18. Chase (II)

(There is something temporary today, but it is still a change...... I owe you four more, I'm sorry. οΌ‰

Humans are the only race with a sense of shame.

As the Bible says, the first effect of the fruit of wisdom that man stole from the Garden of Eden was shame. After knowing their own situation and what other people think, animals do not give up, because there is only a probability of success in the eyes of animals. But human beings can make mistakes and despair for a variety of reasons. Because humanity knows shame.

It sounds like a negative buff for shame, but in fact, a human without shame is not a human being. No matter how good a person is, he must have a sense of shame somewhere. It is because of shame that we become human.

So a lot of times, when you know that others really hate you from the bottom of your heart, you will give up because of shame. This is a very normal move.

At the end of the day, I don't think they'll have that kind of shameless thought.

I've already run away, how can I still chase with a shy face? And my running speed is honestly not slow, don't look at me all the time at home, but I'm still a little confident in my explosiveness.

It took me less than a minute to run out of the old school building.

And, as I expected, the city patrol did not chase me, but my classmates looked strange when they saw me running in the sunset.

What to see? This is my ongoing youth, do you have an opinion?

But anyway, there are some side effects of doing so.

Well, because I left Yubihama there.

It's really a very troublesome thing to deal with the aftermath afterwards, and I really hope that those people in the student union won't be looking for trouble anymore. There are all kinds of things going on here, so it's okay for everyone to be friendly with each other's well water and not interfere with the river water? The above-ground water system and the underground water system cannot be mixed.

Leaning against the sign at the entrance of the school, he took out his mobile phone under the blinding gaze of the dean of students, and briefly announced my current location to Yubihama's mobile phone.

Then less than half an hour later, when I was playing LL Dafa and trying to approach you with all kinds of malice, Yubihama's melancholy face finally appeared in front of me. The moment he saw me, Yubihama's already somewhat detached face was suddenly covered with haze, and he looked at me with an aggrieved look.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Small business, run away. ”

Don't look at me like that, I know it's really my fault, but I really can't stand you looking at me like that. It's true.

"If you don't run in that case, it will be troublesome, right? I don't deal with them.,The head of the castle patrol is still the kind of person who doesn't care about anything and only knows how to smile and ask others.,If I go over, it will affect you and the wind under the snow.。 ”

Anyway, I'm not a regular member of the department, and the establishment of temporary workers is too easy to use.

"But Senior Sister Chenghui said she would come again, right?" Yubihama frowned as if he was a little distressed, and he looked serious and thought about what to do.

"If you really hate small businesses, do you want to find any excuse to shirk it? They don't look like the kind of people who give up after a failure...... Or do you just go into hiding and have to deal with it alone, like now? ”

"Huh? Generally speaking, isn't the option at this time to lose the pot? ”

I looked at Yubihama with a tangled face, shrugged my shoulders somewhat, and walked in the direction of my house, which is also the house under the snow.

Because it has been agreed in the mobile phone, I want to go to the snow for a study meeting. Although I don't think it's enough to be honest enough to come out and have a study meeting with us. But now it's not about the problem under the snow, it's about the student council.

"By the way, Yubihama, didn't you directly agree to come down?"

"Why do you want to just say yes?" Yubihama opened his mouth to bite off a piece of crepe he had just bought from a stall next to him, and looked at me innocently.

"Because the small business looks reluctant, I say, 'Please go back.'" But Sister Chenghui doesn't seem to listen to people at all, so she said that she would wait until tomorrow to come back and something like that. But tomorrow, Yukino-chan will be there, and the rejection will be faster, right? ”

Sure enough, it's better to ask Yukino-chan to refuse.,People don't know how to refuse people at all.。

As if he had determined something, Yubihama nodded vigorously as he nibbled on a crepe. His cheeks bulging like a gluttonous hamster.

"I'm not talking about rejecting people."

As for Yubihama's reply, I can only patiently continue to say my questions.

