Seeing the white jade ground covered with my red blood, I came back to my soul little by little, and my body was like a torn catkins, fluttering back to the dormitory.

I lay in the dormitory for a day, until the door of the dormitory was pushed open at night, and the Heavenly Monarch came back from the Lingxiao Palace, and he dug me up from the bed, and I cried out "wow".

Looking at the man in front of me, my pain was even worse.

I love him, he loves me, but I can't bear him children, and he will never have the heirs of the woman he loves.

What kind of regret is this?

And Tianjun hugged me who was crying so much that I couldn't do anything. He didn't know what kind of heart-wrenching secret I was carrying at this moment.

"You're crying like this, but what's going on? Is there anything you can't tell me? If you have to take your own body, I still point to your body to spread the branches and leaves for me! ”

The words of the Heavenly Monarch were like a layer of frost on the snow, and I left his arms, turned my back, and buried my head in the quilt and wept silently.

Tianjun hugged me from behind, and Yin Yin persuaded, "What's wrong?" ”

"What if...... What if the pearl will never be able to spread the leaves for the Heavenly Monarch? I couldn't bear to look at the horror and loss in his eyes at the moment, I just let tears drown my vision and consciousness.

I felt the Celestial Monarch's body stiffen behind me, followed by a long silence.

Tianjun and I didn't talk anymore this night, Tianjun lay down in clothes, I knew that he had no sleep all night, but he was lying motionless outside, and I was inconvenient to quarrel with him. We lay with our backs to each other until dawn.

The time has come for the Upper Dynasty. Tianjun got up to wash and change clothes.

I immediately got up and waited.

Tianjun looked at my eyes and said, "Are you so unwilling to give birth to a child for me?" ”

I was stunned, it turned out that he had sulked all night and would have mistaken me.

I gave him a weak smile and replied, "If the Celestial Monarch can't spread the branches and leaves for the Heavenly Monarch, will the Heavenly Monarch's love for the Celestial Monarch be greatly reduced?" ”

It was Tianjun's turn to be stunned, and then he smiled miserably and said, "I know that I will not force you on the issue of heirs." ”

He said and turned to leave.

Looking at his long and standing back, my heart swelled with sourness: I'm afraid that you don't really know the Tao, but the misunderstanding is deeper.

The deep affection with the Heavenly Monarch seems to have encountered frost all of a sudden. The old empty but not empty dormitory was also deserted.

Tianjun went to the Lingxiao Hall every day in order to deal with government affairs. He also returned to the dormitory as usual. We ate dinner together and passed our two worlds quietly, but the feeling was very different.

At night, we lay together on the big bed in the dormitory, but we deliberately did not touch each other's bodies.

All knew that the other party was not asleep. But they all held their breath. Pretending to be asleep.

Wake up in the morning. I still waited for the Heavenly Monarch to wash and change clothes, but I didn't look at each other.

I don't know what the consequences will be when the four eyes meet.

Why didn't he tell him about his suffering? I asked myself.

Tell him that he can't have children and that he doesn't want to. Perhaps the Cold War with him was reconciled.

But my pride kept me from doing it.

Let him think that I will not bear children for him, not that I can't have children, so that in his mind I may be more expensive. I naively thought.

In addition to going to the Queen Mother's Palace every day to wait for the Queen Mother of the West to get up in the morning, I stayed at home in the dormitory. And every morning in the palace of the Queen Mother, I didn't look up and look down with the police, and I was inevitably ridiculed by him, and my mood was even worse.

One day, I was giving the police illusion a hand, watching the police illusion comb the hair of the Queen Mother of the West, and a fairy child came from outside the door: "Erlang Zhenjun asks to see." ”

As I shook my hand with the horn comb, the horn comb fell to the ground, breaking a few teeth.

Xian'e picked up the horn comb and handed it to the police illusion, the police illusion looked angry, and said, "Jiangzhu, when you hear Erlang Zhenjun asking to see you, you don't have to be excited like this, right?" ”

I breathed a sigh of relief, but I couldn't return it.

