I was stunned there, I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know why Zhang Pan wanted to cry for Lu Dao, and then I subconsciously turned my head and reached out to touch Li Ru's head, "Don't cry, it won't be that I sing badly." ”

After I finished speaking, Li Ru rubbed her eyes, "We won't see each other again, right?" ”

I looked at her in some surprise, "Why do you ask that?" ”

Li Ru still felt a little aggrieved, "Didn't you tell me some time ago that you were going to work, and today you sang such a song, and said to give it to me, what to leave for you, then what do you leave for me, just this song." ”

After Li Ru finished speaking, I almost couldn't help laughing, she really felt a little silly and cute, then shook her head, and touched her hair, "Isn't that enough?" ”

After I finished speaking, Li Ru was about to speak, and when I saw Zhang Pan in the corner of my eyes, he stood up, then turned his head and walked over, pulling me, "Liu Quan, come here, I have something to ask you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't know what Zhang Pan was going to do, and then glanced at Li Ru, Li Ru also looked at me with a surprised expression, I turned my head to look at Zhang Pan, Zhang Pan walked forward, and then, I was ruthless, turned my head and walked towards her.

Zhang Pan has been walking in front, I have been following behind, until I am far away from the venue, to the grove on the edge of our school playground, Zhang Pan has been walking along the woods, I turned my head to look, the venue is too far away from here, there is no one around, and then I also followed in.

Zhang Pan walked forward for a distance, then turned his head, just looked at me, didn't speak, I looked at her, a little dazed, I didn't know what to do, and then Zhang Pan slowly walked in front of me, lightly toe, wrapped his hands around my neck, and then, took the initiative to kiss her.

I was so overwhelmed by her sudden move that I forgot to respond to her at first, and she didn't leave, just kissed me softly on the mouth. When I reflected and hugged her and was about to respond to her fiercely, Zhang Pan suddenly took two steps back, let go of the hand holding me, and then looked at me, tears flowed out, "Liu Quan, do you remember what I once said to you?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, subconsciously shook my head, and then she laughed, and suddenly laughed, "I know that you will forget, you are always so slow to react, I have been waiting for your response, but you don't, time will always take each of us to move forward, and the memory will fade one day" Zhang Pan said while crying, "Thank you for this song tonight, you don't have to deny it, this song, you sang it to me, it's so good, I thought you would remember, but you forgot what I told you about it, Thank you for everything you've done today, I still love you. Zhang Pan said, retreating, retreating, and then, turning around, leaving me with a back.

I watched her go out step by step, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, my heart is very uncomfortable, it seems that my heart is empty all of a sudden, for so long, I thought I had let go of the previous bits and pieces, but suddenly I found that she is still so important in my heart, and then I didn't hold back, subconsciously ran a few steps forward, and reached out and grabbed Zhang Pan's arm.

Zhang Pan stopped and turned his head to look at me, "Everyone has a dead end, they can't get out by themselves, and others can't break in." I put my deepest secrets there. You don't understand me, and I don't blame you. ”

I listened to everything she said, my mind went blank, and I subconsciously said, "What secret?" ”

Zhang Pan shed tears and said with a smile, "You have forgotten, you don't need to mention it, if one day, you can recall a sentence I once said to you, recall everything I did tonight, then you will understand, you should not lose me like this, maybe you will experience more in the future, you will understand, but definitely not now, I have given you enough time, waiting for you, there is enough." It's true. I'll take my time to adjust myself. Then he turned around and walked in the direction of the venue.

I don't know what to say, after listening to her words, I naturally let go of her hand, thinking hard in my head, every word she once said to me, there was a vague feeling, but there was a feeling that I couldn't grasp it, I watched it gradually go away, and then I was stunned for a while, I felt very uncomfortable, but I was still very happy and happy, isn't it all good now, she already has a Chen Kai who loves him enough, with me, what does it matter, and then turned around and walked forward aimlessly, I don't know where I'm going, but I'm very calm and moving forward very slowly. There is an indescribable pain in my heart, forget it, forget it, everything will be fine, didn't you survive the breakup at that time, the days will be long, no one will be able to live without anyone, just need a process of adaptation, that's all.

