Chapter 5: Once Upon a Time
I didn't look at the time, because I didn't look at the meaning of time, I just knew that the door was open, and the nurse girl walked into the room with a little emotion that she didn't want to hide. Yu Guo sat up from the couch, and he knew that twenty-four hours had passed.
The nurse girl dressed in white walked up to Yu Guo and handed over the test report and said with a smile: "Mr. Yu Guo, within 24 hours of the test, your mood is stable, your physical indicators are completely normal, you have fully recovered, congratulations!" Her cheeks were crimson, and she looked shy, unconcealed.
Yu Guo didn't speak, but quietly took off the testing instrument on his body and said thank you. She glanced at the fish fruit out of the corner of her eye but didn't find anything unusual, nor did she look at herself, she was a little disappointed in her heart, she couldn't help but stomp her little feet lightly, and said in a somewhat complaining tone: "Then you can sign this report and pack up your things and leave the hospital." ”
Yu Guo took the report and signed his name, quiet as a child who did not understand human feelings, and walked straight out of the room. The nurse looked at his back, full of confusion and disappointment, if you didn't give, how could I be disappointed.
Yu Guo submitted the test report and successfully went through the discharge procedures, all the expenses have been paid by his father, and he did not see the female doctor Xiaohe, but it seems that there is no need to see her.
The first love at sunset, but it was the uncle of the night who greeted him.
Yu Guo didn't have anything to pack, just a simple change into a set of casual clothes. Walking out the door, looking at this mental hospital with almost no memory, there was no sadness at all.
Turn and leave.
The people walking on the street are scattered, and the sunset stretches the figure for a long time. For Yuguo, this is a strange world, and the memories in his mind are scattered and intermittent like his companions, and there doesn't seem to be much joy or sorrow.
And there is not much to remember in Yu Guo's memory, he is an orphan, and his biological parents have never known the Dao, but it seems that there is no need to know the Dao.
In my memory, there has always been only the vicious and atrocity of his adoptive father and the bitter life, and Yuguo's adoptive father is a very mean man, a man who pursues perfectionism in an extreme way.
Not only does the man strive for his own perfection, but even Yu Guo has to be forced to follow perfection because he has obsessive-compulsive disorder, and Yu Guo is his son, and his son is also a part of his life, even though he is an adopted son picked up from the street.
Ever since he had a memory, he was like a piece of straw paper that had been pinched into shape. Crumpled, huddled together, unable to stretch, let alone have freedom, it is like being controlled by someone.
But Yu Guo knew that if it weren't for this man, maybe he would have starved to death in a street alley more than ten years ago. Almost everything is given by this man, whether it is happy or sad.
After being discharged from the hospital, Yu Guo did not inform the man, because Yu Guo knew that he would not come to pick him up, and that man had taught himself to be self-reliant since he was a child, no matter what it was.
"No one can help you but yourself!" The cold and evil tone, his angry expression, seemed to echo repeatedly in his mind.
It seemed to be dark.
Yu Guo was standing outside a dilapidated quadrangle, a slum in the corner of the city, a building full of mud, inhabited by all kinds of people, but without exception, poor.
Yu Guo stood quietly in front of the door, a half-lame middle-aged man, leaning against the corroded wooden door, smoking a big cigarette in his mouth, and his eyes that seemed to be able to kill people penetrated his heart.
The phantom flashed, the breeze blew, and the wooden door creaked. The man did not appear as usual, and the fish fruit stood still, not moving.
Half an hour passed......
An hour passed......
I don't know how many times the wooden door creaked and how long it lasted. Until a gray child popped out half of his head, and then shrank back again.
Soon, an old grandmother staggered out with the black child, and Yu Guo recognized her as Grandma Wu, who lived under the same roof, and who had watched him grow up.
Grandma Wu led Hei Xiao'er to Yu Guo, as if she saw her grandson who she hadn't seen for many years, she held Yu Guo's arm with a distressed face, and said with relief: "Yu'er, you are finally back, grandma has been ...... I've been waiting for you to come back......"
