Chapter Seventy-Five, I Know If I Want You to Die, You Still Park!

Xinyi, who hasn't had a good stroll around for a long time, walked in the lively crowd, and felt that she was a little out of place in this world, the world was so big, but there was no place for her. Looking at the lights of thousands of homes and the couples on the street, Xinyi felt infinite sadness in her heart. She has been an orphan since she was a child, and she has always longed for a warm home for herself, which doesn't have to be big, as long as it's warm enough. She lives more seriously than anyone else, loves purity more than anyone else, and sometimes she will ask God if she has done anything bad in her previous life, so that no matter how hard she tries, she can't have happiness.

Perhaps, it's not God who is wrong, it's her, she was first with the person she loved by her good friends, and later, she fell in love with Wesley, who had a fiancée. Everything I have endured now may be God's punishment for myself. She knows the importance of the Dao family better than anyone else, but now she is inserted in someone else's family.

Today, the picture of Anne and Wesley's "family of three" hugging each other seems to be nailed to Xinyi's mind, lingering, even if the heart hurts to death, I still can't forget that picture.

"It really hurts! How can I not hurt it? Who can save me! Xinyi tightened the clothes on her chest, and the feeling of pain engulfed Xinyi's whole body.

"Light! There is light! A burst of bright light shone on Xinyi's face, and Xinyi instinctively walked towards the bright light, reaching out to grab the beam, thinking that she would be relieved after getting the beam.

"Horn! You're going to die! The driver of a sedan rolled down the window and scolded Xinyi, fortunately his speed was not fast, so he could brake the car in time, otherwise there would be another report of a traffic accident today.

"Zhilu Dao, you still stop." Xinyi frowned slightly and looked at the driver dissatisfied.

The driver didn't expect Xinyi to react like this, and he was stunned, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Xinyi waited for a while, and seeing that the car had no intention of continuing to start, she turned her head leisurely and continued to walk forward.

"What's that?" The driver couldn't help but rub his eyes, did he see it wrong? For what he just saw a white figure floating behind Xinyi, and when the driver opened his eyes wide and wanted to see the food, Xinyi was gone.

"It's really evil!" The driver cursed a swear word, stepped on the accelerator and left, it seems that he really hit the evil, it is better for him to go home early.

"Two bowls of pork knuckle noodles, plus a portion of greens and bean skin, right! Okay, wait a minute! ”

"Boss, I want a big bowl of Yangchun noodles here!"

"Two bowls of ravioli, big bag!"

"Okay, wait a minute, it'll be right away!" Aunt Yu beckoned the guests to sit down and poured tea for the guests, while Uncle Yu was quickly boiling noodles in the kitchen, accurately remembering the orders ordered by each guest.

Xinyi hid in the corner, listening to this familiar shout, her heart was full of warmth. Aunt Yu's voice still sounds full of energy, Uncle Yu's hands and feet are still very sharp, it seems that Uncle Yu's rheumatism has not flareed up again, seeing that the two old people are so healthy, he smiled with confidence, just smiled and smiled, and his face was unconsciously soaked with tears.

Uncle Yu, Aunt Yu, please forgive me for only looking at you secretly like this, I really don't know how to face you, and now even I hate myself. I hate myself in the mirror, so I don't have the face to appear in front of you. Believe me, when I've taken care of all this nonsense, I'll take care of you as if you were my own parents.

Although there were 10,000 reluctances, Xinyi still had to leave before the two old men didn't recognize her.

"Old man, I seem to have seen Xinyi just now!" Aunt Yu pulled Uncle Yu out of the kitchen and pointed in the direction where Xinyi was standing just now.

"Where is it, I think you're crazy about Xinyi, I'm still busy cooking noodles." Uncle Yu glanced at it several times, and after making sure that there was no Xinyi there, he broke free from Aunt Yu and prepared to go back to continue cooking noodles.

"Really, don't look at my age, you also know that my eyes are very sharp." Aunt Yu slapped her thigh anxiously.

Hearing Aunt Yu say this, Uncle Yu stopped and frowned, the old woman's eyesight Uncle Yu is very clear, with Aunt Yu's eyesight, it is unlikely that he will be wrong even at night.

"Hiss~ It doesn't make sense, if what you see is really Xinyi, how can Xinyi not come to see us?" At this time, Yu Bo was also confused, touching his head.

"Also, if it's really Xinyi's girl, how could she not come to see us, maybe I really saw it wrong, forget it." Aunt Yu sent Uncle Yu back to cook noodles.

"Whatever you're talking about! I don't know how to do it, I'm very busy! What a Rory! ”

"Tsk! You dead old man, dare to dislike me Rory! Don't you think you liked me like this back then? How, now regret thick! As soon as Aunt Yu's temper came up, she reached out and pinched Uncle Yu's ears.

"Alright, alright! I was wrong, I'm Rory's dead old man! "Good men don't fight with women, and Uncle Yu decided to forgive Aunt Yu's vexatious troubles regardless of the villain's faults.

