When Zhang Jun left this time, I didn't have time to send him, according to Lao Xian, he had a very happy birthday, because the humble birthday banquet held on the Jinbei car, not only he and Lao Xian, more water, more doors, the only regret, is that I went late, the wine was not drunk, he left.

I lay in the hospital for fourteen days, except for Mi Zhongguo to ask, I said less than twenty words in total, I don't know that I am hungry, I don't know if I am thirsty, I just want to sleep, and when I wake up, I am in a daze, and the old fairy calls me stunned.

I remember when I was a child, when I was watching Journey to the West, when I saw the Monkey King making trouble in the Heavenly Palace and killing the Lingxiao Treasure Palace, the Jade Emperor got under the table, held the curtain on his head, and shouted: "Come to the Buddha", I suddenly had a doubt.

is such a middle-aged fat man who is bold, why can he lead so many ruthless people, so that the three-eyed Erlang God, the Li family father and son, Taishang Laojun and others bow their heads to the ministers.

The emperor who said that he was angry, and ambushed millions of corpses.

said that the king of the world is domineering and mighty.

What the hell do you think of this, how come he doesn't have an emperor's appearance, so far, before the age of 15, as long as I watch Journey to the West, when it comes to the role of this dead fat man, I will laugh and say: "This is a soft goods, don't look at the curtain on his head, it seems to be quite domineering, Sun Wukong swiped the stick, and he was also confused,." ”

With the passage of time, in a blink of an eye, I seem to have come to the position of the Jade Emperor, don't say that I am shameless, compare myself with the Jade Emperor, I just thought, in fact, I do similar work with him, all of which are to stabilize a gang, develop a gang, balance a gang, and meet a disobedient like Zhu Bajie, and then have nothing to do, so I have to suppress and suppress, and when I meet a fierce Monkey King, I must temporarily avoid the edge and win over.

But we are no different from ordinary people in our bones, and in a fit of anger, we command the people below and say, "Go, cut him down for me." When one day, we were forced to be helpless, and when we went to the time when we took a knife to hurt our kind, that kind of apprehension, panic, and fear could not be expressed in words.

Xiaoquan's death had a great impact on me, and I will never forget that when he was lying on the ground, the voice of "you, you, you" kept coming out of his mouth, if it was said that he stabbed Lu Lin to kill Guo Hao, it was a last resort, then stabbing Xiaoquan to death was my human selfishness.

He has countless spurned places, he has no loyalty to his superiors, no shame to his subordinates, he is cowardly as a mouse, and he regards wealth as his life, but are these mistakes really enough to make him die, even if he is guilty of a capital crime, what right do I have to end him.

Lying in a hospital bed, in a daze, I was always like a child, trying to find countless reasons to justify myself, but I couldn't stand it,,。

For in this matter I am in a bad spirit.

I haven't reached that mentality, where I am greedy for tens of millions of dollars, and I can still brazenly say that I am for the people and the people are for me.

I don't recognize that on the road to success, there is as much wind and rain as there is as much dirt, this sentence,.

So I couldn't get out of it, I felt like I was about to be suffocated, this was a secret, I didn't tell anyone, including Lao Xian, Shui Shui, Menmen, An An and them

For more than half a month, it was muddy.

"Nanguo, have some food."

An An was lying with me under the covers, rubbing her temples with her hands, and asked softly.

“。”

I was stunned and didn't reply.

"The doctor said that you have finished removing the stitches, urging us to be discharged." An An said again.

“。”

I still didn't reply.

"What the hell is wrong with you,."

"I don't know."

"Then you can't stay in the hospital all the time, I see you're in a bad mood, or let's go on a trip." An An asked tentatively again.

"Huh."

My cloudy eyes brightened up instantly

"Boom, boom."

The train crushed the tracks, and after a night of bumps, An An and I embarked on a journey to ask for immortals.

Destination, Qingyan Temple, Liaoning.

This temple has a very high reputation in the Northeast, enshrines the crooked neck of the old mother, the incense is extremely prosperous, there are many stars from the Northeast, have come here to burn incense and worship the old mother, the steps leading to the top of the mountain, each step is engraved with the name of the person.

Zhao Xshan, 100,000.

Jiang Peng, 50,000.

Sun X Lei, 100,000.

Li X Bing, eighty thousand eight

An An wore a sportswear and sunglasses, and happily jumped off a special vehicle for tour groups with only her and me, as well as a driver.

After I got out of the car, I looked at the majestic green mountains, I wanted to breathe in the fresh air, who the knows, my nose inhaled, all I smelled was the smell of inferior incense, and then I looked up, the imaginary blue sky and white clouds, there were no at all, the sky was floating with all kinds of burnt confetti, and countless thick smoke drifted towards the hazy sky, giving people a very gloomy feeling.

