The news that Shen Ye was staying in prison reached Yin Manqing's ears, both surprised and uncomfortable, although she couldn't be with Shen Ye anymore, she still hoped that he would be well, instead of giving up on himself like now.

Yin Manqing remembered the agreement with Shen Ye to bury the time treasure box under the plane tree, and from that time on, she was actually mentally prepared, but what she never expected was the death of Grandpa Shen.

"I'm sorry, I'm going to break the agreement......"

said that it would be five years before she could open it and watch it, but she wanted to know too much what Shen Ye wanted to say to her, what she wanted to say to their children, perhaps, if she didn't watch it this time, she wouldn't have a chance to watch it in the future.

Yin Manqing opened the letter paper belonging to Shen Ye, the handwriting was vigorous and powerful, it was a beautiful glyph, and his fingertips were gently brushed with reluctance......

"I don't know why you remembered to bury the time treasure box to make an agreement, on the surface you seem to have nothing to do, but vaguely I can see that you are hiding something, do you know about Anne, or have you encountered a new problem? I wanted to ask but I was afraid to ask, afraid to ask something I didn't want to hear. ”

"Whether you know about Anne now or not, I want to tell me my truest thoughts. While I wanted to save Anne, I also thought about being selfish and running away from it, leaving here with you and the children without any care, and no one would ever separate us again. However, if I am so irresponsible and irresponsible, I am not worthy of standing with you and my children. It is precisely because of the arrival of our child that as a father, we take the lead and set a good example for him. ”

"But if I do that, I risk losing you and my child. If I tell you the truth, you will be like me, and you can't bear to watch Anne die because of us. It's very difficult, but it's also very determined, and I want to go on with you...... The idea of going on together has never disappeared in my mind, and I am always reminding myself that every step I take now must be extremely cautious in order to grow old with you. ”

……

In Shen Ye's letter, there are many worries and difficulties, and Yin Manqing can clearly touch his discomfort from between the lines.

"You said that you want me to write what you want to say to you in five years, I just want to say, you and the child in five years, you two can be safe and healthy by my side, maybe, after five years, you will become nagging and irritable, or because you have become a standard housewife with children at home, but no matter what Yin Manqing becomes, there will always be a Shen Ye in this world who will love her until she is old, and when her white teeth are shaken and her children are around her knees, you and I can still hold hands, take a walk in the sunset, and recall the bits and pieces of our past."

"I also thought that in five years, we might go our separate ways...... I don't dare to think about such a picture, I don't dare to think about who is with you by your side, whether he treats you well, whether he loves you or not, at least does he love you more than me, and he is more reluctant to give you ...... None of this is something I would like to see. But if one day, we can't walk together for unavoidable reasons, you have to live happily and forget about me. If I can't give you happiness and peace in this life, then I am not qualified to make an appointment with you in the next life. ”

Shen Ye's words were full of helplessness, he had no choice, all the persecution and pressure were completely pounced on him, and there was nothing to be done for a while.

Yin Manqing's eyes were filled with tears, wiped away the tears, looked at it over and over again, never got tired of reading it, as if he wanted to memorize it, and memorized it word by word......

And what she wrote to Shen Ye was actually only a few words, the mood at that time was turbulent, there were a lot of things she wanted to say, and she wrote a lot but all of them were crossed out, and when she really told it, the sad mood blocked her thinking.

"Ye, when you read this letter, it should be five years later, I imagine who you will break our "agreement" with, or someone who will silently come to open the iron box. Today, five years later, I should not be by your side anymore, no matter who is by your side, I hope you can be happy. And I, with our children as companions, will not be alone, and believe me, I will do my best to raise our children to be as good as his father. As long as I am once in a while, I can still think of me, me and my children...... We will be satisfied. ”

On the one hand, she hoped that Shen Ye would completely forget her and give up on her, but she was conflictingly longing that very occasionally, Shen Ye could still have a shadow of her and the child in her heart, as long as this was enough, at least it would prove that their love was not meaningless......

Yin Manqing folded Shen Ye's letter again and put it into his hand neatly, this is the letter he left for himself, all of it is his heartfelt thoughts, Yin Manqing hopes to stay by his side, and when he thinks about him, he can take it out and read it, it is the best antidote to lovesickness.

Shen Ye asked to stay in prison to punish himself, as if no matter what punishment he received, he couldn't make up for all the things that happened......

I miss Yin Manqing deeply, miss her, and think of their flesh and blood, but all the thoughts are extravagant, perhaps, she doesn't want to see him again in this life.

