Chapter 105: For You, There's No Thing to Do!
Sheng Fang's suicide and the suicide note she left behind, even if Yin Manqing wanted to take all the responsibility for her, it was to no avail.
It's just that fortunately, I found that I could save my life in time, Sheng Fang's suicide intensified the guilt in Yin Manqing's heart, her two most important relatives, one has left her forever, and the other is only a soulless shell, living like a living dead, from now on, it is impossible to see Sheng Fang's mother smile.
When the doctor examined Sheng Fang, he found that she had depression that had been accumulated for a long time, and she usually seemed to be fine, but when she encountered stimulation, she couldn't control her inner mania, and then did things that she couldn't control.
Yin Manqing stared at Sheng Fang's mother with mournful eyes, she had neglected her mother recently, because her relationship with Shen Ye made her have no extra thoughts to spend on Sheng Fang's mother, so that she didn't even know that she was depressed.
"Mom, there's something else I can do for you." At this time, it was too late to do anything, and she could no longer make up for her debt to her brother and her, and everything was caused by her.
Holding Sheng Fang's hand tightly, Yin Manqing's heart was like living in hell, suffering in every way, she couldn't let Sheng Fang be sentenced to death by the court, nor could she be put in prison, but what she could do was very limited......
She has carried too many sins on her body, and she has no face to see anyone, but she still survives, and she just wants to do her best to Sheng Fang's mother to do something.
Long before Yin Manqing came, Sheng Fang's mother had woken up, but she didn't want to meet anyone, talk to anyone, simply closed her eyes, and let Yin Manqing confess in her ear, knowing that Yin Manqing should not be blamed, she did it herself, no one forced her, but she blamed Yin Manqing very unclear in her heart.
In the end, she couldn't bear Yin Manqing's crying in her ears, she suddenly opened her eyes a little frightened, her tone was completely different from the previous kindness, and she was cold, "Go out, I don't want to see you." β
"Mom......" Yin Manqing was surprised by Sheng Fang's mother's opening, did she hear everything she said just now?
"Get out." The voice became colder and colder, as if overnight, the distance between their mother and daughter was very different.
Yin Manqing refused, "I won't go, even if my mother is angry, I won't leave, I'm afraid that my mother will think nonsense, my mother ......" Her wailing voice made Sheng Fang seem to be more and more restless, and suddenly behaved extremely impulsively, pushing Yin Manqing hard, "I'm not your mother, Yin Manqing, no, it's Shen Manqing, I'm not your mother, I can't afford to be the mother of the rich daughter, you leave me, give me out immediately, from now on, I don't want to see you again." β
"I'm sorry, Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't blame my brother indiscriminately, I also blame myself and feel very uncomfortable, but Mom, don't ignore me, you don't want to hear me speak, I don't speak, you let me stay by your side."
Yin Manqing's disobedience made Sheng Fang's mother's anger spread, and she grabbed around her indiscriminately and smashed at Yin Manqing, but fortunately, Shen Ye came in time and quickly pulled Yin Manqing away, "You idiot, you don't know how to hide." β
With a loud "bang", the heavy water cup fell to the ground with a crisp sound, Shen Ye was shocked and hugged Yin Manqing, but she was indifferent in his arms, and even blamed Shen Ye, so that she resisted Shen Ye in every way.
"Doesn't it mean that as long as I'm happy, as long as I can vent my hatred, you're willing to do anything? In that case, what are you still hiding! Sheng Fang's mother reprimanded Yin Manqing even harder, and her words all made Yin Manqing's originally hellish heart worse.
"Mom, I don't hide, I don't dodge."
Struggling to break free of Shen Ye's tightness, her stubbornness came out again, with Shen Ye here, she wouldn't watch her mess around again, her arms picked up her body, and she carried Yin Manqing and left, "Do you want to die, with my consent?" Yin Manqing, what qualifications do you have to die! Your life is mine, whether it was before, or now, or even in the future, and if I don't allow you to get hurt, you will be honest with me. β
"You let go, Shen Ye ......" Shen Ye suddenly carried her on his shoulders, Yin Manqing was dizzy, and then he was extremely shy.
Because of Yin Manqing's stupid behavior just now, Shen Ye was extremely angry, and the more he resisted, it would only intensify his anger, and he threw her into the car angrily, Yin Manqing didn't have time to speak, and her red lips quickly attached to Shen Ye's scorching temperature, and with the temperature getting closer, the glued lips and teeth went deeper.
Her head seemed to stop thinking in an instant, she forgot to resist, and looked at Shen Ye with her eyes wide......
This person who once said that he would not care about her anymore, was so close to each other at this moment, feeling the steady and powerful heartbeat in his chest, Yin Manqing's frenzy couldn't help but intensify, although Shen Ye's kiss made her unable to think for a moment and made her fall, but if he thought that this could easily appease her heart and divert her self-blame and guilt, then he was wrong.
