Chapter 11 Reversal of Status

"What are you...... Are you going to take me for an elope? ”

Shen Nanhe looked at Jiang Qiyuan, and the expression on his face was already blurred with surprise and laughter.

Jiang Qiyuan said with a cold face, "Yes, I'm going to take you to elope, let's go to a place where no one knows us, I'll ......"

Shen Nanhe interrupted Jiang Qiyuan and said loudly, "Why do you want to go to a place where no one knows us?" ”

When Jiang Qiyuan heard this, he was silent for a long time, and then with a tone of weakness and evasion in his voice, he said very lowly, "I'm afraid that you will feel uncomfortable in your heart......"

Shen Nanhe subconsciously showed a sneering expression and said loudly, "Are you afraid that I will feel uncomfortable in my heart?" ”

Jiang Qiyuan drove the car expressionlessly and did not answer.

Shen Nanhe said to himself, "Jiang Qiyuan, why are you always like this?" It's obviously something you're afraid of in your heart, and you have to find a high-sounding excuse to put it on me. Four years ago, I could have left everything behind, as long as you nodded, I could survive the sword mountain and the sea of fire, and I was afraid of a few gossips from others? But what did you do to me? And what did you say to me? Yes, you are right, we don't have to die by ourselves, the eyes and saliva of the world can poke us to death, now I really understand, what you said was too right, I can't stand the eyes of others, so what about you? You're going to take it? You couldn't stand it four years ago, and now you can't stand it even more! If you are bored and want to find someone to ridicule, please don't look for me, let alone use such a topic to ridicule! ”

Because of this...... It's going to drive her crazy.

After Shen Nanhe said this, she suddenly couldn't tell whether it was anger or sourness in her heart, which made her eyes red, she clenched her fists stubbornly, and looked sideways at the window, the vehicles and trees outside the window quickly moved back.

Jiang Qiyuan's car drove very fast, and after Shen Nanhe finished speaking, half a minute passed before he spoke, "I know that you always hate me." ”

Shen Nanhe sneered and said, "You are really self-aware. ”

Jiang Qiyuan said, "People make mistakes, and I am no exception, I now know that Lu Dao is wrong, why can't you give me another chance?" ”

Shen Nanhe didn't look back, she said to herself, "Opportunity? How many times did I give you a chance? Even if we nod our heads while sleeping, we can't be what we are now! ”

Jiang Qiyuan's brows frowned subconsciously, not angry, just distressed.

Shen Nanhe couldn't mention such a thing, and once she mentioned it, she trembled with anger.

Jiang Qiyuan said, "You don't forgive me, get angry with me, prove that you still care about me, since you have me in your heart, why do you have to embarrass yourself?" I'm begging you this time, wouldn't it be nice if you nodded once? ”

Shen Nanhe's eyes were red, looking at the crowd outside the car, and after ten seconds, she replied softly, "Let me be with you again, that's really embarrassing myself......"

Shen Nanhe's voice fell, and a tingling expression appeared in Jiang Qiyuan's dark pupils.

He is no longer sure, Shen Nanhe's words are a little angry, and there is also a little sincerity.

After a while, he spoke, "Nanhe, let's stop doing this, I'm really tired......"

Shen Nanhe has always refused to let go of the past and refused to forgive him, making him so tired; Jiang Shouheng put pressure on him behind his back, making him so tired; The ambiguity between Shen Nanhe and Teng Yemu made him so tired; He is really so tired that he is about to die, even if it is only once, only once in life, let him indulge once, even if he has to pay the price for his current choice in the future, at least, for a short time, can he feel comfortable in his heart once?

Jiang Qiyuan's words were filled with infinite helplessness and even helplessness.

Shen Nanhe listened to the tears in her ears, and the tears that had been hanging in her eyes finally couldn't stop, they flowed down, and she forcibly endured the choked voice, her red lips opened, and she said coldly, "I'm more tired than you, because what I pay is far more than what you pay." ”

After a pause, Shen Nanhe gritted his teeth and continued, "So I don't want to continue, I have loved you for four years, I have done everything for you, I have lost face, broken heart, no friends, and lost my body, but in the end, all I got was a plane ticket to go away...... I asked myself that love has reached my limit, and I love to the point of overdraft, and there is no way to love anymore. ”

It's not that you don't love, it's that you can't love anymore.

When Jiang Qiyuan heard this, a layer of white mist also appeared in his beautiful eyes, his slender fingers held the steering wheel, and his finger bones were white, which showed how much strength he was using to endure it.

In the quiet car, I don't know how long it took to say that Jiang Qiyuan's voice was heard, "In the past four years, you loved more and owed you more, but I am willing to use all the time in the future to make up for the harm I did to you at that time." ”

Shen Nanhe burst into tears and said in a low voice, "If you really want to make amends...... Then don't pester me anymore, even if we can't get together, but I still hope to be separated, as you said, can't be lovers, at least...... We are still relatives, and no matter when we meet, I can still call you uncle, and that's enough. ”

How much pain must it have for the heart to rush out of the eyes?

