219. V158 (5)
But it really hurts.
Feeling the consciousness in her body gradually dissipating, she grabbed He Chen's clothes tightly, wanting to keep this moment forever. She muttered in a low voice, "Hold me......"
As long as he hugged her tightly, this sweet dream seemed to be able to stay forever. Enjoying every second in his arms, even the air he breathed became gentle.
didn't get to the end, she still fainted in pain after all.
When Tao Si woke up, he opened his eyes and saw the man's masculine Adam's apple. She blinked blankly, closed and opened, still a man's Adam's apple. His gaze gradually moved upward, and he was looking at He Chen's sleeping face. He hung his head and slept soundly. The eyelashes were long and covered his eyes gently. The lips are stretched into a good-looking arc, and it is not the night when I said that I broke up, I was very cold and hard everywhere.
Time seems to stand still in this moment.
Tao Si quietly traced this face repeatedly with a nostalgic cotton gaze. When she first met, she never looked at this person in her eyes. I don't think this man is my favorite type no matter how you look at it. Unexpectedly, she put him in her heart, when he said to break up and said that he didn't love him.
She thought that God must be punishing her arrogance and arrogance, so he would make such a joke with her.
Many nights, she would suddenly wake up from her dreams and roll herself to the edge of the bed. In the room, the small lamp at the head of the bed is lonely and warms a small corner.
No one else had to take her back and hold her firmly in his arms as she rolled to the side.
She just kept her eyes open like that, stayed up until her upper and lower eyelids fought, and stayed up until she couldn't support it before she fell asleep.
She always sleeps poorly in her dreams, and when she gets up in the morning, her pillow is always wet with tears.
After breaking up for so long, she only dreamed of He Chen once.
It was he who told her to break up, and she was abandoned in a hospital. When she escaped, she realized that she had nothing with her, so she had to walk back again. But she forgot the way she came, and the road ahead was a mountain, covered with snow and ice, and she could not climb over it.
After waking up, she talked to Shang Chi.
At that time, Shang Chi happened to be fine, and studied some Zhou Gong's dream interpretation and the like.
"The hospital is a place where people's wounds are treated, and if you show up there and think about going back to the hospital, it means that you are really injured. Climbing over the mountain, in fact, you have encountered difficulties in real life, and you can't climb it, which means that you are actually working hard to cross this hurdle, but you are not satisfied. ”
After Tao Si listened, he was silent.
Shang Chi said, "The body secretes dopamine, which makes people feel excited. That's why people are in a good mood when they fall in love. But over time, the chemistry of dopamine also decreases, and then at this time, many people may break up. The process of breaking up is actually the feeling of excitement brought by quitting dopamine. To put it bluntly, it's a bit like a mini-detoxification. But once you come out, you'll find SOEASY. It's just a broken love. You also have relatives who love you, confidants and girlfriends, and a stable source of income. Losing nothing more than someone who doesn't love you is a good thing. If you leave the wrong one, you may meet the right one! ”
Everyone can understand the big truth, but the small emotions are difficult to control.
Tao Si's discomfort in her heart is only known to herself. If she doesn't confide, I'm afraid everyone will think that she is invulnerable and doesn't look like a lovelorn person at all.
She sometimes thinks about how a man can be so ruthless, break up when he says he breaks up, and then there is no contact. But now, she probably understood.
The new love is better, and falling out of love is not a problem.
So even though He Chen was holding her now, Tao Si's heart had just loosened and slowly and quietly hardened.
Tao Si tried to stand up, and He Chen also woke up at this time.
"What's wrong?" He Chen looked at her with concern.
Tao Si had already stood up from his arms, but his movements were a little violent, and he was a little dizzy in front of him.
"Just bandage the wound, don't move." He Chen was a little responsible.
"Thank you."
Tao Si stubbornly reached out to support the wall.
To be polite is to be alienated.
He Chen slowly withdrew his hand and stood still behind her, with a complicated look on his face.
"Why do you do this? It's all my sister's fault, and I'm atoning for her. ”
Tao Si's back stiffened slightly, and he showed a playful wry smile where He Chen couldn't see.
Therefore, he would be so nervous about her, for fear that if something terrible happened to her, what punishment would He Jiao, a "simple" girl, receive?
At this time, the phone in Tao Si's pocket rang.
It was Wu Fatzi who called.
"It's okay, I can still answer your call, I can't die. Okay, come and pick me up. Don't go to your house, lest my dad find out. ”
After hanging up the phone, Tao Si really felt dizzy, so he simply sat on the bench, leaning against the wall and not speaking.
When the dizziness passed, Tao Si opened his eyes and found He Chen still standing next to her, looking at her quietly.
