The chopsticks in Cheng Xiaofu's hand fell to the ground and looked at her mother in a daze.

When Widow Cheng saw her daughter like this, her heart sank, and her face was silent, "What's wrong?" It's not good to eat, the chopsticks fell on the ground, I'll help you change a pair. ”

got up and picked up the chopsticks on the ground, widow Cheng went to the outhouse, secretly looked at her daughter outside, saw that her daughter was in a daze, and lowered her head for a long time, I don't know what Lu Dao was thinking, she took the new chopsticks and turned around and entered the house.

"Let's eat, although it's summer, it's not delicious when the food is cold." Widow Cheng handed the chopsticks to her daughter.

Cheng Xiaofu took it, still lowered her head, did not move the chopsticks, Cheng Widow didn't think much about it, just thought that her daughter was uncomfortable, and it would be fine in a few days, where did she think that her daughter would be sick from that day, only said that she was not feeling well, and she would not go to the hospital if she wanted to take it, Cheng Widow thought of what she said, faintly guessed it, held her breath, and didn't care about it, she went to the clothing store by herself, and came back at night to cook and see that her daughter didn't eat, and she didn't let her more, so it has been three days, seeing that her daughter still doesn't eat, Widow Cheng is in a hurry.

"Let's go, get up, let's see a doctor." Widow Cheng pulled her daughter up.

Cheng Xiaofu didn't move, her body sank, but she didn't get up.

"What the hell do you want? Yes? I don't say it, I don't pick it, I will save face for you, you have to be shameless, right? Zhou Fuguo: What kind of family is that? Is that what you can think about? Look at you, I haven't graduated from junior high school yet, and I don't have a father, just me, a poor mother who works for others, what is at home? In addition to being able to live, you can't even wear a decent piece of clothing, how can you be worthy of others? They are cadres, and the conditions at home are good. The people you are looking for are all from high backgrounds, how can you go with others? You lost your temper the other two days. I didn't pay attention to you, thinking you would always want to see it. But look at your current appearance, why do you still want to commit suicide? If you want to be martyred, it will be your own death, and people will not pay attention to it, so you will get up and eat me immediately. Widow Cheng sent her daughter to give two big slaps.

Cheng Xiaofu was picked out of the thoughts in her heart, and her expression eased a little, "Mom, I'm not hungry." ”

"You have to get up and eat even if you're not hungry, look at what you look like now? Your dad went early, and I worked hard to raise you. You want to die for a man, do you think you are worthy of me? A widow with a child out of the city to work, let people gossip, I can bear these things, for you is said that I am broken, I can also bear it, I only hope that you can get ahead in the future, but also let people see, and then the grievances suffered today can also be turned over, just look at what you are now. How do you turn over? It's better that the two of us are dead now, and we're clean. Widow Cheng sat on the kang and cried, with a sad face, "Why can't you let me save some snacks?" The people in the store can see what you're thinking. Otherwise, why don't you think you want to go to the store? If it weren't for the money earned there to support you, I would have come back with you a long time ago. I really can't afford to lose that person, but for this family. No matter how embarrassing I am, I have to go, why am I so persistent? Not for you? Look at our home. If you don't have this income, let alone going to school, you won't be able to eat, I'll let you stay away from your aunt, you don't listen, what can you learn with her? Hook yin other people's men? Then wait for someone to poke your back for the rest of your life. ”

Cheng Xiaofu didn't say a word, lowered her head and wiped her tears together, she didn't understand what was wrong with her besides the poor conditions at home, she was young and beautiful, and she went to junior high school, isn't Zhou Fuguo a soldier? Do the military care about this?

She originally had a trace of expectations, but now all her expectations were shattered after hearing that Zhou Fuguo was going to get married, and everything that made her support herself was gone, she just felt that it was boring to live like this, and she was not even with the man she liked, so what was the point?

"I won't say anything more, you have a good rest today, go to school early tomorrow with early dinner, if you don't want to go to school, then we don't go to school, so it also saves money, other people's children don't go to junior high school to find jobs or people get married, I don't have the ability to find a job for you, then drag the neighbors to find you a family and you will marry."

"Mom, I'm not married." Cheng Xiaofu thought that she was going to live a life like her mother, and she couldn't help but tremble, "I want to marry a good person, I don't want to marry these poor people." ”

"Poor? Do you still know that you are poor? Can you still see your situation? Widow Cheng looked over with a sneer, "If you have a good family background, people should also choose one with good conditions, you haven't graduated from junior high school, and you don't have a formal job, why do people marry you like this?" You're not a fairy, you look average, which one can get your hands on? I see that your eye price is too high, you can't see yourself clearly, I told you, I used to spoil you too much, everything depends on your thoughts, so that you become what you are today, start today, you have to ask me what you do. ”

"Mom, I didn't do anything, are you trying to force me to death?" Cheng Xiaofu resisted dissatisfiedly.

