Chapter 043: What Am I?

If all this was Shen Ye's last resort, everything he did, even if he was engaged to Long Yunjing, was because he took care of her safety, then Yin Manqing thought that she should be considerate of Shen Ye and fulfilled Shen Ye's wish.

Perhaps, going back to China will indeed be safer and more reassuring to Shen Ye than staying in Chicago......

If all this was just wishful thinking on her own, she would admit it; It's just that Yin Manqing has a strong feeling that Shen Ye won't, he won't leave them ruthlessly.

Meng Xi explained his relationship with Long Yunjing to Yin Manqing, and apologized for concealing the kinship between him and Long Ye before, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it, I just ...... Worried about the matter between you and Yun Jing and your uncle, you may hate me together. Actually, I heard about Yun Jing and Shen Ye's engagement, but I didn't know how to talk to you at that time, for fear that you wouldn't be able to accept it, so I can only tell you that Shen Ye hasn't woken up yet. ”

For Meng Xi's concealment, Yin Manqing could understand his good intentions, how could he blame him, Yin Manqing shook his head, "Meng Xi, I am very grateful for your care of me during this time, if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have known what to do." Don't apologize to me, how could I blame you. ”

After all, everything he did was nothing more than thinking about her, and Meng Xi finally let go of the stone in his heart because of Yin Manqing's understanding and tolerance, "After Christmas, I will go to other cities in the United States with you to have a look, Las Vegas, Washington, New York, I can be your free tour guide, I have been to these places many times, and I am very familiar." ”

When it comes to going to other cities in the United States, Muncy is full of enthusiasm and anticipation, especially when he thinks of going with Yin Manqing, not to mention how happy he feels in his heart.

However, that city, Las Vegas, has now become more or less a joke and a luxury for Yin Manqing, who originally said that he would go to get the certificate, and the happiness he saw disappeared in the blink of an eye, and he also remembered the proposal gift given by Shen Ye, which was sweet and sticky and clearly still in front of him, but he didn't expect that the fate between them would end here.

"Monsey, I have received your wishes, but I have already planned to return to China, and I have no reason to stay here, perhaps...... My stay will also cause them trouble and annoy them. ”

Yin Manqing was very calm, it seemed that this idea was also very firm, even if she went back, she would never have a chance to return here from now on, and she would never even have a chance to be with Shen Ye again, she would not regret it. For the relationship with Shen Ye, she also worked really hard, from China thousands of miles to the United States, in Chicago and Los Angeles, the hardships and sourness, all the forbearance is because of one idea: she wants to be with Shen Ye.

Now, when it is really possible that they will never be able to be together again, Yin Manqing is not willing to force it.

Yin Manqing's decision surprised Mengxi, "Why did you decide so suddenly? Maybe wait, just wait, and things will change. Even if Mengxi actually thought that the change was unlikely, he subconsciously did not want Yin Manqing to return to China.

Yin Manqing did not allow herself to change her mind, if Shen Ye's situation really changed, she should go back to China and wait for him peacefully in the country, and in the end she resolutely decided to go back on the grounds that she had the work that had to be done, as if no matter who said anything, she would not change her mind.

When Yan Lixiang heard that Yin Manqing was going back to China, her emotions of missing home day and night were boiling, "Sister Xiaoman, do you really want to go back?" Let's go find Mr. Shen Ye again, maybe, he has a hard time, wait and see. If you go back, you may ......"

It's possible that we'll never get a chance to be together again...... This sentence slid to Yan Lixiang's mouth and swallowed it back.

Yin Manqing didn't seem to mind saying these words that made her sad and sad, "I've thought about what the possibilities will be after I go back, but Lixiang, I can't rely on it anymore, even if I really don't have any possibilities with him, but I still have to live my life seriously and diligently, I'm not alone now." ”

Even if one day she can only enter the delivery room alone to give birth to a child, without any relatives by her side; Even if as an unmarried mother in the future, the things she needs to face are far beyond her imagination, but Yin Manqing seems to be ready to bear everything alone.

"Rika, don't worry about me, I'm fine. Shen Ye and I, if I hadn't come to Chicago, we would be separated now, and I could spend this time with him in Chicago, I could count on earning it. ”

The calmer Yin Manqing became, the more worried Yan Lixiang was for her, "Sister Xiaoman, if you really want to go back, let me accompany you back, the Yuefeng Charity established, we can't just let it become a signboard, at least we have to do more meaningful things in the name of Ah Feng." ”

Yan Lixiang was desperate to go home, and she didn't seem to care about Mu Chengtian's personal feelings at all.

