Chapter 362: An outbreak that has been suppressed for more than ten years
"I don't understand, I really don't understand, it's something I haven't been able to figure out!" Lin Yinlu saw his family like this, and he also got a chance to break out.
"I don't understand, I don't understand why you gave birth to me in the first place, since you were born, why are you so partial, so partial to your brother!"
"He can do anything, I'm the youngest, it's not right to follow along!"
"In elementary school, I got better grades than him, I was more obedient than him, I learned more than him, but in the end, what did I get, just a nod, what is this?"
"Also, he went out earlier than me since he was a child, you look at him now, his arms and body are full of tattoos, why can he get tattoos so unscrupulously, but it's me, when I brought it up and I wanted to get a tattoo, what did you say about me?" Lin Yinlu broke out all the grievances that had been suppressed for all these years.
After such a question, his parents, sister, and brother were speechless and didn't know how to answer.
"Others say that the little one is favored, why can't I experience it, since I was a child, since I was sensible, I haven't seen you have a good eye on me, but I didn't say it, I thought you would know that when you were favoring the eldest son, your younger son was envious in a corner!"
"At that time, do you know that your youngest son will be very sad, at that time, whether it is you as a father, or you as a mother, or your brother, what are you doing, there are talking and laughing, only the sister Quan Damei noticed me!"
"When my sister was there, at least my sister would care about me, but after my sister left, my mother only knew at that time that she had snubbed her younger son, but it was a little late at that time, but at least I waited, I waited for my mother's love, and I could feel a little!"
"But what about father's love, I haven't felt a little bit of father's love since I was a child, and even, when I went out with my brother to fool around, every time I came back, the first person to question was me, saying that I went out to play, and it was me who beat me, and what about my brother, I just said a few words, you are so worthy of your little son?" The more Lin Yinlu spoke, the more excited he became, who could know the grievances in his heart?
"I went out and found a girlfriend, and you were so against me, and even went to someone's house and insulted them like this in front of you!"
"I won't say anything about this, you insult her, I will make amends for you in the rest of my life, I will give whatever she wants!"
"However, what I have always wanted to ask is, what did you give birth to me for, just to compare it with Quan Zhilong?" Lin Yinlu burst out and yelled, saying that his parents were so embarrassed that they didn't even dare to look at him.
Quan Zhilong covered his face with his hands, he was sorry for his brother in his heart, he couldn't pay it back in his life, it has passed, and the hurt has hurt, how can he pay it back?
"Rhythm~" Kwon Damei shed sad tears and hugged her brother.
"Woo~" Mother Quan cried like a tearful person, when she was young, she really ignored the child, and his personality changed greatly.
If it weren't for the night before her daughter went to study abroad, she chatted with her for a night and told her all the resentment in her youngest son's heart towards her family, she didn't even know that she had invisibly hurt her son like this.
"Since you don't like me, then let me fend for myself, I'll find a girlfriend, I'll leave your sight with her, wouldn't it be better for you to be together, wouldn't it be nice to have less of my eye-catching bastard?" Lin Yinlu sat down sadly, hugged Zhiyan, and tears dripped from the corners of her eyes.
This is the first time since he became sensible that his family has exploded into dissatisfaction with them, and it is also the first time that he has asked such a question after being suppressed for so many years.
"Rhythm, I'm sorry~ I'm really sorry!" Jin Suhui cried and grabbed Lin Yinyu's hand.
"Excuse me? I don't want sorry, I want an answer, why did you treat me like this, but also an answer to give birth to me, an answer that can convince me, an answer that allows me to forgive you and truly love you! Lin Yinlu shook his head, this was not the answer he wanted.
Kwon Jung-hyuk closed his eyes in pain, but even so, he still couldn't stop his old tears, and he didn't know why he was treating his youngest son like that.
"Rhythm, isn't it very good now, there's no need to pursue it anymore!" Kwon Da-mi said almost pleadingly.
"Haha~haha~ Okay?" Lin Yinlu suddenly burst out laughing.
"In the end, I still didn't come up with an answer, since that's the case, there's nothing more to say, I already know, in fact, I'm superfluous in this family!"
"It is said that father's love is like a mountain and mother's love is like water, but I can't feel it, my childhood only has my sister's concern for me, my childhood only Zhiyan spent with me, as for my brother, it is better to say that he is a brother, it is better to say that he is a teammate, and it is more appropriate for a friend to come!" Lin Yinlu stood up, intending to leave here, not in the mood to continue.
"I'm sorry ~ bang ~ " Quan Zhilong knelt down in pain and knelt down for his younger brother.
This qiē is the pain he brought to his younger brother, taking away his younger brother's parents and making him live alone for so long.
"I'm sorry, some things are not just an apology, if I really died that time, you wouldn't even have a chance to say sorry now!"
"You can only regret it now, regret that you treated me like that, regret that you didn't care about me, regret that you didn't notice me!"
"However, you can also rejoice, it is because of your lack of care for me, care, attention, so that I have honed a strong heart, even if I was almost hacked to death, I also survived by myself, I was not for you to live, from the moment I almost died for the first time and was rescued by my first love's father~ I am no longer Quan Yinlu!"
"As for your son Quan Yinlu, he was already dead at that time, and now it is Lin Yinlu who is alive, Lin Yinlu who lives with your son's body, he lives for redemption, redeeming Lin Yinlu who was redeemed by a parent who hurt a little girl!"
Lin Yinlu said, his heart hurt, as if he was desperate for family affection, and he no longer had hope.
Originally, over the years, he didn't say it, and he still treated them as family members, thinking that there was a reason why they treated him like that at the beginning.
But now it seems that they are too good at comforting themselves, they only have one son in their eyes at that time, he is Quan Zhilong, as for Quan Yinlu, for them, it is dispensable.
In this case, he could ignore it at such a young age back then, why can't he it now, how good it would be to continue to ignore it, and he doesn't have to worry so much about it.
"From now on, we..."
"Enough, smack~" Quan Duomei couldn't listen to it anymore, stood up, and gave her brother a slap.
Although it was heartbroken, she still didn't want to hear her brother say such things, and she felt aggrieved for her brother, but she still didn't want to hear such words, if she continued, she might lose a younger brother because of it.
Lin Yinlu endured it, and did not dodge, but endured it.
"Ah~" Ji-yeon saw that Lin Yinyu was slapped in the face, like an angry kitten jumping up, and then pushed Kwon Da-mi away.
"Hehe~ It's okay, this is my sister, she beat me, at least I know that I have a sister!" Lin Yinlu hugged Ji-yeon and told her not to mess around.
"My father is like a stranger, although my mother woke up early, but I am not blessed to be emaciated, brother, hehe, yes, how many years have I not shouted like this, brother~haha~brother~haha~~" Saying this, Lin Yinlu laughed as if he was crazy
Seeing Lin Yinlu laughing like this, Kwon Jung-hyuk, Kim So-hye, and Kwon Zhi-ryong were even more bleeding.
I didn't expect that it was already so deeply injured, I thought it wouldn't be deep, it could be filled, and it could be mended, but I ate it~
"Thank you brother for pulling me to mix in the first place, otherwise I Lin Yinlu wouldn't have been able to meet such a good girl, otherwise I wouldn't have today's Lin Yinlu, the so-called brother Chengye, brother ruined~" Lin Yinlu looked at Quan Zhilong, with a sad smile on his face.