Han Qing said: "I don't have anything to do, but you must talk to Xiao Lei about the past." ”

Xiao Lei screamed: "Shut up! I'll kill you! ”

Shuai Wang hugged Xiao Lei and whispered: "Xiao Lei, shut up." ”

Little Thunder struggled and howled.

Shuai Wang picked up Xiao Lei, Xiao Lei's struggle was very weak, because he had already been pointed out by Wei Shuai. The howl was piercing, Wei Shuaiwang remembered his howl back then, although now that he thinks about it, it is understandable, but he still remembers the painful feeling of the year.

Shuai Wang just hugged Xiao Lei tightly.

I remember that a tight hug sooths pain and anger, and I remember that a tight hug makes me feel a little better.

Did it work for you?

Wei Shuaiwang found a quiet room.

Putting Xiao Lei on the bed, still maintaining a hugging posture, this is the only comfort he can do.

Xiao Lei's voice gradually stopped, Shuai Wang let go of him, and the two sat on the edge of the bed, speechless.

Xiao Lei slowly raised his eyes and looked at Wei Shuaiwang quietly for a while: "I'm afraid." ”

Shuai Wang's brows couldn't help but tremble slightly, unfortunately, the reply of all emotions is always the strongest kind that is perceived first, and the strongest is often not happiness and happiness, but fear.

Shuai Wang asked, "What are you afraid of?" ”

Xiao Lei's eyes were big and dark, and his pupils slowly dilated and narrowed, as if he was focusing, and he whispered: "You, hold me, the smell of blood, darkness, and fear." I'm afraid, don't let it appear in my head! ”

Wei Shuaiwang stretched out his hand and held Xiao Lei's hand: "I'm here, Xiao Lei looks at me, that's just imagination, it will only cause an uncomfortable feeling, and it won't hurt you." Hold my hand, little thunder, you try to make it appear, if you feel that you can't stand it, we will stop, if we can, we will discuss what you see and see if we can solve it. ”

Xiao Lei glared at Wei Shuaiwang and held Wei Shuaiwang's hand tightly: "What if you can't solve it and can't get rid of it?" ”

What to do? Wei Shuai didn't know what to do.

Suppressing a certain memory is the automatic protection of the human brain, do you unravel the automatic protection of the brain, are you sure that you can resolve the conflict? If you face the conflict head-on and find yourself facing a life of dilemma and inability to resolve the contradictions and pain, do you really have to face it soberly and painfully? If the result of treatment is that 70% of the disease is better, 30% is more serious, and 10% of the disease commits suicide, do you want to try?

Shuai Wang: "Then, whether you plan to see what you are afraid of, or decide to forget, I am here with you, and if you want, we can also talk about something else." ”

Xiao Lei said slowly: "I'm afraid to go back to the past, nightmares, fright, can't sleep, terrible feelings, it hurts here." He reached out and covered his chest for a long time: "I put him in a box and threw him far away, I was afraid that he would come back and take away the peace he has now." I don't want to go back in time. He glared at Wei Shuai: "You said, it will be good if I kill you, I really want to try, I have tried, and it is very bad to kill you." You pointed your sword at me, and it reminded me of the past, and he got closer and closer, and he was coming back. He's going to eat me, he's bad, he's trying to kill you, he's killing everyone, he doesn't want to listen to you, he's bad, he hates everyone, he hates the whole world, he hates me, he makes me uncomfortable, he's taking me back in time, in the dark, the smell of blood, moaning, screaming, lonely, he's screaming himself, screaming incessantly, every moment of every day...... He's walking back, he's going to kill you, pinch your throat, crush your head, break your limbs, tear your body apart, tear everyone around you, tore everyone to shreds, everybody ......"

Shuai Wang felt that the ice water was flowing from the top of his head to the soles of his feet, and the ice water was not outside, it was in his veins, slowly flowing down.

Xiao Lei whispered: "He blames me for ignoring him, he hates me more and more, he gets more and more angry, he is like a monster in a cage, more and more terrifying." ”

Shuai Wang squeezed Xiao Lei's hand: "You talk to him, you are afraid, so, you didn't talk to him, you are just afraid, you know that he is very painful, but, you were just a child before, you can't solve it, now, maybe we can discuss a solution together." ”

Xiao Lei was silent for a while, and suddenly he was short of breath: "No, no, no!" Tears rained down and shrunk into a ball.