"Lixiang, you are different from me, you have Mr. Mu here, but I, now that Shen Ye is about to get engaged, I can't see him get engaged to other women with my own eyes, so I have to leave. But I promise you, I will be fine, I will never give up on myself, and I will not be passive as before, I am the mother of the child. The matter between you and Ah Feng has passed, since there is a man in front of you who is worthy of your love and loves you, don't miss it. No matter how deep the relationship is, the two will fade after several times of separation and reunion. ”

Yin Manqing was deeply touched by this, and the separation and reunion with Shen Ye were repeated, maybe Shen Ye was really tired and tired of it, so he would think of letting go.

But even so, Yin Manqing doesn't blame Shen Ye, it's not the fault of any of them who has come to this point, but the fact that both of them are at fault, which will cause today's situation.

"But, Sister Xiaoman, I ......" Yan Lixiang stammered, and a lot of words in her heart were difficult to speak, not because she was not tempted by Mu Chengtian, but because she had a lot of concerns.

"There is no feeling, but Lixiang, if you love him, be brave, at least don't let your future self hate you now, why don't you work hard, maybe, as long as you work hard, grit your teeth and endure, everything will be different." Yin Manqing sincerely hopes that Yan Lixiang can find her own happiness.

Hearing this, Yan Lixiang blushed very embarrassedly, "Sister Xiaoman, I'm sorry, it's all this time, I still asked you to persuade me, but I miss my brother, and my brother is also worried about me, I'll discuss it with Mu Chengtian and go back for a few days first." ”

As for whether she wants to go back to Los Angeles in the future, or whether Mu Chengtian is willing to let her come back, I can only wait until then.

However, when Mu Chengtian learned that Yan Lixiang was going back to China with Yin Manqing, he naturally had a burst of anger, "You say it again." ”

Yan Lixiang couldn't detect Mu Chengtian's anger, and her cold words were very reluctant, but she still had the courage to repeat it again, "I want to go home, I miss my brother and family." ”

And after she finished speaking, she seemed to be very weak-hearted, lowered her head, and her hands were disturbed together, obviously she went back as a matter of course, but why was she so uneasy at this moment as if she had done something wrong.

Mu Chengtian was quite annoyed, and there was a scorching fire erupting in Yan Lixiang's eyes, but he just stared at her, Yan Lixiang was so terrified that she didn't dare to speak.

He lit a cigarette, and in an instant the huge room was filled with smoke and spread through the air, and the smoke was miasma. His sharp eyes as cold as a leopard stared at Yan Lixiang for a moment, causing her to tremble and feel uneasy.

He almost used this terrifying silence to torture Yan Lixiang's body and mind, and the cigarette butts of different lengths soon filled the ashtray extremely unneatly, Yan Lixiang really couldn't stand it, so she stepped forward unexpectedly, "Don't smoke." ”

The two were close, and the smell of tobacco on Mu Chengtian's body was mixed with his monstrous fire, which made Yan Lixiang couldn't help but step back, "I...... If you're willing to let me come back, I'll be back, but I have to go back and see my family. ”

“……”

The answer to Yan Lixiang was still silent.

Mu Chengtian's eyes were filled with a rich red, forcing Yan Lixiang to continue speaking, but soon he could feel a strong force coming from his waist, "In your eyes, I am neither comparable to Qin Yuefeng nor your family, so what am I?" ”

Mu Chengtian's scorching breath shrouded Yan Lixiang's face, forcing her to answer, "You...... Of course it's important. ”

But this kind of answer made Mu Chengtian dissatisfied, quite dissatisfied, Yan Lixiang's words clearly avoided the important and trivialized.

"Important, but not as good as them?" Mu Chengtian was aggressive.

"Why are you like this again!" Yan Lixiang was dissatisfied with Mu Chengtian's words, pushed his chest, and tried to leave his embrace, but Mu Chengtian grabbed her waist and never let him move for half a minute.

"What's wrong with me! Because of a person like me, it is not worth you to stay by my side, you are a young lady, it is not rare for people like me to be on the road......"

"No, I don't have that idea, don't think about it." Yan Lixiang hurriedly explained, her anxious eyes were full of worry and fear that Mu Chengtian would misunderstand, but he obviously didn't listen.

"Am I still wronging you? I'm just saying it according to what you show me. "Mu Chengtian is full of anger and is difficult to stop.

Yan Lixiang's eyebrows tightened, "You are ...... to me" has become more and more important by now, and even the most important person in her life.

But before she finished her words, Mu Chengtian coldly lost a sentence, "If you want to go back, go back, this time, no one will stop you." ”

He won't stop him, a person like Yan Lixiang is full of family and Qin Yuefeng, how can she have him in her heart, the so-called "he is also very important" is just to coax him, since this is the case, it is better to let her go......