Even though Shen Nanhe was used to the feeling of heartache, at this moment, she still felt as if she had returned to a few years ago, and the reality forced her to admit that she had lost Jiang Qiyuan after all, although she really seemed to have never gotten it.

When Jiang Qiyuan heard Shen Nanhe's words of giving up, he couldn't help frowning and said in a deep voice, "But I don't want to break up with you!" I like you, I want to be with you, if the Jiang family can't tolerate us, we will leave the Jiang family; If Hong Kong can't accommodate us, we'll leave Hong Kong; The world is so big, there is always a place where we can live with peace of mind, Nanhe, give me another chance, okay? This time, I will really cherish it. ”

Shen Nanhe's tears rained down, such pictures, such words, appeared in her dreams countless times, and she couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality countless times, and even had to go to the point of seeing a psychiatrist.

In the past few years of involvement with Jiang Qiyuan, Shen Nanhe looked back on the past, there were many happy things, but there were more sad things.

She once removed the plaster on her leg without anesthetic, and she was about to faint in pain, just to remember the humiliation that Jiang Qiyuan brought her;

She has done countless tricks to get rid of Jiang Qiyuan's girlfriends from all walks of life, just to be able to monopolize him;

She had tried her best to beg him to love her without shame and self-esteem, just so that he could accept all her feelings;

She has dated many types of men, just so that Jiang Qiyuan can look at her more and arouse the desire to compete in his heart;

Shen Nanhe was silent, just suppressing his crying.

Jiang Qiyuan is not uncomfortable in his heart?

It is really thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, feng shui takes turns, how he treated Shen Nanhe in the past, and now he has to experience it one by one.

His thin lips opened, and he said loudly, "Nanhe, give me another chance, okay?" ”

Shen Nanhe closed her eyes, tears poured out of her lower eyelashes, and she was silent for more than a few minutes, she slowly opened her eyes this time, her red lips opened, and she replied loudly, "It's not good." ”

Not good.

When Jiang Qiyuan heard these two words, he couldn't describe them with a sigh in his heart, he clenched the steering wheel, because he was trembling.

Shen Nanhe didn't look at Jiang Qiyuan either, and after saying the word bad, she swallowed a mouthful of saliva, suppressed the sourness in her heart, and then said, "In the past, the choice was not in my hands, it was you who chose not to mine, but now, ...... The choice is mine, I ...... I don't want you anymore. ”

After the words fell, Shen Nanhe couldn't help but choke up.

It was so uncomfortable that she wanted to endure it, but she couldn't help it.

Jiang Qiyuan frowned, and subconsciously said, "Nanhe, don't be angry with me......"

Shen Nanhe shook her head, and she said, "I won't be angry with you anymore, from now on, your affairs will have nothing to do with me." ”

Jiang Qiyuan said, "You can lose your temper with me, but don't say such things, do you know Lu Dao, I also have a heart, and I will be uncomfortable!" ”

Shen Nanhe clenched her fists, her nails poked into the flesh, the pain in her palm somewhat dispersed the pain in her heart, and she tried to calm her emotions, and after a while, Shen Nanhe gradually held back her tears, she raised her head and said loudly, "Uncle...... I didn't say anything, I was really going to give up. ”

Giving up two words is not something that everyone can do easily, especially emotionally.

People like Shen Nanhe have always been in love, that feeling, it's like driving a fast horse, galloping all the time, and there is an abyss ahead, if she doesn't restrain herself from the precipice, there is only one result, that is, carrying her love, and breaking her bones together Shen Nanhe still called Jiang Qiyuan's uncle after all, this title, how old she is this year, how many years she has called, it used to be so familiar, but now it sounds so ironic.

Jiang Qiyuan only felt heartache, but he didn't realize that there was an extra tear on his face.

Shen Nanhe didn't go to see Jiang Qiyuan, so she didn't see it either.

Jiang Qiyuan stepped on the accelerator, the car sped out of the car with a roar, in the quiet space without opening the window, half a day after Shen Nanhe finished speaking, Jiang Qiyuan replied loudly, "Don't say give up, it's not time for us to give up......."

Shen Nanhe said, "It's not us, it's me, this time, I want to make a choice for myself." ”

Jiang Qiyuan always frowned, and when he heard this, he asked in a deep voice, "Is your so-called choice to leave me alone?" ”

Shen Nanhe frowned, and after three seconds, he replied loudly, "You are not alone, you still have the entire Jiang family, and ...... Zhuang Motong. ”

Jiang Qiyuan thought that Shen Nanhe cared about this, so he subconsciously said, "Actually, I ...... with Zhuang Motong."