Shuai Wang shook Xiao Lei gently: "I'm here, he can't hurt you." He just feels the pain and needs your comfort and courage to tell him that you know his pain and that you are with him. ”

Xiao Lei raised his teary eyes: "No, I don't want to be with him!" I don't want it! Let him! ”

Shuai Wang whispered: "He's not terrible, he can't hurt, he just scares you, he just needs your comfort." ”

Xiao Lei shook his head: "No! ”

Shuai Wang gently wiped away his tears: "Okay, we'll try again later, when you're ready." ”

Xiao Lei was silent for a while: "Okay." ”

Shuai Wang said: "I'll help you, take some medicine." ”

Xiao Lei nodded: "Okay." ”

Oozing blood from the epidermis, red and swollen whip marks.

Shuai Wang froze for a moment and twisted his head. He felt a stomach ache, the memory of the pain was too strong and vivid, and when he saw the wound, his mind automatically replayed the painful experience, and his stomach twitched. Shuai Wang stretched out his hand and pressed it on Xiao Lei's shoulder, wanting to comfort him, but he didn't know what to say for a while. As if I saw Han Xiao's disdainful and sneering gaze again, a despicable villain like you still plans to buy people's hearts? Do you want your victim to throw herself into your arms and cry bitterly? If you kill someone's mother, they still have to love you? He had to smile bitterly: "Xiao Lei, you can't do it to people whose kung fu is much lower than you, let alone children, especially the little girl who throws stones at you." That doesn't have to be malicious, it could just be fun. ”

Thunder was silent.

Wei Shuai looked and said, "Did you hear it!" Don't hurt anyone, don't kill anyone! Your kung fu is only used to protect yourself and your relatives and friends, just to protect! ”

Xiao Lei said "ouch" and turned his head angrily.

Shuai Wang was stunned for a moment, and his hands were heavy: "Xiao Lei, if you hurt someone else...... "Silence, kill you?" I can't threaten him like that, and I won't do it, it's just that, whether I'm responsible for his actions or not, eventually he'll lose his freedom. "At least, you can't be the one who did it first, okay?" ”

Xiao Lei stiffly said: "It hurts me." ”

Shuai Wang smiled bitterly: "I'm sorry." ”

Xiao Lei reluctantly put away his anger: "Okay." "It's annoying to go on and on.

Shuai Wang said: "Next time I do it with someone, no matter what it is, I will fight ten times heavier than this." ”

Xiao Lei looked angry, stared at the window, and refused to answer. Ignore you, you don't exist, hate you!

Shuai Wang said: "Xiao Lei! ”

Xiao Lei was annoyed: "I promised the old man just now that I wouldn't let people think that I was going to kill someone." ”

Wei Shuai was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but smile, hmm, is that old man fooling people better than me?

Of course, people are soul engineers.

I just pinched it out at will, and if you are not satisfied, you will cut it off directly, and you will not see blood.

What the? Do you hurt? Look how mellow you are now.

Shuai Wang was silent and came again.

Where did the grief and indignation come from!

I don't know if I will turn into a big monster in my head like Xiao Lei's if I ignore the other side of my anger for a long time. But you have to pay attention to it, this guy is chirping crookedly like Xianglin's sister-in-law, endlessly.

Shuai Wang had to smile bitterly, pinch it, the grace of recreation.

Wei Shuai looked down and looked at himself, it wasn't a big deal to create this kind of rotten goods, right? What's the use of giving birth to me? If you can't laugh, what's the use of destroying me...... It works, I'm no longer arrogant. I seem to be in tatters from my soul to *, and most of the time, I don't think it matters what happens.

Wrap up Xiao Lei: "Okay." ”

Remembering that Xiao Lei wanted to stay by himself for a while, he whispered: "When you need it, call someone to find me at any time." ”

Xiao Lei hesitated slightly and nodded.

He felt that Wei Shuaiwang's expression was ugly, this kind of unsightly expression......

Forget it, don't miss him anymore.

Wei Shuai wanted to think about it, forget it, don't think about it. Tolerance, sometimes because, tired.

Shuai Wang looked at the silent child who bowed his head, hey, you can try it too, the pain is endless day after day, and then it is wooden, and he faces it bravely, do you want to try?

Forget it, why bother, he is also wooden now, and this numbness is also the result of the solution that he has gone through countless pains.

Wei Shuai looked at the tired, numb and disheartened face as if he had just been beaten up.

Han Qing instinctively wanted to avoid it.

Yes, if you are a sick person, you better not try to untie someone's heart knot, because someone else's heart knot will resonate with your wound, like poking and poking in your wound.

Wei Shuaiwang looked like he had just been beaten up, or had a hard fight with someone. He was no longer able to cope with another emotional storm. I'd better not show up in front of him and wait for him to get normal.

