Because Ao Tianyang finally left the school on his own initiative, Shen Yiyi was not able to show him more clearly his denial of the possibility of development with him. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

In many cases, people's window of openness to a relatively difficult topic is short-lived. If you miss it, you miss it, and there is no longer a chance to bring it up.

If Shen Yiyi hadn't been forced to bring up such a topic, she wouldn't have taken the initiative to talk about it. Because first, such a topic will seem to be a little cold, giving people a ruthless image; Second, Shen Yiyi also felt that if such a topic was brought up on the initiative, it was easy to put himself in a disadvantageous situation. For example, if you tell others bluntly, please don't like me. At this time, the other party showed a very surprised expression and asked rhetorically, when did I like you? Are you delusional? In this case, I am afraid that I am embarrassed.

Therefore, Shen Yiyi was glad that he could finally stop talking about such a topic for the time being. It's better to save such a difficult topic for the right time later. Of course, this may be a long time later.

As Shen Yiyi watched Ao Tianyang leave, he glanced around him again to confirm that no one had noticed the conversation between him and Ao Tianyang before. She thought a little helplessly that she really often had such unwarranted disasters. Obviously, I don't like to be contaminated with those peach blossoms, but such peach blossoms always take the initiative to come to the door. Liu Yihao is like this, and so is Ao Tianyang. And Liu Yihao's rotten peach blossom actually destroyed his roommate relationship. It can be described as a man's face and trouble!

Of course, from another point of view, whether a roommate relationship like Qian Qian is worth maintaining is also a question mark. Maybe if she hadn't taken the initiative to fall out with herself on this matter, she wouldn't have realized the extreme selfishness and self-interest in the heart of this "roommate" in time.

Shen Yiyi felt that Qian Qian's psychology might be a little distorted, and he didn't know if she should be asked to see a psychiatrist. Because she clearly remembers that a few years later in her previous life, there was a conflict between very young roommates at a certain university, and as a result, a boy killed his roommate. The impact of this incident was so great that a phrase was once popular in the forum on the Internet: thank your roommate for not killing him.

However, Shen Yiyi thought about it again, with his current relationship with Qian Qian, could he really ask her to see a psychiatrist? Even if this happens between friends, if you let your friend go to the psychiatrist, your friend will turn against you, not to mention that he is completely at odds with Qian Qian now. It's even less operational.

Forget it, it seems that you still have to be vigilant yourself. Usually, if you have nothing to do, don't stimulate Qian Qian too much. In case she is stimulated to the point of madness, it is herself who suffers.

Shen Yiyi thought about it like this and returned to his bedroom. During this journey, she was also baptized by the curious eyes of the dormitory manager, and of course, her roundabout inquiries and inquiries were indispensable. Of course, for such gossip and care, Shen Yiyi already had a very comprehensive way to deal with it, and did not let the other party succeed in the slightest. And Shen Yiyi also noticed that when he entered the building, there were still a few windows or balconies, and someone was looking around, and as soon as he saw himself, he retracted his head again. These people are obviously staring at themselves. Thinking that he had become the target of other people's inquiries and attention, Shen Yiyi complained about Ao Tianyang again in his heart. Doesn't this guy know that he looks very attractive? Originally, he was already eye-catching enough in school, but now Ao Tianyang came to him as a handsome guy, and he was going to let himself involuntarily become the protagonist of gossip in some small circles for a while.

Until Shen Yiyi sat back at her desk, she still couldn't calm her mood. Originally, because the two old men took the initiative to call to find their joy, because of Ao Tianyang's sudden visit, it was gone. What is left to me is the worry and embarrassment that I will become the gossip material in the mouths of others. Shen Yiyi couldn't help but reflect on when he started to "fight" with Ao Tianyang?

As far as the soul of a "middle-aged leftover woman" who lives in this youthful body, it would be too fake for Shen Yiyi to pretend not to know the thoughts of those men who are interested in him. In fact, she was completely aware of which people were interested in her, and even sometimes took the initiative to exercise her strengths, taking advantage of these people's minds for her own purposes. In her previous life, although she still didn't have a boyfriend until the day she crossed over, this did not prevent her from observing how other boyfriends and girlfriends got along. She has accumulated a wealth of knowledge over the years of her observations, and knows exactly what circumstances a woman is most effective against a man.

Shen Yiyi can simply express this situation of maximizing effectiveness in four words, that is, "I can't ask for it".

Don't underestimate these four words. Our ancestors gave such a situation quite predictably in "Guan Sui", which has become one of the textbooks through the ages, that is, "I can't ask for it, and I toss and turn." To make a noble man "convincing" a girl in the countryside, it is only possible if "you can't ask for it". And the inferior nature of men she observed made her have a basic judgment, and men generally have an order of magnitude of loyalty or interest in this woman after they "succeed". And the influence or effectiveness of women on men will also decrease by several orders of magnitude.

Shen Yiyi will not deny that even if he has more favorable conditions in his life than in his previous life, he has never started a pure campus romance for a long time, and chose one of his admirers as his boyfriend, a big reason is because he saw too many tragedies of women and men in his previous life. Even now, each of these men who pursue themselves is a rare golden beetle son-in-law in the eyes of others.