"Let's go." Tao Si didn't care about his clothes, "Wait so that Fat Wu won't see you and beat you." I advise you that it is better to let your cousin go abroad, or to other provinces, in short, not to appear under everyone's noses. It's annoying to watch, and when the time comes, I'll be excited to do something, but it's not something I can guarantee. ”
The implication was that she didn't want to worry about it anymore.
It's not like Taos's usual style.
He Chen didn't speak, stubbornly standing there like Tao Si's shadow.
The two of them sat quietly for a while, and the figure of Wu Fatzi rushed towards here from afar.
Tao Sigang stood up, his elbows tightened, and he was supported by He Chen.
"Let go."
"I care about you."
"Thank you, but...... No, you don't. ”
Tao Si said coldly, and then shook off He Chen's hand.
If you can't love me, don't come near me anymore, and don't be nice to me anymore.
Because I have this heart, I can't stand being hurt again and again.
She didn't know what He Chen's expression was. She didn't want to see it, she was afraid that what she didn't want to see would be even more sad.
As soon as Fat Wu saw Tao Si, he asked nervously, "How many stitches?" ”
Tao Si slapped him on the door of his head, "I'm fainting in pain, who has the heart to count how many stitches?" ”
"Then I will avenge you!"
"Report your sister!" Tao Si slapped him again, "I hate talking about women the most." Do your business all day! Is it good to find a girlfriend and find something classy? Will one die if you talk about it well? That's the end of it for me! ”
Finally, he warned the group that no one should speak out.
Wu is sending Tao Si to the door, she is not in a hurry to get out of the car, and some words are suitable for saying when there are only two people.
"The ex who broke up and made trouble again is quite tasteless. When I was with him, he didn't feel sorry for me much, he was very nice to me. I know you're doing it for my good, but you're pestering me like this, making me very faceless, don't you know? ”
Wu Zheng sneered, "People live in one breath." When did you care about other people's eyes? Let me ask you, are you happy that you have been dumped? Let him eat deflated, unhappy in his heart? ”
Tao Si looked at Wu Zheng very seriously, Fa Xiao, who he had known since he was a child, felt that he had suddenly changed a lot.
"You can't forget Shen Lan?" Tao Si asked suddenly.
Wu Zheng's expression was as if he had been struck by electricity, and he turned his head in displeasure, "Why did you mention her well?" ”
"Do you know what the scariest ex is? It's to make you sick with her, and to make you live like her. ”
Taoth got out of the car. Some words, all of which are said here, are not easy to say too bluntly, see how Wu Zheng understands it.
On the third day of recuperation at home, the doorbell rang.
From the cat's eye, it was a strange middle-aged woman, followed by a dejected familiar face - He Jiao.
Tao thought about it for a while, but still opened the door. He Jiao's mother received the certificate He Jiao came to apologize and was willing to give the medical expenses and so on. Not a single superfluous word was mentioned. He Jiao also solemnly said sorry to Tao Si.
After sending off the mother and daughter, Wu Zheng's call came.
"Did you do something to force people to apologize?"
"Don't you have a calming attitude? The woman heard that she was preparing to go abroad. Even if she is interested and stays in the country, I don't know when I will be unhappy to rectify her. Wu Zheng asked again, don't you come to apologize because you are looking at the power of the Wu family, right?
"Nope. They didn't even mention those words. It was precisely because he didn't mention anything that Tao Si didn't dare to believe it.
She made her phone call as she walked to the floor-to-ceiling window. Unconsciously looking down, a familiar car was turning out of the gate. My heart is beating wildly, is it He Chen's car? When I blinked hard and tried to read the license plate clearly, the car had already slid out of the gate of the community and could no longer be seen.
A thought flashed in his heart, could it be that He Chen forced He Jiao to apologize?
Such a thought suddenly gave birth to a little sweetness in her heart, but before she had time to taste it, she was crushed by the cruel reality. Some things, like a gust of wind, blow from the front when you are drowning and wake you up with a slap in the face.
In the evening, Tao Si went out to take out the garbage and found that there were movers coming in and out of the opposite building. New residents have moved in.
That night, when she was drying her clothes, she found that the residents of the opposite building, which had been dark, turned on the lights. I don't know what kind of people are newly moved in, and the curtains are drawn tightly.
When the wound on her forehead gradually healed, the blind date surnamed Kim came to her again. The man invited her to be a tour guide and explore the scenery. Tao Si took him to climb the mountain, picked a bad road to walk, and after two days of tossing, this man didn't know if he couldn't stand it anymore, and finally had to leave. Before leaving, he said that he was going to have some indoor activities and that he was going to take Tao Si to a dinner party.
Tao Si went and picked out a little black dress at random. When she got there, she regretted her casual dress today.
Because I saw He Chen and ...... Song Nan.