(First, in order for this book to be able to rush to Sanjiang, I also ask readers to give more rewards, so that the editor can see it.) If I really go to Sanjiang next week, I will repay the readers with five times a day during my stay in Sanjiang. And if it is not next week, then Shangsanjiang will still be four more weeks in the future. In short, the reader's money will not be wasted. Above. ）

People will always do strange things for no reason.

For example, suddenly go to a place that you are not familiar with, and then take a trip that you can just go. Or make a normal confession to someone who has been secretly in love for a long time, and then go to the bookstore with a dark circle under your eyes to buy a thick black school...... The latter one doesn't count.

All in all, human behavior is actually quite elusive. It is difficult to judge a person's behavior by ordinary logic, even if it is familiar. Even those who have so-called psychic interactions will always have times when they make mistakes. Familiarity increases the accuracy rate at best, but if it is completely correct, it is impossible.

Because no one in this world can truly understand each other, only understand what they can understand.

Each person's thoughts, feelings, and actions are unique. Everyone is a leaf on the big tree of human society, and although it looks the same, the backbone is completely different. That's right, it's completely different from the root bone.

You think that the yellow-haired person next to you is a ** gangster like you, but in the face of disaster, he single-handedly carried the road to survival, and you turned around and ran away. You think that the girl who looks noble and cold is the goddess you can't hope for in your life, but the day you decide to give up, she finds you and says she likes you in front of everyone. It's not your personal miracle, it's the reason for each person's personality.

Each of us, every day, is living through countless miracles called human beings. And under the interaction of these miracles, some subtle choices may also change. What seems like a normal scene can be changed in another direction because of a choice, a small change. That kind of direction is likely to be an impossible direction that everyone did not expect.

If my body had been immune to that small virus that invaded my cells, I would never have fallen into a coma due to a high fever, and I would not have hallucinated because of the associated symptoms that made me what I am now.

If I hadn't trusted people too much, I might have been confident about campus life now.

Even recently, if I had dodged when a car hit me under the snow, my fate would have been very different.

But that's what makes me who I am.

Dark, timid, cowardly, unconfident, self-denying. But at the same time, I am proud, confident, indifferent, prestigious, and self-recognized. There is not only one human face, we are real all the time, but we are false all the time. We're here, but we're everywhere. Human beings are such discontinuous and unobservable beings.

So I feel that the choices I make at every moment are the best choices I made at that time. It was a choice made after thinking about it, after careful consideration, and it represented the choice given by my own will.

You may regret it, or you may feel naïve, but it's definitely not false.

There is only one time, and I recognize me for making that choice.

“…… In that case, I won't go back. ”

Shahi looked at me and sighed, and sat back on the couch. His eyes looked straight into my eyes without wavering.

"You're wrong. Hachiman. Maybe you don't think you've done anything wrong right now, but I'm going to say that you're wrong. If you are allowed to go like this, then it will be meaningless for me and Yono to win. Because we're cheaters, we're just playing with a few little tricks. But that's not the right thing to do. So it's not right for you to run away like this. ”

Very rarely, this is said in a declarative statement. Shahi didn't blush, stammering, and sidestep away from the topic as usual. Instead, it aimed directly at my face and landed a super powerful rethrow high-speed straight ball.

"Anyway, you just want an excuse right now, right? Then I don't want to go now. What do you do? ”

“…… There's no need to do that, right? Dazhi will be very worried, right? ”

"I'll explain that later, but that's your business now."

Without hesitation, he put the position of his family in the second place, and Shahi, who was extremely determined, sat on the sofa and stared at me quietly.

It's not the same as the absolute justice under the snow, Shahi's starting point is me. He told me as a friend, not as an elder or as someone who had come before. There is no basis or reliance, just pure goodwill to express their thoughts.

But it's also the kind of stuff that is the most troublesome.

"So, I said that before, right?"

Looking at the smartphone in Shahi's hand, I frowned slightly.

"I have absolutely no way to have a good relationship with them, I have no way to join them."

"Why? What is the rationale? ”

"Do you need to ask? It's fundamentally different. We are not fundamentally people. ”

"So how do you judge that you are not all the way people in nature? Is it by understanding? Is it by rumors? Or is it something else? ”

"By my observations, of course......"

By the time I realized what I had said, it was too late.

Like Danganronpa, a cold light flashed in Shahi's eyes, and his finger pointed straight at me.

"Since there is no way to blend in with them, how do you determine your own observations? Have you ever tried it with them? Have you blended in? None of them. Just relying on his own ideas negates the efforts of others. You just think you can't, and then you reject everyone. It's just like me and Yang Nai in the past. ”

"You are different from Yang, you know it, right? You're just a handful of columns, just some kind of extreme column—"

"Then why do you say that they are not a minority?"

Looking at my evasive gaze, Shahi smiled subtly.

"Or to put it another way. I'll be very angry if you run away at this time. Very angry. It's not impossible to get angry even to the point of breaking up. What do you think? ”

“…… I'm sorry I used to think you'd spent so much time in a bar. ”

"That guy Yono used to say that."

Shahi easily dropped the smartphone in the palm of his hand to my side, with a confident smile on his face.

I was able to be assigned the work by the store manager alone, and I thought that she could take care of the characters of the entire Ocean House alone. If she can only sell cute and pretend to be stupid, then she will underestimate the current competitive society. Although she is busy, on the basis of her busy work, she can always find a job that tolerates her dozing. And all the store managers are generous about it.

That's not something you can do just because she's cute. It's because even if she is half asleep, she is still countless times stronger than ordinary business personnel. It is the absolute strength that brings ease.

Saki Kawasaki is a very strong girl. One of the most wonderful staff at Angel Bar.