Shen Yiyi always told himself that maybe once he chose any of them, the treatment he would receive would be completely different from what he was now. I don't dare to love because I am afraid of being hurt. This may be the direct reason why Shen Yiyi is blank in his love life.

Of course, as a very practical person, Shen Yiyi still realized that his ideas had natural flaws. This distrust of others can even be considered a mental illness. Shen Yiyi herself would not go to a psychiatrist because of this, because she knew that she had recognized the problem. The next step to correct this problem is not advice from other people, but just a little courage and determination. So, yes, Shen Yiyi already has a basic idea. When this drone project of mine progresses to a certain extent, I will choose a good boy and try to establish a relationship.

Putting aside his own vigilance, judging from the mentality of a "strange aunt", Shen Yiyi felt that he was acceptable to each of his suitors. Because compared with his mental age, every suitor in this life can be called "little fresh meat". And the fascination shown by these suitors made Shen Yiyi believe that they were indeed "loving" themselves. Compared with the person you love, it is happier to choose someone who "loves you". So Shen Yiyi believes that if he falls in love once he devotes himself, he should be happy. This is also the content of her constant hypnotization of herself lately. It's a way for her to heal herself.

This utilitarian way of love may be the most likely love thinking that a woman who chose not to marry in her previous life because she saw through the world is most likely to have after being reborn. They are unlikely to fall into a relationship easily. They are most likely to choose the kind of love model that is practical and not romantic.

Shen Yiyi knew that it was impossible for him to choose not to marry like he had in his previous life. In this family of his own, every child must achieve the kind of success in the eyes of his elders. And among these elements, the happiness of marriage, or at least the kind of happiness in the eyes of others, is a very important criterion. My sister-in-law has been alone for so long, and finally under the arrangement of the elders in the family, she still has to marry a man. This story has clearly told me what the ending would be if I didn't think about marriage all the time. Although she is still the genius girl in the eyes of the elders in the family, she let her grandfather announce that he will not interfere in his private affairs, but Shen Yiyi knows that not interfering does not mean that he is ignoring it. If you have not made any choice in the matter of marriage, you are telling the elders in the family that you have given up the marital autonomy they have given you. Under such circumstances, Shen Yiyi could conclude that they would soon arrange a bunch of blind dates and other activities for themselves aimed at marriage. What a tragic picture this life could be.

And in order not to let himself end up in such a field, Shen Yiyi knew that he should quickly choose at least one person to have a relationship with, so as to tell the elders in his family that he was actively thinking about his life's events, and he didn't need the elders to worry about it.

Because of Ao Tianyang's visit, it unexpectedly aroused Shen Yiyi's reverie about his marriage and love. I don't know if Ao Tianyang has mind reading skills, how will he feel about the influence he gave Shen Yiyi?

However, it is certain that because of Shen Yiyi's disgust with intelligence work, she should not include Ao Tianyang in her shortlist. In fact, what she wanted to say before but didn't find a chance to say to Ao Tianyang was that kind of conclusion. Shen Yiyi once considered whether he would carefully explain the reason to Ao Tianyang if he announced to Ao Tianyang that the other party would be out from the beginning. But Shen Yiyi finally decided that it was better not to make it clear. Because once you tell Ao Tianyang that you are unwilling to choose him because of his profession, if it reaches the ears of the top management of the national security, it will directly let the other party understand that he has an opinion on the national security system. Thinking of the things between his family and the national security system some time ago, Shen Yiyi didn't want to make trouble. Because once that happens, his grandfather is likely to decide his marriage with Ao Tianyang in order to prove that his family has nothing to do with national security. In this way, the gains outweigh the losses.

In a political family, there is no such thing as a purely family affair. In fact, everything in a political family has to consider political implications. While they get the benefits that ordinary people can't get because of their family background, they also have to bear the same straps that this identity makes them have to bear. This may be the heavy responsibility that Shen Yiyi needs to bear in his life.

Taking a deep breath, Shen Yiyi found that he had written several names on the piece of paper he had taken out before. Whether it is Peng Weining, Liu Yihao or Wang Kai's name, it is all on it. Of course, there is also the name of Ao Tianyang with a big cross.

It turned out that when she was thinking about her love and marriage before, she had subconsciously started to compare those boys. Because she is not an ignorant girl, Shen Yiyi did not find that she had the shyness of "Sichun". In fact, from the moment he realized that if he was not active in his marriage, he might be used as a bargaining chip and be involved in a political marriage, Shen Yiyi had already learned to look at his marriage in a practical way. Even if it is a lifelong event, if it is regarded as a task or as a job, then unnecessary emotional fluctuations should not be mixed and involved.

His eyes ran over the names left on the paper. Shen Yiyi was just thinking about the feeling that person gave him when he came into contact with the person represented by this name. Of course, because of the practical consideration of the problem, the family background of that person is of course also included in Shen Yiyi's important variables when measuring the possibility of development with this person. Although Shen Yiyi can be sure that she will not live with her in-laws after getting married in the future, the relationship between her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is still the key thing she needs to consider when considering marriage. She doesn't want to bear the notoriety of an unfilial daughter-in-law without a tutor, and she doesn't want to meet a superb mother-in-law who makes her difficult to get along with.

If these names on the paper were to know that from the very beginning, Shen Yiyi had taken into account his life after marrying them, I don't know what kind of expression would appear on his face. (To be continued.) )