Chapter 55: Insane!

In the quiet hospital corridor, Xiao Yan leaned silently against a wall, his whole body was shrouded in gloom, smoking cigarettes with a solemn face, one after another, and no one dared to come forward to remind him that smoking was not allowed here.

Xiao Yanyan has never felt so powerless, his body seems to be floating in a cold ocean, aimless, neither alive nor dead. When he saw the man he loved the most screaming and crawling under the bed, he almost wanted to kill himself with remorse.

Xi Weiqiang stood next to Xiao Yanyan, he didn't dare to make a sound, looking at Xiao Yanyan rubbing his eyebrows in pain, and finally couldn't help but whisper: "Brother Ash, don't worry, with the current medical technology, Ye He won't have a scar on his body."

Xi Weiqiang, who has a rough personality, knows that the pain in Xiao Yanyan's heart is not only the scar on Ye Mu's body that he can't bear to look at directly, but also the huge gap between them that may never be repaired.

Xiao Shen Yan knew that Ye Mu would not forgive him again, no one would think that the whole thing was excusable, what Ye Mu looked at was just a man who kept saying that he loved him and beat him into the Infernal Hell, and at his most desperate moment, a shot made him lose all thoughts.

Ye Mu was finally pushed out of the emergency room, and the wounds all over his body had been treated and bandaged, but his face was still pale, even if he was unconscious, the painful expression on his face was still obvious, as if he was having a nightmare, his body and mind were constantly throbbing, but it was difficult to wake up.

Such a fragile leaf curtain stung Xiao Yanyan's heart again, and he didn't even dare to touch it, afraid that as soon as he stretched out his hand, the weak figure in front of him would immediately fall apart.

The doctor truthfully told Xiao Yanyan about the source of the injuries on Ye Mu's body, but when he was only halfway through the words, he was suddenly stopped by Xi Weiqiang, although Xi Weiqiang was rude, he could feel the torment of Xiao Yanyan at this moment.

That's right, the damage suffered by Ye Mu has long exceeded the limit that ordinary people can bear.

Xi Wei forcibly sent the doctor away, and saw Xiao Yanyan sitting alone on the edge of Ye Mu's bed, his burly back was full of fatigue at the moment, so he didn't say a word, and silently withdrew from the ward. Tonight, someone is destined to be sleepless.

Xiao Yanyan gently held Ye Mu's hand, gently spread his white palm on his face, and turned his face sideways until the temperature of Ye Mu's palm passed into his palm.

Why was he so ruthless in the first place! Why are you so ruthless!

Even if he was only Ye Quan, he couldn't treat him like that!

Because he loves him, whether he is Ye Quan or Ye Mu at the moment.

For what?! For no reason, he can't properly convey his love to the people he loves

"I'm sorry for the curtain" -

One night, Xiao Yanyan sat quietly on the edge of Ye Mu's bed, his eyes locked on Ye Mu's face, thinking about expressing his remorse when Ye Mu woke up, and now, everything is clear, he must use all his energy to regain this man's love.

Xiao Yanyan obviously thought too beautifully, when Ye Mu woke up and saw Xiao Yanyan beside him, he screamed in horror again, Ye Mu only knew that the man in front of him was a demon, and he wanted to give himself away, so that his life was worse than death.

Ye Mu's scream attracted the doctors, and when several doctors worked together to press the toothy and clawed Ye Mu on the bed to inject tranquilizers, Xiao Yanyan only felt that his whole body was cold, and Ye Mu's piercing scream slashed his heart, as if all his internal organs were dripping with blood.

Xiao Yanyan couldn't get close to Ye Mu when he woke up, he stood at the door, looking at Ye Mu inside through the glass window on the door, a door away, but in his heart, it blocked the entire world.

For a few days, Ye Mu has been curling up into a small ball and lying on the hospital bed, his eyes sweeping around the ward without focus, as soon as someone pushes the door in, Ye Mu quickly raised his head like a frightened bird, and when he saw the person clearly, he quickly lowered his head, his chin was on his chest, and his whole body trembled slightly.

Xiao Yanyan stood at the door, looking at such a leaf curtain, as if someone was ripping his flesh and blood with a knife, it turned out that the heartache was more unbearable than the body pain.

He knew who Ye Mu was guarding against, and he had been afraid, afraid that the person who came in would be him.

The spirit has been in a high degree of tension, which aggravates Ye Mu's condition, and the already thin Ye Mu is even more haggard, and seems to have lost all the communication instincts with the outside world, Ye Mu has not said a word, and the psychiatrist has no way to start.

After listening to the doctor's advice, Xiao Yanyan sent someone to find Ye Mu's friend Li Jiu, and tricked him to the hospital on the grounds that Ye Mu had been in a car accident, he only hoped to reopen his heart through someone Ye Mu knew and trusted.

Li Jiuxin hurried to the hospital in a hurry, originally only knew that Lu Dao Ye Mu suddenly had something to go abroad, who knew that Lu Dao had only a few days, and such an unfortunate thing happened.

When he saw the mentally depressed Ye Curtain on the hospital bed, Li Jiu was obviously taken aback, only to hear that there had been a car accident, and Ye Curtain looked like he had received a huge blow at this moment.

"Koizumi, don't scare me!" Li Jiu shook Ye Mu's shoulder, and his heart gradually throbbed, how could he have seen Ye Mu so fragile, even if he slept in the apartment in a decadent manner, he was not so fragile.

