116 Everything can be understood, figured out, but can't go back (3000+)

Bypassing one teaching building, two buildings, the square in front of the science and education building is U-shaped, and there is a hollow corridor in the middle that connects the two buildings. There are steps falling down from the plaza, where students often practice rollerblading, and the light cast by the afterglow through the hollow corridor at sunset is very beautiful.

She walked forward, and walked again, and her little face gradually turned pale, and in a few moments she saw the figure in the square. He sat there, his elbows resting on his knees, and he didn't know how long he waited.

I don't know if I've maintained this position for a few hopeless mornings and dusks.

Her little hands were clenched and she couldn't walk.

She remembered the last time she saw him in the provincial military district. Through a surveillance monitor, there was a cyan stubble remaining on his chin, his smile was shallow and polite, but his wrists were roasted by silver handcuffs, his expression was tired, and a faint bloodshot in his eyes showed that he was tired. He's so tired.

At that time, she seemed to be hit by this scene, and the pain was completely out of proportion.

And at this moment, Gu Jingsheng seemed to be sensitive, and felt that his waiting might be enough, his muscles and bones were a little sore, and when he raised his eyes, he saw her standing not far away, wearing a white cotton skirt and a sports jacket of a slight size, with beautiful hair, but the tip of his nose was slightly red, and he was so weak that he looked like she was sick.

Gu Jingsheng laughed. Slowly, like a world away.

Lin Yitong was thinking for a moment, should he walk over and say, Jing Sheng, long time no see!

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and a trace of moist and hot mist appeared in her eyes, she walked over gently and slowly stood up and said, "I took leave a few days ago and didn't come to class, but I only came here today." You...... Coming back? ”

The soft and kind sentence "I'm back" hit Gu Jingsheng's heart in an instant.

His bright and smiling eyes couldn't help flashing a trace of water, remembering that everyone was still enthusiastic about him when he returned to the SWAT team during the incarceration contact, and the captain even patted him on the shoulder and said that we have another good man back, and he was very moved. But it can't match this sentence.

Ten fingers crossed and clenched, he smiled lightly: "Well, four days ago." I took a few days off and wanted to go back home. ”

There was also a pale smile in her small pear vortex, and she asked in a dumb voice, "Are your uncle and aunt okay?" ”

Gu Jingsheng nodded, looking at her bright smiling face with his back to the sun: "...... Good. My mom was very happy, but she told me not to do it in the SWAT team, it was not very reliable and it was not safe. ”

She just laughed, habitually tuckled her hair behind her ears, and stopped talking.

I don't know if I have nothing to say or if I can't say it.

With his thick eyelashes hanging down, Gu Jingsheng whispered, "...... Tongtong. Sit down for a while. ”

- just stay with me. Sit down for a while.

……

"Actually, everyone doesn't think it's miserable, in front of so many lives, many things are not important, and it would be good to be able to clear his innocence after the worst," he said with a smile, "It's just that our vice captain is a little more miserable, he ...... yesterday Divorced. Have you heard? ”

Her heart shook slightly, her long eyelashes slowly raised, looking at him, the blood on her little face faded, she hadn't heard of it.

Gu Jingsheng smiled even more on his lips, staring at the dense trees on both sides of the opposite school road and said softly: "Actually, it's not very complicated, he and his wife used to have a very good relationship and stability, and they were going to have a child after a year of marriage, and his wife was pregnant with a child even before the accident on this warship." On the day he was detained with me, his wife had just been found out and was two months pregnant. ”

"But...... Women seem to need security, don't they? At that time, I couldn't get in touch, I couldn't make a phone call, I couldn't even tell the reason for being detained, and no one knew what to say if I couldn't get out...... So she was probably panicked, at that time, there was no way to go to heaven and no way to go to the ground, she was pregnant for more than two months, and the doctors were asking her if she wanted it or not, and if she wanted it, she would be sure, because it would be dangerous to wait for three months of pregnancy to be beaten again. She went all the way and couldn't find her husband, and then I don't know who said that this accident was too big and serious, and the imprisoned people fell to the bottom of nothing more than three results, one died, one was sentenced, and one lost his job and affected it for life. ”

Gu Jingsheng smiled and tilted his head: "This is actually not wrong, but the premise is that if he is really guilty." ”

Later, she waited for half a month, but there was still no news, so she ran to the hospital and said that the child still didn't want it, after all, her husband and in-laws still didn't know the way, and when they did, it would be troublesome. After half a month, a group of people were released, but there was still no deputy team, so she went home after complete despair, explained the matter to her parents, and her parents advised her to prepare the divorce agreement as soon as possible and prepare to remarry. The in-laws washed their faces with tears all day long, and their son was in this situation, how could he ask his daughter-in-law, who had only been married for a year, to follow her to the bottom? ”

She listened to it and her eyes turned red, her little hands covered the slightly hot stone slab on her side, thinking of her pain and hardship at that time, how could she feel better than this?

