135 Milo's Thoughts [3000 words]
After Shen Rong watched Milo happily pick up Lian Ming, he was not particularly down-to-earth in his heart, but faintly a little worried.
"Maybe I really don't have a relationship with this kid."
Compared with Shen Rong's worries, her mother's face showed a heavy loss, when Lian Ming was young, her relationship with Shen Rong had been stiff, and after learning that Shen Rong was so reckless to marry Lian Yi, she didn't know how angry she was, so that Shen Rong didn't often bring Lian Ming to her, of course, Lian Ming was not willing to come back.
Later, when I slowly fell in love with this beautiful and lively grandson, Lian Yi came back.
In fact, although Shen Yi is still so tough that she is not optimistic about Lianyi and Shen Rong's marriage, even if she occasionally sees Lianyi's negative gossip news, she unceremoniously reminds Shen Rong to recognize the reality, how can she not expect Shen Rong to be happy.
That's why, when Shen Rong calmly told her that she was going to break up with Lianyi, her heart was like someone had dug a huge hole, and it was difficult to calm down.
No mother wants her daughter to repeat the same unfortunate path as herself.
However, the world is like chess, just like a reversal of reincarnation, and there is no power to return to heaven's grievances.
If it weren't for Shen Rong meeting Chen Biao, if it weren't for Chen Biao being Lian Zheng's boyfriend, if Chen Biao wasn't Chen Qinghe's son, he wouldn't have been so bad.
With a heavy sigh, Shen Yi's face was a little distracted.
No matter how hard life is and how twists and turns the feelings are, that young life can always give people hope, and can always be passionate about the deepest softness in the heart, which makes people feel distressed and unwilling to hurt half of it.
"Mom, the child will spread his wings when he grows up, no matter where he is, just live happily."
Shen Rong said this, which is also the fundamental reason for giving up fighting for Lian Ming's custody, if Lian Ming is happy to follow Lian Yi, then she will give Lian Ming this happiness, which may be a kind of helplessness for her to express her mother's love.
"That's what I said, but such a young child, after all, is a stepmother, no matter how good it is in front of people, whether it can be regarded as biological love, who knows!"
Shen Yi was naturally worried about this, Shen Rong didn't want to defend Milo, but he still said a fact very fairly.
"Even the whole family likes Lian Ming, including the commander Lian Ming, Lian Yi now knows how to be a father, if Milo really loves him so much, he must not treat Ming Ming badly."
This is all true, when Shen Rong felt his mother's hand on the back of his hand, he heard his mother say:
"I know all this, otherwise, how could I let them go Mingming, since you can see it, those things in the past, you can learn to let go of some of them, what kind of love, love, after a few decades, it's just a pity, the real happiness of a woman is to find a man who is sincere to herself, and live a life in a down-to-earth manner, is the real happiness, Tan Xiao and you are also quite compatible, from the mother's point of view, he is better than Lianyi, more than a hundred times~"
When everyone talks about other people's feelings, they will always be so realistic and rational, Shen Rong understands her mother's mentality of caring about herself, but she also understands better that if the relationship can really be broken so easily, so easily with another person, then she may have been separated from Lianyi a long time ago, and there will be no current situation.
Just like my mother herself, a relationship with my father, a paranoia, a wound, and a negative anger is half a lifetime.
"Mom, this matter is not urgent, if we really like each other, I will consider it."
Shen Yi naturally understood Shen Rong's mood and did not continue to nag.
On Wednesday, a female colleague got married, sent a wedding candy in the morning, and invited everyone to dinner in the evening, Shen Rong was not ready to go over, but helplessly the female colleague was extremely enthusiastic, polite and respectful to invite, if you don't go, it will be too bad to give others face, Shen Rong naturally agreed.
Of course, other colleagues think that Shen Rong should naturally bring his 'boyfriend' Tan Xiao with him.
Shen Rong made a phone call and told Tan Xiao not to come to pick her up, and Tan Xiao happily agreed, which made Shen Rong a lot easier.
In the evening, when I sat down in the restaurant, many colleagues brought companions, and occasionally there were two single men and women, who also felt a little lonely.
"By the way, what does your boyfriend do? I come to pick you up every day to commute to work, and I'm so handsome, so idle, the rich second generation, the motorcycle is very expensive, and ordinary people can't afford it. ”
Some active colleagues couldn't help but gossip about Tan Xiao, and Shen Rong had to respond sparsely.
"Really? That's all the money he earned from his part-time job, and I thought it was assembled. ”
After Shen Rong encountered the expression of his colleague rolling his eyes, he was happy and relaxed, and the people at the table naturally did not forget to send blessings to the bride and groom first, and Shen Rong only thought about going back early after eating and drinking.