"Dude, what do you want to do." The tour driver, a young man wearing a gold chain, a shaved head, and an Armani T-shirt, handed me a cigarette and said with a smile.

"Hehe, you can walk around."

I feel that my laughter suddenly became very strange, I looked at him, and I always felt that he was more mixed than me, and there was no discrimination, after all, I also did this, but I always felt that such a person, standing under the feet of the Buddha, was a little ironic.

"More than a thousand, you can take a walk, although the price is civilian, but there are too many people in this package, the old mother may not be able to take care of it, if you want to make a wish, the first choice is the package of three thousand eight hundred and eight, which has two bundles of red incense more than one meter long, a few bundles of small incense, all paid attractions, free admission." The young man began to gush on and on.

"Then I'm going to come with sincerity." I asked again.

"Dude, I look sincere when I see you." When the young man heard me ask, he suddenly spoke, and said enthusiastically: "5888, the top package, accompanied by a tour guide, the whole process is explained, climb to the top of the mountain, enter the old mother's hall, no need to queue, you can touch the old mother's golden body at close range, dip in aura, play mahjong in the future, and talk to the Zen master one-on-one about Taoism and nature, and give the old mother a red horse. ”

I was speechless.

"Well, let's just hang out on our own." An An sweated wildly and replied with a little stammer.

"Give him the money, and he will ask for more than 5,000." I was silent for a moment and said slowly.

"You're sick, and you don't have any money." An An stomped in my ear and replied.

"Little sister, come out to worship the Buddha, you can't care about money, how sincere you are, how much your mother will do for you, you have to be willing, understand." The young man persuaded.

"If my mother doesn't give me an errand, I see how much the package is." An An asked speechlessly.

"Oh, I'll go, look at the people in Wuyang and Wuyang on this mountain, they are all here to make a wish, the old mother has limited working hours, there are so many trivial things, how can the old mother manage it, you are not special, how to stand out." The young man said eloquently.

"There is no tranquility at all, there is no quaint feeling, husband, let's go, let's go to Tibet,." An An turned her head to look at me.

"It's the same everywhere, pay the money." I gasped for breath and said with my hands behind my back.

"Dude, you're right, the living burn paper for the dead, that's a fool of ghosts, I don't know if the Buddha is spiritual, but after you spend the money, the state is definitely better than now, what is this called, send, trust." The young man gave me a thumbs up and said to me eloquently.

"Yes, I don't know which Buddha statue appeared, so I simply worshiped it all."

I nodded in response.

"Sick ,,。"

An An was so angry that she was about to stretch out her little paws, about to scratch people, she really felt that the more than 5,000 were going to be pitted

At the foot of the mountain, "the fairy mist is filled".

I dragged the red silk with both hands, looked ahead, slowly bent my knees, knelt on the bluestone road, prostrate on the ground, and bowed reverently.

Taking pictures around, the passengers who walked in a hurry, looked at me like looking at a stupid B, this is the foot of the mountain, go up thousands of steps, can you worship them all,.

At the beginning, she scolded me every time I kowtowed, and when I walked slowly a third of the way, she stopped talking and knelt down beside me.

If this is after the flood of Weibo, it is estimated that our mentally ill couple will definitely make headlines.

I don't know why, when every time I hit my head on the ground, in addition to the sore and tired body, my heart became more and more steady.

I'm sincere, really sincere, I believe that there is a Buddha, and the Buddha will be kind enough to forgive me for my mistakes.

Winding on the mountain road, our bodies rose and fell all the way, facing the sunset, rushing to the top of the mountain.

There is the sound of the ancient bell ringing in the ancestral hall of the old mother, the tinkling is very pleasant, an old man with a kind face, knocking on the wooden fish in the chanting, the people around are prostrate on the ground, hands folded, a face of piety.

Soon it was An'an's turn and me.

"Donor, take a step forward."

The old monk groaned softly.

I walked up to the statue of the old mother Buddha, knelt on the futon, and kowtowed slowly.

"Smack."

The old monk put the old palm on top of my head and whispered: "Reciting the Buddha with one heart, if you can't think of it, you will meditate, and there is no Amitabha Buddha in the south." ”

"There is no Amitabha Buddha in the south."

I whispered, and fell to my knees with my hands spread out.

"Boom."

The ancient clock is long, quiet and far-reaching.

The weight of my gold that seemed to weigh on my back dissipated as the bell rang

When I went down the mountain, I received the couple's Buddha beads, regardless of whether they were real or not, and I always wore them on my hands for the rest of my life.

Ps: Another Black Friday is coming, plus two more, I wish you all a happy weekend,,。