307 Tongtong, what do you want? (3000+)
The base of the tongue is sore, and the intense touch on the soft lips has not faded.
It was a Huo Siran who was dedicated to venting - in the past few days, he had borne too many things and too heavy, and no matter how cold and calm he pretended to be in front of people, he would only break his success when he came to her. She could clearly feel that when he was hugging her just now, his whole sturdy body was shaking, violently and finely shaking, and there was anger in his emotions that the dignity of the country had been violated; There is the coldness of being coerced and coerced with the life of a warrior; For the past few days, he has been tormented like a heart-wrenching heart!!
He Huo Siran also has occasional times when he can't hold on.
He wanted her to know so much. She is the only one who can know Daoda.
Sitting quietly on the rattan chair, the slender man held the handle with his small hands emptyly, his little face was pale, and he said in a trembling voice: "You should apologize." ”
It was he who said that he was no longer qualified to be close to her, but he disobeyed it himself, presumably he himself knew the Tao. And at this moment, he caressed her neck with calloused fingertips, and the humble posture of leaning down made the air seem to float with the smell of guilt and apology.
"Hmm." He replied faintly. recovered so quickly, so indifferently like the wind, like the state before leaving her to go to the military exercise.
"I'm sorry."
He spoke in a low voice, as if coming from his chest and lungs, and it was such a sincere apology.
And in fact, the afterglow of the kiss just now was too strong, and the hunger and thirst that had been tormented by her inexplicable thoughts in the past few days had almost been filled in an instant, but she didn't know what the feeling of being filled was.
It felt like the warmth had suddenly returned after a cold snap, and she felt so comfortable and reassured, but there was still a little stubbornness supporting her mind, forcing her to remember what Huo Siran had done like this.
"Huo Siran, you actually have time, come here." There was a hint of irony in Lin Yitong's words, and she knew what he was going through these days.
Huo Siran swept to the thin clothes she was still wearing in late autumn: "Is it so cold?" ”
He had told him too many times that he had not listened to this bad habit, but she never listened.
The navy blue military uniform was taken off at some point, and when she reacted, she only felt that the slightly hard fabric with the bottom velvet gently wrapped her petite body between the cold wind and the sun, and her little hand subconsciously stretched out to resist slightly, and his movements suddenly stopped, as if he knew that if she refused, he would not be forced to die.
"Can you tell me what will happen to this matter?" She finally compromised, but showed her weak side, and she wanted to know the truth.
Huo Siran gathered her clothes and wrapped her completely, freed her long hair and put it at the back of her head, buried her big palm gently, leaned over, like a god overlooking her from above the clouds, and suddenly asked: "Tongtong, what do you want?" ”
The person in his arms, a pair of beautiful watery eyes finally looked at him with an incredible light, what is it called, what does she want?
Not knowing what to say, she had to tell him what she saw: "We can't do anything, Sister Qin, even if they are worried, they can't touch and change the decision above." Especially as parents, they can't step on their son's life to consider the dignity of the country, so they don't even dare to have expectations, they can only wait. ”
Huo Siran showed a pale smile, but he didn't answer, only patted the back of her head and repeated, and asked in a dumb voice, "What do you want?" ”
What does she want? About Ye Xiao?
Lin Yitong tried to escape from this strange circle he set, she understood his eyes, just like I said last time, he was not a person who was qualified to stand on the side of her life and compete with her, but Ye Xiao was able to fight for it. But in his Huo Siran's cognition, whether she likes it or not, is not the most important thing, the important thing is that Ye Xiao loves her and someone loves her.
Lin Yitong stared at him in the cold wind for a long time, and sneered: "Huo Siran, don't talk about you as if you can sacrifice everything for me, what they want is your apology and dignity......"
He also smiled lightly and interrupted softly: "My dignity? ”
He thought that he still didn't express his meaning clearly, he Huo Siran was qualified to talk about these two words in front of anyone, and asked for these two words, but in front of her, she thought that he still cared about dignity?
"Tongtong, what do you think I'm going to do when I come here today?"
The whole country was waiting for his decision, waiting for his attitude, and the time limit of the situation was already extremely tense for only two days, but he got out of the middle of it all, went to this small courtyard, which was not too big, to find her, and ask her what she thought. What he said about the meaning of his life, the love he gave, wasn't obvious enough, was it?
The person on the rattan chair trembled slightly, she understood what he meant, she almost couldn't raise her head under such great love, her heart soured suddenly, and she smiled bitterly: "But it's not just your ......"
