Chapter 66: Past Future and Present, Ridiculously Living in the Past.
Lao Guan couldn't help but angrily shook his fist and yelled, "Who is it!" Who is it! You tell me I'm going to kill him right now!! She cried, but shook her head weakly: "We...... We can't fight him...... You leave me alone, and I don't want you to do that! ”
The old man closed his eyes and tilted his head, he had just told her about the matter, and if he didn't help him, I was afraid that she would be killed. "For what! For what! Who the hell is it? Who the hell made Forgetfulness do this? Why would others look for her! What's at stake! Lao Guan was already a little dazed, and he only felt that his mind was messy.
But if you help her, what should you do! How does this make you choose? Lao Guan was silent, at this moment his heart suffered an unprecedented impact, although he and Forgetfulness have only known each other for two days, but for him now, Forgetfulness has become everything to him, even if he wants to die immediately, he is willing, but now the matter is not solved by his own death.
Forgetful reached out and caressed Lao Guan's face, looked at him with tears and smiled: "Don't be like this, even if I die, I won't forget you." I love you......" Forget to whimper, then grabbed Lao Guan and buried his head in his chest and cried softly.
Lao Guan couldn't help but hug her tightly, and then said calmly: "Don't be afraid! I'm not going to leave you alone! Believe me! Lao Guan suddenly said in a deep voice: "Forget your feelings, let's escape!" Get out of here! Let's go to a place where no one can find and start over! ”
Forgetful hands supported Lao Guan's chest, looked at him with tears in his eyes, whimpered and smiled: "As long as I can be with you, I will be satisfied!" Lao Guan showed a happy smile on his face, he hugged his feelings tightly, he smiled, and he had already begun to think about the world world where there were only two people.
"Ahem......"
Suddenly, the forgetfulness in his arms coughed lightly twice, and at the same time, something seemed to be stained on his arm, warm. He stretched out his hand and was startled, it was blood! He looked at Forgetfulness in a panic, only to see her turn around in a panic to wipe the blood spilling from her nose, lest she be discovered by Lao Guan.
But Lao Guan subconsciously glanced at his arm, and then grabbed his forgetful arm in panic and shouted, "This ...... What's going on? What is wrong with you? Forgetfulness was caught by him in some pain, frowned, shook his head, and said, "I...... I'm fine! ”
Lao Guan said in a panic: "No! No way! I'll take you to the doctor right away! But Forgetfulness shook his head and said, "It's useless, I went to check, but I couldn't find anything, he warned me that no one could save me except him." ”
She looked at Lao Guan's incredulous appearance, then gently hugged him, gently leaned her head on his chest and said gently: "Guan, it doesn't matter...... As long as you're by my side, I'm not afraid of anything......"
Forgetful said softly with a happy face: "Tonight...... No! Be with me every moment from now on, okay? I just want to cherish every minute and every second with you......"
Lao Guan only felt extremely distressed, he gently hugged his feelings and said in a deep voice: "I won't let you have anything, there must be another way!" I'm not going to let you have anything to do! ”
At this time, it was close to half past eleven in the evening, Lao Guan sat calmly in the car, he took out the things in his arms and was silent for a while and stuffed them back into his pocket. He looked at Zeng Jin, who was still sleeping, and said calmly: "Jin...... It's home. ”
There was no response, Lao Guan got out of the car and helped Zeng Jin, who was still asleep, to walk inside, at this time there was still a faint light in the villa, presumably still waiting for Zeng Jin to go home.
"Young Master, you're back......"
As soon as she entered the door, she saw Sister Hong coming over, she looked at Zeng Jin and looked like a drunkard again, sighed and said to Lao Guan: "You guys are going to drink again?" Lao Guan nodded and said, "Sister Hong, I'll send him back to the room first." Sister Hong hurriedly nodded and said, "Okay, I'll cook some decanting soup for you to drink." ”
Lao Guan shook his head and said, "No need, Sister Hong, you should rest early!" After that, he helped Zeng Jin and walked in, he glanced around but didn't see Zeng Li, it seemed that he had slept. Ran helped Zeng Jin to go upstairs.
Zeng Jin slumped on the bed weakly, and Lao Guan took off his shoes and covered him with a quilt. He stood next to him and looked at the sleeping Zeng Jin, and said softly: "Brother, I'm sorry......"
Lao Guan went downstairs, and Sister Hong walked up to Lao Guan with a cup of tea and said with a smile: "Lao Guan, drink it." Lao Guan smiled slightly and took the tea and drank it dry, and said, "By the way, Sister Hong, isn't my uncle at home?" ”
Sister Hong sighed when she heard this and said, "The old man is not feeling well, and he has already taken medicine to rest." Lao Guan nodded, I'm afraid I'm worried about Zeng Jin's affairs again. Lao Guan said: "Sister Hong, you should rest early, I will go to see my uncle, I won't wake him up!" ”
Sister Hong smiled: "You really have the heart, will you sleep here tonight?" I'll clean it up for you. Lao Guan waved his hand and smiled: "No, I'll go see my uncle and go back." After that, he walked to Zeng Li's room, Sister Hong looked at his back and couldn't help but feel relieved, Zeng Li had already told Sister Hong about his relationship with Lao Guan before.
