243 Are you sure you didn't feel sorry for yourself at that time?
She was ignorant, but a cold sweat broke out on her back.
Is there still this medicine in the world?
"You mean anesthetics?" She asked.
After a while, there was a dingdong sound from the mailbox, two very simple words, "No." ”
Not an anesthetic?
Lin Yitong thought about it carefully, and only felt that this problem was serious: "I specialize in surgery and don't know much about psychiatric problems, are you in a hurry?" If you're in a hurry, I'll go to the psychiatric department right now to help you ask. ”
At the other end, in the office of the general head of the military region, next to the heavy pile of documents, Huo Siran curled his long fingers slightly, stretched them out, and typed a few words: "It depends on your time." ”
"It's not going to bother, you wait." She had already guessed his concerns, and immediately typed a few words to get up, but then abruptly stopped, paused and asked, "What are you asking for?" If you could name specific things and doubts, not just physical signs, I would ask with confidence. Village"
Huo Siran was completely silent.
Heh, what do you want to tell her? Say how he got into the wrong bed, the one who confessed the mistake?
"One day, when you really want to know the Dao, I will tell you." Now all she cares about is Yunshang mixed with him, and she is so annoyed that she doesn't want to know how they are together.
But, he thought now. It is also necessary to know the Tao.
Lin Yitong was confused, but responded softly, "You wait for me." ”
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"You mean morphine?" A psychiatric colleague asked.
"No, morphine is analgesic," she explained, frowning, "but he said he was confused, cognitive, but misplaced......"
"That's anesthetic? Anyway, it has a big impact on the mental center. ”
"But anesthesia is completely unconscious...... "She frowned wider.
The psychiatric colleague raised his voice and laughed: "That's amazing, I've never seen this medicine myself!" What do you say, are you sure that the state allows production? If there really is a medicine that has the kind of effect you say, it will be dangerous, think about it, if one person can manipulate or even change another person's ideology, like hypnosis, is it possible to mass produce? No way, that's illegal, do you know the truth? ”
Hypnosis? Illegal?
This word filtered through her brain, making her faintly afraid, the person asked, it was actually this medicine?
Psychiatric colleague Hang Erlang took the tea jar and continued to ask: "I haven't asked you yet, who took this medicine to become like this?" ”
She paused, lifted her little pale face, and shook her head. "Just a friend."
But that's not true.
Although she is a friend, she herself is not completely without experiencing this kind of thing. From four years ago to now, what she fears most is losing consciousness and even being involuntarily sick. Because this was the case when she had a relationship with Jing Sheng four years ago, she clearly remembered that when she was tortured by drugs to the point of going crazy, she still pinched herself and didn't lose her mind with scars, but when she woke up, she was still told that she was already ***. Others can deceive her with this kind of thing, but Jingsheng won't. But Jing Sheng is now ...... Heh, who should she go to?
Especially when I suddenly remembered that when she "died" four years ago, Yun Fei laughed wildly and said, "You have never had anything to do with Gu Jingsheng, how can you have his children!" She was cold in her heart, but she couldn't understand it, she couldn't figure it out, what the hell was going on!!
"My colleague said that the hospital did not produce the drug formally, and if you are right, then the drug is most likely banned or from the black market."
Huo Siran waited for her reply in front of the computer, and when he saw the words "black market", his face sank coldly.
In the past half of his life, he has done things decently and arrogantly, and even rebellious and rebellious is above board, because for soldiers, despicable acts are equivalent to trampling on dignity, not only has he never done it, but he has not even thought about who would dare to do anything to him Huo Siran with despicable acts.
The long finger is clasped on the notebook and slowly, slowly covering the computer. The face that appeared behind was as cold as a hellish Shura!!
Office of the Political Commissar of Customs.
Lu Qing was so busy that he received a private call from Huo Siran: "Hey? I'm busy with what you're doing. ”
"What?" Lu Qing frowned and shouted, "You wait a minute," he changed his hand and took the phone to determine the time with the assistant, "Okay, let's meet and talk." ”
**************
"What's the matter with you?"
Lu Qing hurried to the bottom of the Haitian Building, pulled out a chair and looked around, slightly nervous: "Why did you suddenly think of checking this?" Huo Siran, it's been more than three years, and the storm has finally passed, and you dare to turn things over again-"
At that time, the incident caused a vigorous stir in China, and the shocking scandal occupied the front pages of large and small television stations, newspapers and the Internet for more than two weeks.
"Because I was too emotionally unstable at that time, when it happened, I never thought about what to do, I just thought about the fish dying and the net was broken!" Huo Siran recalled the emotions of being so broken that he wanted to shoot and kill people at that time, and then shot himself, and laughed coldly, "It's just a pity that I listened to your advice at that time." ”
But looking at it now, if he knew in advance that one day he would really wait for her to come back, even if he was ruined and ruined, he would not accept his fate.
Lu Qing's face flushed slightly: "Then, then what are you doing now......
"You're an outsider, and you know some things better than I do."
"I didn't mean that!!" Lu Qing scratched his ears and cheeks in a hurry, "I'm asking why you suddenly want to check this?" ”
"Because I can't think of it," Huo Siran gritted his teeth slightly, his eyes were like a quenched sword, so cold that it made people frightened, "At that time, Tongtong had just left, and I couldn't find her all over the country, I just thought that Yunshang was drunk and regarded as her, and I would do that kind of thing with her in that situation at that time?!! No matter how drunk I am, I don't know how she left with her injuries, and I don't know that she just lost our child!! ”
You'll have to ask yourself...... Lu Qing muttered in his heart.
