172. [171] I know that I don't deserve it, but I still damn it and don't want to let go
At the end of Li Xia, he was just about to fall asleep when he heard the sound of the door opening and immediately bounced up from the bed, and he didn't even put on his slippers and dragged one out of the house, and a group of people heard the movement here and looked over.
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A group of people were stunned and looked at each other, except for Ouyang Yi, who was also calm, even Fu Yanan was directly dumbfounded, and Ji Wei was even more frightened and almost wanted to jump off the building.
Nima: This is life, not a horror movie, right? This is Big Brother's house, not a haunted house, right? What does it feel like to be windy......
"Sister-in-law, my eldest brother drank too much." Although it was a little awkward, Ouyang Yi still showed her identity in one sentence, the two of them were not living together illegally, and helped Duan Muchen to the sofa, "I'll leave it to you." ”
Ouyang Yi settled Duan Muchen, pulled up Fu Yanan, who seemed to be frozen, and walked out, although Ling Li was surprised, he also relieved himself, and looked at Ji Wei at the end of Li Xia with his mouth wide open and took the door.
She didn't have time to think more and walked straight towards him, and as soon as she walked in, she smelled the smell of alcohol coming from him, and she pursed her lips and twisted her eyebrows.
What do you want to drink for? Why did you drink it like this...... Is it because of what happened today?
Squatting in front of him and pulling up his left hand, I don't know what happened inside the tunnel, the blood stains on the fingers on the outside of the half-glove have dried up, and it looks a little terrifying.
It must have hurt......
He lay irritably on the back of the couch, raising his hand to press his temples, and his headache was not because he had drunk, but because of how to face her when he got home.
Supposedly, she shouldn't have come back today, is it because of him?
Seeing that he had it on his hand, she hurried to find the medicine box, sat down next to him to take off the gloves on his hand, and just opened the snap button on his wrist, but he threw her hand open in annoyance.
Her eyes were full of tears, and she was very distressed to see him like this, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only whisper, "I'm sorry......"
She didn't know that the injury on his hand had recurred at that time, if she knew that she would definitely not just care about Di Jixi, she really didn't know about it.
"Duan Muchen, don't be angry, okay? I didn't see the injury on your hand at the time, I don't know if your injury has recurred, I was protecting Di Jixi because he was beaten, anyway, it's always wrong to beat someone, right? ”
He pursed his lips and closed his eyes as if he hadn't heard anything, not saying a word, which made her even more flustered.
"Do you hear that? Duan Muchen, are you drunk? Why do you drink when you have a wound on your hand? You speak......" She looked at him a little impatiently, trying to reach out and pull his left hand back, but he didn't give her a chance, "Can you let me give you some medicine first?" You can't do that...... What should I do if my hand is infected again? Duan Muchen ......"
No matter what she said or did, whether she was crying or not, he just sat there like that, rubbing his temples and his eyebrows, just ignoring her.
It's not that he doesn't want to talk or he doesn't want to pay attention to her, but he doesn't know what to say at all, and the words Di Jixi said today made his heart feel powerless.
Yes, she's so beautiful, and he'...... How do you deserve it? But the damn one doesn't want to let go...... That contradictory emotion annoyed him, and he wanted to speak, but he was afraid of hurting her.
In the past month, his mood has been unstable, and the position of his heart has hurt many times, and each time, it makes him feel like a century long.
He didn't say a word, he was obviously very uncomfortable but he didn't say a word, Li Xia was afraid that he would be suffocated, so he said distressedly, "Is it okay for you to say something?" ”
He was finally no longer silent, and a pair of black eyes broke away, carrying complex emotions, sadness, sadness, and a little grievance, and ...... Afraid.
"What do you want me to say?" I didn't want to speak to her in an indifferent tone, but I couldn't take it back.
This tone made Li Xiamo stunned for a moment, knowing that he was in a bad mood so he didn't care too much, but it was good for him to be willing to speak.
"Your hand...... Would you like to bring it over? I'll give you some medicine, if you get infected, it's bad, okay? She looked at him with sparkling eyes and a little watery light, making him compromise in the next moment.
But she always remembered the distress when she looked at Di Jixi during the day...... At that time, she asked him hysterically, Duan Muchen, what kind of nerves do you have?
Yes, he just had a nerve to put down so much complicated work and couldn't resist looking at him with a longing, and he was a nerve to think about her day and night when she left.
He began not to speak again, nor to take his hand, she couldn't stand it anymore and reached out to take his hand, he shook her off again, "He's injured too, did you take care of me after you took care of him?" ”
Sad, helpless, she saw such a Duan Muchen for the first time, although there was a sour taste in her tone, but it was more annoying.