Thinking about it, I was a little happy again, and began to giggle, I don't know how far I walked, I suddenly heard someone calling my name, I turned my head to look, although it was very dark, but I still saw that it was Li Ru's shadow, and then I stood in place and waited for her to run over, and then Li Ru ran over and pulled me, "What did Zhang Pan say to you?" ”

I shook my head and didn't speak, Li Ru nodded, and was very smart not to continue to ask, but took the initiative to take my hand and said, "Let's go, go back, the party will be over in a while." ”

I nodded, still a little numb in my heart, let her take my hand, slowly walked forward, until we went back, the playground had already begun to disperse, I chatted with Da Fei and viagra a few more words, viagra grades are also very good, the county No. 1 middle school key class tuition-free admission, I said hello to them, and then walked out of the school with Li Ru, found the bicycle, and rode back along the way home with her.

On the way, Li Ru didn't say a word, just hugged my waist, rested her head on my back, and didn't know what Lu Dao was thinking, and I wasn't in the mood to speak, all the way to the bottom of her house, Li Ru got out of the car, and then slowly walked to the door of the corridor, then turned her head and smiled at me, "Liu Quan, did you really give me this song for yourself today." ”

As soon as I heard her ask, I suddenly felt a little distressed, and subconsciously nodded vigorously, Li Ru smiled, smiled very happily, and then tears flowed out again, turned around and walked in the corridor.

I watched her back disappear into the hallway, stood there for a moment, a gust of wind blew, a little cold, and then turned around and rode my bicycle home.

In the next few days, I first received a call from Da Fei, the night before Da Fei left, he called me, saying that the school had been notified of the start of school, and he was going to rush over, I chatted with him on the phone for a long time before hanging up the phone, and then two days later, it was Li Ru's phone again, when Li Ru called me, I cried again, saying that when I went to work, take care of myself, she would come back to me as long as she came back, I was happy, because my dad never brought back the news, I was going to tell Li Ru that I would continue to go to school, But I didn't say anything, and then I comforted her for a while before she hung up.

After Da Fei and Li Ru left, the high schools in the county also opened one after another, this time, I was really panicked, and asked my mother every day when I could go to school, and my mother also looked like she ignored it, and waited for about ten days before my father and the bald man drove back, and then said that the school was almost over.

This news is like a lifesaver for me, I also behaved very obediently that day, and I was serving tea and water and helping my mother do some housework, until the next day, the bald man drove the car, took my parents and me, packed his luggage, brought a quilt and mat, and the things that I usually need in life, a lot, and drove towards the city.

I don't know how long it took to get to the city, I fell asleep in the car, until I drove to the school, I got out of the car and looked at the outside of the school, people came and went, many parents and students, should be high school freshmen, my parents took me into the school, I went around the school for a long time, and found that the new school environment is very good, the facilities are quite complete, especially the playground, which is much larger than the playground of our original school, my parents took me to go through the admission procedures first, when paying the tuition, I paid attention to it, This Nima's, the tuition fee for the first year of high school actually paid more than 3,000, and the high school tuition fee in our county at that time was more than 800, and after my father paid the tuition, he pointed at me and said: "From now on, I will keep an account for you, if you don't study hard, you will work and pay me back my money first." Then my mother took me to find the dormitory, made the bed for me, and bought all the things that should be bought, and then I didn't feel at ease to look at me, and took me to the school gate, and when I arrived at the school gate, the bald man also got off, and then my dad looked at me, took out the money from his pocket, and gave me 500 yuan for living expenses, "One month, it's enough, and the meal card is also done for you, don't spend it indiscriminately, I'm in xx city, if you have something, don't call your mother, Your mom is at home by herself, she can't care about you, call me. ”

As soon as I heard it, I thought that my dad had been talking about being in the city, talking about our provincial capital, but it wasn't, and then I didn't think much about it, nodded, and then my dad told me that I was leaving, let me stay in school by myself, I looked at the figure of my parents leaving, and tears flowed out of my nose, my dad ignored me, just waved his hand and got into the car, my mother's tears also flowed out, and I didn't feel at ease and came over and told me to get along with my classmates and study hard, I listened patiently next to me, It wasn't until my dad impatiently urged my mom to leave that my mom reluctantly wiped away her tears and got into the car.

I watched the car go away, and I felt a sense of loss in my heart, I was so big, it was the first time I was so far away from home, and I was homesick.

After standing there for a while, I slowly turned around and went back to school, and my high school life was announced.