However, when he clearly saw Yin Manqing standing in front of him in prison, without any hatred in his eyes, Shen Ye was incredulous, but it was a fact that she came, and it was a true fact.

"Xiao Man......" Shen Ye's voice was excited, and when he firmly held Yin Manqing's shoulder, he could be 100% sure again that it was not a dream, it was really coming......

When she took Yin Manqing into her arms, she didn't struggle, just separated for a few days, but this time it seemed to be separated for decades, so long that Shen Ye's eyes had an extra layer of parting mist, "I'm sorry...... I really didn't mean to...... I know you won't forgive me, it's okay if you don't forgive me, as long as you don't separate from me, as long as you can be by my side and let me spend the rest of my life making it up to you. ”

"The police have said that you are not guilty, so why are you guilty? Grandpa's death, stop blaming yourself. ”

Yin Manqing's words, Shen Ye's body instantly became stiff, "Don't be angry with me, vent your anger at me, I know that I am guilty, and I am guilty, whether it is Qin Yuefeng or grandpa...... It's all my fault, it's me who made things so bad that I can't turn back. ”

Shen Ye has a good attitude to admit all his mistakes, even if he is actually innocent, but in order to make Yin Manqing feel comfortable in his heart, why not let him carry a little more charges?

Yin Manqing looked at Shen Ye's anxious appearance at this moment, and the pain that came out of his heart spread everywhere, and the feeling of suffocation in his heart followed.

No matter whether she trusted him or not, or how much she did to hurt him, Shen Ye never cared about him, and Yin Manqing could deeply feel that Shen Ye's feelings for her were sincere.

It's just that, from this moment on, she also hopes that he can forget her and forget completely......

"Are you going to stay here talking to me and not going back?" Yin Manqing just wanted to find a place and make it clear to him face to face.

Yin Manqing appeared too suddenly, and it was too easy to forgive him...... Shen Ye didn't notice this, deliberately ignored the purpose behind it, immersed in the joy of her appearance, and hugged Yin Manqing for a long time and refused to let go.

"Let's go home."

Holding Yin Manqing's hand firmly, it was so compact that it seemed that she was unwilling to let go for the rest of her life, and fell into a deep emotion, and the more Shen Ye was happy and moved, her heart was full of sadness.

Back to the home where they used to live together, before he came back, she had cleaned up the house, before Grandpa Shen left them, Yin Manqing fantasized about countless ways for them to live together, every day she would get up early to make breakfast for Shen Ye, after breakfast, a happy and sweet kiss of good morning sent him to work, lunch break or work time, Shen Ye will definitely rest assured that she and the child will not be relieved, there is constantly a sweet CALL to cut into the house, he will push off all the entertainment, and come back from work on time to accompany her and the child, On the weekend, we go to eat a parent-child set meal......

Everything, just think about it, there will be endless sweetness oozing out.

It's just that all this can only become a fantasy, and you can only think about it occasionally......

Shen Ye, who came back from prison, washed off the filth of his body, and after bathing, there was a refreshing smell of bathing, and the fragrant breath seeped into the tip of Yin Manqing's nose.

"Why spend a few days in prison for fear that I won't forgive you?"

"......" Shen Ye acquiesced.

"At first, my grandfather was lying there drenched in blood, and when I was instructed...... I really hate you, I hate why you didn't let him go, even an old man who was sick and was about to die soon, you didn't want to let go, I didn't believe you at that time...... It's true, I don't believe it, I don't want to believe it, especially I can't accept the fact that grandpa died at your hands......"

Yin Manqing honestly said what was in his heart at that time.

Shen Ye doesn't blame anyone, when anyone loses a loved one, no one can face things rationally in such a chaotic scene, so he doesn't blame Yin Manqing, but he will inevitably be disappointed.

Good trust and firmness are often vulnerable at the most critical moments.

"Now, believe me? Do you still hate me? Grandpa before he died...... What was said to you? I want to hear the most honest answer from your mouth. ”

Even if the answer would disappoint him again, even despair, he insisted on understanding Yin Manqing's thoughts.

"Say no hate, it's fake, there is still a little bit of hate, thinking that if you can show mercy to Shen's subordinates, maybe grandpa won't end his life in this way, dad and mom won't hate you, and we won't be so difficult to be together as now that we have to separate. I have disobeyed my grandfather too many times, I don't want to rebel against him even his dying instructions, this time, is the only thing I can do for him, so, we must separate, even if we are together, we will not be blessed, no one will bless us......"