What if I told you that you weren't in my heart anymore??

Lin Yitong once naively thought that such a hurtful reason was enough to push Gu Jingsheng away from her, who would put down their self-esteem and beg for mercy for a love?

But he would. Shu Yu Shirt

She didn't expect that he would.

The smile in the little pear vortex became sweeter and sweeter, her eyes were forced to redden, and she said in a dumb voice: "Actually, I was wrong just now, and the result of dying in the line of duty is good." The bad thing is that if I end up with a high degree of disability, I can't live well, and I can't die, I will be dragged down by you for the rest of my life. "

Gu Jingsheng smiled with pain, patted her little face lightly and said, "Tongtong...... Tongtong, you don't have to deliberately hurt me with this kind of words, although it really hurts, but how can I not know what kind of person you are? ”

- How could I not know that such an excuse can't even be persuaded by yourself?

The eyelashes hung softly, and she said, "Jing Sheng." That's all I have to say. Sing"

Please don't push her again.

The little hand pulled down the warm palm on her face, and she turned to leave.

Gu Jingsheng breathed a little, held her little hand with red eyes, tightly, and then couldn't help pulling back to himself.

Her little face turned white, and her breathing was slightly tight: "Jingsheng, don't forget your demeanor." ”

Scold. Demeanor?

Gu Jingsheng smiled lightly, her demeanor couldn't keep her, what was the use of coming?

"I won't let you go." He spat out four words softly, "Tongtong." I won't let you go if I die. "You are all I have for the rest of my life, let you go, how can I go alone?

Die.

This one stimulated her heart and reminded her, her little face turned from white to red, she took a light breath and said softly: "Do you remember the days when you were imprisoned and examined by the provincial military district, and I ran around for you?" ”

Gu Jingsheng was stunned, she couldn't hold her hand tightly, and she didn't know what she wanted to say.

"That surveillance video that is enough to convict you, Master Lu showed me a moment of relent, he said that it was because someone came forward to protect you that you would be safe, and you yourself also know the Tao, right?" There was a mist in her eyes, and she looked at him intently, "I know that you are safe and sound now, and you will even be on your way, but I ......" The slender eyebrows frowned, suppressing the sharp pain like tearing in the heart, "I don't want to ...... With a murderer......"

These few short words were like a bombshell, and they exploded in Gu Jingsheng's mind. His hand was so strong that he couldn't hold her.

Indeed, there is no reason in this world to be more ruthless and hurt him more than this.

The blood on his handsome face faded, pale as a ghost, the corners of his mouth barely pulled into the most sinister smile, and he said hoarsely with difficulty: "I remember...... At that time, the first thing I did when I came out was to find you clearly, I looked for you for a long time and couldn't find it, and I remember when I finally saw you...... I made it clear......"

He said to her at that time, Tongtong, I only told you once, that thing was not done by me.

Gu Jingsheng took a deep breath and wanted to give himself a little more courage and strength, tremblingly pulled her over to face her, and asked softly a sentence that made him feel desperate: "Tongtong, you...... Don't believe me? ”

His hands trembled, as if his life was hanging by a thread, and it was about to break.

Her reddened eyes also stared at his face, giving him the most stabbing blow: "Yes." Jing Sheng. ”

"I don't believe you."

The fluttering words, the words she said, completely destroyed all the castles of self-confidence and persistence that had been built up in his heart, and at that moment it seemed that the whole day had collapsed, and there was a loss of concentration in his eyes after being hit hard, and for a while he felt that all the explanations were so pale, and she wiped everything out with a word, and it was useless for him to say anything.

He...... I can't hold her anymore.

The little hand trembled slightly and withdrew from his palm, this time without any effort, her reddened eyes raised to look at him, only as if he agreed, gently rubbed the soreness of the wrist, turned around, and left his field of vision step by step. His world.

Along the way, family members and patients, doctors and wounded came and went, bustling and noisy, and she turned a deaf ear.

When she reached the wall at the end of the hallway, she hid in and made sure that there was no one here, so she slowly crouched down, squatted down tremblingly, covered her mouth, and cried bitterly.

God knows how much courage it takes for her to say these words, God knows what kind of situation she was forced into.

But.

But.

How could I. Don't believe you.