He had a shallow smile on his lips, and said in a low voice: "The deputy team came out too late, half a month late, and then everything was turned upside down." ”

"Originally, if it was explained clearly, everything could be reversed, because after all, he was released after a thorough investigation and was not guilty, but at that time, his wife had already arranged another marriage under the arrangement of his parents, although it was not negotiated, but it had been basically finalized. Everyone was surprised when the deputy team came out, but after thinking about it, he felt that the only way out was the divorce agreement. ”

He lowered his head and approached her gently: "It's not because he has no feelings, it's not because he feels that people's hearts are cold, and it's not because his first child died before he was born, the deputy team said that he can understand everything, everything can be figured out, but he just feels that he can't go back." ”

"He drank coffee with her, and the husband and wife felt embarrassed to sit facing each other; She cried and told him that she was sorry for him, and he wondered if he could go back to the past by apologizing to each other, and if he could, he wanted to apologize to her first and say sorry, after all, all the fuses of this matter were caused by him and his special profession. But he found that he couldn't, he apologized, and led her home, only to find that the house was full of dust, and her things were emptied, and there was no place to sit. ”

Changed. Who can smile and pretend to be chic like they have never been in the years?

Gu Jingsheng smiled softly, stared forward and said, "So Tongtong, you don't know how lucky I am to be able to sit and talk with you like this after coming out for so long." ”

It's not like a lot of people I've seen, or they say goodbye to each other.

"It's just that I'm a little sad too...... How sad is it that it's only been two months, but it feels like I've been separated from you for a lifetime? He laughed, dumb and self-deprecating.

- It's just my dear, I forgot to say goodbye when I separated from you in my last life, and in this life, do you remember me?

Her small hands clawed at the hard stone slab beside her, her joints turning white with exertion, and her nails were oozing blood. On the pale little face, only tears reflect the sun, colorful.

After sitting for a while, Gu Jingsheng looked at his watch and said, "It's almost three o'clock." ”

He smiled lightly and turned his head sideways and said, "We'll talk about it today, and I will go back to City C after your training in three days, and we will still have time when the time comes." It's just now, Tongtong, don't say anything first, okay? ”

Just let him think for a moment that nothing has happened, even if it's only for two or three days, okay?

The slender figure was speechless beside him, tears streaming down his chin, occasionally falling heavily.

“…… Then I'll go first. He said with a soft smile.

After a few seconds, Gu Jingsheng really got up and walked out, and when he walked a few steps and didn't make any movement, his eyes were red, and his heart hurt fiercely, he looked back at her weak and helpless appearance with a smile, came back and leaned over her side gently, and asked in a low voice: "Tongtong, can I hug you?" ”

Another tear fell heavily, falling on the white cotton dress, and her already red eyes looked up at him, which was a tacit agreement. Put the little hand in his palm and take it by him, and then the familiar embrace carefully leaned over and took her into his arms, and the chin could be gently pressed against the top of her head, so intimate, as always.

Gu Jingsheng's eyes were very red, and he bowed his head and whispered in her ear: "I have two other things that I want to tell you today." ”

"I haven't been able to contact you, I'm afraid you still don't know about my situation - from now on, I have no plans to leave the SWAT team, everything in City C has not changed, it is exactly the same as before; And the other thing is, no matter what you've heard, no matter what you guess, Tongtong, I'll only tell you once," he whispered in her ear with a light smile, "this warship wreck...... I didn't do it. ”

Please believe that this matter, from beginning to end, has nothing to do with me.

He Gu Jingsheng can be misunderstood by people all over the world, and he can tell ambiguous lies to everyone, but he ...... to her He didn't say a word of lies.

So you believe me. Believe me. All right?