"Are you sure you can't help it?" Lu Qing asked a little blush, "Or, what kind of aphrodisiac aphrodisiac perfume?" ”
Huo Siran's mood was slightly stable, and his long fingers knocked on the table firmly, "If it is not considered to be taking advantage of your affection, no matter what medicine is used, this is already a conspiracy." The so-called responsibility I have for her, if I use this in exchange, then she not only can't afford it, but the torment I have suffered from myself over the years, and the torment she thought I gave her, were all caused by herself. ”
He sneered, "What's more, I can be sure that it's not an aphrodisiac, love, or medicine at all!" ”
Lu Qing's sentence just now was purely a guess of rushing words, but he never thought that Huo Siran really suspected this.
As soon as he thought about it, he understood. Are you going to break the marriage contract, Yunshang won't do it? Lu Qing pierced with a word.
Huo Siran's thin lips pursed coldly into a line.
Lu Qing clenched his fists, "Okay." I will check what happened back then, from news exposure to media from all walks of life. As for persecution, I'll help you check, who let you get drunk that day, I told Yunshang where you are......"
"But Si Ran," Lu Qing couldn't help but speak when he walked to the door, "Are you sure you want to break the marriage contract now?" It's not for me to say, even if you don't want Yunshang now and completely break off the relationship with the Yun family, Tongtong will still hate you, and when I saw her that day, I knew how serious her heart was. Do you do that, does it make sense? ”
"What do you think Yunshang is to me?" He turned his head coldly, his deep eyes as desolate as the sky, and asked, "Is there a way back?" Tongtong doesn't want me, will anyone want me? Why don't you ask me if I want this kind of backway? ”
"I know she won't forgive me, that's okay," he sneered, he knew he wanted her enough, "but at least I have to make myself clean enough to stand in front of her and say I'm sorry." ”
These, you know?
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It was just over that winter.
He had just returned from a trip to Tibet, and the central government issued three emergency recall orders, but he ignored them, and he didn't care how angry he was. If he hadn't been on the road and was not looking for her, he wouldn't know how to live. However, the trip to Tibet was in vain, just like his thousands of trips to all parts of the country.
That night, Lu Qing intercepted him drunk on the way and asked him not to go back to the military region, where even a helicopter drove over to detain him and detain him pending trial!!
Deputy Secretary Cen got up in the middle of the night in a rage and woke up the soldiers of the entire military region with an emergency assembly order, and heavy machine guns and snipers surrounded him and waited for him, and if he went, he would die.
The punishment is light, and it is possible to be dismissed if you are forced to do so.
Don't blame outsiders, in Lu Qing's own opinion at that time, they all felt that this good Huo Siran seemed to be wasted, and it was scrapped overnight.
There is no way, Lu Qing has to find someone he trusts, Yunshang happened to call him when he heard the news, Lu Qing's eyes lit up and he was going to send it to her, after all, it was better to be close than to bring it back to City C so far away.
The drunken Huo Siran didn't remember anything, when Yunshang carried him back to the room and wanted to pour her a glass of water to drink, but the man grabbed her wrist and asked in a low voice, "Where have you been?" Where the hell have you been. ”
Yunsheng's hand shook, and the water spilled on the ground.
At that time, she was glad that Lu Qing didn't know that she and Huo Siran had a stiff relationship for a long time, and she didn't know that they hadn't seen each other for more than five months.
Huo Siran didn't see her, didn't see anyone from the Yun family, and said "no more related", it was really "no longer related".
He does what he says.
Yunshang had a white face, knowing that her body was almost recovered, trembling and stepped forward to untie his clothes, and there was nothing left, and then she untied herself, she thought clearly at that time, her entire first half of her life efforts could not be in vain. No.
In the second half of her life, even if she stalked her, she would never let this man leave her again.
But God knows, she stripped herself naked and pasted it on, and fought to the death with her shallow theoretical knowledge. Seduced him, he couldn't wake up at first at all, and then sobered up a little later, but he held her dead and didn't let her move, and said in a dumb voice: "Don't move." I know you're in pain. Tongtong, don't move. ”
Yunshang gritted her teeth and swallowed her stomach with tears!! She refused to believe that this was a drunk man, where was he drunk, he was clearly awake!!
But he couldn't tell who she was when he died.
That night was the most humiliating night Yunshang had ever had in her life.
She called, everything was laid out, and for the second few hours of the night she was naked. She sat in her chair in a daze, and when someone came, she just got up and wrapped herself in her pajamas. Open the door and let people in.
How shameless was she then...... I just feel that she stripped naked and stood in front of the man she loved, and she couldn't let him take a second look, what shame was there in her body?
Yun Fei unscrupulously compared the "OK" posture with her, while asking suspiciously, "Sister, you haven't given up on him yet", while assuring, "This medicine is here for my friend, nothing else, don't worry, it's foolproof, otherwise how can TMD sell such expensive ......", Yun Sheng only hugged her shoulders, and her face was pale and trembling in the room with sufficient heating turned on in the winter.
She's so ashamed.
But she sneered and looked at herself in the mirror, after tonight, she will not be ashamed in her life.
Yun Fei's friend glanced at Yun Sheng and asked with a wicked smile, "Hey, do you want to break some red?" I've heard that the military is conservative, and if you fall red, you will definitely be responsible......"
Yun Fei kicked over with a cold face: "TMD give me a fuck!" Does my sister need to fake the red? She's the real thing, you TM know what's going on, get out of here!!!! ”
Through and through.
For the first time, Yunshang felt that she was genuine. Female, so ironic