(Thanks/Singularity, who doesn't procrastinate, always a regular tip!) But it's very expensive to do this, if you want to support it, please get a certain treasure, and you can't stand it if you cut it in half. Also, I glanced at the comments, and some people said that something had changed, but they were actually stunned by the combination punch. ）

In fact, today is just an ordinary day.

I've been through a lot of mental journeys, and maybe a lot of mental journeys under the snow, but in reality neither of us has been able to change anything.

The world doesn't change with one or two people, and what we think and do doesn't change with other people in reality. The only thing that can change is the people around you. Because of anxiety, joy, anxiety, etc., I will make new moves.

It's impossible for time to stand still. It is impossible to stay forever in a certain moment. No matter how happy you are, happy days can't stop forever. Something is going to happen. Other people's actions, unexpected events, various transfers, and even the most extreme life and death will always turn countless comedies into tragedies.

Even without those extreme things, some people's minds begin to change, from passive waiting to active, which will lead to a series of events.

When a butterfly flapps its wings, then the future will set off a storm.

"Well, I'll go first."

He pulled up his suitcase, waved at me under the snow, and walked in the direction of the class with what seemed to be a carefully measured step. is still full of longing and jealousy in the eyes of countless crazy men and women, and the usual situation is no different layer by layer.

But my mood was completely different. Smiling and nodding under the snow, he walked happily to his shoebox and began to prepare for his new day.

People are in good spirits when they are happy, and there is no point in crying and mourning every day.

That's what I thought.

I think so.

I always thought so until the 'real thing' appeared in front of me.

It was as if the past had long since been forgotten, and the light of the holiday was so dazzling that I lost my original mood.

Then, some people got angry.

"I'm really happy, Ichigu-san."

Sweet, as if wrapped in **-like sound ringing in the ears.

As if I had been prepared for a long time, the class representative, Mahiro Tsuruoka, stood next to my shoebox with a gentle smile on his face.

The morning sun cast subtle shadows on her delicate face. It was as if the face had been split into two sides, one with a gentle smile in the sun, and the other with a cold and serene gaze at my pupils.

At that moment, as if sensing something, my heart suddenly stopped.

“…… What do you mean? ”

Unhappy.

Disagreeable.

Disgusting.

Wants to vomit.

Lightheaded.

It's hard to imagine that I see a beautiful girl have so many negative feelings. But there is no doubt that the moment I saw the appearance of Tsuruoka Mahiro, I had a sense of foreboding. It's like something is going to be broken.

"I don't mean anything, it's just a feeling. The relationship between Bikiya-san, and Xuexia-san, is really good......" Tsuruoka Mahiro said with a slight smile.

“…… Ah, huh? ”

"Yes, complete best friend, that's what it looks like on the surface." Standing on the side of the shoebox, looking at the back of the departing under the snow, Tsuruoka Mahiro looked into my eyes with a smile and said word by word. The accent of the words exploded in my heart like thunder.

"It's so good, youth, it's like the plot of a novel. The long-cherished wish I've been chasing is about to come true, but is that really the case? ”

Like the wings of a butterfly, the sound gradually quivers in the eardrum.

"It's like a fairy tale world, a world where no one is hurt, do you have such a thing in your heart? It's just a one-sided 'I think', right? Even if you don't say anything else, what you did, what you did, did you describe these beautiful beings in your previous stories? Do you think you can perfectly accept this qiē at present? ”

The world of color turned gray the moment she spoke. None of the surrounding qiē can affect this state in the slightest. The hollow and fearless voice was like a key that tore apart what was gradually sealed.

It was the poisonous snake of the Garden of Eden, which completely tore apart the hypocritical innocence, tempted mankind to eat the fruit of wisdom, and completely tore apart the veil of warmth.

My current posture was clearly reflected in my clear pupils.