The Queen Mother of the West glanced coldly at the illusion and said, "What are you shouting, the comb is broken, just change it." ”

The police phantom lowered his head and replied reluctantly: "Yes." ”

Only then did the Queen Mother of the West say to the fairy child who reported it: "Xuan-"

Yang Jian was dressed in a golden helmet and armor, and his aura was magnificent.

When he saw me standing next to the Queen Mother of the West, he looked so stunned that he even forgot to say hello to the Queen Mother of the West.

Seeing him staring at me with a sad expression, the police couldn't help but snort coldly.

Only then did Yang Jian come back to his senses and knelt down to the Queen Mother of the West: "Jian'er knocks to see grandma." ”

The Queen Mother of the West stared at Yang Jian on the ground, and said lovingly: "Grandma hasn't seen Jian'er for a long time, how are you doing?" ”

Yang Jian's expression was very lonely, he tried to cheer up, and said, "Nephew is all right, how is grandma doing?" ”

The Queen Mother of the West smiled at me for the first time, without hostility, and said to Yang Jian: "As long as your Aunt Xiangfei doesn't make your grandmother angry, your grandmother will be fine." ”

The words of the Queen Mother of the West stunned everyone, and a word was a different mood in everyone's ears. And I, for a while, had mixed tastes, and I couldn't tell whether I was happy or worried.

Yang Jian's face was already pale, he froze on the ground for a long time, and then said: "Family and everything is prosperous, and Concubine Xiang is filial to her grandmother, so that Uncle Tianjun has no worries and can govern the Three Realms wholeheartedly." ”

"The elder and the young are respectful and humble, Concubine Xiang is a smart person, so she naturally weighs it clearly. Jian'er, you should weigh it up too! ”

The voice of the Queen Mother of the West was naturally majestic. With a gentle word, she put the identities of me and Yang Jian in our respective positions. After all, she hated me in the past, and she accepts me today, all out of a mother's position. She loved his son, and she would not allow anyone to harm his son's interests to be free to spare.

Thinking like this, the hostility and resentment towards the Queen Mother of the West in the past have been reduced a lot, and now what remains in my heart is a sense of Qiran.

"If Jian'er is free, go to Momoyama to see your mother, and do your filial piety. You can also go to the East China Sea to see Yingli, a husband and wife for a hundred days, a husband and wife. It's not good to be too ruthless, you treat her better, do your duty as a husband, and also atone for some sins for your Xiangfei aunt. ”

The words of the Queen Mother of the West were not shocked, but they carried a lot of weight in their ears.

Yang Jian groaned for a while, kowtowed, and responded: "Jian'er obeys her grandmother's teachings. ”

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Yang Jian came to Heaven this time to accompany the Snow Girl to send back the injured Hail Snow Bird.

The Queen Mother of the West left him to eat in the Queen Mother's Palace, and when I left the Queen Mother's Palace, I went to the Snow Maiden Palace to find the Snow Maiden and the Snow Bird.

After not seeing each other for a while, the Snowbird is recovering well. Not only did the injuries heal. The whole person is chubby in vain.

Xiaoyu Tuo Snow Girl handed over the specialties of Huanxue City to me, all of which were delicious and fun, just in my mood today. No new thing can pique my interest.

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Night. Yao Pond Side. Under the peach blossom forest, the bonfire is blazing.

The Queen Mother of the West ordered the police to prepare a small party, and it turned out that today was Yang Jian's birthday.

Princess White Lotus is confined to Peach Mountain. Yang Jian was actually brought up by the Queen Mother of the West. The Queen Mother of the West treats Yang Jian like a mother treats her youngest son, with love and pampering.

She asked everyone to celebrate Yang Jian's birthday.

Gui'er, the princess of the heavenly court, is the first time I have seen her since I returned to heaven. She has become more and more glamorous, with the demeanor of her mother. It's just that I'm getting more and more arrogant.

Yang Jian sat quietly beside the Queen Mother of the West, lazily leaning on his grandmother's lap, the wine was already a little drunk, and the expression of the Queen Mother of the West was also rare to see gentle and loving.

Police Phantom and Snow Girl pretended to be warm and polite, but they had their own hearts, and their faces and hearts did not match.