"I mean, if you were in character, wouldn't you say yes in general? Then he knelt down in front of me and the snow very sincerely, swore that he would help them or something, and then work together to complete the task, maybe this is the process, isn't it? ”

"What? The kind of description that treats people as a nuisance. I also have my own considerations before I agree to the request. Yubihama pouted with a dissatisfied expression.

"But even if people want to agree, aren't small businesses annoying? And Yukino-chan doesn't know if I'll agree to them, and I won't be able to agree to them without knowing anything. I really want to help them, but I can do what I can to help them, so unfortunately I can only pass. ”

"So here's my weird place."

Looking at the girl with a serious face, I sighed.

"Obviously don't worry about it, I just agreed to come down, I thought you would have agreed to come down a long time ago. Aren't you very unfamiliar with this? You panicked as soon as others begged you, why didn't you agree this time? ”

If it's Yui Yui in my impression, she's definitely the kind of person who causes a big mess. There was no way to deal with other people's pleas, so she agreed dizzily, and then she could only ask someone else to help her clean up the mess. Even if you make some rare decisions, you will definitely be blocked back by someone.

In fact, she really didn't do anything, so I can only say that this idea is an inherent impression. Almost consciously Yubihama is like this, well, absolutely.

"Huh...... That's what you've already made, huh? ”

On the contrary, Yubihama looked surprised.

"But people have already rejected them, so small businesses don't have to worry about it at all!"

"So what I'm curious about now is that I don't usually refuse, right? Why did they reject them at this time, to be honest, I don't understand this? Could it be that you finally know the pain of the aftermath? ”

"Huh? Do you still need to ask? ”

Yubihama tilted his head next to me in some confusion, and a pure smile appeared on his face.

"Compared to other people I don't know, I'm sure I'm going to be a friend."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Friend? ”

Looking at Yubihama with a smile on his face in front of me, I couldn't help but subconsciously repeat it.

"Well, friends. And it's a lifelong friend, a friend who will never forget jΓ¬, I think so...... Although small businesses may not think so. ”

The light of the setting sun blows through the pale pink hair. The well-groomed head shook at me as if beckoning to one side, and his fair face was full of innocent smiles.

No questioning, never hesitating. Pure and transparent, like glass, the slightly narrowed pupils clearly reflected the reflection of me in a small suit. Looking at me like that, Yubihama blinked, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a warm arc.

With a smile on his face and words that made people feel distressed, Yubihama stood in front of me, turned his back on his hands, as if he wanted to imprint my expression and actions in his heart, looked at my face with wide eyes, and slowly walked backwards with my steps with a smile.

I'm not afraid of anyone I'm going to bump into by doing this, but I look at me with a smile that isn't very bright or sweet, but it's very sincere. Whether it's hair, eyebrows, or legs and feet, anything you care about or not is clearly reflected in this girl's pupils, imprinted in her heart.

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Faced with that kind of look, I couldn't help but subconsciously stop, reached out and pulled my chest.

It may be that the traffic next to it is too dense, and the car exhaust is too thick. Looking at Yubihama's smile as clear as glass, I always had a strange feeling that my heart was blocked and I was panting with labor pain between my breaths.

What, this clogged look. It's like there's something plugged in the ribcage. Is it pneumonia that is going to happen? This feeling of wanting to cough but not being able to cough.

"Do you think we're best friends for life......?"

"Well, of course."

I answered without hesitation.

Seeing me stop, she stopped backing away. Standing on the sidewalk, his gaze crossed the crowd between the two of us and looked straight at me.

Or maybe it's not quite adapted to the life between people, and the indescribable feelings begin to echo in the chest. Facing Yubihama's calm face, I don't know why, but what comes to my mind is the panicked face under the snow in the afternoon.

"Compare that to Yumiko Miura and the classmates in your classβ€”"

"It's not as good as yo."

As if she had anticipated what I said, the girl replied at the same time.

Yubihama looked at me with a smile that could be called cruel to his classmates, as if he wanted to imprint my whole person somewhere.