"Let goβopenβ"
Finally broke free of Shen Ye's lips, and his undulating breath rippled between them.
"What do you mean? A few days ago, he said that he would draw a line with me and no longer care about any of my affairs, didn't he say that there was no turning back between us, what do you want now? I'm telling you, I'm not someone who just throws it away when you want to, or picks it up when you want to. β
Originally, Yin Chengli and Sheng Fang's mother's affairs were enough to annoy her, but Shen Ye came to provoke her inexplicably, and she became more and more upset......
Shen Ye was silent, and his eyes seemed to be extremely heavy, "I have never treated you as a casual person, but the current situation forces us to do so." β
Hehe.
She laughed, her shallow voice full of mockery, obviously not believing Shen Ye's words, all excuses......
"You want to treat me like a three-year-old, and it's impossible to come and go when I call and go." Yin Manqing tried to open the car door, but his hands were firmly grasped in Shen Ye's palms, "In your eyes, everything I said must be false, hypocritical, in fact, this is not the case, we can't be together for the time being." β
He said a "temporary", there is no doubt that the situation has room for change, but Yin Manqing no longer gave him any chance, "That's the case, you're right, you are no longer the Brother Ye I knew before, and I am no longer the Yin Manqing you knew before, even if we are together now, we can't go back to the past, so, my business...... You still don't care. β
She has borne too many sins and guiltes, she can no longer bear any feelings, and what right does she have to be happy and happy to talk about feelings, from the moment Yin Chengli died, she was destined to repent for a lifetime and owe a lifetime......
It was she who killed him, and a fresh life was gone, because of her misunderstanding, because of her sloppiness and impulsiveness, completely disappeared.
"No matter what, don't let me see if you want to die or not, Yin Chengli was not killed by you, don't take any responsibility and mistakes on yourself......"
"Who else was killed by me? If I didn't blame him, Sheng Fang's mother wouldn't have done it, everything was my fault, it was my mistake and responsibility, why should it all be piled up on Sheng Fang's mother, the damn person is me. β
Yin Manqing thinks so, the most damned person is death, and she wants to pay for Yin Chengli's life.
Once she was impulsive, the power in her bones became extraordinarily concentrated, pushed Shen Ye away, and hurriedly got out of the car, regardless of whether the sidewalk was red or green, and frantically moved forward......
The words that escaped from Shen Ye's lips ...... Xiao Manqing were so frightened, her legs instantly became weak, she couldn't find a trace of strength, and she watched Yin Manqing run through the red light and rampage on the zebra crossing, at this moment, as she said herself, she didn't want to live anymore, and she didn't want to live for a moment.
She didn't have the slightest fear as she walked through the cars, and the sound of abuse and curses in her ears didn't affect her steadfastness, and it was only when she fell to the ground across the pavement that she realized that she was unscathed......
Shen Ye was sure that she could still stand up, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, her heart stopped beating just now, and when she confirmed that Yin Manqing was okay at this moment, the smile on the corner of her lips was far-fetched and self-deprecating, how cruel was she, she wanted him to watch her die in front of him, but he couldn't do anything?
Until Yin Manqing disappeared from the opposite side for a long time, the frightened look on Shen Ye's face still existed......
Looking at the point where Yin Manqing disappeared, she stared for a long, long time, how could she understand how eager he was at the moment, eager to be with her.
It is true that he is not sure enough that after Yin Manqing is with him, he will determine whether she will continue to waver, and he is also worried that they will never be able to overcome the relationship barrier in their hearts, but Shen Ye's biggest concern is that he is afraid that Yin Manqing will be hurt, and he doesn't want her to become the focus of the media all day long.
If he and Fu Wan cancel their engagement, Yin Manqing will inevitably be the focus, and everyone will guess that they are really brother and sister, and her life will be worse and messier than now.
"Hey." IT'S A CALL FROM PETER.
"Young master, I have already contacted Vancouver, as long as the young grandmother is willing, she can transfer to the school at any time. However, at this time...... Young master, are you really relieved to let the young grandmother go over there alone? β
"Otherwise, what else can be done." Shen Ye's words were suffocated and helpless, and he would always have nothing to do about Yin Manqing's problem.
"I don't think Grandma will go to Vancouver, you mention this to her...... She might still be disgusted with you, young master, if she can, don't do this strenuous and annoying thing. β
PETER MAY HAVE THOUGHT THAT THE FAILURE OF HIS MARRIAGE WITH YIN MANQING WAS ALL DUE TO THE YOUNG MASTER'S UNKIND WORDS AND LACK OF INTENTIONS, BUT IT TURNED OUT THAT HE HAD ALWAYS BEEN VERY ATTENTIVE TO YIN MANQING, CARED ABOUT HER, AND THOUGHT ABOUT HER EVERYWHERE, BUT HE DID NOT GET YIN MANQING'S SLIGHTEST TOUCH......