"That's pretty much it! Okay, you can go back and cook the noodles! Guests can't wait. Aunt Yu nodded with satisfaction and put down the kitchen knife in her hand.

Yu Bo secretly wiped the cold sweat from his forehead. Whew~ Hasn't this old woman already passed menopause? Why is my temper still getting more and more irritable, hey~ This day is getting more and more sad every day! It would be good if Xinyi was here, he could also complain to Xinyi, and let Xinyi say it for himself and his wife, hey~ Aunt Yu checked it again, and shook her head in disappointment, it seems that her self-believing eyesight is also wrong.

"I don't know how that girl is doing now! Hey~" Aunt Yu sighed and continued to greet the guests.

Late at night, the children in the orphanage have already fallen asleep, and the nuns who manage the children have long since fallen asleep, and the starry sky is mixed with the cries of cicadas, which makes people's hearts seem to be calm.

Xinyi subconsciously came to the orphanage, which is the home where she grew up. No matter what she becomes, she will be selflessly accepted.

Xinyi skillfully climbed into the orphanage from the gate, sat on the swing in the courtyard, swinging high, and the shadow on the ground was stretched long by the moonlight.

A breeze blew, and she squinted her eyes in enjoyment, wishing that she could be wrapped in such tenderness forever, as if she had never been hurt

"Woo~Woo~" A little girl sat in the corner of the courtyard with her knees folded and cried sadly.

"Xinyi, I know that you are here." Xinyi will hide in the corner and cry every time she has something sad, so the dean can always find Xinyi in the first time. The dean squatted down and held Xinyi in his arms in distress.

"Dean woo woo ~ for what ~ for what Xiao Mei and Xiao Hui were adopted, only I have no one to do~ Is it because I'm so bad, so no one likes me~ No one wants to adopt me~" Xinyi threw herself into the dean's arms and cried bitterly.

"Who said that! The dean likes Xinyi very much! God thinks I love you too much and can't bear to let you leave me, so those uncles and aunts can't bear to adopt you! ”

"Really?" Xinyi raised a smile full of tears and looked at the dean hopefully.

The dean nodded solemnly. "Of course it is! Everyone is an angel with folded wings, and knowing that they have found their other wings, they can fly to a place full of true happiness! Maybe these uncles and aunts are just very unfortunate that they don't belong to us, Xinyi's wings. You know, God always saves the best for the last! ”

"Hmm~ The dean means that my wings will be the best wings?" After all, she is still a child, Xinyi is convinced of the dean's words, and her smiling face, which was still lonely before, is suddenly full of expectations.

"Yes! As long as Xinyi has been working hard to live, God will always be kind to the children who work hard to live, and the wings that belong to you will definitely land, and when the time comes, you can fly wherever you want."

Before the dean could finish speaking, Xinyi threw herself into the dean's arms again and hugged the dean's neck hard. "No, I don't want wings, I don't want to fly far, Dean, you said your task is to find wings for us angels with broken wings. But when we all fly away, the dean will definitely be very lonely, I will always accompany the dean, and the dean is my wings! At that time, Xinyi secretly swore that even if someone wanted to adopt her in the future, she would not leave, and she must stay with the dean.

The reason why Xinyi is so sad is not because she was not adopted, but because she felt that she was not good, so no one wanted to adopt her.

The dean's eyes were red. "Silly boy! Only when you are happy is the true happiness of the dean! "Xinyi has been a sensitive child since she was a child, she studies harder than anyone else, but she can't talk sweetly, and those children who want to be adopted see the adults who come to adopt, all of them are like smearing honey on their mouths, only Xinyi always hides behind without saying a word, and she won't say nice things to make people happy. It turns out that Xinyi's plan is to stay with her all the time, hey~ What a distressing child.

"The Dean is my wings! When I grow up, I want to take the dean to the happiest place, where I can eat whatever I want, without getting sick or suffering! Xinyi stared at the sky full of hope, full of yearning for the world she said.

"Xinyi" Dean wanted to speak and stopped, and the dean wanted to tell Xinyi at that time that happiness and pain coexist in this world, because only happy people will not feel happy, and only painful people will not feel pain, and life is half bitter. The dean couldn't bear to hit Xinyi, so he had to swallow the words back into his stomach.

Xinyi, who was not likable in the first place, was quieter when people came to look for children to adopt, and even did things that adults didn't like. The dean saw all this in his eyes, and tried to persuade Xinyi several times, but Xinyi listened to it on the surface, but after that, he still went his own way, and the dean was quite helpless about it.

However, Xinyi is very sensible, she has learned all kinds of things since she was a child, and she is like a sister in the hospital, taking care of the new children in the orphanage, and helping the director a lot. In order to reduce the burden on the hospital, Xinyi, who was only 16 years old, began to work and study, but fortunately, Xinyi was competitive, and her academic performance was never affected by part-time work