The cold words were like knives, piercing into her heart, making her eyes red all of a sudden, and the pain was unspeakable. Shu Yu Shirt

The trembling little hand gently wrapped around his big palm, and she whispered softly, "Si Ran." ”

“…… If you're angry, you can get angry, you can scold me...... But don't insult me with such words, I won't do that kind of thing......" Slender eyebrows frowned tightly, she was almost begging. A woman's self-esteem and bottom line are just a little bit, say that she is good at everything, but don't make her so dirty.

"Insults?" Huo Siran sneered and raised her voice, tightening her dumb voice, "When you followed him to the banquet, you didn't think that this was an insult to me!" ”

Her tiny finger bones pinched him, and it took a long time for her to stop the violent trembling.

“…… I don't know what to do. I didn't realize it wasn't right at first. ”

"Later, when I saw you coming, I felt that something was wrong, but ...... "But, it was too late by then." Si Ran, I'm sorry. ”

These words are humble enough, so humble that they step on all their dignity and apologize to him with the softest and most considerate side, hoping to bring him a little peace, and stop being so angry that they hurt others and themselves. No one saw that her little face, which was buried deeply, was as pale as paper, and the tiny blood in her eyes had cracked open and stained red.

Huo Siran really calmed down a little when he heard this, his eyes were scarlet, and the surging excitement that had been suppressed in his heart before attending the banquet also flooded. I have to say that he longed for her when he flew all the way here, he hadn't seen her for many days, he looked at his mobile phone eight hundred times a day, and he immediately copied it when it sounded a little, and almost had a nervous breakdown.

She was covered with his kiss marks, and she lowered her little face and hugged herself, looking very pitiful.

The long fingers reached over and took off the dark clip of the hair on her back, and the long hair suddenly scattered on her bare shoulders gave her a little warmth, Huo Siran's eyes softened, leaned over and picked her up, sat down and put it on top of him, hugged her, and kissed her on the face in some confusion.

Her little hands were cold, and her body was stiff.

Huo Siran frowned, straightened her little face, and looked at the light of a circle of small orange lights around the ceiling, her face was pale and white like a female ghost.

"Scared by me?" He asked in a hoarse voice.

This is a vain question, and few people can immediately get rid of the atmosphere just now.

Sometimes Lin Yitong would rather he get angry and get hurt, and after a little pain, he knew that he deserved it, but this time it was different, his actions, words, and sentences were all pierced in her heart, not only did he not believe her, but he also thought of her so easily, so easily, how could she be active all of a sudden, and be coquettish in his arms, pleasing him?

"Cold." With red eyes, she whispered to him on his chest.

Huo Siran sank his breath, wrapped her tightly in a blanket and stuffed her into his arms, and said softly: "I originally planned to go to you after the dinner was over, and I didn't mind waiting downstairs at your house for a night if it was difficult to get out, but I really didn't expect to meet you there." I'm tired and have a bad temper these days. ”

The man in his arms didn't speak for a long time.

He patted her little head and said, "Nothing to say to me?" ”

She paused and asked softly, "How many days are you going to stay?" ”

Huo Siran's face sank again when he heard this, and he stroked her hair and said, "I will probably go out with Lu Qing the day after tomorrow, and it will take about three or four days to come back, is there anything wrong?" ”

She buried her little face deep in his shoulder socket and whispered, "Is it possible to free up a position in Kyoto for me to try?" You can start with the lowest caregiver, and it doesn't matter if you don't do it well, I don't want it...... I don't have any connections, and I only entered the provincial military district last time because of my mother's relationship with an old friend. Public institutions do not have thresholds like ordinary enterprises that recruit employees, and my major restricts my way out...... So, is that possible? ”

Huo Siran listened to this passage for a long time before coming back to her senses, and understood what she meant, she actually wanted to go back to Kyoto with him, how could she suddenly have such an idea?

"I'll take care of my mom's side, she's not that stubborn, if I insist, she'll listen to me." She lifted her little face, looked at him and whispered.

Huo Siran stared at her face closely, and whispered in a dumb voice: "Tongtong......"

He had to admit that even if she apologized just now, he was still not in such a good mood, and he temporarily suppressed his anger just to avoid being so stiff, not to mention that she had softened her posture.

But in this matter, she was wrong first.

So he wanted to choose to endure it first, so that he could ignore it for a while, but he didn't expect her to be so decisive.