Shuai Wang glanced at Han Qing, lowered his head to avoid eye contact, and smiled: "He howled for a while, and there was nothing to do." Then he went over enthusiastically: "Godmother, the little one will say hello to you!" ”

Nalan smiled: "I've liked it once, this is your idea, right?" ”

Shuai Wang said: "Mother, you like it, my master doesn't like it very much!" I think about it, I have to let my master also open his heart, this is called a happy event, people are sad enough to marry a girl, and if you don't make a little fun, it's too much. ”

Nalan smiled: "He has a son-in-law, and it should be us who is crying." ”

Wei Shuai said: "Eighty percent of the son-in-law is ugly." ”

Nalan twisted his ears: "Boy, do you dare to laugh at others for being ugly?" You little potato who can't get married. ”

Wei Shuai smiled: "When your son marries, I will marry." ”

Fu Yao suddenly turned her head, with a smile on her face, and she was already slowly blushing.

Nalan smiled: "Ouch, this is the great joy, when will it be?" ”

Wei Shuaiwang was embarrassed: "It's almost there." "The main thing is that my second son can't wait. Laughing: "The major events of our family are Fu Yaoding." You ask her. ”

Fu Yao was really a little embarrassed now, and blushed: "Mother, I have prepared some gifts for Dong Chen, you can come and take a look." ”

Nalan hugged Fu Yao: "It's just right, I also brought you some gifts, you can come and see if it fits." "Okay, the master and apprentice still have something to say, let's go. Poor Xiao Wei had a distress expression on his face, and Fu Yao turned her head and pretended not to see it.

Han Qing saw Xiao Wei's uneasy face, his eyes flickered, and he crossed his face several times, but he refused to look at each other, and sighed slightly in his heart, that is to say, in fact, do you know that Xiao Lei has a problem?

Han Xiao coaxed the child to play, every time he saw Wei Shuaiwang, his parents treated him as transparent, and he consciously coaxed the child to go. Alas, what to do? His parents refused to admit that he was an adult, and each time they classified him as a child, and the two children pestered him very much. Children are born to love beauties, and Han Xiao and his second brother are a pair of beauties like jade. Even Fu Yao's palace maids love to talk to him, but Han Xiao is very cold to Fu Yao's palace maids, and most of the time she doesn't smile.

Han Qing was silent for a while: "You know, that kid remembers everything." ”

Wei Shuai looked at it: "Ah." ”

Han Qing said: "It's not safe for your wife and children. "You don't care anymore if you're not safe for yourself, do you?

Shuai Wang lowered his head, and after a while: "Only kill safe." ”

Han Qing said: "That child may not be willing to contact the outside world. There is plenty of room for movement. ”

Shuai Wang was silent for a while: "I'll think about it." ”

Han Qing asked, "Do you still want to observe it again?" ”

Shuai Wang was silent for a long time: "He remembers it normally, and I remember it too." Aren't all people like that? The grief and anger were unbearable, and in the end, I had to reduce all my mood swings. Aren't we all like this, growing, maturing? Didn't Master also think that it would be better for me to do this? Everyone has a thorn in their heart. It's nothing. ”

Han Qing nodded: "Yes, everyone has a thorn in their hearts. ”

Shuai Wang whispered: "If, if I really, kill him, would you consider, have I done my best?" ”

Han Qing was stunned for a while: "If, you make a calm decision." ”

Wei Shuaiwang smiled: "Master didn't isolate me, really, bravely." ”

Han Qing said: "You control it well. ”

Wei Shuaiwang silently remembered what Xiao Lei said, he came, he got closer and closer, he hated me, he hated everyone. True image, maybe everyone has a negative self in their hearts. Grief and hatred are so angry that they want to lose their minds, they want to smash everything, they want to destroy themselves. That "he" may not eat me, but will put me in a cage and watch powerlessly as he frantically destroys everything I love. Crazy to ruin my life.

Han Qing said: "If you want the best, you may get the worst, if you are satisfied with imperfection, or you can get the second-best." ”

Wei Shuai said: "I will take Xiao Lei with me and take care of it at all times, I think this is the safest, I have a higher security level than the walls and cliffs of Wentian Castle." I hope that Xiao Lei can have friends, even if he can't become normal, he can live a slightly more normal life, if someone can care about him and love him, how much, I try to make amends. If I'm sure I can't, I'll lock him up in Wentianbao. ”

Han Qing said: "Can you bear it?" ”

Wei Shuaiwang smiled: "Yes, people have infinite endurance." ”

To make matters worse, I'm just standing. As long as you don't fall, it will always pass slowly, and if you fall, the pain will only pass slowly. Nothing will be lost any faster.

So, I'm always standing.