Slowly drank too much, talked more, I don't know who brought up the male colleague from another department, divorced, married again, and now is going to make gossip about divorce.
"I heard that the trouble was quite fierce, wasn't Liu Zaixin the same as a happy flower before, that time his ex-wife came to him, and he was still a dick, saying how good his current wife is."
Some people don't look down on the colleague named Liu Zaixin, and there is a bit of schadenfreude in his tone.
"Cut, that's not Liu Zaixin himself moving a stone to shoot himself in the foot, he and his ex-wife left a son, when the two divorced, for this child to make a fuss, Liu Zaixin rare son, finally got custody, now it's good, he poured out his heart and lungs for his new wife, but he didn't dare to say that his parents still have a son at home, the last time he had the Dragon Boat Festival, I don't know how the woman knew, since that time began to make trouble, until now, no one has stopped~"
Someone narrated such a fact, which made Shen Rong eat the meal calmly, and he couldn't help but be stunned.
"The woman said that he lied to her feelings, her innocence, her love, crying all day long with a handful of snot and tears, not to mention how wronged."
"Liu Zaixin is reluctant to have children, but the new wife can't accommodate the children, and the two of them are coping because of the children."
"That woman is so capable of making trouble, even the leaders know about it, and now she is doing ideological work for Liu Zaixin."
"It's no wonder that people are making trouble, you are happy for you, how can a good yellow flower girl be willing to accept the children of her man and another woman, think about it!"
A male and female colleague couldn't help but speak a little more intensely, the bride couldn't help coughing, glanced at Shen Rong, the colleague who was gossiping excitedly, quickly stopped, and explained a little curtly:
"Xiao Shen, it's right that you don't have children, single mothers are also very hard, they can even afford to raise their families, and take good care of them, it's different from Liu Zaixin's situation, men like Lianyi, more women follow him to show him children~"
The more the female colleague of the eighth woman said, the more people felt that something was wrong, and the others quickly changed the topic and said:
"We toast the bride and groom again, and wish the two of them a happy and happy old age."
After dinner, everyone began to go their separate ways, each with its own way, there was a colleague's hitchhike to do, Shen Rong still said that it was not on the way, and was ready to take a taxi back, but the colleague saw that she insisted, and was not reluctant, and drove away.
Shen Rong was about to stop the car when he heard a crisp call:
"Mom~"
Shen Rong suddenly turned around and saw Lian Ming's small figure in the night shadow, led by Milo, wearing a light blue mother-son outfit, Shen Rong's eyes were painful, and he couldn't help but dim.
The little guy rushed over with a happy face, but Shen Rong inexplicably burned a fire in his heart, did Lianjia hand over the child to Milo so easily?
But looking at the child's innocent and cute face, when he turned to look at Milo, Shen Rong's heart ached.
"Aunt Mi, it's really a mother."
Shen Rong listened to the child's elated voice, looked at Milo's more gentle and delicate face, and revealed more and more gentle and touching femininity, Shen Rong looked at Milo with a torch.
"Hehe, it's really, I'll just say, Mingming misses her mother very much, and now she sees her mother, are you happy?"
The little guy nodded subconsciously, and then turned his face to look at Shen Rong, with a happy face, Shen Rong unceremoniously hugged the child, as if he was holding his own heart, that kind of physical hug, so that she didn't feel satisfied, so she could only hug the child tighter.
"In the past two nights, Mingming has always been clamoring for his mother, and I have no choice but to do it, I was thinking about whether to take the time to send the child over to live with you for two days, Mingming, let my mother tell you a story at night, okay?"
Milo smiled like a flower, and what she said was reasonable, but Shen Rong did not have the joy of being close to Lian Ming, on the contrary, she was a little subconsciously worried.
Milo's mind is the same as the mood of all men in the world who fall in love with a second marriage and a child, Shen Rong thought that Milo would sacrifice for the sake of Lianyi, but now it doesn't seem to be like that!
"That's not good, Ming Ming followed me privately, I'm afraid his father and grandmother will be unhappy."
Shen Rong pointed out the authority of the Lian family for the first time, only to see Milo smile and say:
"Don't worry, I said with Yi before, I can't affect the happiness of children because of the marriage of adults, Ming Ming wants to follow you, and Yi won't stop it."
Seeing Milo's smile like a flower, Shen Rong's face looked stern.
Does Milo's mind explain Lianyi's choice?
ps: ok pass a chapter in the early morning, and come back tomorrow night to write another chapter, and the heroine will meet with Lian in no time.