The pretty face under the messy black hair, a little blood faded at the end, and the clenched fist on her side suddenly let go, she lifted her lips, and said without a trace of emotion: "Let go, I see." ”

Yuchen's hand seemed to have been pricked by a needle, and suddenly let go, he looked at his hand, and then at her with his back to him, his ink eyes flashed with a trace of guilt, and it became more and more intense.

He actually did it to her? Even if he is angry and impatient, he shouldn't have made a move on her, in her heart, she is afraid that she hates him to death, right?

"Baby......" he began, met with her disregard.

Luo Xuan stood upright, her slender fingers pointed at the sunny self smiling in a lavender field, she turned her head sideways, looked at Yuchen, and said expressionlessly: "You see, how stupid she laughs, when she laughs like this, she must not have imagined that her son was born, it would be her husband and other women's eggs, she became the most ridiculous surrogate mother, surrogacy for her husband and other women!" ”

As soon as these words came out, Yuchen seemed to be pointed, standing stiffly in place, and the hands that landed on the side of the trouser line clenched and clenched tightly, and his nails sank into the flesh.

She took two steps forward, pointing to a beautiful white veil, the face of the person in the photo is delicate and pure, simple eyes, you can clearly see her yearning for married life and a little confused, she pointed to the pair of dark eyes like stars, said: "When she was looking forward to her marriage, she must not have thought that her own grandfather would unite with outsiders to deal with her, the only young lady of the century-old royal family, the young lady who gave birth to a noble heir, and got the young lady who was gentle and gentle in the world, everyone is envying her, thinking that her status is irreplaceable!" But no one knows the truth, she only gets the love of one person, but she has to bear the pain brought to her by a family. ”

“……”

Luo Xuan walked to a giant wedding photo, in the photo, she and Yuchen were kissing, she opened a pair of deer-like eyes, and she could clearly see the blush on her face with light makeup, she was very nervous, very shy, such a person, even if she felt that she didn't love him, she also devoted herself to this marriage, and used all her strength, she tried to do it well, even if she really didn't like the rules and regulations in the big family, and didn't want to learn those etiquette and dances at various dances, But she didn't say anything, she did it silently, silently didn't complain, and she didn't cry to him, she felt how sensible she was at that time, and she could take on these things she didn't like by herself.

Cold tears slipped silently out of the corners of her eyes, she watched, watched, cried and laughed: "When she looked at her husband with such shy eyes, she must not have imagined that her husband would one day speak to her fiercely: You look so ugly now!" She couldn't even find a chance to tell him, to vent with him, she had gone back and forth twice on the edge of death, when she was tormented by drug addiction, her husband was not by her side, she could only bite the hand of another man, and she was still calling her Ah Chen before she fell unconscious, but her Ah Chen was accompanied by other women, he could never imagine that when he was dashing, she stayed up like a dead dog for seven days, and when she couldn't stand it a few times, she wanted to bite her tongue and kill herself, but she always endured it. And as soon as she came back to life, she came back to her husband and pretended not to know about the other man's retention......"

Tears flowed all over her face unconsciously, she cried embarrassedly, crying so sadly, so sad, but she didn't make a sound at all, I don't know if he would see it, the tears in her heart flowed more.

The most hysterical is never the saddest, because it is just a momentary vent of emotions. And once she has been suppressed for a long time, when she pours out, sadness easily overflows into a river, destroying all her dignity, pride, reason, self-confidence, and possession, all of which she has lost at this moment.

Yuchen became an ice sculpture, standing in place, not even blinking his eyes again, looking at her, only looking at her, watching her cry and laugh, watching her try to wipe away her tears, and when she flowed all over her face again, he only felt that his heart was numb, he didn't feel the pain anymore, his face was pale, and even his breathing was sluggish.

He couldn't say anything, just remained silent, letting the fear in his heart wrap around him, controlling the sound of his heartbeat, faint, his heart beating for her, finally felt sadness and pain, and slowed down.

And outside the door, the old man and Uncle Yao stood there, they felt that they had lived to this age, they had seen through everything, and they looked down on everything, everything they did was for the sake of the overall situation, they looked at the long term, but they would not have thought that there was a person who was in pain because of their every decision and every abandonment.

Are they doing it wrong? No, standing in the position of the entire royal family, for the sake of the future glory of the imperial family, they are not wrong! And standing on personal feelings, standing on the feelings of children and grandchildren, they are wrong, wrong again and again. But they were still complacent about their choices, and they never imagined that there would be a person who would be forced to this step by them!