She looked at him with red eyes, feeling that he was also very unreasonable now, "Duan Muchen, it is Duan Qing's obligation to take care of Di Jixi, not mine!" You are my husband, who do I take care of you if I don't take care of you? ”
The same words as him, she also remembered deeply that he had said similar things to her, she was his wife, who did he take care of if he didn't take care of her?
He didn't say anything else, she stood up and went to get his arm to put some medicine on his palm, but he shrank back like a plague, and said coldly, "Don't touch me for now, let me calm down." ”
The low pressure around him immediately turned on, making her aggrieved and let her tears gush out at once, biting her lower lip, tears falling one by one, "Duan Muchen, don't you want me?" Why don't you let me take care of you? Now, hate me so much...... Shall I leave? You won't be upset if I'm not here, can you take the medicine yourself? ”
He pursed his thin lips tightly, as if he didn't hear these words, and immersed himself in his own world alone, continuing to be silent.
"I'm leaving...... You remember to take the medicine. She bit her lower lip, got up from the couch, and walked slowly to the door, opening it and glancing back at him, still in that position, without even raising her eyes to look at her.
Get out of the way, then close the door.
After walking a few steps and looking down at herself, dressed in pajamas and wearing only one slipper, she lifted her forehead in annoyance, turned to look at the closed door, and sighed and went downstairs.
Walk downstairs and look at the gloomy weather outside, is this the rhythm of rain again? The wind blew on her arms, bringing a burst of coolness, and she couldn't help but wince.
After thinking about it, he still didn't get out, so he slowly squatted down against the glass on the side, clasped his hands on his knees, and buried his head in it.
Thinking of the moment he left, the cold and heartbroken expression made her heart ache, and she didn't think about it that much at that time......
It really didn't take his feelings into account.
The tears couldn't stop flowing, was it affected by her emotions? She cried, so the sky cried with her......
It was raining lightly outside, and a cool breeze was blowing, and she hugged her body tightly.
It was obviously very cold, but in the next second, she didn't even make a transition directly warm up her whole body, and the whole person was taken into his warm embrace, and then picked up by him.
She was stunned and at the same time, his reproachful voice sounded in her ears, her sword eyebrows were deeply twisted, and she gritted her teeth, "Who allowed you to come out like this?" ”
He was just a deep thought, she was gone, and when she heard the light rain outside, she couldn't go far and hurried down to chase her, but she was sitting downstairs, and she was in the most insecure posture.
That little mass squatted there, feeling as pitiful as if abandoned.
She sniffed in a choked sob, and cried out loud, "I thought you didn't want me anymore, I thought you didn't want to see me, and it was so painful when you saw me......"
Suffering? The pain is not because I saw her, but because I didn't know how to face her, I was afraid that I would be impulsive, I was afraid that I would say something I shouldn't say.
He just hugged her tightly and didn't say anything, but she asked in a daze, "You?" How did you get down? Medicated? ”
I didn't care about how I was at all, and when I saw him, I asked him what was wrong, Li Xia...... What should I say about you?
"I don't have anything to do, but you, now in a special stage, dressed like this, and only wearing a slipper, at the end of the summer, are you going to ask for food?"
It was much better for him to be able to talk to her like this, although I don't know how he figured it out, but this tone and words made her feel warm in her heart.
Stretching out his arms around his neck and rubbing his shoulders, "Don't be angry, okay?" Don't say anything to let me take care of him, it's really my problem this time, but you can't hurt yourself...... You look at your left hand. ”
"Hmm." He just answered, carried her into the elevator, and pressed the button on the thirtieth floor.
There was no word along the way, but she was very quiet and let him hold her, and when she saw the slippers she threw aside at will, he twisted his eyebrows, "Don't be frizzy in the future, put on good shoes." ”
She jumped down from him and put on her shoes, then immediately took his hand to give him medicine, slowly took off the gloves on his hands, and the gauze wrapped around her palms was almost all stained red.
Layer by layer, the gauze was untied, and when it was the last time, it was all stuck to the palm of his hand, and the tears began to fall without warning, rolling down to his palm.
During this process, Duan Muchen was very calm, until her tears dripped into her palms, with a little warmth.
Raised his right hand to caress her face, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, she raised her head, but the tears were falling more and more, he lowered his head, a gentle kiss was imprinted on the corner of her eye, accompanied by his soft voice, "Don't cry." ”
"It's all because of my ......" If the reaction at the time was not like that, if he was worried about his injury, it wouldn't be like this, but the most important thing is, "What did Di Jixi tell you?" So you actually beat him up. ”
"He said, 'I'm not worthy of you.'"
Actually, I think so too.