Ye Mu shrank on the edge of the bed, his eyes had been staring at the ground unconsciously, when Li Jiu came in, his body suddenly half lifted, looking at the door in fear, when he saw Li Jiu clearly, it was like escaping death, he breathed a sigh of relief, lay down again, lowered his eyes slightly, and continued to look at the ground.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Li Jiu said loudly, his hands shaking Ye Mu's shoulders more violently.

Ye Mu suddenly put his index finger on his lips, made a whispered movement, opened his eyes wide, and said softly: "Shh

Li Jiu suddenly quieted down, looking at the leaf curtain in front of him who kept looking around, and suddenly had a bad premonition.

"Koizumi, look at me! Look at me! Do you know who I am?! Li Jiu asked anxiously.

"He's spying on me! He's spying on me! Ye Mu quickly said to himself, his eyes just couldn't focus on Li Jiu, until Li Jiu suddenly held Ye Mu's face, Ye Mu looked at Li Jiu, but his eyes were full of fear, "Xiaoquan, it's me, I'm Li Jiu, I'm Li Jiu!" Li Jiu kept saying, "Tell me, what happened?" I'll help you! I'm here to help you! ”

When he heard the word "help", Ye Mu's body suddenly straightened, and his hands suddenly grabbed Li Jiu's wrists, as if he suddenly grabbed a piece of life-saving driftwood in the turbulent horror, but he seemed to be afraid that what he said would be heard by people outside the door, Ye Mu tried his best to lower his voice, "Give me a knife, just cut the skin!" Give me! ”

Ye Mu's frightened appearance shocked Li Jiu, "What do you want a knife for?"

Ye Mu didn't seem to hear what Li Jiu asked, he just said quickly to himself, "He won't let me die, he wants to cure me and give it away!" Help me! Please! Ye Mu was about to cry out in a hurry, as if he was afraid that the life-saving straw he had grabbed would suddenly disappear.

"I beg you to help me! He burned me in the neck with a cold iron, beat me with a whip, and pierced me with all sorts of things, and it hurt! It really hurts! He injected me with medicine and didn't let me fall unconscious, and he didn't stop no matter how much I begged for mercy! I can't stand it! I really can't stand it! Ye Mu said quickly, at this moment, he had already confused Fu Lun and Xiao Yanyan. Ye Mu was extremely afraid, afraid that as soon as he stopped talking, the man in front of him would leave immediately, and then his last hope of dying would be gone.

Li Jiu was dumbfounded, he looked at the Ye Curtain in front of him stiffly, this man who used to laugh extremely pure, at this moment, the spiritual world realm completely collapsed.

Seeing that the man in front of him didn't speak, Ye Mu thought that he was leaving, so he grabbed Li Jiu tighter with his hand, sweating anxiously, and said quickly: "Give me a knife, you hide him in his sleeve and bring it to me, I won't tell anyone, please!" They took everything in this room that could kill me, look, and cut my nails, and they installed surveillance in this room, and I didn't even hit the wall! I beg you! Please help me! I really don't want to live anymore! A knife is fine! A needle will do the trick! ”

"Koizumi" Li Jiu opened his mouth, unable to speak.

"I saw him standing in the doorway! Every day! Ye Mu's gaze suddenly swept to the ground again unfocused, as if he was talking to himself, "He must want to make sure if I'm cured, so that he can give it away again!" Right! It must be so! He thinks I'm better off dead! ”

Li Jiu suddenly shook off Ye Mu's hand, took a few steps back in horror, and looked at Ye Mu in front of him in disbelief, he didn't know how to describe his mood at the moment, he only felt that a poisonous snake was crawling on his back, which made him shiver all over his body.

Ye Mu was even more panicked when he saw that Li Jiu was on the verge of leaving, he lay on the side of the bed, and reached out to grab the corner of Li Jiu's clothes, "Only you can help me!" Please don't go! He's going to hurt me! Torture me! I don't want to be given away by him again! ”

Li Jiu only felt that it was difficult to breathe, he didn't know what was going on with Ye Mu, but Ye Mu, whose spirit was disrupting at the moment, saw that he was extremely heartbroken, what kind of pain did a person go through to collapse to this point.

"Don't worry! No one will know the truth! Ye Mu said again, as if he was planning something great, and a terrifying smile appeared on his face, "You give me a knife, I will hide in the quilt in the dead of night and cut my throat, and no one will know when the time comes!" Right! No one will know about it! At that time, I can die, as long as I try harder, they can't save them no matter how much they try, great! I don't have to be whipped anymore, no one can hurt me anymore! When the time comes, I will be liberated! As long as there is a knife, a knife"

Li Jiu couldn't stand it anymore, staggered back a few steps, and suddenly opened the door and ran out.

"Don't go! Please help me! Please come back!! Ye Mu screamed heartbreakingly, and when he saw Li Jiu completely disappear, tears flowed down his cheeks, and he curled up in the quilt again in despair, like a child who was afraid of the cold.

Li Jiu seemed to run out of the ward as if he was running for his life, just trying to ease his beating heart, when he looked up, he saw Xiao Yanyan leaning on the wall next to the door, looking at the ground expressionlessly, holding a half-burned cigarette between his fingertips, and his slender figure looked extremely lonely at the moment.

Obviously, Xiao Yanyan heard the conversation in the ward just now.