Finally, Luo Xuan walked in front of Yuchen, her cold fingers caressed his face, and the skin under her fingers was colder than hers, like snow in a December day, cold to the heart.

She doesn't know what to do, outsiders don't know what to do, she lost the right to be a mother in order to marry her husband, she has to watch her husband and other women's species every day, and then do her best to love that child, she doesn't dare to say that she doesn't like it at all, because she is afraid that her husband will be embarrassed, her grandfather will be unhappy, her son will hate her in the future, she lets herself live every day in struggle, suffering, not even a moment of indulgence, she can't say that she wants a child, She wants to have a baby with her husband, but no, she can't conceive a child for the man she loves, in her life, she is destined to have a corner that is flawed, there is a thorn, stuck there, not moving, not painful, but she is not a dead person, there is always a time when her reason is lax, she will always touch that point, she will still hurt, she will still be sad, and she will still ...... I can't help but wonder, is it right or wrong to marry him? And is this person worthy of her to love him and have nothing to rely on in the future? ”

Her hand slid to his chin, a transparent cold slowly slid down, she touched the moisture, calmly raised her face, empty eyes looked at his silent ink eyes overflowing with men's tears, and pulled her lips with difficulty: "Ah Chen, as early as unconsciously, I am not the little woman six years ago, I have changed, I have become a lot of things in my heart, I married into your royal family, except for you, your love, I have nothing else, I don't get it, but I have to bear these unbearable things for ordinary people, I don't cry or make trouble, I said that I love you, I said that there is no happiness in this world that is perfect, so I endure, I endure for you, I endure for our family, but really, this family has never given me something worth cherishing, nothing, nothing. ”

"Don't say it...... Say no more......"

Yuchen's voice was very hoarse, he grabbed her hand, and held it tightly, as if grasping the hope of life, and he was unwilling to let go of death.

Be! He is a man, and men never think about the pain that these subtleties bring to women, so he never understands that under the surface of her playful smile is a heart full of devastation!

The big family of the royal family was like a cage, trapping her freedom, trapping her joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and all of them, including him, all stabbed her in the heart, and stabbed her again, she didn't open her mouth to cry out for pain, she didn't tear open the surface, let them see her wounds, so they all thought that she was fine, she had thought about it, and had accepted it...... But really, I can't let go at all!

He actually knew the importance of a child to a woman, but he didn't think more deeply about what a child meant to a woman!

She can't conceive and raise a child for the man she loves, she can't watch their love complex Jing be continued, how painful she is, he didn't think about it!

He always thought that if he said "I'm sorry" and she accepted it, then it would mean that the page was turned over, it was his selfishness, and he finally forced her to be like this, and he still had the face to blame her here, and he was still angry about her change!

Yuchen's heart was full of remorse, he was tortured and couldn't help it, obviously she was by his side, but he felt that she had left him.

Will he lose her? This kind of consequence is too serious, he doesn't dare to think about it, he doesn't dare to guess!

Everything was said, Luo Xuan felt her whole body lose strength, even if she was tightly grasped by his hand, she couldn't feel a little warmth, she couldn't feel a sense of security.

And this place, she didn't want to stay anymore, she was scared.

"Ah Chen, let me go, I want to leave." Luo Xuan collapsed, now, she just wants to find a place to indulge herself!

Yuchen's body suddenly stiffened, and the nerves in his whole body were tense, he looked at her, looked at it again, and then told her, "Don't leave me!" I can't live without you! ”

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The 3,000 words were written for two and a half hours, the ribs cried out of control three times in the middle of the process, and the single in the headphones looped A-Lin's "Happy Then", happy, and then, what do you use to reconfirm love. At that time, you held me in the palm of your hand, and now, you forgot to wipe away my tears. And the birth of this chapter is also because I listened to the opinions of the people, I know that a person who says that surrogacy is not good may be a little malicious, but if it is two people, three people, four people and five people...... Although these people are free to watch, but people are the same, maybe I haven't been a mother yet, I can't empathize, but I'm willing to listen to the opinions of most people, so I'm here to ask the watchers, if you really see where the writing is wrong, you can really tell me, I may be angry at the time, but calm down will decide whether to adopt, even if it is written off 3,000 words, to use 30,000 words to make up, ribs are also willing. Okay, that's the nonsense, let's see if you remember to be calm! In addition, thank you for the red envelope rewards, I have seen it, thank you!