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"She didn't tell me when she would return to China, it's probably going to be the New Year, that dead girl, she was not on time when she was busy, who knows if it was a year before or after the year," Qi Yuan wore an apron to make the last dish, Nunuzui, "Oh, take out the dishes and chopsticks for me." ”

Huo Siran leaned against the door and thought about things, and then he came back to his senses, and when he walked to the cupboard to get something, his movements suddenly froze, and he remembered that it seemed that the little woman had also told him.

The tone is natural, and it is a gratifying tacit understanding between ordinary loving couples.

"What do you think? So distracted," Qi Yuan took off his apron and patted his waist, sneering, "I'm used to being alone, and I feel uncomfortable with a woman?" ”

Huo Siran hooked the corners of his mouth, but he was not uncomfortable, on the contrary, he enjoyed and cherished that kind of day, which was not easy to come by.

"But I said," Qi Yuan sat opposite him and knocked on the edge of the bowl, "have you got it?" ”

It's one thing to hear that he got married, and whether he got a certificate or not is the key.

Huo Siran nodded: "Hmm." ”

Qi Yuan "chuckled" in his heart, his face turned pale and he didn't say anything, only coldly hooked the corners of his mouth and said, "Why don't you say it in advance, you decided to be so hasty." ”

Huo Siran wrinkled his eyebrows and looked at the dishes on the table full of red and green peppers, and said in a deep voice: "Hasty is not hasty, the decision is easy." It's just that I haven't had time to inform everyone, and my parents don't have a good time to communicate, so I only hastily did it in Kyoto. ”

Qi Yuan sneered, digging into the rice in the bowl: "What kind of treasure did I still find when you hid it so much, in the past, when you begged me to do something, I only took you to make a small fuss and didn't take it seriously, I took the time to take a look at it two days ago," she raised her eyes and smiled deeply, "But that's it." You're out of sight. ”

In the past few years, the emperor has not been in a hurry with the eunuchs, she still thought that he would pick what his vision would be, but she didn't expect that such a soft and weak little girl could do it.

Huo Siran hooked the corners of his mouth, didn't care, just choked on the first bite of food.

Qi Yuan is a native of Sichuan, Sichuan cuisine and Hunan cuisine are used to cooking, and cooking is never light, and what is even more excessive is that she prefers to eat spicy, and the chili pepper is actually bought Chaotian pepper, and eating it is like burning herself.

Qi Yuan frowned, and hurriedly handed over the water cup: "It's spicy, right?" I forgot to tell you that I just brought the chili pepper back from home. ”

Huo Siran waved his hand again and again, his expression was a little colder, and he took a sip of water, only to feel that the stomach pain that had been absent for a long time came again, and he drank and injured himself two days ago, and now it is like this again. "Come on, come on, eat light, mapo tofu."

Mapo tofu. Light??

Huo Siran shook his head with a smile, and regretted that he had come here to eat with this elder this afternoon, and if he didn't talk about it, it was better not to eat the dishes if they didn't suit his taste. He began to miss the days when he started to fire at home, whether in Kyoto or C City, he felt very warm when he was there. But suddenly remembered that last night, he couldn't help but get angry and slammed the door and left, his face slowly changed, and a trace of guilt came up.

Qi Yuan was still chattering, talking about trivial matters in the hospital, and when she was talking, she pulled it on Lin Yitong, saying how she behaved inappropriately.

- Married men care about this very much, women don't have to make trouble at home, but if it is said by others, it is serious.

Seeing that Huo Siran's face was getting more and more ugly, Qi Yuan obediently shut up. Take it when you see it.

……

In the evening, I took the time to go to the hospital to see Gu Jingsheng's parents, I had met before, and after chatting with the second elder for a while, I found that the ward was empty, Huo Siran held on to the railing with one hand, glanced away with deep eyes, and said slowly: "Where is Jingsheng?" ”

Why isn't he here to watch?

As soon as Gu's father was about to speak, Gu's mother, who was still wearing an oxygen mask on the hospital bed, showed a pale smile, raised her hand and said with difficulty, "It's gone...... With Tongtong, when she first came to see me, she was looking for Jing Sheng, saying that she wanted to have something to say to him. ”

As for her side, as long as Gu's father is there, her son finally returned safely, and her daughter-in-law was busy taking care of her when she was critically ill.