The cold little hand gently reached over and wrapped around his neck, knelt on him softly and hugged him tightly, and the slender man said in a trembling voice: "I always don't know what to do here, so a lot of interpersonal relationships, I can't handle it, not to mention that you don't like me to see Jingsheng, then I go to Kyoto to accompany you, is it the best way to solve it?" Her pale little face showed a sweet smile, "Don't worry...... I've seen it tonight and he's fine and relieved. If you're not happy that I'll meet him again, then I'll find another reason to tell him clearly, and as for what reason I use, can you leave it alone? ”

"I don't care what went wrong between you, and what you want to target him for. I'm definitely not going to stir up any more sow discord between you, so let's decide, okay? ”

The matter between men also involves the military and the country, and her weight seems too small and insignificant, so she withdraws.

She also really hates her indecision, and she hates the feeling that she can't break it when it hurts like this, and she has to keep hurting all the time. It's better to just hurt enough at once, and from now on go all the way.

In this way, later. She never saw Gu Jingsheng again.

Huo Siran was shocked by her words, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

Jun's face turned a little pale, his thin lips pursed tightly, and it took a long time to gently pat her petite back and say hoarsely: "Tongtong, I didn't mean that." ”

The affairs of the army have been too busy these days, and he has not thought about how to deal with this matter when he comes back, and this marriage has suddenly been promoted but has not been announced to the world at all. He doesn't have the habit of hiding marriage, so none of the friends around him don't know the way, except for Gu Jingsheng.

At the banquet just now, he had almost decided to break the net, no matter what the result was, whether it was right or wrong, he would tell him about it. didn't expect to be blocked by Gu Jingsheng's words, and at that moment he also knew that he couldn't bear it, and he couldn't bear to treat people who were once brothers and sisters and tightly protected his heart.

Anger. But angry because of her.

But at this moment, her concession, unprincipled and only caring about whether he was willing to retreat, actually made him feel that his heart hurt terribly, and he wronged her.

"You don't want to submit any more reports," said the small man softly, "and the last time I was rejected because of the departure of the country, and three months is not enough?" I don't want to go to the frontier with the army, it's so far from home, and it's so troublesome to come back and see my mother...... Just let me change with you...... Anyway, the roots are here, and one day you retire and want to come back, I'll come back with you. And my mother is alone, and when she can't bear the loneliness, she will come to me, and when the time comes...... Please don't dislike her, okay? ”

Huo Siran's heart tightened, and he suddenly felt a heavy stone pressing down on his chest, and the pain was unbearable.

The scarlet bloodshot in his eyes crept up little by little with the chill of the night, like a worm crawling in his heart, crawling to the deepest part of his heart, and suddenly turned into a sharp blade, piercing his entire chest with blood, he suppressed the scarlet in his eyes and hugged her, and said in a low voice: "Tongtong." Don't talk to me so quietly. ”

He couldn't stand her like this.

"Hmm." She chuckled softly, buried in his warm shoulder socket.

The smile gradually dissipated, and turned into a strong sourness and sadness. "I'm so tired...... Shall we go and rest? ”

His ability to toss people is always first-class, and he is already exhausted, and the exhaustion and cold make her entire temple ache, and it is exhausting to be able to hold on to such a long sentence. She closed her eyes slightly, and the world was dark, trying not to let herself think about what she had just said and what decisions she had made.

The chest was stuffy, Huo Siran opened his cold eyes, and there was nothing he could do, so he had to kiss her side of the face lightly and pick her up.

She remembered a text she had studied as a child.

It's called the Fish and the Bear's Paw.

Fish, I want, bear's paw, also I want, can not have both, give up the fish and take the bear's paw.

A word for shut. A word for forbearance. It's all a lifelong pain in people's hearts.

Huo Siran put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt, and wanted to hug her a few more words, he had important things to do in City C these days, and he would consider finding a relationship to transfer her over when he returned to Kyoto. He used to remember that she didn't want anything, no matter what he wanted to give, she was so incorruptible that she wouldn't even ask for the slightest favor, and the first time she asked him to do something, she asked for this.

The mobile phone that had just been thrown on the sofa in the living room rang relentlessly, Huo Siran was upset, hugged her and kissed her softly for a while before he was willing to let go, glanced at her before getting up and slowly walked in the direction of the living room.