Chapter 385: Refusal, Just for Your Kindness
"Is there no room for relief?"
Xu Xian wiped her tears with a tissue, she felt as if she really needed to change, and if she continued like this, she couldn't do it.
"Not at the moment!"
But at this time, Yu Li thought of something, so she asked: "On the night of New Year's Day this year, before you confessed to me, didn't you say that you would move your family, and what is going on?" ”
"Do you remember that?"
"Nonsense, do you think you don't remember that day?" Yu Li said angrily, it was the day he confessed, can you remember it.
"Uh~"
"Say, didn't you say that day, move for your family, if it weren't for reconciliation, you would move for your family?" Yu Li continued to ask.
"It's not a reconciliation, I can only forgive him, and besides, I gave them the apartment I bought before, which is just something that can be done for them as a son!" Lin Yinlu explained.
"Since they have bought a house for your parents, why don't you reconcile and hate them?" Taeyeon can't figure it out, it's completely unreasonable.
"Buying them a house to live in, that's filial piety as a son, and I did forgive him, but I was still angry in my heart, so I didn't talk to my father, every time we met, I didn't say more than three sentences, as long as I said more than three sentences, then they quarreled, and then they were sad and regretful, and I left there depressed!" Lin Yinlu thought of the scene where he met his father before, which was self-deprecating.
He still felt that he was superfluous in their hearts, and he didn't have any sense of zài at all.
"Can you make it clear? What the hell is it that makes you hate your father so much? "Yuli, as a girlfriend, needs to know this.
"I have an older sister. An older brother, I am the youngest, a family of five, my parents have been partial to my brother since childhood, since I was sensible, 70% of my parents' love was given to my brother, and 29% to my sister. And me, only one percent! Lin Yinlu looked at Yu Li and said to her.
"When I was little. No matter how good I did, my father nodded at me, and if I did wrong, I would be punished severely, but my brother would do well. It's a great compliment. Even a reward, if you do something wrong, it's just a blaming, just say don't do it next time! ”
"Compared with the treatment between me and my brother, I am redundant, in the whole family, only my sister cares about me the most, and my brother is okay to me. But as parents, they are over. It's like, in their eyes, there are only two children, and I am the superfluous one! ”
"When my sister left Korea to study abroad, my mother began to pay more attention to me, but it was too late, and I had been completely left out for almost seven or eight years!"
"I'm not angry now that they hurt my first love and separated us, and I'm not angry that he kicked me out of the house!"
"I just can't let go, I can't let go of them treating me like that when I was a child, my mother is okay to say, at least I can still chat with him, my brother and I get along very well now, but only my father, in my heart, is only a father who gave birth to me, there is no emotion at all, father's love, I have never experienced it in my life!"
"Family, in the final analysis, I have no relationship with my father, I have my mother, sister, brother, I only have no verbal communication with my father, even if there is, it is a simple greeting, there is no more, sometimes quarrel, or scold him, this is my family life!" Lin Yinlu sued Yu Li for this qiē.
When Yu Li listened, she could imagine what Lin Yinlu's childhood was like.
"No wonder when you were in elementary school, you never saw your family pick you up from school, you always went back by yourself and went to school by yourself!" Yuna thinks back to her elementary school days and reminisces about it.
"My father has never been to school to see me, let alone pick me up, even to pay my tuition, primary school tuition, my mother went, that one percent of love, it was at this time that I felt it!" Lin Yinlu laughed.
Although it is a laugh, it seems so vicissitudes and so sad.
"Do you know why I play basketball, why I play badminton?" Lin Yinlu said suddenly.
"Isn't it because you like it?" Sunny replied.
"No, it's because I resisted, because I didn't want my father to be thrown into the army after I was in high school, I didn't want to obey his decision for me, so I wanted to resist, I started with sports, crazy practice basketball, no matter how tired I was, I persevered!"
"As long as I play basketball well, I can play abroad in the future, or play for my country, as long as I get a medal, then I can use this to resist the decision he made for me to become a soldier!"
"Later, I thought that playing basketball, as far as the Korean team was concerned, it was simply impossible, and then I changed and played badminton with Lee Hsien Loong and his grandfather, but even so, I didn't put down basketball, and I still practiced basketball!"
"Later, after learning badminton, I felt that it was not enough, I learned tennis again, I learned three sports together, I have to be strict with myself, I want to stand at the top of the Korean sports world, in order to get medals, I don't want to be at the mercy of my father like this!"
"However, it was useless for me to learn these things, because I fell out with my father and was kicked out of the house, and after that, I started my own life!"
"At night, I fight everywhere with iron pipes and sticks, and during the day, I go to school to sleep and write novels, this is my middle school life, and it is also the beginning of my life!" Lin Yinlu looked at the scenery outside the car window and recounted his events over the years.
But the nine girls were already crying.
"Maybe you're asking me why I'm fighting?"
"Because I missed my girlfriend very much at that time, I was ruthlessly separated by my family, she went to the United States, and I was kicked out of the house by my family, and the hurt in love and the ruthlessness in family affection made me completely heartbroken and heartbroken!"
"I go out to fight at night, not for any reason, just because when someone else takes a stick or a knife, and leaves a wound on my body, the pain in my body can divert the pain in my heart!"
"It's better to have a body than a heartache, but a stick will always be fine in a few days, and a knife will be fine, but well, I feel that my body doesn't hurt anymore, but my heart starts to hurt again!"
"When my heart hurts, I go out to find someone to continue fighting, as long as my body hurts enough and diverts my heartache, then I will stop!"
"However, if there are too many fights, there will naturally be enemies, so one of my brothers, when he gave me the first birthday of leaving his family, he was hacked to death!"
"From that time on, I have been even more ruthless in cutting people, not breaking my hands or feet, I want to fight for me Lin Yinlu can only bully people, and no one else can bully me Lin Yinlu, this is my Lin Yinlu's life that has been lifeless all these years!"
Lin Yinlu's eyes kept looking out the window, recalling these things very easily, but the tears on his face covered up his heartache.
And the girls, after listening to Lin Yinlu's experience, were even more shocked and cried.
Their eyes were full of tears, and no matter how they stopped, even if they came out with a tissue, they would be soaked in seconds, and it was useless.
"Woo~"
"Ahem~Woo~"
"Maybe Yun'er is still blaming me, why don't you accept your confession?"
"At that time, bearing the departure of the first love, the ruthlessness of the family drove out of the house, in this case, how do you want me to fall in love, and besides, you are so young and beautiful, lively and lovely, and I, an ordinary person!"
"And at night he is a madman, a complete madman, a madman who doesn't want to die."
"I'm going to cut people with a knife all night, if I have a relationship with you, and others know that you are my girlfriend, do you think your life will be guaranteed?!"
"I'm not a heartless person, how could I not be impressed by you, just to give you peace of mind and a carefree life, I can only refuse, even if you hate me, it's better than not knowing that one day, you will be found by my enemy, and then what will happen to you!" Lin Yinlu has been suppressed for so many years, and finally found a suitable opportunity to say what he thought in his heart.
"Woo wow ~ oppa ~ woo wow ~ I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" (To be continued......)
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