Father Gu frowned, sank an old face and pressed her wrist with pity, pretending to scold: "Don't move." Pulling the wound. ”

The concern and condolences on Huo Siran's face gradually became cold, his hand clenched the railing, staring at Gu's father and Gu mother, who were still affectionate and sweet eyebrows through the faint air with the smell of disinfectant water, slowly got up, and walked out of the ward with a cold and complicated aura.

It's five o'clock.

And he was on a plane back to Kyoto at four o'clock in the morning.

Scold.

When he walked to the duty desk, there was actually a little nurse who recognized him, blushing and calling him chief, Huo Siran's cold eyes gradually softened, and he said slowly without suspicion: "What about Lin Yitong?" ”

The little nurse was stunned for a moment, looked around and replied obediently: "I don't know if Lu Dao is still there just now, probably something happened to go out with her boyfriend." Sit, chief. ”

Sit??

He just sat here waiting for her, waiting to see when she would come back, with whom, to appear before him?

His fists clenched in his pockets and slowly loosened, and with a cold smile, he actually walked over and sat down on the bench next to him. It's not that he really wants to wait, but his stomach is really uncomfortable, and he burns and throbs, and he covers it with one hand without a trace, leans back on the bench with his head and eyes closed, and waits for a while.

He later reacted to last night's incident and realized that he was indeed wrong, and he shouldn't have slammed the door and left with such a big anger. He missed her all day, wanted to hold her in his arms and admit his mistakes, and told her that he would try his best to change it in the future, don't always accommodate him like this, the more accommodating he is, the more ignorant he becomes. As for the matter that she wanted to transfer to the Kyoto branch, as soon as he returned, he immediately sent someone to do it.

Don't worry.

Don't worry. Soon they were together.

But he was obviously thinking so in his heart, but his heart was getting more and more painful, everything in this hospital was really like what Qi Yuan said, not only dazzling, but also harsh.

He suffered.

But I couldn't stand it anymore.

……

At seven o'clock in the evening, the slender figure finally came back from the outside, a tired look was faintly visible between the small faces, soft and obedient, but did not want to say a word, when he saw Huo Siran sitting on the bench, he hesitated for a long time in place, and finally walked over and squatted down, grabbed his hand on his stomach and shook it.

Wake up from a dream.

The thick eyelashes slowly opened, and the pain in the stomach seemed to wake up and began to ferment slowly, Huo Siran thought that he was mistaken, but when he slowly leaned down and stroked her little face, he found out that it was true. She returned, right in front of her.

"Where did you go?" He asked softly in a hoarse voice, the state in which he had just woken up made him defenseless, and his body was not lethal at all.

She seemed to be tired, her long eyelashes hung down gently, and she warmed her cheeks in the palm of his hand: "Go to the doctor with Director Qin, that village is far away, and it is difficult to walk after the rain." ”

Huo Siran didn't speak again, and said a low "um" to show his trust. As for where Gu Jingsheng went, he didn't care. Don't want to ask.

"Tongtong...... Go home? After a pause, he hoarsely pleaded.

She just lay on his lap, her little face raised to look at him, and for a moment there seemed to be a warm atmosphere in the air, and it fell quietly like dust beside the two of them.

……

I didn't drive when I went back, and the two took the bus together.

Her little bus card sleeve is milky white and transparent, held it cleanly in her little hand, and brushed it twice in a row, Huo Siran grabbed her little hand by surprise, and gently brought her person into her arms, there were few people on the bus, she didn't struggle, and walked to the side by side seat with him.

His tall figure leaned back in his seat and hugged her to rest on his chest, waking her up when he was there.

When he was in the hospital just now, he was indeed still sleepy, but now that Huo Siran is awake, he has thought a lot about the time he has gone back all the way, and he has made a decision.

Go back to take a shower to wash away the fatigue and suppressed pain all day, Lin Yitong wiped her little face with cold water, tied an apron to cook, Huo Siran took off her coat and hugged her from behind, gently rubbing her lower abdomen, most women will have a little small belly, but she doesn't, her thin waist makes people feel distressed.

His thin lips leaned over to kiss her ear, his fingertips rubbed a little bit on the delicate skin of her waist, she itched, his little hand grasped his big palm, and threw a pitiful look begging for mercy, and he stopped.

