57. Falling in love after drinking
"Li'er, I've only drunk three glasses of this wine, why are you already drunk?"
Forget your life and turn your face to look at the vast sky, the cloudless sky, "This scene is very good, life has been lonely so far, it is better to look at it twice, so as not to regret it in the future......"
Li'er persuaded two more words, forgetting her life just drank glass after glass of sake, placed under the red lips of the transparent wine glass, the wine beads slid into the throat with the beautiful arc, a burning and slightly bright and strange feeling swept through the heart, behind her Li'er took a coat again, draped it on her shoulders, "Niangniang, you are so cold, let's take the pill, you didn't take this medicine before, it must be so cold that you can't sleep at night." ”
Wangsheng glanced at the brocade box brought by Li'er, raised his wrist and waved it away, "Don't, don't want anything from Baiyu, I don't want ......"
"Niangniang......" Li'er wanted to speak and stopped, looking at the drunken Niangniang, her heart was not a taste, since the last poisoning, the emperor has not come anymore, Niangniang is reading every day, lying on the rattan chair and shaking, drinking, sometimes smiling and singing some songs she doesn't understand......
No matter how free and easy the mother is, what the poor child sees in her eyes is loneliness.
Niangniang used to be violent and arrogant, but she felt that in the high walls of this palace, these were smoothed out, and the grinding was clean, and no trace could be found anymore.
"Li'er", Wangsheng held Li'er's hand, the cold touch made Li'er tremble, and looked at her with a worried face, "From childhood to adulthood, I have always liked white jade, right?" ”
Li'er's face changed, and she hurriedly looked around and knelt on the ground, "Niangniang, Li'er has been in the house for eight years, in the past, the young master has never said a word to Li'er, only after serving Niangniang, the young master often speaks to Li'er, every time, it is to explain that Li'er should take care of her mother, and ask for warmth ...... the cold."
"Really?" Wangsheng held her hand tightly and rested it on his chest, "I'm a little afraid, I'm afraid, doing things that I don't even dare to imagine, I'm afraid of falling in love with someone who shouldn't be in love, I hurt Bai Yu so much, he must be ...... It must be very mine......"
"Niangniang", Li'er looked at this rare fragile face, as if she made up her mind, "The young master won't, the young master won't hate Miss." ”
"Every morning, when Li'er gets up and opens the palace door, the young master stands in front of the door and asks Li'er, how is Asheng? Seeing the slave nodding before smiling away, so, so Li'er believes that the young master is the same as before to the young lady, the young master he comes every day to tell the young lady what kind of meal he likes, saying that the young lady likes to eat fresh things, and said that if the young lady is bored, she will do more to please you, the mother always gives the clothes and satin to the pear to cut, and the mother always praises the good eye of the young master, and the cut is beautiful, in fact, they are all the satin selected by the young master, and the sample drawings are drawn, and they are cut in the ready-to-wear courtyard, saying that the mother likes this style, and the young master he ......
Li'er said a lot, and she couldn't hear it clearly, but in front of her, she conjured up the gentle smile on Bai Yu's face.
The heart of forgetting life is even more painful, unprovoked, and stuffy to the limit.
She threw away Li'er's hand and buried her face in the blanket, "I'm a little tired and want to sleep......"
Bai Yu, I don't want to be hated by you, but I don't want to be loved by you, the distance between you and me is like a galaxy, and I can't cross it no matter what.
"Mother, let's go back to the house and sleep, right?" Li'er said worriedly.
The answer was a silence, forgetting her eyes and closing her eyes, tears moistened her eyelashes, she fell into the blanket, silently shed a line of tears, and slept silently......
I don't know when she slept, she moved her body, and her fingers reached to her side, "Li'er, I'm so cold, so cold......"
The little hand was held by a pair of big hands, very tightly and tightly, forgetting the wine and not dissipating, the tiredness was still heavy, she didn't open her eyes to see, she only felt that these hands were so big, so warm, and he held it, she could sleep with peace of mind.
In the dream, a peach blossom, a pair of beautiful eyes, Zhan Tian Liuli, put his lips to her cheeks, and murmured, "Who allowed you to cry, who allowed you to cry for him......"
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(Thank you for the silent gift, don't you!) )