"The old man did the right thing back then."
Lao Guan is also very familiar with this place, and it can be said that he has a room of his own here. He walked outside Zeng Li's room and stood quietly.
In the end, he opened the door gently, and in the dim light, he saw Zeng Li lying quietly on the bed. He had long known that he had a habit of never turning off the lights when he slept. Although Zeng Li is very rich now, in fact he is not extravagant at all, just like his room does not have too many furnishings, simple but not simple.
Lao Guan walked lightly towards Zeng Li, very quiet, quiet and could hear the slight breathing sound of him in his sleep. He walked to the side of the bed, he glanced at the bed table, there was only a bottle of medicine and a picture frame on it, and Lao Guan's eyes changed slightly.
He reached for the picture frame on the table, which was an old photograph. Lao Guan's eyes gradually became rosy, this is a photo of himself, Zeng Jin and Zeng Li, it was a photo of him taking Zeng Jin and himself to the amusement park seven years ago, he still remembers that Zeng Jin was willing to go under his own persuasion.
"Take it! Child, you can't do it without money in this world! ”
"Live well, as long as you live well, everything can start again."
"Like this dress? If you like it, I'll buy you a few more next time! ”
Those were all the words that Zeng Li had said to himself, and the memories of that scene kept flooding in his mind. He looked at Zeng Li, who was lying there sleeping lightly, and his memory seemed to carry him through ten years in an instant.
Lao Guan's hand reached into his pocket, but he hesitated again, what is the difference between doing this by himself and murdering his benefactor? His brows furrowed, but if he didn't, he would lose his forgetfulness! When I think of her, my heart feels as if I was being choked by something, and I ...... How to choose!
"Ahem......"
Can't do that! Without him there would be no me, I can't! No! After the worst, Lao Guan gritted his teeth and turned around uncomfortably. Suddenly, he felt a dizziness in his mind, and the uncomfortable appearance of forgetfulness suddenly rushed into his heart, but ...... But what to do if you forget your feelings!
No! I can't lose my forgetfulness! I can't live without her! Lao Guan's face trembled slightly with cold sweat, he turned around slowly, his eyes were deep and staring at Zeng Li, he seemed to be a little uncomfortable in his sleep. Lao Guan stretched out his hand to cover his head, at this moment he only felt that there were two of himself fighting, one was blocking him, and the other was instigating himself, his head was like exploding, extremely uncomfortable, but he didn't dare to make a sound.
"Child, will you come with me?"
"Child, we've known each other for three years, and I've already treated you as my own child."
"Come with me and I'll give you everything......"
"I believe you can be the best friend of Zengjin......"
The pupils of Lao Guan's eyes dilated instantly, and the words that Zeng Li said to himself many years ago appeared in his mind, and a figure appeared in his heart, and he smiled: "Look! You hear it all, he's just using you, don't think he's supposed to be nice to you, he's been using you all the time! ”
"Nope! He didn't! He was so good to me! Just like my father! Lao Guan yelled in his heart. The voice sneered: "Don't lie to yourself, you know that you can never be his son, and he will not treat you as his son, you will always be just a supporting role for Zeng Jin......"
Suddenly, the figure of Forgetfulness appeared, she seemed to be hiding in a dark corner, Lao Guan saw that Forgetfulness was full of blood, her body trembled and squatted there, very scared, very scared! Suddenly, she looked up at herself with a smile and said, "Didn't you say you would save me?" ”
"Help me, I just want to be with you!"
"...... together"
Lao Guan couldn't stop any longer, he turned around and quickly stretched out of his pocket, and quickly retracted. He glanced at Zeng Liran, who was still asleep, in a panic, and turned around and walked out of the room quickly. He was scared, he was really scared......
Boom......
Lao Guan drove the car away, and the voice in his head continued to appear and repeat. It wasn't until the end of the day that he finally couldn't help but suppress his foot and stepped on the accelerator, and slapped his hands on the steering wheel with both hands to let out a loud roar.
The brakes were slammed, and the car spun several times on the road before stopping!!
Lao Guan staggered open the door and walked out, he didn't know where this was, it seemed to be the seaside, he heard the sound of the waves.
"Ahh
Lao Guan ran wildly, he waved his arms and roared, his feet staggered, he rushed into the beach, and he did not stop until the sea beat at his feet.
"For what! For what! What do you want me to choose! ”
Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, and he lowered his head sadly, he actually did such a thing! It's not yourself at all! But...... But I can't lose my forgetfulness...... She's everything to me......
Lao Guan took out the bottle of medicine from his pocket, then roared angrily and waved his hand and threw it into the vast sea......
He stared at the night sky with tears in his eyes, and he heard his own shouting, but it seemed to be far, far away......