Mother-in-law accompanied me and sat quietly under a peach tree.

The petals of the peach blossoms fell from time to time in the night breeze and stuck to my hair and clothes.

Mother-in-law carefully picked it for me, and muttered in a low voice: "General Yang celebrates his birthday, why didn't Tianjun come?" ”

"Maybe Lingxiao Hall is busy!" I smiled lonely.

As soon as the words fell, I saw my mother-in-law kneeling straight from the ground, opening her mouth wide, looking stunned, and unable to speak for a long time.

"Ana, what's wrong with you?"

Ana pointed behind me, and I turned my head to see the Heavenly Monarch standing beside the peach tree. The white clothes are fluttering, the appearance is neat, and the night breeze makes his hair dance lightly. His expression was distant and elegant, but it was difficult to hide the domineering spirit of a king.

I seemed a little flustered, and I hesitated and didn't know what to do.

The Heavenly Monarch bent down and held out his hand to me.

I was stunned, and there were tears in my eyes.

It was the first time since the Cold War that he took the initiative to show favor to me.

"Hey, sister—" Granny nudged me hard behind me before I put my hand in his.

Tianjun grabbed my hand at once, and a warm current instantly surrounded me.

I was pulled up from the ground by him, his eyes were still indifferent, but there was a smile on his lips, "Let's go celebrate for Jian'er together." ”

Tianjun took my waist and walked to the Queen Mother of the West and Yang Jian, and the immortals who were playing around the bonfire by the Yao Pond all knelt on their knees, and the mountain shouted: "Meet Tianjun!" ”

Tianjun looked down at Yang Jian on the ground and said, "Happy birthday!" ”

Yang Jian shuddered and raised his head, looking lonely and confused.

At the moment of the king's majesty, everyone's heart is worried.

Tianjun Feng said lightly: "Calm down, uncle will give you a drink." ”

Xian'e had already served the tray with the wine glasses, and Tianjun and I served a glass of wine, and Tianjun said to Yang Jian: "Uncle and aunt wish you a happy birthday!" ”

The "aunt" bite was particularly heavy, and it was extremely uncomfortable to listen to in my ears.

Tianjun is like a negative child, swearing his possession of toys every minute. I reluctantly accompanied him and Yang Jian to drink all the wine in the cup.

Tianjun threw the wine glass back on the fairy's tray and said to the Queen Mother of the West, "Mother, I and Concubine Xiang will go back first. ”

The Queen Mother of the West bowed slightly.

The Heavenly Monarch no longer looked at anyone, took my hand and hurried away.

Walking all the way to the long street, he picked me up and flew back to the dormitory. It's so fast that you don't have time to come back to your senses.

When I came back to my senses, I had been thrown onto the big bed in the dormitory by Tianjun, and I was about to struggle to get up, Tianjun had already pressed me, he fixed my hands on both sides of my head, and looked down at me, with aggressive eyes in his eyes, and a compelling pressure was like a net covering straight down.

"Why did you go to see Yang Jian without my consent?"

Every inch of the air overhead smelled of gunpowder.

I suddenly became angry in my heart, "You said that I am his aunt, what's wrong with me going to celebrate his birthday?" ”

"But you're my woman!" The Celestial Monarch came and tore at my clothes, and I instinctively resisted.

Enough is enough, I'm fed up.

I've had enough of such selfish love!

"Tianjun's woman is too tired, I don't want to be your woman again!"

As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned.

Tianjun let go of his hand on my neckline, and my clothes had been torn to pieces by him.

Tianjun stared at me for a long time, his eyes full of pain, and finally he got up from the bed in despair, and staggered out.

In the moonlight, the light of the palace lamp decorated his back in a fog.

And I opened my mouth, and finally I didn't stop him, and watched with tears in my eyes as his back disappeared beyond the light veil.

It's easy to fall in love, but it's hard to stay together, can't Tianjun and I, like every couple in this world, escape this sad law?

I huddled on the bed alone, grabbing the quilt and wrapping my body, but I still couldn't soothe my messy mind, and I couldn't stop my body from shaking into fallen leaves in the autumn wind between the brocades. (To be continued......)