had opened a chain in her heart, and suddenly remembered the song that Ziming gave to a senior whose girlfriend was going abroad in Yanyuan.
'If the paradise of two people is like a warm wall, imprisoning your dreams, is happiness like a barbar, and the migratory birds have lost the south.
If you yearn for the sky, longing for a pair of wings, let go and let you fly, your wings should not be accompanied by roses, listen to the withering time.
If romance becomes a bond, I would like to choose to return to loneliness for you.
If the lingering becomes a chain, put aside the promise.
There is a kind of love called letting go, giving up for love for eternity!
If we stay together, let you give everything, let true love take me away! ……’
There was silence in the car, both of them were thinking about their own thoughts, only the warning lights were dripping.
The moonlight like water was projected through the car window, and the car was bright and dark, and Zhang Hong suddenly let out a long sigh.
"Juanzi, you're right! Everyone should have their own dreams and should not become each other's vassals! Ziming and you are both geniuses, you really shouldn't ruin your talent! ”
"I'm not a genius, I was carved by you and Sister Mei. Brother Ziming is a real genius! ”
He's a genius, you're a genius too, and your voice is the greatest genius!
Zhang Hong twitched the corners of his mouth, started the car, turned around and drove to his new home.
Turning her head, Hu Juan looked greedily at the warm light again, thinking about the soup that was cooked well every day, and the breakfast she prepared for herself every day.
'Brother Ziming, wait until you really get everything you want. I'll come back, I'll still be your little tail, and I'll be the little slug who watches over you and waits for you to wake up! ‘