"If you want to die, you can die, and I won't stop you, rather than letting you go out and be embarrassed, it's better to die at all." Widow Cheng turned over and lay on the kang without thinking much about it.

I didn't know that Lu Dao was sleeping in a daze in the middle of the night when he heard his daughter's cry of pain, sat up in a panic, pulled the lamp to see the blood on the side of the kang, and the whole person was scared to death, and shouted "My daughter" in pain, picked up the person and rushed out.

Fortunately, when it was discovered, Cheng Xiaofu committed suicide by cutting her wrists and was rescued, and Widow Cheng didn't dare to blink her eyes and stayed by the bedside.

His eyes were swollen from crying, looking at his daughter on the bed who was as miserable as paper and was not angry at all, "You want me to follow you and not live, do you?" What the hell are you going to do? ”

Widow Cheng didn't expect her daughter to speak, and she was silenced by her daughter's last words, "I want to meet Zhou Fuguo, I only see one face, and I won't think about it again in the future." ”

"Are you suffering again?" Widow Cheng shook her head, but didn't say no, "Okay, then you promise your mother to take care of it, don't be looking for death, I'll help you find someone." ”

Cheng Xiaofu didn't speak, but nodded.

made an agreement, Widow Cheng went to the clothing store at noon that day, accompanied her daughter in the hospital in the morning, and never went to the store.

"Sister-in-law, you're fine, right? I was thinking that if you don't come tomorrow, I'll go and see you at home. "There are still goods in the store, but after so long, Widow Cheng has not been absent from work, and Zhu Lan is really worried.

Widow Cheng tightened the corners of her clothes tightly, and pinned the hair in her ears behind her ears with one hand, "Sister, is Guilan here?" I have something I want to save her. ”

After being in the store for so long, Widow Cheng naturally knew who had a good relationship with Zhou Fuguo, and it was useless to ask Zhu Lan.

Zhu Lan glanced at her, didn't ask much, and said with a smile, "Okay, sister-in-law, wait, Guilan really came out today, but I went to the station to see off her father-in-law, and I can come over in a while." ”

Widow Cheng said about asking for leave, "Xiaofu is sick at home, I will take a day off today, I don't know if I can delay the work in the store, and I didn't say hello to you in advance." ”

"It's okay, the goods in the store are enough, you have been working for so long, and you have not been allowed to rest, and you will not be deducted from your salary if you ask for leave today, and my sister-in-law will take two days off every month in the future, and choose your own day for two days or two." Zhu Lan also sympathizes with Widow Cheng, who has a child alone, and the child is not worrying, and there is a sister like that.

Widow Cheng breathed a sigh of relief, "Then thank you and sister." ”

While waiting for Zhang Guilan's efforts, Widow Cheng went to the back room to make clothes again, and didn't pay attention to Liu Xiaolan when she came in, Liu Xiaolan had long been used to it, and she didn't pay attention to it.

Zhang Guilan went to the station with her mother, she should have sent her father-in-law away two days ago, but her father-in-law's body was not suitable for discharge, and she stayed for two more days, and the doctor allowed her to be discharged.

Originally, I was going to go home directly, but I had promised to choose things for marriage with Tian Xiaoyue, and I wanted to send my mother to Zhu Lan's shop, so I came here, and when I came in, I heard Zhu Lan say that Widow Cheng was looking for herself, and asked herself, Zhang Guilan was very surprised, and she kept wondering if she was about Liu Xiaolan.

So when she heard Widow Cheng say that she wanted Zhou Fuguo to meet her daughter, Zhang Guilan was quite surprised.

"I originally thought that I told the child that Zhou Fuguo was going to get married, and she would be able to die, but I didn't expect her to start a hunger strike, I scolded a few words last night, and people cut their veins, I want to support this family, and I can't look at her day by day, she made a request, as long as she can see Zhou Fuguo, she will die, and she will never seek death again, so I gave up my face to beg you." Widow Cheng lowered her head and looked embarrassed, "I also know that there is no reason for Lu Dao, and it is not appropriate for you to help me like this." ”

Widow Cheng paused when she said this, Zhang Guilan was not in a hurry to speak, she wanted to see what else she wanted to say, so she said again, "I am such a daughter, if something happens to her, I will not be able to live anymore." My family is also poor, and I don't have anything to do, but I know that there is one thing and I want to exchange it. ”

I don't want to owe the other party a favor, so Widow Cheng can only do this.

Zhang Guilan raised her eyebrows, but still didn't speak.

The two of them sat in the hut and talked, and there was the sound of selling clothes outside, and no one paid attention to the movement in the hut, so Widow Cheng dared to speak with confidence, and she was not afraid of others hearing it.

"Liu Xiaolan's man's good looks are my sister." When she said this, Widow Cheng's chest weighed a thousand pounds, and her head couldn't be lowered, so she didn't dare to look at what Zhang Guilan thought of herself, and at the same time she breathed a sigh of relief, maybe it would be better to say it. (To be continued......)

PS: Today's four watches, yesterday I owe more