"The flight at four o'clock tomorrow morning has been postponed, and it will be delayed by another day. I booked a private room at the Crown Hotel and called all your colleagues and friends, as well as your mother. ”

She was holding a large spoon when he said this, and the spoon fell off and hit the kitchenware.

There was a shock in the crisp sound.

Her little face turned back incredulously, slightly white, and asked in a dumb voice, "...... For what? ”

He lowered his eyes and kissed her lightly, and said in a low voice: "There is no wedding banquet, at least you have to treat you...... That's polite enough. He was understated.

The slender and soft figure in his arms turned around, the light in his eyes trembled, and he endured the dryness of his voice and whispered: "Si Ran, I have already promised you to go to Kyoto to work, my mother's side...... Sooner or later, when she accepts my breakup with Gu Jingsheng, she will be able to accept that I am in love with someone else, I get married, and I have a stable life elsewhere......" She laughed hard, "Don't you just care about Gu Jingsheng?" I have done what I promised you, and just today, we have broken up, and I can guarantee that he will never pester me again. After she said such cruel words, unless Gu Jingsheng was cheap, she would be bored in front of a woman who refused to even give him trust.

The slender figure trembled, endured the wetness and pain in the corners of his eyes, tiptoed and gently hugged his neck and said: "I know that you have a knot in your heart, and you will not be comfortable if you have this knot, then I promise you that from now on, even if I am in the same city, I will never get along with him and their family...... Isn't that good? ”

That's what she had planned, and when she said those words today, she had already envisioned the worst.

She faced.

She endured.

Huo Siran's body paused for a while, and after a while, he pulled the soft delicate body off his body, and a bloodthirsty and desolate sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth.

- Won't you get along with him and his family for old age?

- She thought this was what he wanted?

Not.

"Not enough." He circled her and whispered out the words.

His eyes were scarlet, and he recalled the dazzling images and sentences that pierced his heart in the hospital, and said in a dumb voice: "Tongtong, it's not enough." ”

"I used to be able to accept that you didn't see him again, and that you didn't have anything to do with him, but now that I think I was wrong. You have been together for so long, and your relationship is inextricably linked, even if you lie under me every day, there will still be some people who don't know how to remind me that you still have his label on you every moment! So now I don't want him to avoid it, whatever he does, I just want him to know the Dao, let the whole world know the Dao, you are my Huo Siran's woman. ”

Her little face had turned completely pale.

Thinking of the grievances from Gu Jingsheng's detention to the present, remembering the appearance of him being hit and his whole mind collapsed when she turned around and left step by step today, and remembered that they used to get along together, he said that those things that hurt you, others may be able to do it, but I, Gu Jingsheng, will definitely not in this life.

The heart is sad.

It's so cold that the whole heart is cold.

The same is true of the case that happened in the village I went to today, the man spoiled the woman very much, spoiled lawlessly, the woman took advantage of the man's part-time job to be unwilling to be lonely and derailed, and when she came back, she was beaten by the man, the woman cried heartbreakingly and said that she wanted a divorce, and the man went out of the door and walked head-on towards a truck that came over, and it was torn apart, and the ambulance did not go to the hospital, and the person died.

The neighbors all said that the man was so stupid, and the woman was gone, and what kind of joke was he making with his life. Lin Yitong thought that maybe at that moment, the man was not angry, nor reckless, but sad. Beating someone can vent hatred, divorce can break off love, he may just be sad, he loves so much and spoils people so much, such a beating and making trouble, he is destined to never go to the bottom again.

"Tongtong, I know that you have been tolerating me, from the beginning to the present, I can see your accommodation," Huo Siran's eyes were scarlet bloodshot, caressing her face, "And the sad things I have done to you, the words that hurt you...... I'm sorry. This is the last time, you promise, we will be together in the future. ”

"Those friends, you inform me first, I will call Shang Jingsheng, and I will go with you to your house tomorrow morning to pick up my aunt-" He paused, thin lips and a dumb voice, "You don't have to cook mine, I'm not very hungry." ”

He felt uncomfortable in his stomach, and so was his heart, like a knife slashing.

After saying all this, he put his arms around her, and his thin white lips were imprinted on hers, and kissed her with pity, then let go of her for a while, and got up and walked inside.