“…… Talk to me. ”

Hey, hey, it's okay to come up with a commanding tone?

I sighed as I listened to the voice under the snow, which was somewhat distorted by the phone.

"Then why don't I go to your house now? Or you come to my house, so that you can save some phone bills, and it will be good to meet and talk. ”

"No, that's it."

That's it.

The sound of breathing under the snow on the phone was clearly audible, and although he still looked a little weak, he refused my invitation without hesitation.

Anyway, maybe the snow said that it would be restored one night, and it is probably not a lie to us. Now under the snow, just by virtue of the tone, I am afraid that he already has the appearance of a normal dragon. Although the voice is still very weak.

There's just no way to see her face, so there's no way to confirm it.

"The reason why I didn't go over was because when I saw your face at this time, I thought I couldn't help but want to attack. So please, just talk about it on the phone. ”

“…… Are you sure you're not here to provoke me on purpose? ”

"No? I'm serious about communicating. ”

"All I heard was that you were serious about trying to provoke me."

"That's definitely your delusion, right? This kind of small is good to put on the other side beforehand. ”

It's definitely not a trivial matter, right?

Will you give me back my fragile youthful heart? I'm worried about you very hard! How do you feel like all my care is being fed to the dog?

"And then? What are you calling me for now? Is there anything you'd like to say? Declare it in advance, if it's a confession, I'll definitely be happy to accept it. Even if it's not a confession, I like to hear something to talk about. ”

"Can you die twice?"

Under the snow in the phone voice indifferent. If I had seen it in reality, she would have glared at me viciously with that serene gaze, right?

But that's only in reality. In the midst of this kind of phone entanglement, there will be no expressions, and there will be no bothering by body language. Conveying each other's meaning through sound and radio waves is something clear and beautiful.

Because you can't see faces, you can avoid a lot of embarrassing situations. Because you can't see faces, you can say some words boldly and with confidence. Although it is just self-deception, there are some things that can never be said in person. But it has to be expressed, so there is such a dialogue scene.

"I'm lying." After the first conversation, Xue Xia used her cold voice to deny the life she had been obsessed with before.

“…… Ah, huh? ”

"Yes. I didn't fulfill my own promises and broke my own promises. ”

Listening to the sound under the snow, I subconsciously held my breath.

"I hated that guy."

After dozens of seconds, as if he had sorted out his feelings, the voice under the snow rang from the phone again. With a little trill, as if she was forced to calm down, she trembled to me as she described something that had gradually evolved in her mind.

But there was no way to see her.

I could only sit on the sofa, staring blankly at the coffee table in front of me, listening to the sound of the phone under the snow, just like that, as a listener, quietly staying where I was.

"I hate him. Disgusted with him. That kind of person's existence is a kind of mistake. Why? Why do you have so many choices and so many relationships, but you use that method to deceive me? Why are you torturing me so much? Why? ”

Because I couldn't see the face, the voice became more and more harsh.

"Pretend to like me and deceive me, pretend to be my good and deceive me. Deceive me, hide me, why? Can you just trample another unfamiliar person under your feet for the sake of someone else's request? Just because you want to correct me, you want me to understand something, you want to sarcastically mock me like that? That's what you're going to do to make fun of me? ”

"I hate cheating. I don't like to put on a disguised face to face anyone. But every time I tried to believe him, the result was always deceived again and again. ”

"If you have a hostile disguise, doesn't it matter what you do? As long as you put on the name of the enemy, can you use all kinds of despicable and shameless means? I did it just because I liked it, and I did it because I didn't like it, why? ”

“…… I'm sorry. ”

"Shut up and listen to me."

"Hmm."

A trembling voice gradually came out of my phone and told me to shut my mouth.

"Is it because I've done something wrong? Is it because I'm not doing well enough? Even if I tried to help, I was treated in that way, and I almost cried. Why? Because it's an enemy, because it's an adversary, there's no way to explain it to each other? Is that all? Is that all there is to it? ”

"No, it's because he hates me too. He hated me just as much. But even so, he tried to save me in his own way. I can't understand the contradictory behavior of obviously hating those things but taking responsibility for them in the past. ”

"We're enemies, aren't we? We're rivals. But what have we done now? How exactly are we going to do it? Even though we have spoken thousands of conversations and tens of thousands of words, the distance between us has not changed even a step. It's just that they maintain each other more in behavior, and it's like they don't exist at all for half a year. It's already very clear, but you still have to put on such an attitude. ”

"So I lied. I deceived myself. Treating you as an enemy and defending you without authorization, what? What exactly is this? ”

Ah, yes, what the hell is this......

Looking at the white ceiling, I didn't know what to say.

(Maybe it's a coincidence, but at the time of writing this chapter, my old classmates contacted me on QQ.) Said that she was very touched that she finally contacted me, and was afraid that I would forget her after not seeing her for so long. I said, don't you have my phone number? She said that I changed my number and didn't sue her, so she told me. Suddenly there was an indescribable feeling in my heart...... By the way, it's a very cute soft girl.,The prototype of the apprentice's appearance is also.。 I thought that she didn't want to contact her for so long, but I didn't expect that I didn't tell her at all...... But even so, I'm still very happy, and the reason for my happiness is not that the two of us are in touch, but that others take the initiative to find me. I guess I'm a scumbag. ）