Yu Guo looked at the wrinkles on Grandma Wu's face, her eyes were full of tears, her heart was sour, she held back her emotions, smiled slightly and said softly: "Grandma, how are you doing lately?" In Yuguo's memory, Grandma Wu is a peaceful elder, although there is no family relationship, but she has a home-like emotion for Yuguo.
Grandma Mai giggled softly, her toothless mouth collapsed into a line, and she looked cute, and said with an old woman: "Good, good! You're back, why don't you go in? Grandma Wu seemed to remember something, and her expression suddenly became worried.
Yu Guo shook his head lightly and said nothing, and was silent for three seconds before he said, "He, he didn't come out." The short black child looked up at the two of them with his innocent eyes, as if he was guessing something.
Grandma Wu's expression changed slightly, her hands that had been eroded by the years seemed a little trembling, she took out a letter from her arms, looked at the tone with sad eyes, and said sadly: "Child, he, he's gone......" Grandma Wu's eyes rolled with flashing tears, and her eyes quietly looked at the expressionless fish.
Yu Guo took the envelope from Grandma Mai's trembling hands, didn't think of anything, and asked calmly, "He, where did he go?" Grandma Wu closed her eyes, took Hei Xiao'er into her arms in distress, looked up at Yu Guo sadly, and said sadly: "Child, he must have gone to heaven." ”
Hearing this, Yu Guo was shocked in his heart, the pupils of his eyes dilated, his lips opened slightly, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help trembling, but he pretended to be calm and asked, "He, he's dead?" ”
Grandma Wu looked at the fish, couldn't help but shake her head in distress, and sighed: "Just a few months after your accident, he blamed himself every day, blamed himself every day, and said that it was all his fault, his health was not good, and he went to the last and the most unbearable torture......" Grandma Wu said and said, her old eyes couldn't help but slip a few tears, which was helpless and sad.
Yu Guo was stunned in place, for a while, it seemed that both hands did not know where to put the road, the air flow in the body, inexplicably chaotic, seemed to be about to break out at any time, Yu Guo forcibly stabilized the air flow in the body, but found that it was extremely depressing, extremely uncomfortable, just like the powder in the bomb had been ignited, but could not break through the shell.
Seeing that Yu Guo did not react excessively, only her body trembled slightly, and said, "This is the letter he entrusted me to give you, and everything he wants to say to you is in it." ”
Yu Guo nodded slightly, Grandma Wu sighed and shook her head: "Yu'er, I know that you have suffered, although he is not a qualified father, but he has always been the man who raised you!" He's been dealt with after his death, boy, go back and worship him, he must want to see you too. He will see it in heaven. "Fish fruit is quiet like a child who can't cry, standing quietly and listening quietly.
"Grandma, grandma, what is heaven? Is it fun? The black child who was hiding in Grandma Wu's arms suddenly asked in a childish voice.
Grandma Wu stroked the head of the black child in distress and said kindly: "Child, heaven is a place full of love, a place that people yearn for. ”
Hei Xiao'er looked up at Yu Guo suspiciously, his eyes showed curiosity, and he asked cautiously, "Is that brother going to heaven to find uncle?" Grandma Wu gently stroked Hei Xiaoer's head and said softly, "Silly boy, brother, he still wants to watch you grow up, right?" Grandma Mai looked up tentatively and asked Yuguo.
Yu Guo seemed to nod her head intentionally or unintentionally, silent for a while, she saw that Yu Guo still didn't have any overreaction before she said with confidence: "Yu'er, go in, wait for grandma to eat here, I'll cook delicious egg fried rice, you, when I was a child, I liked to cook egg fried rice the most!" ”
The corners of Yu Guo's mouth trembled slightly, feeling that there was a stream of heat in his body from the sea of qi rushing straight to his heart, and the inexplicable sadness made it difficult for his head to control himself, he held back his emotions, bit his lip and nodded: "Okay!" Grandma Wu responded with confidence when she heard this, and then led the black child to stagger into the courtyard gate.
I never hoped that I would be disappointed, and the road to heaven was long and melancholy.