Chapter 184: Mistake after Mistake
Qingyang "chuckled" in his heart. The words of my uncle and brother seem to really confirm that my mother has passed away, how did my mother die? Are you really angry with yourself? Like that mother-in-law said? However, when I left, my mother was fine! No, I have to go home and have a look, Qingmei quickly packed her things, went to the secretary general to say hello, and hurriedly left the provincial office......
The journey home was not long, but in Qingyang's heart, if her mother really died, she didn't know how she should face such a tragedy.
"Mom, don't be fine, don't scare me, I'll be scared." A sense of fear hit Qingyang, he suddenly felt that he was really guilty, if it was really his mother who died, how could she face such a tragedy, how to clean up such a mess?
She remembered that when she was a child, before going to school, her mother always dressed her up cleanly, combed her pigtails, and put on beautiful clothes, she liked to fight with her sister, so when she divided things, her mother always gave her a little more partially. When picking up the two of them, she would always run over first, take Qingyang's little hand, bend down, kiss her on the cheek, and say, "Don't be jealous, baby girl, I love both of you." ”
Qingyang liked to write when he was young, as if his mother said, "When you grow up, you will be a secretary for others!" A trace of dissatisfaction appeared on Mom's beautiful face, and she shook her head fiercely, "No, no, my precious daughter, how can I let her be someone else's secretary?" ”
Qingyang screamed in his heart, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" ”
It occurred to me that what would I do if my mother really died? Qingyang's heart was so panicked, panicked that he didn't know whether he should step on the brakes or step on the accelerator, the off-road vehicle stopped and walked when he stopped, when he was left and when he was right, stumbling forward, provoking the surrounding cars to keep honking at her frantically, everyone must have thought that the driver of this car was drunk......
Quickly drove to the house, she didn't know how many minutes it took to get around, she didn't pull out the car keys, she ran her legs home, the door of the family unit was also open, the door was also open, the door was bustling inside and outside, many relatives and friends were standing outside, some were crying, some were lamenting, some were complaining, and some were looking around there expressionlessly......
Seeing so many people, as well as the white flowers at the door, and countless wreaths, Qingyang's heart suddenly fell to the bottom......
"Mom is really dead! She's by me, she's really by me! Qingyang's mind was buzzing and he stumbled into the house......
The familiar staircase, the place where you grew up. Since junior high school, I have lived in this house, and my mother has given me endless love, but in the end, she died of hatred because of herself......
Seeing Qingyang, everyone's eyes "swooped", and they all looked at Qingyang, many people's eyes were as sharp as knives, Qingyang felt that he was hurt! She complained bitterly in her heart, who did she explain to her, it's not my fault, it's not that I want to be angry with my mother? Who will listen to him? Qingyang looked around in despair, and her brother and sister were staring at her with angry eyes......
In embarrassment, the uncle came over, hugged Qingyang in tears, comforted her and said, "Qingyang, your mother...... She...... I can't figure it out, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, why should she care so much......" Uncle said, tears streaming down his face......
In his uncle's arms, Qingyang thought, is this his uncle comforting himself? He didn't mean to blame, but he blamed himself in his heart, with a man in his forties, no name and no share, how could his mother stand it?
If you were yourself, it would be good if you didn't see her coming, why pretend to be my sister to go to the hospital to see my mother, just lock my sister up, it's just a show, if it's wrong, it's also because I miss my mother so much, I didn't expect my mother to be so angry, so I was angry......
The uncle took her hand and came to her mother's spiritual seat, and the uncle gently let go of her, wanting her to worship her mother, and muttered, "Qin Ying! The child is back, you have to forgive her! ”
Qingyang collapsed in front of her mother's spirit all of a sudden, she felt that she didn't have a little strength in her body, and her mother was gone, from childhood to adulthood, her mother gave her the most love, and her mother favored herself, whenever she had a dispute with her sister, when she grabbed clothes and toys, her mother always looked at herself, and her mother always felt that she was born with less meat than her sister, and she suffered a loss in her stomach, so, from childhood to adulthood, this is how she protected me.
Qingyang stiffened for a long time before he cried, "Mom, I'm late, I'm wrong, I'm very wrong, I shouldn't lie to you, how can I lie to you?" How can I fool you? I'm so stupid, you forgive me, you just don't forgive me when you leave like this? I've been wrong again and again, Mom, I shouldn't have fallen in love with Lin Handong, I shouldn't have run away from home, I shouldn't have pretended to be my sister, I pretended to be my sister to see you when I was thinking about you, so you couldn't stand it, you told your daughter, how can you save it, my daughter is wrong, if I leave Lin Handong, can you still live? If you live, I will leave him......"
Qingyang excitedly hugged her mother's spiritual position, touched her mother's photo, and cried loudly, tears "crackling" wet the black gauze on the photo......
"Humph! If you know today, why bother in the first place! The brother looked at her with red and swollen eyes next to him, and said angrily.
"Qingyang, you should get lost, you are taking a road of no return! Just from now on, don't go to work again......"
Qingmei saw that her sister was sincere, and her heart softened again, and she cried and said.
Qing Bai Muran looked at the portrait of his mother, tears fell, his mother's thoughts, he knew how much she wanted her daughter to be lost! In order to get her back, he once hung up, beat her, and scolded her, but Qingyang still chose to flee......
"Qingmei, don't persuade her, persuasion is also to play the piano to the cow, and my father is still angry when he looks at it......"
Uncle walked over and waved his hand, "You are all wrong, Qin Ying cares about Qingyang, so, Qingyang!" Come back! After all, people have to go the right way......"
Qingyang cried darkly, but when she came back, she really didn't think about it seriously, her mother was dead, and when she came back, didn't she want to become a public enemy of the family? Qingyang looked around, the aunt and uncle of the Chen family all looked at her with resentment, her brother and sister were crying to death, she sighed sadly, "Alas! It's late, it's late......"