All the pain, all the entanglements, are condensed here.
What they want is an apology from the entire military, which is about the dignity of the country, and he knows it better than anyone else.
He only smiled faintly, she was right, and this was also the point where he refused to back down. He didn't speak, but patiently asked a third time, "What about you?" ”
"Tongtong, you can tell me."
But she was too sensible, and her eyes were covered with a layer of red warmth, and she still refused to speak.
Huo Siran gently hugged her, hugged the back of her head and gently circled her into his arms, and asked in a low voice: "Let him come back safe and sound, is this or?" ”
In a word, it forced the most painful weakness in her heart.
She couldn't adapt to such a selfless Huo Siran who was all for her, but it seemed that she had become accustomed to a long and trivial life. Even so, when she was worried about his future and fate, he would come over so calmly, divert her attention, and ask her what she wanted.
She almost didn't have to doubt that what she Lin Yitong wanted, he would inevitably achieve it for her even if he exhausted everything.
It's just that Ye Xiao ......
"Are you worried about me for something? Don't forget, it's something I owe you. ”
"I have caused you to suffer a lot of injuries and grievances, forced you to beat our unformed child, and I made you lose a kidney in vain, Tongtong." One day, he will be able to say these words lightly, word by word, to her, and to face it for himself, like a man, not hiding or running away.
He was trying to arouse her hatred, and she knew it. He has indeed achieved his goal, no matter what he imagined Ye Xiao to be with her, no matter whether he thinks that Ye Xiao is the happiness of the rest of her life, in her heart, she wants Ye Xiao to be safe and sound.
"Yes," she finally raised her eyes, red, for the bloody teenager she regarded as a relative four years ago, "Although the chance of knowing the Dao is so small, I want Ye Xiao to have nothing to do." ”
Huo Siran must admit that at this moment, no matter how selfless he is, no matter how much he wants her to be good, his heart still hurts, like a cone.
"Hmm." His sharp thin lips revealed a little pale, and he responded indifferently, finally able to know what she thought.
She'll get what she wants.
"Rest well, you shouldn't have slept well, remember not to watch the news all night, everything will be fine."
Including what she once said Ye Xiao, will he come back safely?
Lin Yitong felt that this was a bit like talking about the Arabian Nights, she was forced to make a wish stubbornly, and what he wrote to her was like a hopeless empty check.
She wanted to ask something more, but the little stubbornness in her heart restrained her, making her still cold and hard after reaching the worst.
"I won't be away for too long, I guess, this is the last time." It seems that he has said things like asking her to wait for him to come back too many times, but he doesn't want to say it this time, because Huo Siran clearly knows that no matter what the final result of this matter is, the future of his own that he can foresee is already there.
Even if she doesn't understand. She'd better not understand either.
The cold wind blew, and the sky had already swallowed up a ray of light behind the remnant sun, and gradually dimmed, she sneered and said, "It just so happens that the mood of the people here is not too good, and dinner is probably not prepared, so there is no way to keep you." ”
Huo Siran couldn't hear what she was saying at the moment, because he seemed to have been able to anticipate that his life would be in such a dark day, doing his best to give everything for her, watching her, and how happy she was with others.
That life may be painful and tormenting, but it is the price he should pay, and he is willing to eat it.
The old gunshot wound on his left shoulder began to hurt, and from every evening in late autumn, like a drill, it went deep into the bone marrow and the sharp pain was severe, so he began to covet this embrace, and he hugged it tightly and did not want to let go, he forced himself to laugh, and the thin lips squeezed into the embrace and imprinted deeply on her warm eyebrows, and called her in a dumb voice: "Tongtong." ”
"It's good."
………………
Night. Boom.
When Huo Siran walked out of the courtyard, he wanted to turn back several times, but he didn't return, and in the car, Han Feng's hand clicked on the steering wheel and was waiting for him.
The moment he saw him, he couldn't help but get out of the car, walked to the back, and opened the door of the back seat for him.
"Have you found out the exact location of the hostages?" After getting into the car, Huo Siran asked in a deep voice.
Han Feng closed the car door, "Country F. The military exercise had only been completed the night before, and there was no time to withdraw from the country and return to China for the time being, and it was simply impossible for the docks, ships, railways, and aviation in Kyoto to escort so many people away and hide their eyes. For the time being, it is certain that the people are still in Kyoto. ”