"Not at all, you don't want to take on any of that. You know everything, you know everything, but you pretend you don't know anything. It's a nasty pleasure to watch the ants walk out of the pictures they want along the honey they have sprinkled on their own chessboard. ”

Isn't this qiē just as you calculated? It's a reproduction of a novel. You don't do anything, just adjust the order, and the world turns with your will. You know everyone's bottom line, you know their needs, and then you put the fruit on top of them to tempt them. I'm afraid you don't even realize this, do you? ”

"But I'm a bystander, although I said that I was blocked at the memorial service, and I decided to watch from the school all the time, but I can't help seeing you like this now."

What do other people think of me?

In the eyes of Mahiro Tsuruoka, I am undoubtedly an extremely distorted form.

The image on the glass body stretched with the curvature of the surface of the sphere, and the smile that was supposed to be okay was suddenly distorted into a hideous and terrifying appearance. The slender body drew a narrow shadow in the pupils, staring into my own eyes like a snake.

"You put 'future' in front of Kawasaki, 'redemption' in front of snow, 'affection' in front of Yono, 'friendship' in front of Yubihama, and finally 'vision' on the soul of your own sister. Do the math of how much you and others are hiding? Take a look at how many backhands you've laid down. ”

"The answer is, endlessly."

In the gray-white world, Mahiro Tsuruoka stretched out his dark red tongue and licked his lips.

"I don't know shame, I don't know how to be humble, you are a cruel and terrifying tyrant, and you will never allow the situation to go beyond your control even the slightest."

"You never mentioned the crash, and you even made it deliberately downplay because it would have caused a rift. You haven't mentioned a trip to Tokyo once because it would have caused unease. The minutiae were swept away, leaving only the best main road. ”

"Restraining each other, containing each other, and joining new people will not affect the established circle, but will gradually pass through a series of radical or peaceful means. Everyone cares about something for various reasons, and there is no way to be wholehearted, and it is their own sister who is really wholeheartedly, which is simply a practice that makes people's bone marrow cold. ”

"That's why I said, your relationship with the snow is really good, and you can control it all, isn't it? It's up to you to even be in a relationship—"

"I don't know what you're talking nonsense."

But you undoubtedly have a problem with your brain.

Closing the door of the shoebox, I shook my head, looked at Mahiro Tsuruoka, who was obviously a little stunned, with a look of pity, and changed into school shoes.

"Please don't take fictional things as reality, and replace the products of reality with virtual things, which is undoubtedly a brain-problematic move. I know you love those novels, and maybe they do affect you, but people in their right minds are definitely not like you say. ”

"It's a coincidence, isn't this a vague admit?"

In the face of my words, the class representative narrowed his eyes slightly, and a dangerous smile bloomed at the corner of his lips.

"Hachiman-sensei, if I'm not mistaken, you have some problems, right? And it's also a real medically certified physical injury to the brainstem. It has been clinically proven that this kind of injury does cause a certain amount of distortion of the human mind—"

"Tsuruoka Mahiro-san."

I took a deep breath, stared into the girl's eyes, and said word by word.

"If you make fun of other people's physical defects, I'm going to be very unhappy. You know better than anyone what the result is when I'm unhappy, don't you? ”

“…… Yes, Mr. Hachiman, I know very well. ”

In the morning sun, the nightmarish girl pursed her lips and smiled sickly at me. Looking at that smile that was completely hopeless from the depths of my heart, I couldn't help but feel a chill from the heart.

"But I also look forward to the day when you punish me. At that time, it must be the time for Yono and Saki Kawasaki and Chiba to end up together, right? ”

"But in that case, the ultimate winner should be the girl sitting in the sky."

I really don't see any hope of victory.

With a rotten smile on his face, Mahiro Tsuruoka said something that I didn't understand with a dark face. Eventually, he shook his head as if he had resigned himself to his fate, and turned away from my sight. I was left alone, completely unaware.

As if to set off this change, the sky, which was still relatively bright, became cloudy in the blink of an eye. The dull roar of thunder seemed to tell that something was coming.

…… Mahiro Tsuruoka, this woman is definitely a madman.

What was supposed to be a good morning is now completely ruined.

At the thought of her dark expression, I subconsciously shuddered, shook my head, and gradually erased the impression from my mind.