"Whether it's Yumiko, Sahi, Hayama, or Ebina, I don't think their important Cheng dΓΉ is as important as Yukino-chan and Koki? This kind of method of grading friends is still a small enterprise you sue me. ”

It's obviously a smiling virgin, but she clearly divides her friends into ranks. As if he didn't realize what he had done, or even if he did, he didn't care at all, Yubihama looked at me in the crowd and looked straight at my pupils, revealing a lonely smile.

"But, even if it's only feelings, it's still not good, right?"

The breeze on the street ruffled Yuhihama's hair. As if to interfere with his vision, he reached out to pull the pink hair to his ear, and grabbed the corner of his clothes with his other hand. As if it was a bit excessive, he smiled embarrassedly at me.

"That's why I have to learn, I can't be left too far behind by Yukino-chan and small enterprises. As I once said, relationships are maintained by two people. If I drag my feet, I'll be left behind, right? ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

Looking at the girl smiling in the wind, I didn't know what to say.

"I will never leave you" and "You think too much", this kind of light novel male protagonist is the same speech, I won't say it. Yubihama will never believe it.

Because there is no doubt that what Yubihama said is the truth. If I don't, I won't hesitate to abandon anyone. That was true of those things back then, and it was true of the people who came after, or my parents...... The same is true.

What Yubihama said is undoubtedly the truth.

So I'm not going to say anything.

"Sure enough, Xiaoqi, you are really a gentle person."

However, a textbook-like light novel-style speech came out of the woman's mouth.

I couldn't help but look at Yubihama with a smile on his face in amazement, as if he was strangled by some invisible network, and felt a feeling of suffocation in his chest.

There's something a little wrong with this line and this scene, right? I'm going to tear people away if I don't agree with each other? Can this also have anything to do with gentleness? Isn't that too scary? Is it possible to be gentle when you kill someone?

"No, it's not what you think for a small business."

Looking at my suddenly changed face, Yubibin waved his hand a little embarrassedly and said quickly.

"It's just that you'd rather not speak than make up a lie to deceive me. When only one lie is enough, you will always choose the most true one. Whether it's for others or for yourself, I think you're the most authentic one. No matter how much happens, it will never change. ”

"It's not close to people, doesn't listen to others, and pretends not to know everything when you know everything. Help others when you can, and don't make excuses if you don't help others. I feel like I'm a resident of another world. ”

"A lot of times I think, 'Small businesses can't really be emotionless, right?' Could it be on purpose?' 'Something like that. But sure enough, I was wrong. ”

Yubihama sighed, as if to disperse all the feelings that had been simmering in his chest.

"It's okay to do anything when you're clearly deceiving strangers, but when you're faced with the fingerprints of familiar people, you can't even tell a white lie. Because even deception creates guilt, right? Xiaoqi, you are really the gentlest person. ”

The girl standing in front of me was carrying her schoolbag and once again showing me the smile she had shown countless times.

It was as if he had seen through me, a peaceful smile that showed from the bottom of his heart, and he understood something completely. The glow even made my eyes feel sour.

"It's been a hard work, small business. Let's learn together, shall we? ”

In order not to let me leave you too far behind.

Yubihama walked over from the crowd, came to my side with a smile on his face, and hugged me gently with open hands. The gentle aura coming from the girl was so sincere that I couldn't help but feel a little dizzy.

"Be a lifelong friend, small business. Otherwise, people will never let you go, absolutely, absolutely? Even if you run to other countries, you won't let it go? ”

"It's a little scary to chase a foreign country or something, isn't it?"

"Because it's a punishment......

whispered a few words in my ear, and Yubihama gradually hugged me harder. As if to remember something, he took a deep breath and rubbed his cheek slightly against his shoulder. Then he released his palm. Standing in front of me with a refreshing smile on his face.

"Alright! Let's go, let's go! Go to Yukino-chan's house for a study meeting! People still don't know a lot of questions, this time you must be admitted to the first 100 of the school year! ”

"Huh? Oh......"

Ignoring my confused look, Yubihama smiled, grabbed my hand without hesitation, and ran in the direction of the house under the snow.